Msungwana wanga, chikondi changa, "Ndinalankhula mwansanje," wokoma, wokondedwa, Tanechka ... "" Ndi chiyani? " Mwanditcha bwanji ?! The scoundrel! Msungwanayo adathyoka m'manja ndipo adalumphira kuti aponye nkhope yake. Ndinalephera kugwira dzanja lake. Ndinakhala pansi pamphepete mwa bedi ...
"Pita kutali" adanena mosamva . Iye sanadzikakamize yekha kupempha. Iye anasonkhanitsa zinthu zowonongeka kuzungulira nyumbayo, atavala ndi kumapita. Pamene khomo la kutsogolo linasunthira kumbuyo kwake, ndinagwa pansi pabedi ndipo ndinatseka maso. "Tanya, ndimamva zoipa kwambiri popanda iwe ..." - anadandaula maganizo. Nthawi zambiri ndimakumbukira, nthawi zonse ndinkafuna kugonana. Nthawi zonse. Ziribe kanthu komwe, ndi ndani. Kungokwaniritsa chokhumbacho. Zonse zinayamba pamene ndinali ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi. Ndimakumbukira pakalipano: Ndine wophunzira wamaliza maphunziro, ndi mwana wamwamuna wazaka makumi atatu wosungulumwa wochokera ku khonde lapafupi. Ndakhala ndikudalira kwambiri maonekedwe ake achikazi ndikudontha mwamtendere. Mwachiwonekere, iye adawona kuyang'ana kwanga "njala" ndipo nthawi ina ... anandifunsa ine kuti ndiwathandize kunyamula matumba ake aakulu ku nyumba yake. Inde, ndinavomera. Anamutsata pamwamba, ndikuyesetsa kuyang'ana pansi pa siketi yachifupi. Sindinadziwe kuti mu maminiti ochepa ndimatha kuona chirichonse ... Chipatso choletsedwa chinang'ambika. Iye anandinyenga ine (ngati iye sanayambe kudziyesa yekha, sindikanatha kumumatira iye chirichonse).
Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti kukongola ndi ine kunangosangalatsa. Koma ndinayamba kukondana! Choncho, patatha pafupifupi mwezi umodzi adatenga mwamuna wina mwachindunji ndi msinkhu ndipo anandipatsa kutembenuka kuchokera pachipatacho, pafupifupi ine ndinamwalira ndi chisoni. Thupi limakakamiza kugonana. Zambiri. Mafilimu achiwerewere ndi maliseche anathandiza pang'ono. Anzanga akusukulu sanandipatse. Ayi, osati chifukwa chakuti adakali anamwali (ambiri a iwo ankadziwana ndi kugonana koyamba), pomwe ndinali ndikuphunzira mnansi wanga, iwo adadzipeza okha akuusa moyo ndikumenyana nawo pakhomo.
Chilichonse chatsintha m'sukuluyi. O! Ndinayang'ana mokwanira. Tinkasokonezeka ndi atsikana onse kuchokera ku gulu lathu (phindu la osagwiritsa ntchito kumwa zidakwa akhoza kuledzera komanso ... bwino ... mukudziwa ...), kenako amasintha kuti agwirizane. Ndi pamene vuto loyamba likundiyembekezera. Tanya amakhala wosasamala kwambiri. Ndine waigigel (kuti ndiuleke). Kuti ndikhale woonamtima, ndinkafuna kugonana naye, kuti ndipange munthu wabwino. Ndipo ndani yemwe angamuyang'ane iye, zirizonse zoterozo? Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ine ndiri ndi chidzudzulo. Mtsuko wamadzi ozizira. Br-rr ...
Ine sindikudziwa momwe izo zinachitikira, koma ine ndinalowa mmenemo. Kumva. Anatha kuona maso a buluu monga mlengalenga (ngakhale opanda mapangidwe, koma okongola), tsitsi la phiko lakuda (ngakhale opanda makongoletsedwe apamwamba, koma aatali.) Ndinkafuna kuthamanga. Ndataya mutu wanga wonse. Ndinayamba kulemba ndakatulo, zomwe ankazitcha kuti sizinayende bwino. Iye adayamikira zomwe sanakhulupirire. Kudikira iye pa kutuluka kuchokera ku sukuluyo ndi kumutsatira iye kunyumba. Mwachidule, anasandulika wokondedwa weniweni, wofunitsitsa kuona kuoneka kwachisomo kwa wokondedwa wake. Inde, ndikuvomereza - Ndinagona ndi abwenzi ake mofanana. Mwanjira ina sindinathe. Ndinkafuna kukhuta, apo ayi ndingangosuntha ubongo wanga. Chaka chinadutsa ndipo ... linga linagwa. Izi zinachitika pamene ndimapita kunyumba ya Tanya pambuyo pa phwando la ophunzira.
Tinayenda pamtunda. Mwezi unkaonekera m'madzi. Kuwala kodetsa kumayambitsa kukondana. Tinayima pakati pa mlatho, ndikudalira phokoso, ndikuyang'ana madzi akuda. Ndiyeno ine ndinamuvomereza kwa iye mu chikondi. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga. Palibe mwala wanga ... ambiri ogonana nawo sindinanene mawu oterowo.
Koma Tatyana sanayamikire mtima wanga wauzimu. Iye anali chete ngati nsomba. Kenaka ndinamufunsa ngati adandikonda. Poyankha - chete. Palibe mawu amodzi. Popanda kuganiza mobwerezabwereza, ndinalumphira phokosolo.
- Ngati simukundikonda, ndipo ngati ndiribe mwayi, ndikudumpha pakalipano ...
- Tsika, wopenga! - adawopa, adayamba kundichotsa.
"Kodi mumandikonda kapena ayi?"
"Tsika msanga!"
"Kodi mumakonda kapena ayi?"
- Ndimakonda, ndimakonda, ndimakonda!
- Bwererani mofuula, sindinamve! - kufuula, kukondwera mu moyo (iye anakwaniritsa zake!)
"Ndimakukondani, ndipo tsopano pitani mofulumira!" Usiku umenewo tinakhala pamodzi. Ndinali pamwamba.
Ankawonetsa zonse zomwe mnansi wanga anandiphunzitsa.
"Kodi mumakonda kwenikweni?" Iye anafunsa mmawa. Maso ake, atagwedezeka pambuyo pa chisangalalo usiku, anandiuza ine chirichonse popanda mawu. Ndine wokondwa. Wosweka mtima wodala.
Patatha miyezi iŵiri Tanya anatenga pakati. Mwachibadwa, ndinamupatsa dzanja langa komanso mtima wanga. Ndinamkonda iye koposa moyo, komabe ... akadalibe chowonadi. Ndinkafuna kugonana. Zogonana zambiri. Nthawi yoyamba ine ndinamusintha pomwepo paukwati wathu. Ndinapuma pantchito ndi msungwana wina wokhala m'chipinda cha amuna. Ndipo pamene tinatuluka kumeneko, tinagwira mkazi wanga watsopano. Panali chonyansa chotero pa nkhope yake ...
Ndinapepesa, ndinalumbirira, ndikuopa kuti izi sizidzachitika. Iye adati: "Iwo samati," Sindikumvetsa ndekha mmene zinachitikira, msungwana uyu wandinyenga. Sindikudziwa ngati Tatiana amakhulupirira zabodza zanga, koma ... anakhululukira. Sindinathetseretu. M'malo mwake, iye sanafune. Kuntchito, komwe adakhazikika pambuyo pa sukuluyi, adanyengerera mlembi woyamba wa mtsogoleri, kenako wogulitsa malonda, pambuyo pake - mtsogoleri wa zachuma. Anadzilungamitsa ponena kuti chilichonse kunyumba ndi "bizinesi" si bwino. Patangotha mwezi umodzi, Tanya adakhala m'chipatala, atangobereka mwana wake, kachiwiri, n'zosatheka. Ndipo pamene zikuwoneka ngati zakhala zikutheka, mkaziyo anali atatopa kwambiri tsiku lonse ndi mwana wake wamkazi kuti amangofuna kugona. Kotero ine ndinapita "kumbali". Pa nthawi yomweyi, sanamve chisoni ndi chikumbumtima.
Ndipotu, kugonana si chikondi . Sindikudziwa kuti izi zidzatha mpaka liti, komabe panali alangizi abwino omwe "adatsegula maso awo" kwa Tanya wanga. Ndimabwerera kunyumba mwanjira ina, ndipo pamtunda pafupi ndi khomo kupita ku nyumba pali thumba ndi zinthu zanga ... M'malo mogwada ndikupempha chikhululuko, ndimagunda zovuta zonse. Tsiku lililonse ndinakokera mkazi watsopano kumbedi wanga. "Kugonana sikuchitika kwambiri." Koma amayi ambiri adadutsa pakama panga, osachepera. Ndi mayi aliyense watsopano, chinthu chopanda kanthu chomwe chakhala mkati mwa ine kuyambira posachedwapa. M'mawa ndinadzuka ndi chiyembekezo chopanda pake kuti ndingatsegule maso anga - ndipo pafupi ndi mtsamiro wanga ndi Tanya. Koma mmalo mwa iye ine ndinawona nkhope ya winawake. Wokongola, koma wina. Ndipo kotero izo zinadza kwa mayi wamng'ono uja ine ndinamutcha dzina lake.
Msungwanayo anakhumudwa. Sindinapepesane, koma ndinamupempha kuti achoke. Kugonana kwakukulu, nayenso ... Ndipo ndikusowa chikondi ndi chikondi. Ndikufuna kuona mkazi wanga. "Ndikumva zoipa kwambiri popanda iwe, Tanya. Ndikhululukireni ine, wokondedwa, ngati mungathe ... "