Rimma Markova - Anthu a USSR anayamba kuwonekera pambuyo pa makumi atatu okha, adayamba kutchuka pambuyo pa makumi anayi, koma chikondi cha mchezetsero ndi chidwi chawo chinapindulidwa nthawi yomweyo - chifukwa chakuti zamoyo zamtunduwu ndi zowonongeka sizinazindikire. Tidakumana ndi mtsikanayo kumapeto kwa chisangalalo chake. Foniyo inang'ambika kuchokera kuitana kwa ogwira ntchito pa TV omwe akuyesera kuti avomereze pa kujambula, ndipo adalongosola moleza mtima kuti ndondomeko yake inajambulidwa masiku ambiri kutsogolo ndipo panalibe nthawi yaulere kumeneko.
Rima Vasilievna, muli ndi malingaliro otani ponena za tsiku lachikumbutso? Palibe amene adzandikhulupirira. Ine ndiri eyite-faifi. Ndipo sindinapangepo zokondweretsa, chifukwa onse amanama ngati agalu kwa maola atatu. Ndikusuntha kuchokera ku izi. Ndipo ine ndikulota - izo zikhoza kukhala mofulumira, chifukwa ine ndikuyitanidwa nthawizonse ndikutenthedwa. Zonsezi, nyuzipepala zonse, magazini onse ... Ndimadwala ndekha kale. Yemwe ndinali ndekha - ndi "Nkhani za Akazi", ndi "Life Line", ndipo ndikuuza chirichonse, ndikukuuzani, ndikuwuzani. Chabwino, mungathe bwanji! Ndikudziwa zonse zokhudza ine ndekha: Ndimtundu wanji, ndine mtundu wanji, mnzanga wotani. Ndipo sindikondwera ndi ine ndekha, ndi zojambula zanga. Mwamvetsa - sikuchitika kawirikawiri, koma ndikudzidetsa nkhawa kwambiri! Choipa kuposa momwe ndimadziganizira ndekha, palibe amene amaganiza. Kumbukirani, osati mdima wambiri, koma kukumbukira kowala kumakhala kochuluka. Kodi ndi malingaliro otani okondweretsa kwambiri m'moyo wanu? Inde, ndi chimwemwe chotani? Nkhondo ikuchitika. Moyo ndikumenyana, ndikuganiza choncho. Winawake ananena molondola - kulimbana kwa moyo. Ndipo pali anthu omwe akufa, alipo omwe akulimbana. Ndimenyana, ndimenyana. Ndizo zonse. Koma pambuyo pa zonse, kuwonjezera pa kumenyana mu moyo palinso chikondi. Ndipo iwe unali nawo, nanenso ^ Ine ndikutsutsa pamene bambo wachikulire akuyamba kuyankhula za izo. Saliva akuyenda kale kuchokera ku ukalamba, anthu akuyang'ana ndikumanena kuti: "Mulungu wanga, fano, ndipo akunena china chake ponena za chikondi." Inde, ndinayamba kukondana, ndipo ndinayamba kukondana ndi ine. Ndipo iwo anasintha izo, osati ine, koma ine. Ndipo ine ndinayamba kugwirizana ndi kudzikonda. Ndinkakonda amuna ambiri, ndipo pamene ndinayamba kukondana, nthawi zonse ndimakhala weniweni. Ndiyeno zinali zosatheka kuti zinthu zina zisinthe, sizinachitike. Ndipo ine, ndithudi, ndinasautsika, chifukwa pamene iwe umayamba kukonda ndi mwamuna - iwe umalemba izo. Ndipo inu mumayang'ana izo kupyolera mu zala zanu. Kodi mumakhulupirira kuti tsogolo lanu lidzatha?
Inde. Amayi anandiuza kuti pamene anali aang'ono, monga aliyense pa msinkhu uwu, iwo ankaganiza. Ndipo anauzidwa kuti: "Ana anu adzayenda mumsewu wodzala ndi maluwa." Ndipo iye sakanakhoza kumvetsa chomwe izo zikutanthawuza, zomwe izo zikunena. Koma nthawi zonse ndimayandikana ndi maluwa ndi maluwa. Pamene akunena: "Kwa nthawi yaitali sindinagone mu Nyumba ya Ma Columns." Ndili ndi maluwa paliponse, ndipo nthawi zambiri pali zambiri. Ndimayankhula kale kuti: "Musandigule kanthu kalikonse ka tsiku langa lobadwa. Simusowa bouquets iliyonse, musaipasule, chifukwa ine ndikugawira iwo. Ndipo musagule ngalawa kapena bokosi. Sindikudziwa kumene ndiyenera kuchoka kwa iwo. " Ndili ndi zikwama za izi. Kapena mumapereka, koma fufuzani zomwe mukufuna. Pantyhose alipo, nsalu, shawl zokongola. Kale gulu lalikulu la zopanda pake mu dacha yanga. Komabe pali zithunzi, chifukwa ine, ndithudi, musawaponyedwe kutali. Koma ndizo zonse (Zikusonyeza zambiri zamagalimoto) zimaperekedwa. Khokhloma yonseyi, yomwe inkatengedwa monga mphatso, pamene tinali kuwombera ku Suzdal. Inde, ndizokongola, koma ndikuti ndikuti ndizingati? Koma ichi ndi chiwonetsero cha chikondi chotchuka! Kodi mumaganiza kuti sindikumvetsa izi? Ndipo sindingathe kutaya mphatso, makamaka pamene ndikuwona m'badwo wanga wopempha. Ndinauza Sergei Mikhailovich Mironov kuti: "Ndipatseni ine mphindi zisanu kuti ndiuze perezidenti. Ndipo yang'anani-chirichonse chidzatembenuzidwa. Iye sadzamva izi kwa aliyense. "
Iwo akunena kwa ine: "Inu mumatero! Palibe amene akunena zimenezo. " Ndikuyankha kuti: "Bwanji osanena? Kodi simukuwona zomwe zikuchitika kuzungulira pano? "Ndinaona apa momwe munthu wachikulire ankasankhira chakudya m'sitolo ndipo anali kufunsa kuti:" Ndipo ndi izi zingati? Ndipo izi? "Ndipo iwo anali atatenga kale madzi. Ndipo ndinagula phukusi la mkaka ndikumupatsa: "Tenga." - "Ndiwe yani?" Anachoka mu sitolo, ndipo ndinabwerera kunyumba ndikulira: Ndingathe bwanji? Koma ndinachita izi mosokonezeka. Mukufunikirabe kudziwa zomwe mukuchita, ndipo mukakhala wamwano, mupatseni mphuno yanu. Ndipo iwe udzakhala ndi moyo wabwino. Koma pamene ndinasokonezeka kwambiri ... ndikutha kulingalira momwe ndinamukhumudwira. Koma si ine! Chikhalidwe ichi! Ndipo pali osauka omwe akhala pamenepo. Ndipo odyetsedwa bwino sangamvetsetse izi ndipo sadzaganiza kuti wina ali ndi njala. Ndinapita kukawona bambo anga, ndipo ndinati: "Atate, ndichite chiyani? Ndine wokwiya kwambiri ndi zovuta zonsezi, zakumwa, zomwe zimapachika, zimabalalitsa, zimabedwa, zimanyoza anthu akale, chifukwa zimakhala pansi. " Momwe mungakhalire pambuyo pa izo? Koma ine ndinali wolimba mtima ndi womenyera nkhondo kuyambira ubwana. Ndinali womenya nkhondo. Ndipo tsopano ine ndikulimbana. Sindikudziwika ndi ndani, koma ndikuvutika. Sindinkakhala chete, nthawi zonse ndimalimbikitsa chilungamo. Ndipo palibe amene adzanditembenuzira njira iyi. Ngakhale pamene anditanira ku televizioni, zomwe ndimadana nazo, ndikukamba za zomwe ndikuziwona.
Kodi mumadana ndi kanema? Chifukwa chiyani?
Chifukwa ndikuganiza kuti uwu ndiwo bungwe lachigawenga. Ambiri! Iwo sangathe zombie ine, koma inu, anyamata ... Tataya mbadwo umodzi, ndipo ife tidzatha kutaya. Koma monga ndakatulo wina anati, "Russia idzapeza zakale kuti zikhale, zomwe timakonda kuchokera m'mabuku, pamene anthu adzakula mmenemo ngati omwe anaphedwa." Sindidzapeza nthawi ino, ndipo inu, mwinamwake, mudzakapezebe. Kotero ine ndiribe chizoloŵezi choterechi: chikondwerero, tiyeni tsopano ndizinena chirichonse ayi, ine ndiribe chisangalalo. Ine ndikuwona, ine ndikudziwa m'badwo uwu. Amene adalenga zinthu zakuthupi. Anthu omwe adabwezeretsa theka ladziko pambuyo pa nkhondo, adabwezeretsanso zokolola, ulimi, zomwe sangachite tsopano. Anamanganso mizinda ndikudikirira kuti ayamikike chifukwa ... Otsogolera ndi owonerera akuyesa iwe ngati wamwamba kwambiri. Ndipo mu makumi asanu ndi atatu mphambu zisanu inu mukufunidwa mwaluso. Ndipo si onse omwe amachita maseŵero angathe kudzitamandira. Kawirikawiri sindingabwererenso, chifukwa tsopano ndagwiritsidwa ntchito!
Sabata lonse linali kuwombera maora khumi ndi awiri, mpaka atatu kapena anayi koloko mmawa. Sindili ndi mphamvu. Ndabwera dzulo kuti ndikawombere, koma sindingathe kutuluka m'galimoto. Kwa dalaivala ndimati: "Alexander Vladimirovich, nditulutseni." Anangoyamba kundithandiza, ndipo panthawi ino anthu ena akundiwombera. Ndinamufunsa wopanga kuti: "Ndani anali kundiwombera? Ndiuzeni kuti ndisayese kuchita izi. Simungathe kusonyeza katswiri wa zojambulajambula mu fomu iyi. " Ndikulondola pansi pa lilime, ndipo amanditenga! Kenaka amalemba kuti: "Drunk Markova akubwera." Kapena amaponyedwa. Inde, chirichonse chimene mungathe kulemba. Ndakhala ndikuwerenga zambiri za ine ndekha. Zinkawoneka kwa ine kuti ndiwe mmodzi wa ochita masewero ochepa omwe samapanga nthano. Tsopano ndawonetsedwa nyuzipepala yomwe pakamwa panga imandiyang'ana mosiyana, zala zanga zili zopotoka, ndipo pansipa ndi siginecha: "Agogo Rimma akwiya." Ndipo chithunzi china: pafupi ndi wotsogolera Merezhko ndi msungwana wachilendo. Ndipo pali ndemanga: "Agogo Markova akufuna kukwatira Merezhko. Markov sakondwera nazo izi. " Ndipo ndili ndi mdzukulu mmodzi, palibe mdzukulu! Ndipo ndikuganiza kuti blonde iyi ikufunsidwa za ine, ndipo akuyankha kuti: "Agogo anga aakazi anandiphunzitsa kuimba ndi kuvina." Chabwino, ndi zamkhutu ziti? Kodi ndine ballerina? Ndipo chochita ndi atolankhani otani? Ndipo ndi angati a Nonka omwe anavutika nazo zonsezi, osabweretsa Mulungu. Kwa iye kunali chisamaliro chotero ... Posachedwa kwa ine wandiitana: "Rimma Vasilevna, ife tsopano tikuchita pulogalamu ya Nonna Viktorovna Mordjukovoj. Kodi simungatiuze za izi? Iwe unali mabwenzi. " Ndimati: "Inde, iwo anali abwenzi. Zaka 40. Ndipo ine ndikudziwa chirichonse kuchokera ndi kupita. Koma inu mukufuna ine ndikuuzeni inu zinthu zina zomwe ine sindidzakuuzani inu, chifukwa ndi Mordyukova, osati Thupi. Amakondedwa ndi mamiliyoni ambiri. " Ndinkafuna ngakhale kumenyana ndi nyuzipepala ina. Nonka anali atadzimva kuti ndi woipa, kwinakwake iye anapita, ndipo iye anamva akudwala, ndipo anayamba kudzipangira mankhwala mu galasi. Ndipo wina wojambula zithunzi, wachibwibwi, anamutcha iye, iye anayang'ana pa iye, ndipo iye anajambula izo. Ndiyeno iyo inasindikizidwa. Choncho ndinaimbira foni nyuzipepalayo n'kumufunsa mkonzi ndipo ndinamufunsa kuti: "Kodi muli ndi ana? Kodi suwopa kuti mudzalipira? Kodi munayesa bwanji kuchotsa Mordyukov kotero? Ndipo iwe unayesa bwanji kusindikiza izo? "Ine ndikuganiza kuti zochita zoterozo zimabweretsedwa ndi boomerang. Ndipo ngati izi zimachitika patapita nthawi yaitali, ndiye zotsatira zake, ziwonetsero zingawoneke zosamveka komanso zosadziwika ...
Koma kawirikawiri mumakhulupirira zenizeni?
Ine sindimakhulupirira mu zinsinsi, koma mu zina ine ndiri wotsimikiza. Tonsefe ndife okhulupirira Mulungu, chifukwa taleredwa monga chonchi, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti chinachake chimatilamulira. Mwinamwake, ine ndathandizidwa kwambiri ndi chinachake. Tsopano ine ndiri ndi ntchito mu chithunzi chatsopano. Kwa zaka zanga kuti ndichite mbali imodzi mwa maudindo apamwamba, ndi gawo lochititsa chidwi - izi ndi mphatso! Pambuyo pake, palibe amene akudziwa kuti ndikuwombera, ngakhale kuti ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito yonse, pali masiku atatu okha. Ndipo iye ankasewera pa mitsempha, pa kusowa kwa nthawi. Koma, ndithudi, sindikudziwa momwe izi zidzakhalire ndi zotsatira zake. Mu cinema, ndizovuta kufotokozera zotsatira. Ndipo nthawi zina pali zodabwitsa kwambiri. Zinatheka bwanji kuti pamene mukujambula mu movie Night Watch, simunadziwe kuti heroine wanu ndi mfiti? Onse ochita masewero, omwe akuwombera ngakhale pang'ono, amawerenga script. Ndipo iyi ndi nthawi yoyamba mu moyo wanga sindinawerenge script. Pamaso panga, ntchitoyi inaperekedwa kwa ochita masewero abwino, ndipo iwo anakana. Kotero, pamene gawo linaperekedwa kwa ine, ndiye iwo anachita izo mochenjera. Iwo anati: "Sitingathe kutumiza script. Khabensky akuchoka ku Cannes, tili ndi masiku anayi okha, tikufunika kuwombera zonse mwamsanga. " Ndipo ananditumizira malemba anga okha. Ndikuyang'ana-ndipo pali chinyengo. Apa akulira: pali mtundu wina wa udzu, ndikufunika kukula mwana wamkazi ... sindimadziwa kuti mwanayo ndi kangaude. Ndiyeno ndimayang'ana filimuyi - ndipo heroine wanga si chinyengo, koma mfiti. Kodi sizinkawopsya pamene adapeza? Anthu ambiri ochita masewerawa amaopa kuchita nawo maudindo amenewa. Ndinkachita mantha nthawi zonse, choncho ndinavutika! Ndinaganiza kuti: "Ndachita chiyani?" Zisanayambe, ndinapatsidwa udindo woti ndimwalira ndikugona mu bokosi. Izi zikutanthauza kuti mukhoza kufa, koma musagone mu bokosi. Ndipo ndinanena kuti sindidzachoka. Ndiyeno ine ndimaseŵera mfiti! Kotero, ine ndinali mu kusimidwa. Ndiye ndinadwala, ndinaganiza kuti: "Mulungu amalanga". Koma sindinadziwe kuti ndi ndani amene ayenera kusewera chifukwa chake, mwina zonse zinasintha. Chifukwa m'bale wanga, Leonid, sanatero. Anasewera Satana ndipo anamwalira patatha mwezi umodzi. Tiyeni tibwererenso kuntchito yanu. Muli ndi zochitika zingapo, tsopano muli zithunzi zojambula.
Kodi izi ndizosasangalatsa kwa katswiriyo?
Kwa wojambula wa msinkhu wanga, sikuti chimwemwe, koma mphatso yothetsera kuzunzika konse, pazovuta zonse. Panali nthawi pamene ndinali pafupi kutsiriza moyo wanga. Koma ine ndinalota, ndinkafuna ndipo ndinakhala wojambula, ziribe kanthu. Ndikhulupirire, zomwe sindinapeze mtedza, ndinabwera ku Moscow ndikukhala pa siteshoni. Chiwerengero. Ndipo kachitidwe ka khadi, pamene panalibe kanthu kakudya. Ndipo panalibe chovala, ndipo panalibe kanthu, ndipo palibe chiyembekezo. Ndinaphunzira mu studio, ndinali ndi kavalidwe kamodzi kokha. Ndipo nsapato sizinali kumeneko. Ndipo pamene inu mukuyang'ana pozungulira ^ Apa ife tikupita kuwombera mu nyumba ya nyumba, pafupifupi mu nyumba yachifumu. Kotero pali dziwe kukula kwake pafupi ndi masewera a mpira. Kodi mukuganiza kuti ndi zabwino kuona izi? Momwe anthu amakhalira! Inde, iwo amatiwona ife ng'ombe, ine ndikutsimikiza. Tinkakonda kuwaitana anthuwa, owonetsa anzawo, otukwana, akuba. Ndipo tsopano akuyankhula za iwo: oligarch. Posakhalitsa ndinasunthira panja ... Panali msonkhano ndipo iwo anali atakhala masaya kuchokera kumbuyo anali atawoneka kale. Ndimati: "Anyamatawa, adabba - agawana. Chifukwa zidzakhala zoipa. Osati inu, koma ana anu. Ngakhale mipanda ya mamita asanu, agalu ndi chitetezo. " Inu mukuganiza kuti zikwi zingati za anyamata a ku Moscow okha amagwira ntchito ngati alonda. Kodi amasamala ndani? Ndipo kwa ndani? Pali mlonda wa Mfumukazi. Ndipo ndi ndani iye? Montserrat Caballe? Kwa anthu omwe masiku ano amatchedwa nyenyezi, ambiri amakhala ndi malingaliro oipa. Koma pakati pawo, zedi, pali anzanu omwe mumawakonda. Sindikunena kuti ndizitani zomwe ndikuzikonda. Chifukwa chiyani? Cholakwika ndikutchula dzina la wojambula amene mumakonda? Pali ojambula omwe ndimakonda, ndipo pali ojambula omwe sindiwakonda. Ochita masewerawa ndi odabwitsa, koma sindiwakonda. Tili ndi lamulo lotero, kwa ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi: pamene muyang'ana ntchito, ngakhale simukudziwa bwino ndi ochita masewerawa, onetsetsani kuti mubwerere kumbuyo kuti munene: "Zikomo kwambiri, ndasangalala nazo." Chifukwa adzanena kuti: Petrenco anabwera kuno, mwachitsanzo, ndipo akuyang'ana seweroli. Ndipo woyimba ndiye amamuyembekezera iye. Ndipo kotero Sadalsky ndi ine tinapita kukawona ntchito imodzi. Zimene ziribe kanthu. Sindinkazikonda kwambiri. Sadalsky akuti: "Bwera, tiyeni tipite kumbuyo." Ndimati: "Sindingathe." Sindingathe ngakhale kukuthokozani, chifukwa sindinathe kuyima, ngakhale kuti ojambulawo ankakonda kwambiri. Ndipo abusawa Sadalsky anapita kwa ochita masewero, ndipo iwo akufunsa kuti: "Bwanji iwe uli wekha? Ndipo chifukwa chiyani Markova sanabwere? "-" Sankakonda kwambiri. " Simunanene chilichonse?
Ayi, iye ananena izo mosangalala. Ngakhale ine ndikudziwa kuti iye sakuzikonda izo mwina. Patapita kanthawi ndikubwera ku zisudzo kuti ndione Artsybashev "Ukwati". Ndipo ali ndi njira yosokoneza kuti aitane actor backstage. Ndipo kumeneko Wulf anali, akadali winawake ndi womasewera uyu, amene ine sindinkakonda kwambiri. Ndipo tsopano ife timakhala, timamwa tiyi, kuyankhula. Ndipo panthawi inayake akundiuza kuti: "Ndimakumbukira momwe munanenera ..." Ndinalibe yankho. Chabwino, ndinganene chiyani? Inde, simunandikonde? Sindingathe kumaliza munthu. Iye sasamala za lingaliro langa, ine ndikutsimikiza. Koma iye amadana nane kuchokera pamenepo, ngakhale kuti zaka zambiri zadutsa. Ndilo yankho lonse. Anthu amakonda kulakwitsa ndikulakwitsa. Kodi munayamba mwakhala ndi zolakwa zazikulu pamoyo wanu? Inde, ndani sanawachite? Ndipo ine ndinatero. Ine ndakhala ndikuba ruble zana. Kenaka ndinawabwezera, koma ndinaba! Chifukwa-ine sindinganene, ndilo lalitali. Koma izi zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri, ndinayamba kulira kwa mwezi umodzi, ndipo wina amene ndinamuba ndalama podyerako ankadya chakudya chamasana n'kubweretsa kwa ine. Anandidandaula nati: "Ndiwe wonyenga! Nchifukwa chiyani inu munatenga zana la ruble? Ngati akuba - kotero miliyoni. " Ndinali woimba bwino, iye anandiitana, ndipo ine ndimalankhula. Iye: "Ndi chiyani icho?" - "Arkash, ine ndaba ndalamazo." M'bale wina anabwera kwa ine ndipo anati: "Kodi mungachite bwanji zimenezi? Iwe uli ndi mwana wamkazi, iwe ungamuphunzitse bwanji iye? "Ambiri anabwera kwa ine ndiye, chifukwa ine ndimangofuna kudzipha. Ndingachite bwanji izi? Ndipo onse chifukwa mnyamatayo adakweza sofa ndipo anandiwonetsa zomwe ziri pansi pake. Ndipo panali ndalama zambirimbiri. Ndipo imodzi inali mzere. Pano ine ndichokera kwa iye ndipo ndinatenga ruble zana ... Kotero, molondola nenani: musataye chirichonse. Ndinali bwenzi ndi banja la mkatswiri wamkulu Mikhail Mikhailovich Sadovsky. Ndipo ndimakumbukira m'mene adalandira malipiro, ndipo wina wochokera kunyumba anaika malo olemekezeka. Ndipo adati: "Chotsani, musakwiyitse anthu. Musamachititse manyazi: Satana adzakankhira m'kamwa, ndipo munthuyo, mosakayika, adzatenga wina ndi kudzitemberera moyo wake wonse. " Ndipo ndinali manyazi ndikuchita manyazi ndi zochita zanga mpaka pano. Kenaka ndinali ndi punctures zoopsa kwambiri. Panali zochitika zina zomwe sindikuzikumbukira tsopano, koma ndimakumbukira zonsezi moyo wanga, ngakhale kuti sizinapite zaka khumi. Kodi mumadandaula chilichonse mu moyo wanu?
Chisoni chachikulu
Ndikudandaula kuti ndili ndi ana ochepa, kuti pali mwana mmodzi yekha. Koma ndikukhulupirira kuti ochita zisudzo alibe ufulu wokhala ndi ana. Ntchito yathu ndi matenda! Chifukwa woyimba weniweni wachotsedwa kwathunthu ku moyo. Ndipo musati muchite izi. Ana ndi ofunikira kuposa, zilizonse. Ndinapereka mwana wamkazi, ndipo panalibe nthawi yochitira, ndipo sindinamuchitire zomwe ndinayenera kuchita, sindinapereke zambiri. Ndipo ndi ana angati ochita zinthu! Awa ndiwo moyo wopunduka. Ndipo banja langa. Chirichonse chinali poboku, chifukwa chinthu chachikulu ndi ntchito. Ndipo ngati mutakhala ndi mwayi wosintha kanthu pamoyo wanu, mungasinthe chiyani? Sindingasinthe tsiku limodzi. Ndikanakhala wojambula. Ine sindikufuna china chirichonse, ndipo palibe chomwe chimandisangalatsa ine kenanso.