Wodzikonda ndi wopusa! Ine ndinalibe chifukwa choti ndisamamukondere iye, chifukwa ine sindinamudziwe iye ndiye. Koma kodi n'zotheka kusakonda munthu popanda chifukwa? Koma ndinaganiza kuti ndine mwini chifukwa. Ndinaganiza kuti sindifuna kugawana ndi munthu wina mchimwene wanga wamkulu Alyoshka. Ndakhala ndikuchitira nsanje nthawi zonse. Ali mwana, adali ndi nsanje ndi mchimwene wa amake ndipo kwa nthawi yaitali ankakhulupirira kuti amamukonda kwambiri. Pamene tinakulira ndikutaya atate wathu, amayi anga anagwira ntchito mwakhama ndipo anabwera kunyumba mochedwa. Ndinkachitira nsanje mbale wanga kwa anzanga: Nthawi zonse ankandisamalira ngati wamkulu, ngakhale kuti anali ndi zaka zitatu zokha, ndipo anzake ankamusokoneza.
Mwinamwake , msungwana wamng'ono wotere monga ine ndinakulira nthawizonse anali ndi chikondi china. Anamuyembekezera iye kwenikweni kuchokera kwa onse. Ine ndi mchimwene wanga tinkapembedzana nthawi zonse, zomwe mu ubwana ndizochepa. Amayi anga nthawizonse anali kunja, ndipo Aleshka ndi ine tinaphunzira limodzi ndi zinthu zambiri za moyo, tinakhulupilirana zinsinsi zathu, ndipo tinakambirana. Ngakhale pamene ndinayamba kukondana nthawi yoyamba, sindinauze amayi anga, koma mchimwene wanga.
Pamene tinakulira, sitinagwirizane kwambiri. Ndinayamika kuti Leshka wanga anali wokongola, ndipo atsikanawo anam'thamangira, koma adawasankha ndi chakudya ndikuwasintha kawirikawiri, chifukwa aliyense amafuna kumukwatira, ndipo sanafune kukwatira msanga. Ndipo momwe, mwa kulingalira kwanga, kotero palibe mtsikana wa iwo amene iye anakumana nawo, sali woyenera m'bale wanga wokongola. Mwinamwake sindikanakhala ndikumva zovuta ngati nditakumana ndi wina pamene mchimwene wanga anakumana ndi Natasha. Koma panthawi imeneyo mtima wanga, tsoka, unali wopanda ufulu. Nthaŵi zonse ndinali membala wa kampani ya Aleshka.
Nthawi zambiri ankamangirizana ndi mchimwene wake pamene gulu lachigawenga linkakonza maphwando kapena "kuthamangitsa mbuzi", ndiko kuti, kuchoka ku cafe kupita ku chimzake. Mwachidziwikire, ndimadziwa zochitika zonse za Leshkin. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi chinachake chinasintha. Alexei anayamba kutsekedwa komanso osagwirizana. Ndipo madzulo kwinakwake anasambitsidwa ndipo anali kubwerera kwawo mochedwa.
"Lech, chikuchitika ndi iwe?" - Nthawi yomweyo sindinathe kupirira. - Kodi zinsinsi izi za khoti la Madrid ndi mlongo wanu wokondedwa ndi chiyani?
"Inde," adamwetulira mopepuka. Ndipo, mopanda kufotokozera mwatsatanetsatane, adawonjezeranso kuti: "Ndipotu, posachedwa mudzazindikira." Andriukha wathu ali ndi tsiku lobadwa tsiku Lachisanu. Tiyeni tipite pamodzi. Mukuvomereza?
"Ndikuvomereza." Ndi kugwirizana kotani pakati pa tsiku la kubadwa kwa Andryushkin ndi khalidwe lanu losamvetsetseka?
"Varvara anali ndi chidwi kwambiri ndi mphuno yake!" - mchimwene uja anaseka ndipo adandiwombera pang'onopang'ono pamphuno, ndikuchoka m'chipinda chake.
Maganizo awa anandiuza ine. Osati pachabe ... Pamene tinali kuvala ndipo tili ndi mphatso tinali pafupi ndi nyumba ya Andrei, mwadzidzidzi Alyosha anaima ndipo, akuyang'ana paulonda wake, adati:
"Svetik, tiyeni tiyime apa pang'ono." Tsopano munthu mmodzi ayenera kubwera kuno.
"Ndi munthu wanji?" - Ndinali ndikukayikira, ndikuyembekezera zoipa.
"Chabwino ... bwenzi langa latsopano." Ndizodabwitsa! Inu mudzawona. Ndiyang'ana gulu lathu. Izi ndizodabwitsa.
Inde, iye anali wokongola kwenikweni! Musatsutsane. Ndicho chifukwa chake sindinamufune iye poyamba. Koma koposa zonse ndinadabwa ndikuti Alyoshka wanga sanamusiye, osati phazi limodzi, ndipo anathamangira naye ngati katundu, ndipo nthawi zambiri ankamukoka iye ku khitchini kuti ampsompsone. Inde-ah ... Zinali zoonekeratu: izi si nthabwala. Iyi ndi nkhani yaikulu. Maganizo anga anangowonongeka. Ine, popanda kuganiza kuti wina sangakonde, atakumbatidwa pa ngodya ya bedi ndi galasi la vinyo ndikuchotsa zomwe zinali kuchitika. Maganizo okhumudwa anali akuyendayenda mutu wanga. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ndinaganiza za Leszek akhoza kukwatira ndi kuchoka ine ndi amayi anga. Popanda izo, nyumba yathu idzakhala yopanda kanthu, imene ife atatu tinakhalamo motalika komanso mokondwa. Mtima wake pa malo oyamba udzakhala wokongola uwu, umene umakhala wosasunthika monga momwe a Siberia ankadziwira. Zonse zili zopusa! Ndipo kodi anangobwera kuti kuchokera kwa amayi ndi amayi athu?
Ine ndinalibe ngakhale nthawi kuti ndizindikire momwe iye anayandikira ndi kukhala pansi pambali pake. Kodi akufuna chiyani?
- Tamverani, - Natalia wandiuza mwachifundo. - Tiyeni tidziŵe bwino kwambiri. Leschik ankalankhula zambiri za inu! Ndimakonda kwambiri ubale wanu!
"Ndikomane nane," ndinalankhula mwachidwi komanso mopanda chidwi.
Yang'anani pa inu! Ali kale Leschik kwa iye. Iye watha!
"Amuna inu muli ndi zinthu zabwino kwambiri apa ..." Natasha, mwinamwake anasokonezeka, ndinagwirizanitsidwa.
- Inde, ulemelero ... - Ndinalemba pamtima, ndikudziwitsa kuti sindikufuna kulankhula.
Nazi pano! Icho chidzabwera kwa ife tsopano. Zinthu zinasokonezedwa ndi Alyoshka.
- Kodi takhala mabwenzi, atsikana? Iye anafunsa gaily, akuyang'ana kwa iye kwa ine. Zikuwoneka kuti anali wokondwa, ndikudalira kuti tinapeza chinenero chimodzi. Kenako zinthu zinakula kwambiri. Zitatero, Andrei anavomera kuti andione, ndipo Alyoshka adachoka ndi kukongola kwake, pomwe akundiponyera:
- Svetik, uchenjeze amayi anga kuti sindidzabwera usiku. Ndikhala ndi Natasha.
Anali mapeto. Kunyumba, ndinayamba kulira. Ndipo amayi anga, mmalo mokwiya nane, anangoseka:
- Svetul, musakhale mwana. Ali ndi zaka zingati? Makumi awiri ndi zisanu. Ndipo inu? Iye ali ndi ufulu wonse wachinsinsi. Ino ndi nthawi kale!
"Ndiwe wopusa!" Ndinayankhula mwakhama. - Zikuwoneka. "Kodi nonse ndinu abwino bwanji ..." Ugh! Iye sangakhoze kuyembekezera kuti akhale bwino, iye akuthamangira kuti adzipangire yekha fano: iwo amati, pano ine ndiri, wokondwa monga inu, mundilandire ine mu gulu lanu ...
Amayi amaika manja paphewa panga.
- Ndiwe ndi Lyoshka ndiwe wabwino, wochezeka wakula! Iye adati mwachikondi. "Musadandaule, posachedwa mudzakwatirana, mudzandithawa."
Nthawi inadutsa. Alex adamuuza amayi ake Natasha, ndipo adakonda kwambiri. Kenaka anasamukira kukakhala ndi mkwatibwi. Iwo anayamba kukonzekera ukwatiwo. Ndipo ndinali wokwiya kwambiri. Sindingathe kulingalira momwe ndingapulumutsidwire.
"Mtsikana wanu amandikwiyitsa kwambiri," Nthawi ina ndinamuuza mchimwene wanga. "Zikuwoneka kuti ndine wopusa ndipo sakuyenerera."
"Ndipo kodi iye akufika pati?" Inu simukumudziwa iye nkomwe. Ndiyeno, inu mwamtheradi simukusowa kumukonda iye, ine ndikukuuzani inu. Uwu ndiwo wondipatsa ulemu, "Lech anandinyoza ine. - Ine, kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndinayamba kukondana kwambiri. Ndipo inu? Mchemwali wanga amatchedwanso ... Natalia akufuna kukuitanani kukacheza, kukacheza, koma amamva kuti ndinu wonyansa kwa iye. Ndipo ndimkonda iye!
- Ndipo amamva bwino! Ananena zoipazo. "Mwazindikira bwino: Sindiyenera kumukonda." Ndipo chitani nokha, chirichonse chimene inu mukufuna.
Kwa amayi anga, nthaŵi zambiri ndimati:
"Ndi iye, pamene mkwatibwi ali wopusa." Ndiyeno icho chikukhalira kukhala njoka pansi pa njokayo. Inu mudzawona!
Tsiku lina Natasha anaganiza kundiitana.
- Sveta, mvetserani, tiyeni tipite, tiyeni tikambirane, ngakhale tikukumana ku cafe. Kodi ife, monga alendo, kwenikweni ndi chiyani?
- Kodi ndife kale achibale? Ndinadabwa kwambiri, koma ndinavomerezana.
Sindinkafuna kuti Alyosha akhumudwe ndi ine. Ndipo pafupifupi kwathunthu anasiya kulankhulana nane. Inde, ndipo amayi anga chifukwa cha khalidwe langa akukakamizidwa kupita kukachezera mwana wake, ndipo kwa ife timamuitanira iye limodzi ndi mkwatibwi satiyesa. Sizinali zachilendo. Koma sindinkafuna kuti ndimulekerere, ndikuwonekeratu kuti anali watsopano m'banja mwathu, ndipo ngati akufuna kuwombera ufulu wake, sangachite bwino. Ambuye, ndikuti ndinapeza zoopsa zotani komanso kupusa kuti ndizichita mwanjira imeneyi?
Pambuyo pake, pamapeto pake , chinali chakumapeto kwa Leshka wanga wokondeka, osati za zomwe ndimakonda. Kusiyana kuli kovuta, sichoncho? Ndinavala ma-marafet, kuvala chovala changa chomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndipo ndinasangalala kwambiri ndi maonekedwe anga. Pomwe anakumana ndi mchimwene wa mkwatibwi adayamba kumenyana. Tidakumana mu kanyumba kakang'ono kosavuta kumudzi. Iwo adalamula khofi ndi njoka yamkutu ndipo anakhala pansi patebulo. Poyamba ndinaona msonkhano umenewu ngati duel. Natasha, mwachiwonekere, anali wosiyana kwambiri ndipo nthawi yomweyo anandidabwitsa: wopanda maonekedwe, ovala bwino. Zovala zanga zinkawoneka kuti sizingatheke. Alyosha mkwatibwi adakhala mwamtendere ndipo sanafune kuti anditsimikizire kanthu. Ndinangokhala wokhumudwa.
"Ndizosangalatsa kuti ife tiri pamodzi, potsiriza tidzasonkhana palimodzi, popanda alendo," iye anayamba.
- Ndinaganiza chimodzimodzi kuti ndikhazikitse ubale wathu.
"Kodi iwe ndi ine tili ndi ubale uliwonse?" - Ndinadabwa kwambiri.
- Iwo sali, koma ine ndikufuna kukhala. Ndikudziwa, ndikudandaula kwambiri kuti ndinakhala razluchnitsey wosakhulupirika, ndinachotsa mbale wanga wokondedwa. Koma izi ndizochitika zachilengedwe, kumvetsetsa. Osati ine, kotero winayo akanachotsa icho kwa inu. Mukufuna kuti iye akondwere, sichoncho? Sitingakhale abwenzi ndi inu, simungathe kukakamizidwa ndi mphamvu. Koma ndinu mlongo wa munthu wokondedwa wanga, ndipo ndikufuna kuti musandione ngati mdani wanu. Ndizosasangalatsa kukhala wosakondedwa kwambiri popanda chifukwa! Mlingaliro langa, ine sindikuyenera konse izi. Iye ankaganiza ngati mkazi wachikulire. Iye analankhula zinthu zomveka, zomwe zinandidabwitsa kwambiri, chifukwa ndinali wokonzeka kumenya nkhondo! Inde, n'chifukwa chiyani ndimagwira ntchito? Ndipo momwe mungakhalire tsopano, mungamuuze chiyani kuti asamaoneke ngati wopusa? Natasha uyu sadandichititse choipa chilichonse. Iye ndi wokongola ndi wanzeru, osati ntchentche. "Mukudziwa," kenako ndinaganiza, "tisati tipeze ubalewu tsopano." Ndimavomereza kuti ndinkakhala wopusa. Sindimakuda. Ndipo kukonzekera mfundo zonse pamwamba pa "i", ndikupempha kukomana ndi Chaka Chatsopano, chomwe chili kale pamphuno, ndi banja lonse: inu, I, Amayi ndi Leszek. Ndiwaganiza kuti chilango chathu chidzakhala chodabwitsa kwambiri. Msonkhano umenewu unayambitsa chiyambi cha ubwenzi wathu wamphamvu, wokhulupirika ndi wachikondi.