Psychology: chikondi chosasangalatsa

Mtima wanga unali waulere. Pakati pa antchito mpaka pano, palibe amene anakopeka kwambiri. Koma mwanjira ina ndinakumana ndi mnyamata yemwe anayamba kukondana.
Zimandivuta kumvetsa kamvekedwe ka mtima, koma pamene ndinakomana ndi Roma, idapereka chizindikiro choyimira bwino kuti ndikuyamikira ndichisangalalo: apa, ndiye chikondi chotani ichi!

Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito kwa miyezi yambiri mu gulu lolimba. Umenewu unali ntchito yoyamba m'moyo, kotero ndimayesetsa zonse, ndikuyang'ana ndi osokonezeka kwa antchito kuyamba tsiku la ntchito ndi manicure kapena tiyi chipani. Sindinadziwebe maofesi alionse, opanda miseche, malemba osakhazikitsidwa. Mtima wanga unali waulere, ndinaphunzira bwino antchito aamuna, ndikuyembekeza kuima pamodzi mwa iwo. Ndi zofunika - pa yokhayo. Ndi zofunika - kwa moyo wake wonse. Iye adamuwombera maso, akuyesa ulemu, koma palibe yemwe anakopeka makamaka. Mwanjira ina ndinayenda pamtunda ndikumuwona. Anagwira ntchito ku phiko lina la ofesi yathu yaikulu, ndipo zinali zotheka kukomana kokha mumsewu womwewo kapena mu cafe kumene antchito ankamwa khofi. Sindinadziwe zomwe ndimayang'ana kuchokera mwadzidzidzi ndikudzimva chisoni, sindinaganize kuti ndingadziwe bwino ndi mnyamata wokongola uyu, ndangosankha kusambira ndi kutuluka kwa mtima wanga, popanda kuyesera kuti ndimusangalatse kapena kuyandikira. Ndiyeno tsiku lina ...

Ndinakwera masitepe , ndipo Aroma mwamsanga anandigwira. Mwadzidzidzi ndinapunthwa, pafupifupi ndinagwa pansi. Koma adakwanitsa kukhala pamapazi ake.
"Ndipepesa, mwangozi," adatero, akumwetulira, osati kuchita manyazi.
"Ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndikuyenera kukugwirani," anayankha motero.
"Palibe cha mtundu uliwonse!" Aroma adayankhidwa.
- Providence amasunga ine nthawi zonse ndi kulikonse! Mu zovuta kwambiri!
"Ndikumva chisoni," ndinayika.
- Ndi zomvetsa chisoni zomwe sizinagwe? - adadabwa.
"Ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti iwo sanagwire m'manja mwanga," ndinayankha. - Ndikutha kulingalira chithunzi ichi! Mwamuna wamkulu wotereyo m'manja mwa atsikana osauka kwambiri. Kodi mukuyeza mochuluka bwanji? Sindinakulirepo makilogalamu khumi.
"O, ndiye ndiyenera kulemedwa kwambiri," adaseka, ndikugwira dzanja langa, anapitiriza ulendo wake.
"Kudziwa bwino," iye anakhumudwa. "Chabwino, ndi liti pamene ine ndingaphunzire kukhumudwa pamaso, m'malo moyankhula zinthu zonyansa!" Kotero kwa nthawi yaitali ine ndikumulira munthu uyu. Ndipo ine ndikuzikonda kale izo. Ndikufuna kukhala pafupi naye, kuthamangira kwa iye pa tsiku, kumpsompsona kutsogolo, kuyembekezera, kuzunzika! Chabwino, bwanji ine sindingakhoze kukhala coquette, kukopa anyamata pa ukonde, monga ena amachitira? Wopusa! Tsoka! Choncho ndikufunika! "
Koma masiku angapo chabe, tsoka linandipatsa mwayi wina. Ndinapita ku banki kukatenga zikalata zofunika, ndipo mfumuyo inati mmodzi wa azachuma adzapita nane m'galimoto ya boma.
Uyu anali Mroma. Iye anandiwona ine ndipo ananyamulira ziso mwadabwa:
"Kodi ukupita ku banki nayenso?"
- Osati izo! Ndinayankha mokondwera.
"Ndiyenera kutenga mulu wa mapepala kuchokera kumeneko." Ndikhoza kale kulingalira momwe mukuwakokera iwo ku ofesi, ndipo ndikuyenda mbali ndi mbali.

Ndizo zabwino, sichoncho? Inde, mungathe kukana. Ndipo ine, mwachibadwa, ndikhoza kuwakokera ndekha. Koma ndi zosangalatsa kwambiri! Romana sanawopsyezedwe ndi chiyembekezo chokhala porter, ndipo ndinagwera m'galimoto pafupi ndi dalaivala. Njira yonse yomwe tinayankhulira zazithunzi zabwino komanso, pamene galimotoyo inasweka, tinali kale "inu" ndipo tinali kutchulidwa ndi dzina. Mumtima mwanga ndinapambana. Zinatuluka! Ndinalota kukomana-ndikumakumana! Ndipo anali ndi yemwe analota!
"Vika, ndikuganiza kuti mabanki atatha, tidzakhala ngati cafe ndipo tidzakhala ndi khofi ndi mikate"
"Inde mungathe," ndinavomera. "Koma ndimamwa khofi yokha, ndipo mumakhala mu galimoto ndikusunga zikalatazo." Kapena mosiyana. Sindikhoza kusiya mapepala ofunika osayembekezeredwa.
"Eya, ayi!" Ine ndikutsutsa izo! Ndiye tiyeni timwe khofi pambuyo pa ntchito. Ndibwino kwambiri. Sitidzafulumira kulikonse, tikhoza kucheza, kuvina, "adayankha. Madzulo onse tinakhala mu classy cafe. Anamwa khofi ndi cognac, adakvina. Kunyumba ndekha kunabweranso madzulo, ngakhale kuti Aroma adaperekedwa kuti adzanditsogolere.
- Ayi! Iye anayankha mosamalitsa. "Ino ndi nthawi yoti makanda agone, komanso kuti asamaonepo atsikana achikulire." Ndipo nyumba ili moyandikana. Anandigwedeza ndipo anandiyang'ana m'njira yachilendo, ngakhale ndi chidwi.

M'maŵa, antchito anandizinga ndikumangiriza ndi mafunso. Winawake adawona kuti timapita ku banki pamodzi ndi Aroma, wina adazindikira kuti adakhala komweko komanso kuti adabweranso palimodzi, kunachitika kwa wina kuti adye madzulo omwewo pomwe tinali ...
- Pewani, kuvomereza! Kodi mwayandikira kale mkwati wamkulu wa ofesi yathu? - iwo analimbikitsa, ndipo mlembi Galina anadandaula, mosakayikira anati:
- Chinthu chachikulu ndikuti Margo wa nsanje sangawononge Vіkulka wathu wamtengo wapatali ndi maso ake okongola.
Choncho ndinaphunzira kuti Roma wakhala akukondana kwambiri ndi ubwino wa ofesi ya Margarita, yomwe imatchedwa kuti Mfumukazi Margot. Msungwanayo, ndi choonadi, anali wokongola. Koma kwa nthawi yonse yomwe ndinagwira ntchito pano, kotero sindinawonepo Aroma ndi Margo pamodzi. Pambuyo pake, mkazi sali mpango, sangathe kuikidwa mu thumba lake ... Ndipo ngakhale choncho, ngati mkaziyu ndi wokondedwa. Zopanda pake antchito athu amati, sindidzawamvera.
"Eh, Galka," ndinauza mlembiyo. "Mwasintha zinthu zonse!" Chirichonse chimasintha mofulumira, wokondedwa wanga!
"Ndikukayikira," adandaula Galka mwatsatanetsatane, koma zonse sizinatsutsane, koma sanatero. Sindinkafuna kukhulupirira mlembi, koma mtima wanga unabwerera, ndipo ndinaganiza kuti, panthawi yabwino, ndisonyeze ku dipatimenti yogulitsa malonda, kumene diva wokondedwa wathu anali kugwira ntchito. Ndinalota kuti ndiganizidwe ndi Madame.
Ndinkafuna kumvetsetsa zomwe Margot amakopera amuna. Mwinamwake, ngati muyang'ana mwatcheru, alibe zobisika zapadera? Ndipo chiyambi chinathandizira, ngati kuti akunena kuti: "Kodi ukufuna? Inu ndi makadi omwe muli nawo! "Nditapita ku dipatimenti ya malonda, adayimilira pafupi ndi kapu yaikulu ndikusankha foda yomwe anafunikira. Mowona mtima, mu miniti yoyamba, ngakhale mzimu wanga unaloledwa. Kumeneko kwa ine! Koma ine sindikanakhala mkazi ngati ine sindinayese kumvetsa chomwe chimamupangitsa iye kukhala wosasunthika. "Ambuye! - Ndinaganiza, kubwerera kuntchito yanga. - Inde, kukongola uku kunangokhakha. Chiwerengerocho, ndithudi, ndi chokongola, nkhopeyo ndi yokongola, koma sindine woipitsitsa. Koma zovala zapamwamba, zovala zodzikongoletsera, miyambo ya mkazi-vamp ... Kuyang'ana pansi pa nsanamira, kumwetulira komwe kumayankhula zapamwamba kwambiri, chikhumbo chokwera ... Ndi chifukwa chake anthu osauka samachotsa maso awo! Chabwino, Margot!

Ndithu ndidzatenga chitsanzo kuchokera kwa inu! Ndikwanira kale kuti ndiziyendayenda mu jeans ya shabby ndi kupondaponda matayala akale! "Mwa mawu, ndinachepetsa pang'ono. Komanso, Aroma sanamvere Margot, koma ubale wathu unakula mwamsanga. Msonkhano wina mu cafe, wachiwiri, wachitatu - ndi mwezi wotsatira ndikutha kudzitcha ndekha chibwenzi chake. Atsikanawo anatsegula pakamwa pawo podabwa pomwe pakhomo pa ofesi yathu panali Aroma ali ndi duwa m'dzanja lake. Iye adayenda mozungulira ma tebulo, ndikuyika mazirawo, ndikupsyopsyona pa tsaya ndipo adati: "Vika, madzulo, monga mwachizolowezi." Izi "monga mwachizolowezi" zinayendetsa antchito anga openga. Iwo sakanakhoza nkomwe kubisa nsanje. Ndipo panthawi yomweyi ndinafunikira kupeza mphamvu kuti ndisachedwe ku khosi la Aroma, osati kuti ndikugwetse misonzi chifukwa chakumva, koma kungodula mutu wake: "Inde, monga mwachizolowezi, wokondedwa wanga." O, ndipo kugwedeza uku kwa mutu kunali kovuta kwa ine! Ubale wanga ndi Aroma unali nambala imodzi. Akazi a maofesi sankachita chidwi, ndipo Galca yekha adali ndi maganizo ake akale.
- Revolution! Ndiwe wopusa bwanji! Iye anaumirira. - Romka wa Margot sadzachoka konse! Iwo anakangana, ndipo amamupusitsa ndi chibwenzi chopusa kwa iwe! Kodi mukuganiza kuti munthu wokongola uyu adakondana nanu?

Tsegulani maso anu, chitsiru! Koma ndinangoona Aromani okha, ndikuyesera kupeza chifukwa chochita chilichonse. Inde, sindinkakonda kwambiri kuti adalengeza maganizo ake. Koma pamene ndinawona kuyang'ana kwa nsanje kwa atsikana, kuphatikizapo Galki, ndinaganiza kuti: "Ndizozizira! Ngati Romchik ankafuna kutengeka ndi ine kuti awononge nsanje ya Margo, sangavomereze poyera kwa ine mwa chikondi. Ndipo atsikana - iwo ali ndi nsanje za chimwemwe chathu, izi ndi zomveka! "Komabe, vuto lalikulu linali kuti Aroma sanavomerezepo chikondi. Iye anatsutsana za izo mochuluka ndipo mwachikondi, koma ine sindinamve mawu omwe "Ndimakonda" kwa iye kwa nthawiyo.
"Vika, ndiwe mtsikana wodabwitsa," adatero. "Iwe ukanakhala ndi misala pang'ono."
"Ndikulingalira kuti ndiyenera kungolumpha kuchokera ku skyscraper kupita ku msewu kuti ndikusonyezeni mosiyana," Ndinadandaula. - Osatero! - Anandikumbatira mokoma mtima. "Zachabechabe bwanji!" Ndikukufunani! Koma, malingaliro anga, Aroma adakonda izo chifukwa cha iye ine ndiri wokonzeka kwathunthu pa chirichonse. Ngakhale kudumpha kuchokera padenga.
Izi zinapitilira kwa mwezi woposa, koma tsiku lina Galka analowa mu ofesi yathu ndipo adanena kuti, ndikuyang'anitsitsa zomwe mawu ake angandichitire:
- Atsikana! Ndinangokhala ndi Margo. Iye anati: "Ngati mawa mawa, Aromani adzapita naye kumsikawo, sangandionenso!" Mukuganiza? Kodi ndinakuuzani chiyani? Mwa njira, ndipo phwando lidzakhala liti mawa? O, ndi tsiku lobadwa la Sanin! Vitka, kodi mudamuitana Aromani? Chifukwa chiyani iwe uli chete, pambuyo pa zonse?

Sindinadziwe zomwe ndingayankhe , pamsonkhanopo sindinasinthe. Kenako anagwedeza mutu, moti mlembiyo anachoka. Kubwera? Ndinaganiza ndekha dzulo. Tinkakhala pa khonde ku nyumba ya Aroma, anapsompsona mawondo anga ndipo anandiuza za kusonkhana kwa phokoso, ponena kuti akufuna kuti akhale ndi ine palimodzi, koma uyu ndiye bwenzi lake, kotero aliyense ayenera kupita .
"Kodi mungandipange kampani, Vika?" - Anapusitsa, akuyang'ana m'maso mwake ngati galu wokhulupirika. "Ndidzatayika popanda iwe." Bwera, mtsikana wanga, kuvomereza! Ndinagwedeza mutu wanga, ndikupusitsa.
- Romka! Mukamamva kuti simungathe kupirira, ndikandikanireni, ndikubiseni m'thumba lanu ndikuzichita mosadziwika. Koma tsiku lotsatira iye sanawonekere ku ofesi yanga. Zikuoneka kuti misecheyo yamufika kale. Sitinakonzekere msonkhano "mwachizolowezi", ndipo atatha ntchito ndinakhala pafupi ndi ofesi, ndikuyesa kutseka thumba langa. Bukuli linawonekera pakhomo pafupi theka la ola litatha. Iye ankawoneka wophwanyika. Ndinakhala m'galimoto yanga ndikugwedeza. Koma adandiimbira foni kunyumba, anayamba kupepesa:
- Vika! Pepani, koma sindingathe kupita ku Sana's kwa tsiku langa lobadwa. Kwa masiku angapo ndikuyenera kuchoka mumzindawu pa bizinesi. Musatope! Dikirani kunyumba! Ndiyitana.
"Chabwino," ndinayankha. "Ndikulonjeza kulumbira kuti sindikuphonya iwe."
Maola awiri phwando lisanayambe, ndinali kukhala patsogolo pa TV, koma sindinawone chinsalu. Misozi inadzaza maso anga. Pambuyo pake, ndinamvetsetsa kuti: Romka anandiponya, adathamanga ngati wopenga pamene Margot adamuitana ... Ndipo mwadzidzidzi lingaliro linabwera m'maganizo anga. Iye adalumphira ndipo anayamba kusonkhana mwamantha. Inde, ndakonzekera phwando pasadakhale. Ndinalipira malipiro anga onse pamasewero olimbitsa thupi ndi nsapato. Ndinkafuna kuwala kwambiri pafupi ndi chibwenzi changa, kotero kuti miseche ndi miseche zimavomereza kuti sindine woipa kuposa Margo. "Kotero inu mukuti, Romochka, mulibe misala wambiri mwa ine ?! Choncho tiwone! "

Ndinkapita ku phwando , ngakhale kuti ndinkakonda kwambiri chinsinsi chotsiriza cha chiyembekezo kuti sipadzakhalanso wokondedwa, yemwe anasiyadi. Chimene iye akufuna ndi ine ... Koma pakhomo la Sanina nyumbayo idagwirizana ndi Aroma, ndipo pamene iwo anatsegula mmodzi akhoza kuganiza chinthu chimodzi: ife tinabwera palimodzi. Galka anayang'ana kumbuyo kwake ndi kumimba mluzu.
"Bwerani," mnyamatayo adanena mopwetekedwa mtima. "Onse anasonkhana kwa nthawi yaitali, inu mukungodikira." Ine molimba mtima ndinalowa mnyumbamo, ndipo Roma mwadzidzidzi anatembenuka ndikuchokapo.
"Akupita kuti?" Sanya anafunsa, anadabwa. "Cholakwika ndi chiyani?" Aromani! Aroma!
"Ndinayiwala chinachake," ndinatero. - Ndikuganiza kuti sichidzabwere posachedwa, ngati ayi. Anangosankha kuyenda nane kuti asatope. Ndipo ali ndi bizinesi. Kunyumba alendo adayendayenda ndi magalasi m'manja mwao, adakhumudwa m'magulu, adakambilana zinthu zamoyo. Galka adalumphira ndikundinyamulira kumalo osungira.
- Revolution, mwinamwake ndinu masochist? Nchifukwa chiyani iwe wabwera? Mukufuna kudzipweteka nokha? Kodi mukufuna kudziwonera nokha momwe Romka ndi Margot adzayanjanitsire, kodi iwo adzaphatika mmanja mwao?
"Mukudziwa bwanji?" - Ndinakwiya. "Sindikukhulupirirani, Galka!" Iwe ukuchitira nsanje za zamkhutu izi! Unhook chonde! Galina anadandaula ndi kunena mwakachetechete kuti:
- Ndidakhala pomwepo pamene Romka ndi Margot adatuluka. Zili zachilendo. Iwo samachita gawo limodzi, amatsutsana kosatha. Koma nthawi zonse amapanga. I, nayenso, ndinakhulupirira kuti adagwirizana ndi ine ... Anapatsa maluwa, anaimirira pa mawondo ake. Apa, wopusa wamng'ono, ndi kusungunuka. Koma wachiroma anandinyamulira pambali, ndiye amene anamunyamula ndi chala chake. Inu simuyenera kubwera pano, Victoria, o, ndi chabe!
- Osati pachabe konse! Tiyeni tisangalale! Tsiku lobadwa, pambuyo pake! - Ndinayankha molimba mtima, chifukwa panalibe chinanso choti ndinene. "Khalani chomwe chidzakhala!"
Tinakopa Galka ndi kapu ya champagne. Nthawi ndi nthawi, mpaka alendowo anayamba kuwirikiza kawiri m'maso. Ndiyeno panali Margo awiri patsogolo panga. Mwachidwi ndinangovala zala ziwiri mu diresi langa latsopano ndipo cheekily anafunsa kuti:
"Mwinamwake?"
- Ndili ndi iwe mtsikana, m'malo ena sindigula! - Ndinayamba kuseka.
Ndiyeno Margot onse pazifukwa zina amakhala pafupi ndi ine. Ine sindinamvetse bwino. Mwadzidzidzi ndinawona Aroma akuyenda molunjika kwa ine ndi maluwa ofiira m'manja mwake. Anatulutsa maluwa kwa Margarita nati:
- Vika akhoza kutsimikizira: Ndabwera kuno ndekha. Ndimakonda nokha, Rita. Anaponyera maluwa kutali, natembenuka mwadzidzidzi ndikuchokapo. Romka anagwira naye, anamugwira mmanja, anamukakamiza iye, osalola kupita. Ndipo anayima. Ponseponse ponseponse mwadzidzidzi anayamba kufuula mokweza.

Galka anadandaula, anandiwombera ndi chigoba chakuthwa m'mbali ndikufunsa kuti:
- Chabwino, bwenzi langa, kodi wokhutira? Simungathe kumubwezeretsa! Bwerani kuno!
Ndinagwa, ndikugwetsa misozi pavala yanga yatsopano. Mwiniyo anabwera:
- Vika, ndikhoza kutchula tekesi ...
- Ndidzayendetsa! - Ndinadula ndikuchoka. Mphuno mumlengalenga mwamsanga imatheratu.
Galka ndi ine tinayenda pang'onopang'ono kudutsa mumzinda wamdima, ndipo anati:
"Ndipo asungwana onse amadziwa za Romka ndi Margot, koma iwo amamatira ku nyambo iyi." Atangokangana, Romka amayamba kusamalira wina, kotero kuti Margo ali ndi nsanje. Ndipo palibe amene adamkana. Ndipo ine nthawiyina ndinamukhulupirira iye ^
"Kodi iwo akupotoza?" Simusamala za wina ndi mzake? Kodi kumangokhalira kumangokhalira kumva nsanje?
- Kulondola! - Galka anadandaula, ndipo Romka ndi Margot omwe anali osatchuka ndi anthu omwe anali ndi moyo nthawi yomweyo anasandulika kukhala otsika otsika omwe satha kukonda popanda doping.
Ndine wotsimikiza: mawa mawonekedwewa adzakambidwa ndi ofesi yonseyo, ndipo ambiri a Aroma omwe asiyidwa adzakhumudwa kwathunthu. Anatseka m'chipinda chogona ndipo amalira. Ndipo nditakhala chete, ndinaganiza kuti palibe wina amene angandichititse kuvutika!