Nkhanza za munthu wokondedwa, osakhulupirira


Poyamba m'mawa kuntchito, ntchito yonse itatha, tinayamba kukambirana ndi amuna athu. Zoonadi, nthawi zambiri za moyo wake zimakhalabe zobisika, koma mafunso ofunika kwambiri anayamba kukambirana. Kodi mwamuna aliyense angasinthe mkazi wake? Ndipo kodi mkazi aliyense amakhulupirira mwamuna wake? Nkhanza za munthu wokondedwa, kusakhulupirika kwa mkazi - mwinamwake palibe china chofunikira kuti chiwononge ubale.

Pali kumverera kuti amayi ndi abambo onse amapitilira moyo limodzi, koma kuti asapite okha. Aliyense amasankha banja lomwe limamuyenerera bwino, ndipo aliyense amakhala ndi moyo wake, amuna amasintha kumbuyo kwa akazi, ndipo amalumbirira mwawokha kuti amakonda komanso sadzapereka, kupereka mphatso zakuda, ndipo akazi amati amakonda, kumwetulira, kukumbatirana, kupsyopsyona, koma mu solo samakhulupirirabe.

- Inde, nthawi zonse pamakhala mwayi woti munthu apite kumanzere, musawadyetse mkate pokhapokha ngati mukupereka mawere ndi kukula kwa mitu. Munthu aliyense akhoza kusintha, ali kale m'magulu awo - anati Gulka. - Koma munthu aliyense azikhala kumene kuli kutentha ndi kokoma, kumene kuli mbadwa. Iwo ali ngati ogonjetsa, makamaka amayi omwe amapambana, abwino, otsika kwambiri omwe amamverera.

"Ndipo sindimakhulupirira amuna," adatero mkulu wa salon. "Takhala ndi iye kwa zaka zambiri, ndipo ndikuvomereza kuti akhoza kusintha ine kapena kusintha kale, koma mwa njira inayake ndimalitenga.

"Kodi mwakhala pamodzi kwa zaka zambiri, mumamukonda?"

- Inde, ndimakonda, ndiye bwanji kukhala pamodzi, ngati simukukonda?

- Ngati mumakonda, muyenera kukhulupirira munthu wanu. Si choncho? Chikondi chimachokera pa kudalira.

- Chikondi chimachokera pazinthu zambiri, osati pokhapokha mutadalira. Pa kugonana, pa chithandizo, pa zokambirana. Monga Gulka adanena, anthu onse akhoza kusintha. Iwo akhoza. N'zotheka kuti sikuti aliyense amasintha, pali zosiyana, koma pali zochepa zosiyana. Kotero kuti iye sali, kulikonse kumene ali, ndi komwe ali, nthawi zonse amabwera kwa ine, chifukwa takhala naye zaka zambiri, ndipo amadziwa kuti ali ndi chithandizo ndi kutentha mu ukalamba wake, akabwera kunyumba amadziwa , kuti akuyembekezera chakudya chokoma, choncho sangapite kulikonse.

"Komabe ndimakhulupirira chikondi chowala, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti chibwenzi changa sichidzasintha ine, chifukwa amandikonda," ndinati ndikudandaula, kuti sindinadziwebe.

- O, ponyani mwanayo, anyamata onse. Gulka adanena moyenera kuti sadyetse mkate, amapereka kukula kwachinayi, ndipo inu mumakhulupirira kuti simusintha. Ngati simusintha, sizikutanthauza kuti simusintha.

- Ndiwe wankhanza, Lida - Ndinakhumudwa, ndipo tinapitiriza kugwira ntchito. Tsikulo linadutsa, ndipo ndimangoganizira za mawu a Lida. Nkhanza - nchiyani chimakankhira anthu ku sitepe iyi? Kodi uwu ndikumverera kwa wogonjetsa, pa kavalo wokhala ndi mkondo, ndi kumbuyo kwa mkazi, womangirizidwa mu unyolo. Ndipo mwamunayo ali wonyada komanso wamunthu, ndipo amayi ali ndi chikondi cholembedwa pamaso pake. Ili linali lingaliro langa la kuperekedwa kwa anthu.

Ndipo ndimaganiza kuti chibwenzi changa chitha kusintha, ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinachotsako. Chabwino, ndi zamkhutu ziti? Sindinaganizepo kuti angasinthe ine, amandikonda kwambiri, ndipo amadziwa momwe ndimamukondera, ngakhale kuti zinthu zili zosiyana, koma sindikuganiza kuti akhoza kundichitira izi. Komabe, nditatha kukambirana, sindinali wokonzeka kugwira ntchito. Komabe, sadziwa chibwenzi changa, komanso ubale wathu, kotero iwo akhoza kukhala olakwika, ndipo ndani amene adawapatsa ufulu woweruza. Aliyense amakonda njira yake, aliyense ali ndi choonadi chake.

Nditamaliza kumaliza ntchito, ndinamukumbatira kwambiri, kenako ndinamuyang'anitsitsa. Mwa iwo, ine ndinangowona chikondi kokha kwa ine, maso odzaza ndi chikondi kwa ine. Pambuyo pa zochitika zoterezi, zikanakhala zomveka kwa ine kuganiza kuti akhoza kusintha ine. Ndinadalira kwambiri kuti sanaganizepo. Inde, ndithudi, amuna amayang'anitsitsa kukongola kwamtali ndi kukongola, koma amadziwika bwino kwa iwo omwe ali pafupi naye nthaƔi zonse. Koma kuona sikukutanthawuza kusintha, zing'onozing'ono zoterezi ndizololedwa.

Anandibweretsa kunyumba, anandidikirira kuti ndichoke m'samba, anandidyetsa ndikundiyika mu chikhomo. Ndikundiphimba ndi bulangeti, adati "ndimakukondani", ndipo ndinapita kuntchito. Ndipo ine ndinatseka maso anga ndipo ndinagona tulo mokoma. Pambuyo pake, mawu a Lida anaiwalika, zokayikira zonse zinagwera, ndipo mtima wanga unadzazidwa ndi chikondi kachiwiri. Anthu ambiri akhoza kungonena kuti pali nsanje zambiri ndipo zimapweteka malingaliro a munthu mwachikondi, kapena chifukwa cha zolephera zake zopanda malire. Chinthu chachikulu ndikukhulupirira mu mtima mwanu.

Kodi ichi si chisangalalo, osati chikondi ichi, pamene munthu akukuphimba ndi bulangeti ndikufuna maloto okoma. Mwinamwake winawake angaganize kuti akhoza kukhala nane, koma ali kuntchito. Ndipo kotero kuti asungwana ena sangalankhule, ziribe kanthu kaya ndi chiyanjano chanji, nthawi zonse ndizidziwa kuti ndili ndi chikondi chenicheni, ndipo sindidzasinthanitsa ndi chirichonse kapena wina aliyense.

M'mawa ndinadzuka kuchokera kununkhiza kwa khofi zonunkhira. Winawake anali akuwombera mu khitchini. Mchimwene wanga anali pa amayi ake pa tchuthi, ndipo motero sakanakhoza, ndipo makamaka ku khitchini ndipo sakonda kupatula nthawi, chifukwa chodandaula. Ndinali ndi tsiku, ndipo sindinachedwe.

- Malyyy ... Ndikudziwa, suli kugona - wokondedwa wanga anali akulira pang'onopang'ono kutsogolo kwanga, ndipo kununkhiza kwa khofi kunali kutulutsa zonunkhira. Poyankha, ndinangofuula ndichisangalalo chokhala ndi zomwe ali nazo ndi khofi yammawa. Ndipo tsopano iye anali akuwona ndi kapu ya khofi mu dzanja limodzi ndi masangweji mu dzanja lina. Ine ndinalibe sitayi, ndipo chifukwa chake sizinayende mu mafilimu. Anandipsompsona pang'onopang'ono pamphumi ndipo anandipatsa kapu, adalumphiranso ku khitchini, ndipo kuchokera apa ndinatsimikiza kuti sitayi inali yofunika.

"Ndigula galimoto," ndinamuitana pamsewu.

- Ndipo ndimakukondani - sanawonjezekanso m'nkhaniyi, ngakhale kuti mau awa mu ubale wathu akhala akupezeka pa mutuwo.

- Ndimakukondani, komabe ndinakuwa.

Anapezeka kuti anabwerera ku khitchini kuti akamwe khofi, ndipo ndinadzilonjeza kuti ndikagula sitimayi. Ndikukhulupirira kuti samasiya kumwa khofi pabedi langa nditatha kugula. Kenaka anakwera kwa ine pansi pa bulangeti, ndipo tinakhala, tinamwa khofi ndikuyang'ana telly. Ndinali ndi tsiku lina, ndipo ndinakonza zoti ndizikhala naye kunyumba. Anakonza phwando limodzi ndi wokondedwa. Kwa masiku awiri, kunja kwawindo ndi chisanu, ndipo nyumbayo ili m'manja mwa wokondedwa ndi wokoma mtima kwambiri. Kwa chuma chonse cha Pansi, sindikanasinthanitsa izi.

Atayang'ana mafilimu atatu, atadya masangweji onse, atakweza mtolo wonse, potsiriza madzulo abwera. Tonse tinasonkhanitsa mtengo wa Khirisimasi ndikuuvala. Kenaka, titatsegula vinyo, tinakhala pansi kutsogolo kwawindo pa chikwama chachikulu chokulunga mu bulangeti ndipo tinayamba kuyang'anitsitsa chipale chofewa cha chipale chofewa pamene iwo ankagona mofatsa phokoso la khonde. Tinakambilana zam'tsogolo, takhala tikukambilana kale za banja komanso za ana.

"Ndidzakwatirana nawe patapita zaka zitatu, nditamaliza maphunziro a yunivesite."

- Chabwino, mukulingalira, tiyeni muzaka khumi - zomwe ndimakonda ndikuseka pa mawu anga. "Mwachangu, ndiye_iye anagwada pamaso panga, ndiyeno ine ndinapukuta_ine ndikufuna inu kuti mukhale mkazi wanga mwamsanga, yambani kudzuka pafupi ndi ine. Ndimakukondani ... - ndipo anatenga bokosi kuchokera kwinakwake, anatsegula, ndipo panali kondomu - ndipo apa ine ndinali kutukumula mwanjira yovuta kwambiri ya mawuwo. Zomwe ndimamukonda kwambiri, ndichifukwa chakuti amatha kuyambitsa mphindi iliyonse yachikondi, ndipo ndinapotozedwa ndi nthawi ya chikondi ndi volts 220. Ndinamukumbatira ndikumupsompsona, ndipo ndinati "EYE" mvutu langa.

Ndipo kotero, pempho linapangidwa, mawu akulu adanenedwa, ndipo tidakhala vinyo wosamwa, kenako tinakonzekera tsogolo ndikuyang'ana kunja. Chipale chofewa chinali chitasiya kusuntha, koma mphepo inali kuwatsanulira mlengalenga. Atsikana ambiri samakhulupirira anyamata, awo, kapena alendo, sindinakhulupirire. Koma pamene ndinakomana naye, ndimamukhulupirira mosadodometsa komanso mosasintha. Anali ndi mwayi - kukhala pafupi ndi wokondedwa wanu, yemwe anapereka zopereka, kukonzekera mmalo mwa mphete ya diamondi ndi kondomu. Inde, ndimkonda ndipo ndine wokonzeka kukhala naye moyo wanga wonse. Mwinamwake wina ndi wina akusintha, koma posankha ine ndinali wotsimikizika ndi zana la zana, ndipo ine ndinadziwa kuti iye sakanandipatsa ine, mulimonsemo.