Kodi moyo wathanzi ndi wotani?

Mofulumira, apamwamba ... Reluctance!
Ndimvetsetsa kuti mukuyenera kudzipenyerera nokha, koma thupi ndi moyo zimakana.
Alamu yayipa kwambiri: ilipo naini, ndi angati omwe angagone! Ndipo sindingathe kumasuka pamtsamiro ... Malinga ndi zondidzimva zanga, pali usiku wakuya pabwalo. Maola angapo osasunthika! .. Chabwino, ndithudi, sindikugwira ntchito kwa eyiti, ochuluka. Koma izo sizikundipulumutsa ine. Sindifuna kusuntha!
Chinthu chodabwitsa: Ndimakumbukira njira yomwe ndimayendetsera kusukulu ya sekondale komanso ku sukuluyi. Kumbukirani kuti Chaka Chatsopano chodabwitsa chaka choyamba, pamene sindinagone mausiku atatu: chifukwa wina analemba zolemba, chifukwa chachiwiri ndinaphunzira matikiti 100, mpaka 3 koloko m'mawa - "zovina zakutchire" mu disco ... Ndipo tsiku lonse mapazi! Kapena m'chaka chachisanu ... Pambuyo pa phwando lodabwitsa, ndimakhala tsiku lapakompyuta, ndikugwira ntchito yamphindi yofulumira. Pambuyo pake, tinapeza bwino ubwenzi wathu ndi chibwenzi chake, kuti tidathamanga kukalekanitsa ... Ndipo, tikafika, tinapeza chikondi chowonekera.
Pa nthawi yomweyi zaka zonsezi zomwe ndadya, ndikuganiza, pie zokha, "zinalowetsedwa" pamsewu wamsewu. Moyo wosayenerera, inu mukuti? Koma ndinamva bwino! Palibe zilonda, palibe ziwonetsero, zosangalatsa komanso zosangalatsa. Mwinamwake, thupi laling'ono likulimbana ndi vuto lililonse ...
Kuchokera nthawi imeneyo, ndakula ndikukhala wochenjera ... ndikuganiza. Koma apa ine ndikudula mutu wanga kuchokera pamtsamiro, ndikukwawira ku bafa - ndi ... Mmawa wabwino, dziko! Kodi akatswiri a zamaganizo amalangiza kuti malo abwino a tsikuli akhale otani? Kumwetulira kwakukulu? Ayi, kumwetulira sikudandaula, ndipo kuyang'ana pagalasi sikungandilimbikitse nkomwe. Ndipo mphuno imasangalatsa. Ndipo pachiuno superfluous. Ndipo kutopa kumayambira pang'ono mofulumira, ndipo mawu onsewa si aakulu kwambiri. Mapeto amasonyeza kuti muyenera kusamalira thanzi lanu.

Zomwe sizinapambane
Ine ndinayesera ^ Izo siziri! Kuchita kulikonse kwa thupi, kwa mtundu wanji ... Mukuyenera kudzikakamiza kuchoka mu ndodoyo. Ndipo kwa nthawi yaitali ndilibe zokwanira. Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndi theka lapitalo, chibwenzi changa chinandinyengerera kuti ndichite nawo masewera olimbitsa thupi. "Ndimodzi ndi osangalala, ndikuyenda moyesedwa!" Kuyenda - mwa njira yolumikiza pamsewu ndi m'chipinda chokonzera - kunali, ndipo ndi zoona, osati kosangalatsa. Koma pa simulator zosangalatsazo zinapita kumalo kwinakwake ... Pamapeto pake, ndinakoka minofu - ndipo ndinamva kuchokera kwa dokotala wa masewera: "Mwana wanga wokondedwa, nchifukwa ninji mudatenga malamulo anu ndi chitsulo chachitsulo?" Mwachimwemwe "anagwira" mawu ake ndipo mtima wowala unaiwala njira yopita ku holo.
Kenaka adachita manyazi ndi mawonekedwe ake oipa ndipo adaganiza zochita zoga. Zinkawoneka kuti zimandigwirizanitsa bwino: kayendetsedwe kazomwe ndikudziwa, sindikumverera ngati robot yowonongeka, ndikupukuta miyendo yopanda pake. Anamukoka iye kumaphunziro a mwamuna wake ... Ndipo nayenso anachoka. Ndipo mwamuna wanga akupitiriza kuphunzira!
Ndipo mpukutu wanga ukutala fumbi pamsewu - Sindingadzikakamize kuti ndikhale pansi mwachangu kuti "mphamvu isambe kusunthira pamwamba".
Ndinayesa, ndikusambira, ndikuthamanga. Kulikonse kumene ine ndiri ndi chinachake cholakwika. Mu dziwe, fungo la bleach, kupita ku bwaloli liri kutali kwambiri. Koma chinthu chachikulu - simukufuna! "Mukufuna chiyani?" - Mosamala funsani wokondedwa ndi mnzanga, pamene ndikudandaula za mfundo yanga yosasangalatsa. Musadzizunze nokha, koma kubwerera ku sofa ku bukhu lanu lokonda - ndilo! Inde, ndinamva kuti: "Nthawi zonse ndikuchita mwakhama - poyamba ndi kovuta, koma momwe mungagwiritsire ntchito, ndikukondabe!", Koma ... Sindikukoka. Palibe zosangalatsa! Ndinapita ku yoga kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi. Ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndinachoka. Zoona, kusinkhasinkha pagalasi kumakhalabebe maluwa.

Chitsanzo chopanda moyo
Ndinaganiza kuti: Ndingathe, ndikusiya kuyesayesa ndikukhala moyo wopanda maphunziro? Si onse omwe ali masewera ozungulira - ndipo mwinamwake iwo ali amoyo komanso osachepera kwambiri ... Koma posachedwapa chitsanzo choipa choonekera chinayang'ana pamaso panga. Ife ndi dala tinachotsa malo ogona kuchokera kwa mayi wina. Ndinaganiza kuti mwini nyumbayo anali mayi wachikulire. Pansi pachitatu, Inna Petrovna akukwera theka la tsiku, zimakhala zovuta kuti apite ku sitolo mwiniwake ... Ndipo zinafika kuti iye alibe 60! Kukhala ndi moyo "sofa" kosatha kumakhudza ...
Ndinayang'ana mwachidule ndikuganiza: Zonsezi, chifukwa simukufuna kuyamba "mabwinja akale" zaka khumi ndi ziwiri!