Ndipo iwo anali ndi masiku owerengeka okha otsalira kuti azikhalamo ... Munthu wokha basi angayankhe funso la zomwe iye akufuna kuti achite mu masiku otsiriza awa. Machimo amachimo amazunzika. Lero, ndimvetsetsa chifukwa chake amayi omwe ndimakhala nawo ku ward ankalankhula momasuka, ngakhale kuti mawu onse omwe adayankhula anaperekedwa kwa iwo ndi vuto lalikulu. Ine ndinali ndi makumi awiri ndi zisanu pamene amayi anga anali atapita. Kotero agogo anga ndi ine tinakhala palimodzi, ndipo iye analowetsa m'malo mwa ine kwenikweni: amayi, abambo, abwenzi, abwenzi, abwenzi. Ndinalira, ndikutsanulira chisoni chake, ndipo iye adadula tsitsi langa, akudzichepetsa pansi ndikumuuza kuti: "O, Nastyushka, sikumvetsa chisoni! Idzapita ngati mvula. Iwe, mwana, kokha apa ndi kulira. Ndipo palibe kwina kulikonse. Anthu samakonda misonzi ya ena: palibe amene angadandaule. Ine ndimamukhulupirira iye, koma chidaliro ichi mu kuuma kwa anthu sichinandipangitse ine kutsekedwa kapena kovuta. Ndinali ndi ntchito yabwino ku banki, mabwenzi ambiri komanso wokondedwa. Bel loyamba linawomba pamene agogo anga adachoka. Mnansiyo anavomera kumusamalira pamene ndinali kuntchito, ndipo sindinachoke kwa agogo anga.
Mankhwala, njira, kuyitana kwa madokotala . Tinayamba kuphonya kwambiri ndalamazo, ndipo ndinaganiza zopempha mutu wa dipatimenti yake.
"Oleg Pavlovich, ndingalowe bwanji?" - Ndinapempha, kulowa muofesi mwamantha. Ndinayesa kumufotokozera momveka bwino zomwe zinali zovuta ndipo sindinathe kudziletsa ndekha, ndikuiwala chipangano cha agogo anga: Ndinayamba kulira. Mtsogoleri winced anadandaula ndipo anafunsa kuti:
"Mukufunikira chiyani?" Kodi ndalama zothandizira? Chinthu chachikulu - khalani chete.
- Ayi, ayi! Ndikukupemphani kuti mundipatse mwayi wopita ntchito yowonjezera kunyumba. Ndikufuna ndalama. Mkuluyo adawala kwambiri. Sindinapemphe ndalama, koma mwayi wopeza ndalama. Oleg Pavlovich anatenga vuto kuti achoke patebulo, anandikumbatira ndi bambo ndipo anati: "Tonsefe tiyenera kukumbukira za makhalidwe abwino achikristu. Ndinu munthu wolemekezeka komanso wamphamvu, Anastasia. Ndikuthandizani! Ndikufunafuna ndalama zina. " Ngati ndikanadziwa kuti "adzandipeza", ndiye kuti ndi bwino kusamba pansi mu chipinda cham'tsogolo. Koma tsiku lotsatira lomwe ndinali ndikukweza nyumbayo foda yambiri ndi malemba omwe ndinkakonzekera m'masiku angapo otsatira. Kwa pennies ... Icho chinali mtundu wina wa zamkhutu.
Tsiku lonse ndikugwira ntchito mwakhama ku banki , ndiye ndinathamangira kunyumba ndipo sindinasiye agogo anga mpaka usiku. Pamene iye, potsiriza, anagona, ine ndinakhala pansi chifukwa cha podrabotku. Ndikhoza kugona kwa maola angapo. Wopweteka ndi caffeine, ngati munthu wopepuka, amatha kugwira ntchito. Momwe ndikudikira kumapeto kwa sabata, pamene sizinali zofunikira kupita ku banki! Kenaka ndinatha kugona pang'ono, ngakhale kuti sizinali zambiri: agogo, kutsuka, kuyeretsa, ntchito. Ndinataya makilogalamu asanu ndi awiri, ndinakwiya. Ndipo ngakhale Valerka, wokondedwa wanga, momwe ine nthawizonse ndinkatsimikizira monga momwe inenso, ndinayamba kutopa ndi maulendo athu mwamsanga, mofulumira telefoni.
"Sizingatheke ngati izi!" - Anakwiya.
"Taonani yemwe mukuwoneka!" Ndikofunika kuchita chinachake.
"Mungathe kuchita chinthu chimodzi chokha," ndinayankha moipa kuti, "kukakamiza agogo anga ndi mtolo!" Ndikukhulupirira kuti mudzandithandiza?
Ndinaponyedwa ndi wokondedwa wanga. chifukwa anali atatopa kwambiri ndi mavuto anga. Sindinali kuyembekezera kupandukira kotereku kwa iye
"Ndiwe wamwano," adakakamiza.
"Sindingathe kuwathandiza." Fotokozani chinthu chachikulu - mwamphamvu kwambiri.
"Mwinamwake nditenga agogo anga ku nyumba yosungirako okalamba?" Iye analangiza mosamala.
"Agogo anga?" Ndinayamba kuseka kwambiri. "Ndi chiyani?" Pofuna kuti ndikhale omasuka kuti mumveke ?! Ndipo iwe ndiwe yani pambuyo pa izo?
"Simunayambe mwalankhula zimenezi." Ndi chinthu chonyansa bwanji! - Valera ngakhale atakhala ndi nkhawa.
- Kotero sindinakhalepo ndi moyo woterewu! - Ndinadula. "Sindimakonda izo. Pitani kwa satana!"
Sindinkakhala ndi nthawi komanso mphamvu zolakalaka chisoni kuti wokondedwa wanga anandisiya, ngakhale ndikukumbukira mpaka lero. Chifukwa chikondi sichitha kuiwalika. Ndimakumbukira chilichonse cha ife mpaka madzulo pamene adachoka. Ndipo "chirichonse" ichi chinali chokongola! Koma usiku womwewo munthu wosiyana kwambiri anandichokera: Valera wanga sakanakhoza kuchita izi. Agogo aakazi anawombera mokoma mtima, theka la chaka ndikufa m'manja mwanga. Mawu ake omalizira anali mawu achilendo ndi osakayika. Iye anamwetulira nati:
- Musayambe kutsogolo kwa nthawi, ndipo mutatsegula chitseko, onetsetsani kuti mumamwetulira kwa achibale anu, ngakhale atakukhumudwitsani. Ndiye inu mudzazilingalira izo. Koma poyamba, kumwetulira. Ndipo chirichonse chidzakhala bwino, mwana! Kodi iye anali kunena za chiyani? Ine ndinalibe anthu apamtima pafupi ndi imfa ya agogo anga aakazi ... Masiku oyambirira kumapeto kwa maliro, ine ndinangogona: Ine ndinadzuka kuti ndikhale ndi chotukuka. Nditangopita kuntchito, Oleg Pavlovich anandiitana nati:
- Anastasia, munalembera kalata ku dipatimenti yosungirako ndalama za auntiyi pazomwe mukukonzekera. Koma tsopano ndi July, nyengo ya maholide. Ngati ndilemba, zikutanthawuza kuti wina wa anzanu adzapita kutchuthi mu December. Kodi mukuganiza kuti izi ndi zabwino?
"Iyayi," ndinayankha ndikudandaula ndi manyazi, ndikuyesera kuti ndisagwe misozi.
"Kotero simukumbukira ngati mwezi umene simunachoke, tidzakambirana kuti tchuthi ndi ndalama zanu?" Iye anafunsa. "Sindikuganizira," ndinkafuna kutuluka mwamsanga msampha umenewu. Tchuthi lopanda kulipira ...
Ndinali kuyembekezera kuti ndipeze malo ogonera ndipo mwina ndikupulumuka mpaka mphoto yanga. Panalibe chiyembekezo. Pambuyo maliro a agogo aakazi, panali makumi awiri chabe. Ndinkafufuza mabokosi onse a kukhitchini, chipinda chaching'ono komanso ngakhale usiku wa agogo. Kodi mukuyembekezera kuti mupeze chiyani? Achepa a buckwheat? Ndinapeza zokongoletsedwa muketi. Mzere wa golide wokhala ndi mwala wabuluu, unyolo woonda ndi mphete. Ndinalira pa iwo ndikuwanyamula kupita nawo pawnshop. Pa zonsezi ndinapatsidwa 120 hryvnia, koma ndinali wokondwa nazo. Kuntchito, zinthu zinali zovuta. Kaya ndine wachisoni, kapena sindikufuna kuti ndilowetse chisoni changa, kapena ndikungowopsya chifukwa chotheka kutsegula ma holide, koma ogwira ntchitoyi anali olemekezeka, owuma ndi osamalidwa. Ndipo bwenzi langa lapamtima Galka lidali lofanana, monga nthawi zonse. "Mkhristu wamkulu" Oleg Pavlovich tsopano anandipatsa ntchito yanthaŵi yochepa, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ngati ndikanakana, angandichitire ngati ndondomeko.
Ndinayenera kugwirizana. Tsopano ine ndimagona pang'ono. M'zinthu zina zonse zidakhalabe monga kale. Mpaka asanu madzulo - banki, ndiye mpaka pakati pausiku - nthawi yochepa. Patapita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, ndinatopa kwambiri moti ndinaganiza kuti: chilichonse, ndikupempha abwana kuti akhale ndi ufulu pang'ono. Sindinapite kukagwira ntchito Lolemba - ndinapita kuchipatala. Izo zinachitika m'mawa kwambiri. Ndinayimirira mu bafa ndipo ndinathyola mano anga, pomwe ndinamva ululu pambali panga. Ndosokonezeka, miyendo yanga inkayenda, ndinakwera ku foni ndikutcha ambulansi. Kenaka anatsegula khomo lakumaso ndikupita ku sofa. Ndinadzuka kuchokera kununkhiza: kunamveka kwambiri m'dende komwe mayi anga anali kufa. Dokotala wakale anandiimbira ine ndi chala, ndipo ine ndinamutsatira iye. Fungo yofanana yemweyo inali m'chipinda chachipatala. Dokotala adasamba manja ake, adakhala pansi patebulo, adakhala pansi ndikutsutsana ndi zonse.
Dokotala anati ndinakhala ndi miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ya moyo wanga. Sindinauze aliyense za khansa.
Banja? Ana? "Ayi, ayi," ndinagwedeza mutu wanga molakwika. - Palibe! Ndili ndekha. " Anagumula, adanyamuka patebulo ndikukhala pansi pafupi ndi ine.
"Ndiye iwe uyenera kukhala mu chipatala kwa nthawi yaitali," iye anati. Ndinkachita mantha, koma ndinatsimikiza mtima kuti ndinatsimikiza kuti ndapanga dokotala uyu kundiuza choonadi chonse.
"Muyenera kutumizidwa mwamsanga kuchipatala," adatero molimba mtima.
- Dokotala, - Ndinkafunafuna zotsutsana ndikupeza. "Ndidzasiya ndipo sindidzakuwonaninso."
Ndiyenera kukhala ndi moyo wotalika liti?
"Mutha kudalira moyo wathanzi kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi." Ndiyeno ...
Mulungu amadziwa yekha! Mudziko, nthawizina zozizwitsa zozizwitsa zimachitika. Kotero belu lachiwiri, ndipo mwinamwake, belu lotsiriza linamveka. Ngati sikunali chifukwa cha matendawa, ndibwino kulembetsa bukhu zokhudzana ndi zomwe zapezeka m'nthawi ino. Kutalika ndi kutanthauzira kwa khalidwe la anthu omwe adayandikira pafupi. Ndimatsimikiza mtima kuti ndisamuwuze aliyense pa ntchito za matendawa ndikuyesera kuti ndigwire ntchito mwamsanga. Chifukwa chiyani? Kuti ndipeze chidutswa cha mkate, ndikadali kufuna kudya, pali, koma sindingathe kugwira ntchito. Pazifukwa zina, amakumbukira Valerka. E, munthu, iwe wathamangira nthawi! Mwinamwake, zikanangokhala zosaganizika: kumuwona iye pafupi naye - wathanzi mwathupi komanso nthawi yomweyo.
Ndipo wokondedwa wotereyu . Pa tsiku loyamba nditangobwera kuntchito, sindikanatha kukana kuuza Galke za mavuto anga.
"Galya, ndikuuza chinachake," ndinatero. "Ingolumbira kuti iwe sunganene mawu kwa aliyense."
"Manda!" - Galca adalumbira mobisa. Ndiyeno, ndikukumbukira mnansi wanga kuchokera kuchipinda cha amayi anga, ndinamuuza kuti ndinkamenyera zovuta tsiku lina lililonse, ndipo nthawi idzafika - sindikudziwa. Ndipo ndikusowa ndalama, kotero sindikufuna kuti ndizidziŵa matenda anga kuntchito. Galki adali ndi mantha, adagwirizana.
Bwanayo anandipulumutsira mosapita m'mbali: mwinamwake anaphunzira za matenda anga ndipo anaganiza zopsa. Koma nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kwambiri!
kale ndikuyamba ndi mtima wachisoni:
"Kodi ukulankhula chiyani, Nastya?" Sindidzawuza aliyense! Chabwino, ndinathamanga - ndi nthawi yanga! Patapita masiku khumi zinthu zachilendo zinayamba kuchitika kuntchito. Choyamba ndinaitanidwa ndi Oleg Pavlovich ndipo ndinati:
- Anastasia, sindimakonda momwe mungagwirire ndi katundu wambiri. Tonse tingamvetse bwanji izi?
"Pepani!" Ndimamvetsera kwambiri - Ndikufuna kugwa pamapazi ndikupempha kuti asandiletse ntchito.
"Iyi ndiyo nkhani yathu yoyamba ndi yomaliza pa ntchito." Nthawi yotsatira mukangolemba kalata yodzipatulira, "adayankhula.
Kenaka ndinamva kukambirana pakati pa antchito aŵiri amene anapita kukafuna kusuta.
"Nanga n'chifukwa chiyani abwana amamatira Nastya mwadzidzidzi?" - Anafunsidwa.
"Ndikuganiza kuti Palych wathu akufuna kuti apulumutsidwe," adatero wina.
- Chifukwa chiyani? Zikuwoneka kuti mtsikanayo amagwira ntchito bwino, ndipo amakoka kunyumba tsiku ndi tsiku, - woyamba adadabwa.
Wachiwiri amatsitsa pang'ono:
- Iwo akuti akudwala ... Chinachake cha oncologic. Musauze aliyense! Ndikuganiza bwana sakufuna mavuto. Chabwino, iwe ungamuwotse bwanji iye atachoka? Ndinadalira pakhomo, ndikuwomba milomo yanga. Ngati oleg Pavlovich awa ndiwotentha ine mawa, ndikungowonongeka ... Moyo unasintha malamulo, ndipo ndinali kusuntha tsopano mosiyana, koma ndandanda yofanana yofanana. Kufikira zisanu - banki, pambuyo pa zisanu ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri madzulo - ndondomeko, ndiye-pitani kunyumba ndikugwiranso ntchito. Ine ndinakana ndekha chirichonse. Ndalama zinkagwiritsidwa ntchito pa chakudya chochepa komanso mankhwala. Choncho miyezi iwiri idatha. Kuntchito, mwina ndimagwiritsa ntchito lingaliro la matenda anga, kapena sindinakhulupirire, koma mkhalidwewo unakhala wotentha kwambiri. Mtsogoleri yekhayo adasunthika mosagwirizana ndi cholinga chake. Ndinadziwa kuti akufunadi kundichotsa, koma ndinaganiza kuti ndikhale womaliza.
Mphamvuyo inasungunuka, ndipo tsiku lina ndinagwira ntchito kuntchito. Ndinafika ndekha maminiti asanu, kupweteka kwakukulu kunandigwera, koma ndinamwetulira ndikuyesa kuseka.
"Tidaitana ambulansi," adatero apolisi.
"Simukusowa ambulansi, ndine bwino," ndinatero motero.
Kenako Oleg Pavlovich analowa mu ofesi.
"Nchiyani chikuchitika apa?" Analira mofuula. - Tili ndi lipoti la mphuno!
"Nastya si bwino," anatero Galka.
"Anastasia kachiwiri?" - Anandiyang'anitsitsa, kenako anafukula ndi kutsegula chitseko cha ofesiyi.
Koma sanasiye kuchita. Pa tsiku lomweli, Galka anandichititsa kunyumba pakhomo lalikulu la zikalata. Anali Oleg Pavlovich yemwe anandiitana ine theka la ola nditatha kugwa pansi ndipo ndinanena kuti:
- Mawafukufuku mawa adzabwera, muyenera kukonzekera zikalatazi.
Ndinadziŵa kuti sindidzakhala ndi nthawi yokonza mapepala m'mawa , komabe chiyembekezo chosadziwika chikadakali mkati mwanga: ndipo mwadzidzidzi ... M'mawa ndinapita ku banki ndipo ndinamva anzake akukangana mokweza kunja kwa chitseko.
- Tiyeni tuseke khumi ndi awiri, - Galka anapempha onse. - Nastya adagwira ntchito nafe kwa zaka zisanu. Ndi ndani yemwe anganene kuti mkuluyo ndi wonyenga; ndipo iye anathamangitsidwa.
"Sindimakhulupirira kuti akufa," adatero mayi wa zachuma, Yuri. "Icho chidzafa,
Antchito anga anali anthu ovuta, omwe sindinawayembekezere konse. Muzovuta zanga ndikudalira ndekha ndiye ndipo ndivala pamphepete! Kotero ine ndinapeza kuti ine ndinathamangitsidwa ndipo pa maliro anga padzakhala chimodzimodzi ndodo kuchokera kwa Yuri wachifundo.
- Kusonkhanitsa ndalama ndizopusa! Titi chiyani? Apa, iwo amati, Nastia, iwe wathamangitsidwa, pano ndi umphawi wako ... ndizochititsa manyazi! - Ndinamva mawu a mnyamata wina dzina lake Julia. Ndipo kotero anapeza kuti antchito sakufuna kundichititsa manyazi.
Ndinawakumbukira mwadzidzidzi mawu omaliza a agogo anga aakazi, anatsegula chitseko ndipo, ndikumwetulira kwambiri, ananena mokweza kuti:
- Anyamata! Ndapeza ntchito yatsopano! Lero ndikusiya ntchito. Kuchokera kwa ine - glade! Kudya chakudya chamasana tidzayenda! Musatuluke ndikudya!
- Chabwino ?! Kodi ndinanena chiyani? Yuri anafuula mokondwera. - ndipo inu ...
- Ndi ntchito yanji? Zatari ya mtsikanayo. Ndiuzeni, Nastenka! "
- Ntchito imatchedwa - musagwedeze pabedi! - Ndinanena moona mtima.
Iwo ankatsutsana, koma sananene. Oleg Pavlovich anayang'ana pa "glade" yanga kwa nthawi yayitali ndipo anadandaula kwa nthawi yaitali kuti wogwira ntchito wapamwamba komanso wodziwa bwino atachoka ku banki ... Ndimakhala m'nyumba ndikumvetsera: ululu ukatha pang'ono, ndikuyesera kuchoka panyumbamo. Ndili ndi ntchito zambiri, ndipo sindikumvetsa thanzi labwino, chifukwa ndikufuna kuthetsa zinthu izi, osati ena. Kumalo komwe ndinamva: akavalo othamangitsidwa akuwombera ... Sindimenyana ndi moyo - Ndimangokhala moyo. Pano ine ndigulitsa nyumba ndikuchoka mu mzinda uno kwamuyaya. Ndinapeza malo komwe mahatchi othamangitsidwa sakuphedwa. Iyi ndi nyumba ya amasiye yosauka, yosauka ku nkhalango zakuda ...