Chikondi choyamba patapita zaka

Ndinapita ku Kharkov kuti ndikachite nawo masewera pamsika wogulitsa. Sindinkafuna kupita, chifukwa ndinayenera kupita kwa masiku angapo Mishka wa zaka zisanu ndi zisanu ndi ziwiri ndikukhala ndi Svetlanka zaka ziwiri. Ndipo, ndithudi, Dashka, mkazi wanga wokondedwa. Koma palibe chochita. Akulonjeza kuti azichita molakwika ndikubweretsa ana mphatso, ndipo mkazi wake-yemwe amamukondera, adapita pamsewu. Mwatsoka, mantha anga adatsimikiziridwa, ndipo seminayi inali yovuta kwambiri. Sindinathandizenso ngakhale katatoti zomwe ndinakokera pa okamba kuzinthu. Ndinkafuna kumwa khofi wakuda ndi cognac ndikusuta fodya. Nditadumpha kuchoka ku holoyi, ndinapita ku cafe ndikulamula zakumwa zolimbikitsa ndikupita kunthaka kuti ndikafufuze. Atagwedezeka, adayang'ana pa magalimoto akudutsa ndipo anangoganiza kuti pakapita masiku awiri ndikabwerera kunyumba, ndimakumbatira ana anga ndi mkazi wanga ... Pamene ndinangomva kutenthetsa manja ndikuwotha manja. "Mukuganiza kuti ndani?" Ankanong'oneza bwenzi m'mudzi mwanga. - Mwa njira, kusuta - kuwonongeka kwa thanzi ... Anandiphunzira ine, mphaka ...? Nthawi yomweyo ndimakumbukira mawu awa akulira, ndi kununkhira kwa manja okonzeka bwino, ndi ... Ndinakumbukira chirichonse! Ndizosatheka kukhulupirira kuti chilango chandibweretsera Anna ndi Anna mumzinda uno pambuyo pa zaka zonsezi. Momwe ine ndimamukondera iye! Zaka zonsezi, adadziphunzitsa yekha kuti wamuiwala msungwana uyu, kuti amangondikumbukira basi. Koma, monga momwe mukuonera, mtima sunganyengedwe: ndi wokonzeka kutuluka m'chifuwa, pakamwa pakumwa, ndipo ndikungoyang'anitsitsa Anya, osakhoza kunena chirichonse!

Anali wodabwitsa! Maso okongoletsera ndi maso akuluakulu obiriwira, okongola, okonzeka bwino mu suti yodalirika. Eya ... Ndipo sizinasinthe konse kuchokera pamene munandichokera. Ndinagulitsa kwa bwenzi langa lapamtima, ndikupita ku America wolemera kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwino, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti sindinapangidwe bwino ndi moyo wa Anina ...
"Mukuchita chiyani pano?" - Ndinalankhula mosokonezeka. "Pambuyo pake, mukuwoneka kuti mwatuluka ku America ... mwamuyaya ..."
"Monga mukuonera, ayi," adaseka mokweza. "Ndinachoka, koma kenako ndinabwerera." Panalibe amuna ngati awa ... "Anya anatsitsa mutu wake, akuyang'ana pa ine kuchokera pansi pa zipsyinjo zamadzi. - Monga inu ... Wokondedwa wanga wakale ankadziwa bwino mphamvu za zida zake, koma chofunika kwambiri - anazigwiritsira ntchito mwaluso. Anya ankadziwa bwino momwe amachitira ndi amuna, ndipo ankagwiritsa ntchito mwaluso. Sindingathe kuchita koma ndikugonjetsedwa ndi mawu ake okhuta ... Mtima womwe unasiya kupweteka, kenako unasweka mu nyimbo, pambuyo pa mawu awa, zinkawoneka, wapenga! Ndinayamba kunyoza anthu odziwa bwino komanso masewera osangalatsa, koma Anya mwadzidzidzi anandichenjeza ndi funso limene ndimangoyembekezera kuti ndiyankhidwe bwino:
"Mwinamwake tidzakumana madzulo, tipite ku bar, ndipo mudzandipatsa Mojito."
- sindikudziwa ... ndikupita kukonzekera lipoti la mawa ...
- Igor, ndiwe ndani ...? Siyani mtsikana amene waphonya pa bar?
Anya anatenga dzanja langa ndikunyalanyaza mphete ya ukwati.
- Wow! .. Kotero iwe wakwatira, izo zikutuluka!
- Inde. Ndinavutika pang'ono nditachoka ndi mnzanga wapamtima ku America, kenako anakwatira.
"O, ndife okondwa bwanji!" - Anya, zikuwoneka, anaiwala za mpheteyo ndipo anayandikira kwa ine. "Lolani kuti mwalawu undiponye mwa ine amene sanalakwepo." Sindinakwatire chifukwa sindingathe kukuiwala, Igorek ... "Iye adandimvetsa chisoni ndikudandaula.
Ine ndinalibe nthawi yoti ndiyankhe, chifukwa panthawi imeneyo ife tinaitanidwa ku holo ku lipoti lotsatira. Anya anatenga malo pafupi ndi ine, ndipo, ziribe kanthu momwe ndayesera kusuntha, chiuno chake sichinamenyana ndi mwendo wanga. Kupyolera mu thalauza ndimamva chikondi cha thupi lake ... Tsitsi lake lalitali linakhudza tsaya langa, ndipo kuchokera kununkhira kosangalatsa kwa mafuta onunkhira ndinamva kuti ndikuthawa. Ndiyenera kuti ndidziwe mwamsanga! Msonkhanowu ukangotha, ndinangothamanga kupita kuntchito, koma mwadzidzidzi ndinamva kuti wina wandigwira ndi goli kwambiri.
"Igoresh, ukupita kuti?" Ndinasankha kuti ndichoke kwa ine? - Ani akuyang'ana phokoso. "Kodi anachita mantha?"
"Ndatopa ndipo ndikufuna kugona mofulumira." Koma ... - adawopsya, chifukwa sakufuna kuwoneka ngati wamantha.

Pamapeto pake, zinatenga zaka zambiri! Kodi ndikuopa chiyani?
"Ngati mukuumiriza, ndiye kuti pa eyiti pa foyer." Koma, ndikuchenjezani: osati kwa nthawi yaitali! M'chipindamo, ndinalowa mu malo opumulira manja ndipo ndinapuma, nditaganizira kachiwiri, ndinaitanitsa nambala ya kunyumba. Mkaziyo anachotsa lipenga lake ndipo anali wokondwa kwambiri:
- O, Igorek! Ndizabwino kuti mwaitanira! Tili ndi nkhani zambiri kwa inu! Mishka anali ndi dzino limodzi, ndipo Svetochka ndiwotopa, mwinamwake chifukwa chakuti bambo sali pafupi. Kumvetsera kwa mawu oterewa ndi achibadwidwe a Dashkin, ndinadziganiza ndekha kuti palibe chabwino kuposa mkazi wachikondi ndi wokhulupirika ndi amene sangakuperekere kapena kusiya. Ndipo ine sindikusowa zovuta zonse ndi mtundu uwu wa ulendo. Ndiye nchiyani cholakwika ndi ine?
"Ndikukusowa," adatero ndipo anawonjezera kuti: "Ndibwerera msanga." Ndinadzipangira ndekha kuti sindidzamwa kwambiri, kuti ndisadziteteze. Pambuyo pake, ndine mnyamata, ndipo Anya ... Anya ndi mkazi wapamwamba kwambiri yemwe mwachiwonekere akufuna ine. Ndipo, monga ndimakumbukira, iye si mmodzi mwa iwo omwe amatha kuchoka mosavuta kuchokera ku cholinga. Kawirikawiri, pa 20:00 ndinali kuyembekezera "ex" yanga. Ndipo nditapenya mpumulo wake wochititsa chidwi, ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera kudzitetezera kwenikweni! Chovala chofiira chakuda chakuda chimawonekera kwambiri kuposa chobisika: a deepolol deep anasonyeza kuti hostess "anaiwala" kuvala bra, zikhomo m'matangadza anakopa maso a munthu ndipo anasangalala maganizo.
- Zikuwoneka zokongola ... - Anya anayang'ana m'maso mwanga ndikukakamiza kuti ndikupsompsonona pamsaya.
"Inunso ..." Ndinayankha ndi mawu omveka. Koma zikuwoneka kuti sakufuna yankho langa, monga iye, ndikugwedeza bwino m'chiuno mwake, ndikusunthira ku bar, ndikundisiya, ngati chitsiru, kuti ndiime naye. Poyamba zokambiranazo sizinabwere, koma pambuyo pa galasi lachiwiri la whiskey (ndinadzilonjeza ndekha kuti iyi ndiyo yomalizira!), Mlengalenga inali yochepa chabe, ndipo tinayamba kulankhula. Kunena zoona, ndinakondwera kuti mtsikana wokongola kwambiri, yemwe angathe kukhala ndi munthu aliyense, amandichititsa poyera.

Amayang'anitsitsa maso anga , kuseka nthabwala zanga, amandigwira dzanja langa mosakayikira ... Mosakayika, mowa wandimirira pamutu panga, chifukwa pamene ndinamva nyimbo, ndinakopa Anya kuvina. Ndikuphimba khosi langa ndi manja amodzi ndikugwiritsitsa thupi langa lonse, chikondi choyambirira chinatseka maso anga ndikuwoneka kuti ndikusiya zonse zomwe zikuchitika. Kuchokera pamwamba mpaka pansi ndinawona malingaliro odabwitsa a chifuwa chovala maliseche ndi birthmark pamwamba pamtundu wa kollarbone ... Mwadzidzidzi ndinasokonezeka ndi kukumbukira, chifukwa kamodzi ndinapsompsona centimita iliyonse ya thupi la Ani! Pano ife tiri ndi chikondi choopsa, monga nyama zanjala, ndipo mwachiwiri-mofatsa, ngati achinyamata omwe akunjenjemera. Ndipo tsopano, ndikuyang'ana padontho lakuda ili, ndinazindikira kuti ndikusowa ...
- Chabwino, ndi nthawi. Ndikumayambiriro kwambiri kuti ndidzuka m'mawa kwambiri, "ndinati, kukankhira thupi lachikazi lopweteka kwambiri.
"Koma ..." Iye anataya mutu wake, koma mwamsanga anadzitenga yekha ndipo anapitirizabe ndi mawu okongola kwambiri. "Simukundiperekeza mpaka ku nambala?" Ndikuganiza kuti palibe cholakwika ndi kuperekeza mtsikanayo pakhomo, ayi, ndinavomera. Anya, zinkawoneka, anasintha machenjerero, chifukwa sanandidandaule komanso sanandigwedeze. Chifukwa chake, ine ndikufooketsa chitetezo ndipo mwinamwake ndikudzimvera ndekha ndikuvomera kupitako ku chipinda chake. Ndinakondwera kuti mtsikana wanzeru wotereyu amandifunsa poyera ... Inde, ndi munthu wanji amene angakane?
Atangotseka chitseko kumbuyo kwanga, Anya anandimenya kwambiri pakhoma ndipo anandipsompsona mwachikondi, nthawi zambiri ...
"Kodi wandiphonya ine, wokondedwa?" Anang'ung'udza, kupuma kupuma.
Zinali zovuta kukana kupanikizika koteroko, ndipo kwa mnyamata wathanzi, zimawoneka kuti sizingatheke ntchito. Kutentha komwe kunasuntha thupi langa kunafika pamwamba kwambiri ndipo nthawi yomweyo chilakolako cha kupundula pamimba pamunsi. Mwachidziwikire, woyesayo wanga anamva, chifukwa adakweza bondo pang'ono ndikunyengerera pang'onopang'ono.

Maso akuda ...
"Simuyenera kunena chilichonse." Ine ndikutero zonse zimakhala zomveka ... - Anya adanena izi, pang'onopang'ono akuponya manja ake pamwamba pa thalauza yanga. Poyang'anitsitsa maso anga, adayamba kuphulika. Zinkawoneka kuti ndine wogontha, ndikuwongolera magazi kwambiri m'kachisi wanga. Magazi oponyedwa muzitsulo, panalibe mpweya wokwanira wokondweretsa ... Chinali chiani ndi ine? Sindingathe kukana zovuta izi ndi chilakolako.
Ndinali ndikuganiza molakwika za zomwe ndinali kuchita, chifukwa panali kumverera kwachabechabe pa zomwe zinali kuchitika: semina mu mzinda wachilendo, chikondi choyambirira panthawi yozizwitsa kwambiri, ndipo kwinakwake ndikudziŵa kuti pali mkazi ndi ana ... Kwa nthawi ndithu ndimayesetsa kukana mofulumira kutuluka kwa chilakolako, koma, moona, sizinandichitikire bwino. Anya anasiya chovalacho yekha ndipo anandipeza ine ndi milomo yowuma, yodzaza. Palibe munthu mmalo mwanga amene sakanakhoza kukana ^ Ine ndinalibe! Mwadala, tinkangomva pakamwa pake, ndipo ife tinabwerera ndikugwedezeka ndi zipinda zing'onozing'ono za chipindamo, sitinayanjane, tinafika pa kama. Koma Anya, ndinadabwa kwambiri nditadzuka ndikumuuza kuti:
"Tsopano, Igorek." Perekani mphindi zisanu kuti zonse zisakumbukike! .. Pamene adayimba nyimbo, ndimaganiza kuti mwina adakonzekera chirichonse, ndipo ine, ngati chidole, ndikukwanitsa zonsezi. Koma lingaliro linatha pamene Anya adayamba pang'onopang'ono, ku nyimbo, kuti atenge chovala chake. Chipindacho chinali chakuda, kotero thupi lake lachilendo linali lowala. Sexy lacy panties - ndipo palibe china, palibe zopinga! Ndinadziponyera ndekha ndikulira, ndikudzimitsa manyazi. Anya anaseka ndipo anayesa kuthawa, koma ndinali nditadumphadumpha kuti kachiwiri - ndipo padzakhala kuphulika! Ndinkafuna kuti iye apite nane

Mavutowa ankawoneka kuti ali mlengalenga. Ndikuyang'anitsitsa maso ake mwadzidzidzi ndi kunyezimira, ndinakumbukira chithunzithunzi kuchokera m'buku lokondweretsa za amphaka aakazi: chiwombankhanga cham'mbuyo, nthenda yotsekemera yomwe ili yotsekedwa ... Zomwe zidawoneka m'maganizo atasintha, panali chinthu chimodzi chotsalira: "Ndikufuna! Pano ndi tsopano, ndipo lolani china chirichonse chidikire ... Ndidzaganiza za izi mtsogolomu, mwinamwake mawa ... kapena ayi ... "Anya anandimangira ine ndikuyamba kuchotsa malaya ake. Msungwanayo sanafune kufulumira, zomwe zinapangitsa kuti ndikulakalaka kwambiri. Akuponya malaya ake pabedi, Anya adagwa pansi ndikugwira pamtima pakhosi panga, ndikufuna kutsika pansi. Pa nthawi yomweyi, adali atayambanso kutulutsa ziboliboli pa thalauza lake, zomwe, monga mwayi anali nazo, sanafune kutero. Patangotha ​​mphindi zingapo, Anne adayima mofuula ndipo mokwiya mawu ake anati:
"Ndi chiyani icho?" Nsapato, mwinamwake, mkazi wanu wokondedwa wamng'ono atagulidwa ... Ine ndatulutsidwa kale kuchokera ku mawu awa ndi mawu omwe iwo ankanenedwa. Nditatenga manja ndikumukankhira, Anne adalankhula momveka bwino.
"Inde, ndi bwino iwe, kapena ndikuphwanyika misomali yanga."
- Ayi, osapindula konse!
- Sindidzachita chiyani? Iye anadabwa kwambiri ndi mphesi zake. "Kodi simukufuna?" Ndinamvetsera ndekha ndipo ndinazindikira kuti chilakolakocho chinachoka ndipo chinasintha ndi kukhumudwa. Wachibwenzi wanga wakale sanapweteke mwadzidzidzi ndikumverera chisoni, koma ankafuna kutsimikiza kuti ndinali akadali mu mphamvu yake komanso ndi zing'onoting'ono zazing'onoting'ono zomwe ndikanatha kuitanitsa. Kumvetsera ndekha, mwadzidzidzi ndinazindikira kuti chilakolakocho chinasinthidwa ndi kukhumudwa. Ine sindimamufunanso iye. Ndipo ngati kuti nsaluyo inagwa kuchokera m'maso mwanga ...
Iye ndi mwiniwake, ndiye chifukwa chake adakwiya kwambiri kuti sindikumva zowawa mpaka pano, koma ndine wokondwa, wokwatira, ndili ndi ana ... Kuchokera m'maganizo amenewa ndinakhala woopsya, chifukwa ngakhale pang'ono, ndikupangitsanso kulakwitsa kwakukulu mu moyo wake.
"Inde, sindikufunanso," adatero, ndipo adakhulupirira. "Ndipo chonde musiye kuyesayesa kwanu kundinyengerera."
- chiyani ?! Ndani ananyenga iwe ?! Inde, ndikukufunani chisoni ... - Anya kwachiwiri adasanduka mkwiyo.
- Bwerani, Anka. Ndikumvetsa zonse: m'modzi mumzindamo, ndatopa, ndipo ndiri pano. Kawirikawiri, musamaganizire. Ndili ndi banja, ana awiri abwino. Kamodzi mwachangu - osati kwa ine. Pepani ...
- chiyani ?! Anya kale atakwiya ndi mkwiyo.
- Inde inu ... inu ... munthu wozunzika kwambiri! Ndinakweza malaya anga pansi ndipo sindinamvere temberero limene linanditsatira, ndinasiya chipinda. Sindinatayike ndekha ndi chiyembekezo ndipo ndinapereka lipoti kuti kuyambira pano ndikupita kwa Ani mdani. Ine ndinamukana iye, ndipo iye si mmodzi wa iwo omwe angakhoze kuvomereza izi. Ndipo ine sindikusamala za iye. Muloleni iye akhale moyo wake, ndipo ine ndizikhala moyo wanga.

Mu nambala yanga ine ndinasonkhanitsa mwamsanga zinthu zingapo ndipo m'mawa wotsatira ndinasiya nyumba ya Kharkov. Ulendo wonse wopita ku Kiev, ndinaganiza za Dasha, yemwe anandichotsa kuponyedwa kuphompho kwa kupsinjika kwa Ani; za ana omwe usiku uliwonse ndikabwera kuchokera kuntchito, amabwera kudzakomana nane ndikudumphira manja awo; za chakudya chamadzulo ndi bedi lofunda; za kudalira m'tsogolo, zomwe zimapereka zamuyaya. Ndinadandaula ndi maganizo akuti palibe chimene chingasinthe, kuti ndinalibe chifukwa chomvera chisoni. Sindinauze mkazi wanga kuti ndidzabwera kale - Ndinkafuna kukonzekera. Ndinapita ku sitolo ndikugula ana maswiti, ndipo mkazi wanga - mafuta onunkhira, omwe anali atalota kale. Atatsegula chitseko cham'tsogolo, anamva Mishka akugwetsa pansi pansi ndipo Dasha anamufunsa kuti:
- Amayi, kodi ndinu wotsimikiza kuti bambo angafune? Ndikufuna kumupatsa mpata wondichezera.
"Inde, ine ndizikonda izo ..." mkaziyo analibe nthawi yoti ayankhe, chifukwa iye anamva ndi kulira kwa ana: "Hooray!" Bambo anabwera! "Nditatenga anawo ndi dzanja, ndinapita kwa mkazi wokhala pansi ndikuwerama kuti ndimpsompsone. Nkhope ya Dashutkin inawala ndi chimwemwe, ndipo iyi inali mphoto yabwino kwambiri.
"Chabwino, mapensulo ang'onoang'ono, ndiyenera kukonda chiyani kumeneko?" - Ndinayang'ana mapepala omwe anang'amba ndi mapepala omwe ankamveka.
"Adadi, ndakupangitsani positi, ndipo Svetka anajambula kujambula, ndipo amayi anga anatithandiza, ndipo ndikufuna ndikuwonetseni dzino."
"Ndipo ndikubweretsani mphatso." Fly! - ndi mawu kwa ana omwe ndinanena. "Ndakuphonyani inu nonse!"
Sindinawuze mkazi wanga za semina ndi Ana. Chifukwa chiyani? Kodi mukufuna kudandaula za iye kachiwiri? Chinthu chachikulu ndikuti nthawi imodzi ndikudziwonetsera zonse. Kuyambira tsopano, chikondi choyambirira chidzakhalabe choyambirira - ndipo palibe.