Foniyo inang'ambika m'chipindamo, ndipo ine, monga mwayi, ndimangopitirira tsitsi langa. "Palibe, iwo adzakuitanitsani. Ndi kwa Sveta wina akufuna chinachake, "Ndinaganiza, koma crocheting intrusive sanasiye. Ndinayenera kudumphira tsitsi ndi soapy mu thaulo limodzi. Sindinalakwitse: Mzanga wapamtima ankafuna kugawana nawo nkhani. "Chabwino, nchiyani chinachitika kwa iwe kachiwiri?" - Ndinapempha. "Ndi moto wanji?" Iwe, monga nthawizonse, unandichotsa ine mu bafa ...
- Nata, pano ndili ndi zitsamba ndi Sasha wanga. Chinthu chachilendo chikuchitika kwa iye. Ndipo zimandivutitsa kwambiri. Ndinali pompano kusanthula khalidwe lake ndikufika kumapeto: ndi iye! Ndendende! - Pomaliza analankhula za mavuto aakulu a Svetlana.
Ndiye ndani? - osamvetsa chilichonse, ndinapempha. "Mukukamba chiyani, mnzanga?"
- Inde, osati, koma bwanji! - Chisoni chakonzedwa. Amadana pamene samamvetsetsa kuchokera ku theka la mawu. "Chabwino, izi ... Zakalamba zapakati!"
"Foo, izo zinakuopani inu!" Zikomo Mulungu si Edzi! - anayesa, anali kunyansidwa ndi mantha ake olingalira.
"Mukutanthauza chiyani, zikomo Mulungu?" - Kukhumudwa. - Simukumvetsa ?! Ichi si nthabwala! Ngati nthawi sichichitapo kanthu, imatha zonse bwino. Kotero mu bukhu limodzi labwino za izo zalembedwa. Sindinkaganiziranso kuti mavuto a zaka zapakati ndi owopsa, makamaka kwa amuna, koma ndikuyesabe kumufunsa chibwenzi changa momveka bwino zomwe angachite kuti athetse vutoli pa mpesa. Sveta wanga wokondedwa amadziona kuti ndi wodalirika kwambiri wa maganizo a amuna. Amakonda kupereka uphungu, nthawi zonse amapeza njira yothetsera vuto lililonse ndipo izi zimadziwika pakati pa abwenzi ake. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi iye, mkazi yemwe amadziwa zonse ndi aliyense, amaopa vuto linalake! Sashka ndi mwamuna wake wachiwiri, ndipo Sveta ndi wonyada kwambiri.
Ndipotu nthawi zonse amakhala pakhomo pakhomo; amachokera kuntchito pa nthawi; analemba analemba za malo ake, kukhala kwinakwake; ndi kulemekeza kuyang'ana kwa mkazi wake ndi kukhulupirira chirichonse chimene iye akunena, chikusonyeza kuti chikhumbo chirichonse cha mkazi kwa iye ndi lamulo; amatsutsa apongozi ake, amamuyitana mwachikondi - mamulechka ... Mmodzi angathe kulemba mndandanda zabwino za mwamuna wa Svetka, koma izi zingayambitse funso lachinsinsi la zaka zapakati pazinthu zopanda pake komanso zosamvetsetseka. Panthawi imodzimodziyo, Sanya ali ndi maonekedwe okongola, ntchito yofunidwa komanso khalidwe lolimba: sangathe kutchedwa matiresi.
"Ndikudziwa choti ndichite!" Muyenera kuwasamalira, kuwalemekeza, kuwasamalira, ndiyeno sadzakhala ndi chikhumbo chofuna kumvetsa kwinakwake pambali, - akuyesera kupereka uphungu kwa Svetka yemwe akudziwa bwino.
Kodi ndiwe wopenga? Msungwana wanga wokwiya anafuula. "Kapena inu, kuti simukudziwa kuti m'banja mwathu nthawi zonse pakhala pali chikwati!"
"Ngati iwe ukudziwa chirichonse, vuto ndilo, wokondedwa?" Kodi ndifunikira chiyani kwa ine ndiye? - Ndinamufunsa, mobisa kuti akanena, akuti, atangomaliza kutsanulira moyo wake, kulira ndi kulankhula. Koma uko kunali!
- Kukulitsa, ndili ndi dongosolo lodabwitsa. Onse ololera ndi osavuta. Ngati Sanya amakonda, ndiye kuti ayenera kusinthidwa mwachikondi ndikukhala naye. Izi zimamuthandiza munthuyo kubwerera pachifuwa cha banja popanda zotsatira zake. Wanga wa psychoanalyst anandiuza izi. Ndinazindikira mwadzidzidzi amene adzakhala "wapadera". Mulungu, kodi iye anandifikanso kumutu kwanga kuti andibwezere ine ku zochitika zina zakutchire ndi kuyesera?
- Imani! Dikirani! Kodi mukutsimikiza kuti ali ndi winawake? Iye anafunsa, kukonzekera kumva yankho lolakwika. "Kodi mwatsimikiza kale?"
"Chabwino, sindikugwidwa, ndithudi - osati wakuba, koma ... ndikutha kuona kuti chinachake chachilendo chikumuchitikira." Kawirikawiri amuna amakalamba okha, amayamba mimba, ndipo iye ... Iye anawongolera, anakula bwino, mtundu wina wa chisangalalo chinawonekera m'maso mwake. Koma chofunika kwambiri - mafunso anga olimbikira samamuvutitsa, akupitiriza kukula patsogolo pathu! Chabwino, musandilembere ine wothandizira? Ndikanati chiyani kwa iye: Amati, mwamuna wanga wakula kwambiri ndipo amasangalala ndi moyo? Zopanda pake! Koma, kutero, nkofunikira kuchita chinachake! Kotero zambiri sizingapitirize! Kotero ine ndinabwera ndi dongosolo lokongola chotero.
- Mvetserani, Svetik! Kodi mumamvetsetsa zomwe mukuzinena? Kodi mukufunadi Sasha wanu kuti azikhala ndi mafuta? Kapena kuti ndi wakhungu? - Ndinakwiya, ndikuyesera kuti nditeteze kuzinthu za Svetkin.
- Muzhiks, wokondedwa wanga, chitani zokoma panthawi yopanda chikondi! Ndipo ndizoopsa! Ndithudi ali ndi wina! Mwachidule, muyenera kundithandiza! Ndikukhulupirirani inu banja langa chimwemwe ?! Loweruka ndikuyembekezera kudzatichezera! Mudzagwira ntchito pa Sasha, koma choyamba muyenera kukupangani mkazi "vamp". Mawa timapita kwa wovala tsitsi, kwa wojambula, kenako tidzakupezani zovala zosangalatsa. Ndipo komabe - palibe mawu amodzi. Zonse, Natulechka, ndikukupsompsonani! Mpaka Loweruka! Ndipo musachedwe. - Kunali kulira mu wolandila.
Ndinapita pagalasi ndikuyang'ana ndikudandaula. Chifanizo ichi chokhwima ndi nduwira kuchokera pa thaulo pamutu pake sichinayambe kulimbikitsa chifundo ndi kudzoza ngakhale kwa ine ndekha.
"Ife tipanga munthu mwa iwe!" Ndinkasangalala kwambiri ndikuganiza, ndipo ndinamuonetsa lilime langa ndikugwedezeka, ndinagona. Mmawa ndi wanzeru. Ine kwa nthawi yaitali ndagwedezeka, ndikuyesa kugona, koma pozindikira kuti sindingathe, ndinakhala pamgedi, nditakhala pansi pa pillow, ndikuyamba kuganiza. Kotero, kuchokera kwa mkazi mmodzi yekha, Sasha anali munthu wangwiro, ndipo sizinagwirizane ndi mutu wake kuti akhoza kunyamulidwa ndi wina osati mkazi wake wokongola.
Kubwerera ku sukuluyi, ophunzira onse , komanso aphunzitsi aumunthu, ankamanga makosi pamene bwenzi langa lachifwamba, Svetka, adadutsa pamutu wa mannequin pooneka ngati Sophia Loren. Anaphunzira mosavuta, ndipo pamene adakwatirana m'chaka chachitatu kuti adziyang'ane ndi dipatimentiyo, Ilyushin, funso loti apambane maphunzirowa linakonzedweratu. Ilyushin mwiniwake, ndiye mwamuna wokongola wazaka makumi asanu, anachokera ku mzera wa mafumu olemekezeka enieni. Kunyumba, anaipitsa yekha suti, analibe "zizoloŵezi" zoipa ndipo anamutcha "mkazi wokondedwa" wake Svetka "wokondedwa." Moyo wamphongo nthawi yomweyo unakonza m'nyumba zawo chinachake ngati madzulo a dziko, pomwe mwamuna wake wosauka anamvetsera mwachidwi komanso mosamalitsa maganizo athu achichepere.
Osauka Ilyushin, osamuzoloŵera kanthu kalikonse kukana, kuvomerezedwa ndi nthawi ino. Zowonadi, ufulu wa Svetkina unamupangitsa iye kukhala wochuluka kwambiri, popeza kuti, pofuna kusinthanitsa "chisa", adakakamizika kumugulira chipinda chokhala ndi zipinda ziwiri pakati ndikumupatsa "Volvo". Koma Sasha, adali bakha kwa nthawi yaitali. Ngakhale kuti sakanatchedwa kuti wodzisunga, sakanatha kuzoloŵera kwa akazi amakono. Sanya sanakondedwe kwambiri ndi amayi omwe ankasuta kapena omwe ankada nkhawa kwambiri ndi ntchito yawo, ndipo popeza pali anthu oterewa masiku ano, sakanatha kupeza bwenzi la moyo mwanjira iliyonse.
Panthawi yofufuza, mnyamatayo anatha kumaliza sukuluyi, kupanga ntchito yabwino, kugula galimoto yabwino komanso nyumba yaikulu pamalo olemekezeka. Ndili ndi Svetko adakumana ndi kachipatala chake, komwe adatulutsa mano oyera. Sanya adanena kuti msungwana yemwe sali wosuta ndiye amatha kumwetulira, ndikumva ndikuyankha kuti: "Kuti mudziwe zambiri, sindine wosuta, koma ndine wosakwatiwa!" Izi zinkangokhala ngati kuti akufuna kupitiriza chibwenzi. Kuyambira apo, Sashka amawoneka wokondedwa wake pakamwa ndipo amasangalala kuti Svetik amamulola kuti adzikonda yekha. Ayi, lingaliro lakuti iye anali ndi winawake linawonekera silinagwirizane ndi mutu wanga. Ndinakwiya ndikudziphimba mu bulangeti ndikuyesa kugona, ndi cholinga chotsutsa Svetka pempho lake. Zifukwa za kukana zinalikugwedeza mutu wanga.
"Sindidzachita nawo chionetsero chachinyengo cha mkazi wanu wamtengo wapatali, wokonzeka komanso wotsitsimutsidwa!" Tsiku lonse ndikuzunzidwa ndi kukayikira, ndipo madzulo, nditakhala wolimba mtima, ndinaganiza zoitana mnzanga ndekha, kuti ndisafulumize kuitana kwake ndipo ndisamamvekere yemwe ndi wotsutsa.
"Svetik, iwe ukhoza kundipha ine ..." Ine ndinayamba mu liwu lopweteketsa kwambiri, koma iye sanandilole ine kuti ndizitsirize mwachangu kukamba-kukamba.
"Tamverani, Natka, zomwe ndikukuuzani panopa," adatero mokondwera. O, ndikungofuula!
Kodi mumamva? Thandizo lanu silinasowe. Ndinadziŵa ndekha. Kodi mukuganiza komwe ndinagwira Sasha lero pambuyo pa ntchito? Simudzakhulupirira! Iye adakhala pansi pamphepete mwazing'ono ndipo adadya nkhosa yophika. Kodi mungaganize? Chabwino, ndithudi, ndinafunika kukhululukira kupandukira kolakwika kwa ubale wathu wamasamba. Komabe, ndi bwino kusiyana ndi matenda a pakati pa moyo.
"Kotero iye amatsitsimuka ndipo amangofika poyera chifukwa chakuti amadya mwachinsinsi nyama kuchokera kwa iwe?" Ndinapempha.
- Mosakayikira! Mwinamwake sanali kufuna kundikhumudwitsa ine. Ndipo ndikudabwabe chifukwa chake sakusangalatsanso patebulo? Ndipo iye anasiya kukhala kabichi, ndipo nthochi sizinathenso ... Chabwino, palibe! Ndimupanga tsiku la "nyama"! - Msungwanayo adaseka kwambiri ndikudandaula kuti mwadzidzidzi ndinamvera chisoni Sanya wake wabwino.
"Mvetserani, Sveta," ndinadabwa kwambiri, "ndipo mukuganiza kuti ndibwino kuti mwamuna wanu abisala?" Inde, mumusiya ndi masamba ake obiriwira.
- Inde! - chibwenzicho chidakwiya. - Kodi mumvetsetsa chiyani izi? Lero ine ndikuvomereza nyama, mawa - kuti samatuluka m'galimoto ... Ndipo chidzachitike chiani? Ndi zophweka kuti muyankhule, Natasha, simunakwatire ndipo simukudziwa kuti ntchito yovuta ndi yophunzitsa mwamuna wanu. Pano, wokondedwa, ukusowa maso ndi maso.
Ndinayankha kuti, "Svetochka, ndikudabwa kwambiri ndi zimene ndinapeza mwadzidzidzi. "Ndipo kodi suwopa kuti akadzabisala kuti adye nyama, sangayang'ane mkazi yemwe angamulole kudya nyama yonyansayi ngakhale kumuphika mokondwera?"
Panali chete nthawi yayitali mu wolandira. Ndinadikirira pang'ono ndikufunsa Svetka kuti:
- Hey! Kodi muli moyo? Kodi mungandimve?
"Ine ndimakumva iwe," anadza pamapeto ena a mzere. "Iwe wandipha ine." Tamverani, Natasha! Ndipo n'chifukwa chiyani mwadzidzidzi mwafika pamapeto? Mwa njira, mulibe chizoloŵezi cholankhulana nthawi zonse ndi ubale wapamtima ndi amuna. Ndi malingaliro achilendo ati omwe ali mmutu mwanu?
"Ndikukuuzani kumene malingaliro awa amachokerako," Ndinayankha pang'ono, chifukwa ndinali wotopa ndi anzanga osatha. Chifukwa ngati ndikuyenda ndi munthu monga Sanya anakumana naye, ndimamuphika nyama ndikumufikitsa ku galasi, ngati atakhala kumeneko! Kodi mumamvetsa, Svetik ?! Inde, ndikanati ... - Ndiwe kulondola, Natka, - anayankha bwenzi lake liwu lakugwa.
- Momwemo sindinaganizirepo za izi ... Sindinamufunse zomwe iye mwiniyo anachita panthawi yamakono kumapeto kwa masiku angapo apitawo. Pambuyo pake, posachedwa nayenso wakhala akuzizira bwino, ndipo izi zimakhala zabwino kwambiri m'maso mwake ... Chabwino, chabwino, chofunika kwambiri, iwo, ndikuyembekeza, chidzapitirizabe kukhala chodabwitsa. Ngakhale popanda zamasamba!