Ndili ndi zaka zisanu pamene mayi anga anadwala kwambiri. Anapita kudziko lina kwa masiku angapo kuti akachezere achibale ake, ndipo anabwerera kwawo patapita miyezi ingapo ... Inde, sindikukumbukira zambiri, chifukwa cha msinkhu, koma ndimakumbukira momwe ndimamvera mu miyezi yovuta kwambiri kwamuyaya.
Mafoni a panthawiyo sanalipo, kotero nkhani yakuti amayi anga anabwera moipa kwambiri masiku angapo atachoka. Anatiitanira ife eni eni omwe adapita nawo. Ananenedwa kuti amayi anga akudwala pa sitimayo, ndipo atafika pa siteshoni yomweyo anatengedwera kupita kuchipatala kupita ku ambulansi. Anayeserapo mayesero onse oyenerera ndi zovuta. Tapeza: mankhwala ovuta kwambiri a pyelonephritis, komanso ngakhale ovuta, chifukwa nthawi yambiri yatha kuchokera pamene zizindikiro zoyamba zinayambira. Kutsiliza kwa madokotala: opaleshoni ndi yofunika. Kumene anali, panalibe kuthekera kochita ntchitoyi malinga ndi zolembazo. Choncho, patapita nthawi, madokotala anaganiza zopititsa amayi anga ku Moscow. Koma bambo anga ndi achibale athu onse ankafuna kuti amayi anga abwerere kumudzi kwathu, kumene tikanakhala naye ndikumupatsa thandizo ndi thandizo loyenera. Madokotala ku Moscow adakana, kutsutsana chifukwa cha kukana kwawo powauza kuti amayi awo sangathe kupulumuka paulendo wina, komanso kuti ntchitoyo ichitike mwamsanga. Koma bambo anga, pangozi yake komanso pangozi yake, adaganizabe kuti amutenge. Tsopano, ndikuganizira za izi, ndikudziwa kuti ichi chinali chisankho cholondola kwambiri, chomwe angachivomereze, popeza amayi anga atakhala ku Moscow ndipo atatha kugwira ntchitoyi, sindinathe kumuwona nthawi ...
Ntchitoyi inali yaitali komanso yovuta. Kukonzekera kunatenga nthawi yaitali komanso kovuta. Amayi anakhala nthawi yaitali ku chipatala chachikulu, osaloledwa kupita kwa iye, chiopsezo cha imfa chinali chachikulu. Potsirizira pake, atasamutsira ku ward, bambo ake anamuwona ndipo anangomwa. Iye sanagwedezeke chifukwa cha kuyembekezera kapena kuyembekezera kuyembekezera kwa msonkhano, osati kuvutika kapena masiku ambiri odziwa. Ayi, si choncho. Iye anadandaula chifukwa sanayembekezere kuona mayi anga monga chonchi - atatopa, wamvi, wotopa kwambiri. Ndinawawa kwambiri pamimba mwanga kuchokera kumbali ... Zinali zovuta kuona ... Koma, chofunika koposa, amayi anga anali amoyo ndipo pang'onopang'ono analikukonzekera. Mabanki osatha, njira zopweteka kwambiri, Ambuye, momwe mazunzo a amayi anga anavutikira, ndiye kuti ife ndi ife tinkafunikira mphamvu zotani kuti tigonjetse zonsezi! Tsopano ndikuwopsya kuganiza za izo.
Ndipo ndine yani? Mpaka kutha kwa chirichonse chimene chimachitika, ndithudi, ine sindinamvetse. Koma panali zinthu zingapo zomwe zidakumbukira kwamuyaya ndikupanga kulirira mpaka pano. Ndikukuuzani za mmodzi wa iwo. Pamene amayi anga anali atangoyamba kumene, ndipo iye, pokhala kudziko lina, adadziwa kuti sakandiwona posachedwa, anandisonkhanitsa ndi kunditumizira chikalata chokometsera mphatso kuchokera pansi pa mtima. Ankadziwanso kuti sangathe kundiwonanso ... Ndikulemba, ndikugwetsa m'maso mwanga. Zina mwa mphatsoyi zinali chidole chabwino, chomwe amayi anga adasankha. Poona chidole ichi, chibwenzi changa nthawi yomweyo chinapereka kusinthanitsa icho chifukwa cha chinachake chimene iye ali nacho ... Ndipo ine ndinasinthanitsa ... Tsiku lotsatira anabwera kuzindikira ndi kukhumudwa. Ngakhale kuti ndinali ndi zaka zisanu zokha. Chabwino, ndingapeze bwanji wina uthenga wabwino kwambiri kuchokera kwa amayi anga? Pomwepo, mayi anga atapulumuka, tinapita ndipo tinasintha chidolechi, ndipo ndikusungabebe.
Zaka 25 zapita, tsopano zonse ziri bwino ndi ife, ngakhale kuti chipsyinjo chachikulu cha amayi anga chakhalapo kwanthawizonse, ndipo zotsatira za matenda osamutsidwa nthawi zambiri amadzimva okha. Koma chofunika kwambiri, iye ali moyo, ife tiri pamodzi, banja lathu lakhala lamphamvu kwambiri pambuyo pa zonse zomwe zachitika. Tsopano sindikhala ndi makolo anga, ndili ndi moyo wanga, banja langa. Koma amayi anga adakalibe kwa ine munthu wofunika kwambiri m'moyo, ndikudabwa ndikuganiza kuti sangakhale ndi ife, koma ndimayendetsa maganizo awa. Pambuyo pake, iye ali nafe. Ndipo ichi ndi chozizwitsa.
Samalani ndi makolo anu, pitirizani kukhala ndi nthawi yochuluka ndi banja lanu momwe mungathere, kuyamikira miniti iliyonse pamene ali pafupi. Ndipotu, pamene ali moyo, ndife anthu okondwa kwambiri, ndipo tikhoza kukhala ana ...