Maria Shukshina, moyo wake

Amayi sanafune kuti azichita ntchito kwa ine. Ndi anthu ochepa chabe amene amaganiza kuti nthawi zitatu zowonetsera zatengedwa kwa maola khumi ndi awiri kapena khumi ndi anayi. Ine sindikuyankhula za ndalama zamaganizo. Ndipo nthawi zina ndizoti musanafuule, kupita ku chipatala ... Tsopano ndili pansi pa chithunzi kuchokera ku kuwombera kwa chithunzichi "Mundiike m'mbuyo mwa chinsalu", sindimalola kuchoka kumeneko. Izi makamaka chifukwa cha ntchito mu filimu ya mnyamata wazaka eyiti Sasha Drobitsko. Anasewera modabwitsa, koma chomwe chiri kumbuyo kwake! Ndipo Maria Shukshina, yemwe moyo wake umamuwoneka kuti wapambana, amakhulupirira kuti chirichonse mu moyo wake chidzabwera, ndipo iye adzapeza chisangalalo chake.

Ana mu mafilimu - ambiri, nkhani yosiyana. Anthu omwe amayendetsa ana awo ovekedwa bwino, okongoletsedwa ndi nkhope zokongola ndi maso a invoice kuti awonere mayesero, samadziwa zomwe iwo ali. Sasha anali ndi udindo waukulu ngakhale kwa munthu wamkulu. Malinga ndi mndandanda wa nkhani, munthu wolimba mtima ndi nyama yanyumba, wopukutidwa ndi agogo aamisala, mnyamata yemwe wapita mwa iye yekha munthu wamng'ono. Wochita maseŵera ang'onoang'ono nayenso anali kuwombera m'malo ovuta kwambiri.


Mwachitsanzo , mkulu wa asilikali Sergei Snezhkin anandiletsa - ndinasewera amayi a Sasha - ndi Svetlana Kryuchkova, adachita bwino agogo awo, kulankhulana ndi mnyamatayo komanso kufika kwa iye. Ana satha kukhala osakhulupirika m'moyo, ndi zovuta kuti iwo asungulumwenso ndikusowa manyazi. Choncho, kulimbikitsidwa kulikonse kwa katswiri wazing'ono kunalibe. Izi zingawoneke ngati nkhanza zenizeni, komabe ndi nzeru za mkulu. Chiwonetsero chirichonse cha chifundo pa mbali yathu chingathe kuwononga zonse - mnyamatayo "adzafooketsa, kusungunuka."

Inde, tinkadera nkhaŵa za Sasha m'moyo. Ndinkafuna kumunyengerera, ndikudandaula ... Osati kokha kuti pachithunzi chake chimangokhalira kukwatulidwa, kotero ngakhale kumapeto, kulankhula kwaumunthu, simungathe kuyankhula! Mu liwu, tsiku lina sindinathe kupirira ndikuyenda. Ndinayang'ana poyambirira - panalibenso wina. "Sasha," ndikunena, "ndiwe munthu wanzeru, waluso." "Inde, ndi zoona?" - maso ake adawoneka akudabwa. - "Inde! Ambuye, Sashenka ... "Ndipo wotsogolera wachiwiri wa chithunzichi akuwonekera:" Maria Vasilyevna, chabwino, mukudziwa, Sergei Olegovich sandilola kuti ndiyandikire mwanayo! "" Sindinanenepo kanthu kwa iye! Kungodutsa. " "Zakale? Dziwani nokha ... "

Chovuta kwambiri chinali cha Maria Shukshina, yemwe moyo wake unali wosakwanira kuti apeze chimwemwe chake, ndithudi amene Svetlana Nikolaevna Kryuchkova akung'ambika. Mzere wachikale wotchedwa Caucasus - mayi amadzikoka yekha, koma agogo amasiye saleka. Onse ali mu fuseti wachisokonezo amaoneka kuti akuiwala kuti akukoka munthu wamoyo ... Ziri bwino kuti mnyamatayo ayenera kulira nthawizonse. Ndipo osati monga ngati kulira nthawi zina, koma kumenyana ndi amanyazi enieni, kuti amve, ndi misonzi, monga akunena, masango. Zimakhala zovuta ngakhale kwa akatswiri akuluakulu kuti aziwombera mu chimango. Zomwe munganene ponena za ana? .. Sasha poyamba adagwiritsa ntchito njira yomwe amaikonda opanga mafilimu - adadyetsa mwana wosauka ndi mpiru.

Ndipo kunali kofunika kuchotsa zingapo kutenga. Inde, nthawi idafika pamene Sasha adabweretsanso msuzi wampiru, ndipo mwanayo anayamba kung'amba: "Osati mpiru yekha! Ine ndidzilipira ndekha! "Koma" mwiniwake ", tsoka, sizinagwire ntchito.


Palinso kanthu kakang'ono kokongola kwa misonzi - pensulo ya menthol. Amatulutsa maso - ndipo kulira kwa Yaroslavna kumatetezedwa! Kupweteka ndikumveka kopweteka kwambiri komwe kumafuula splatter kasupe.

Pamene mnyamata wosauka, yemwe sankadziwa chomwe pensulo iyi inali, anati "menthol", anavomera. Chinthu chachikulu, chimene amakhulupirira, chinali kuchotsa ndevu. Ife, akuluakulu ochita masewerawa, tinamumvera chisoni kwambiri, chifukwa mosiyana ndi iye tinkadziwa - kuchokera ku menthol diso linangotuluka mkati.

Ndipo ndinayang'ana mayi anga Sasha, amene analipo pamalowo. Kuyang'ana pa mayiyo kunali koopsa: mkaziyo adakhala wopanda nkhope, ali ndi nkhope yobiriwira. Ndinaganiza zoopsa zomwe zikuchitika tsopano mu moyo wake, ndikudabwa momwe angachitire m'malo mwake ... Gwiritsani mwanayo mwakachetechete ndi kufuula kuti: "Tumizani ndi filimu yanu!" Ndizovuta. Gawo la filimuyo latengedwa, chinthu chimodzi chotsalira - kuwona momwe mwana wanu akumva ululu chifukwa cha kanema wabwino.

... Inu mukudziwa, kukumbukira ndi chinthu chodabwitsa kwambiri. Ndinayang'ana nkhope ya Sasha yolakwika, ndipo ndinakumbukira nkhani ya ubwana wanga. Chowonadi ndi chakuti ndikudziwa ndekha kuti kukoma kwa mpiru ndi kotani, makamaka ... pamene muli wamng'ono, ndipo pali zambiri. Ndinadula misomali yanga. Ndinali ndi zaka zinayi pamene amayi anga adasankha kunditsutsa pa bizinesi ili. Kukambirana za msungwana wokongola kuti ayende ndi zala, ndizilombo zingati zomwe zimakhala pansi pa marigolds, sizinathandize. Icho chinkafuna "ablation ablation". Momwe adasankhira anthu ambiri - adalemba zala zala zala zala. Mwa njirayi, tiyenera kukumbukira kuti Lydia Fedoseyeva-Shukshina - amayi anga sali nkhanza. Anangomvetsetsa: ngati simukuletsa chirichonse tsopano, musandiwonetse ine mankhwala otha msinkhu wakubadwa ... Tsoka, ndili mwana ndili ndi chizoloŵezi choipa ndikugonjetsa amayi anga ndi mankhwala ake. Zinali zonyansa kupanga nsabwe monga choncho, koma ndinazichita! Mayi ambiri sanandiyese, motero, ndinamvetsa kuti: ngakhale turpentine mazh - simungathe kuchita zachiwerewere! Aliyense ndi kayfuet mwanjira yake ... Misomali yanga ikukuta lero


Ngakhale pafupi- siyana mu filimu Shukshin samaimitsa zambiri, chifukwa pali anthu odabwitsa - opanga mafilimu. Nthaŵi zingapo mmoyo wanga, pamene ndimaseŵera madona aakazi, ndinayenera kukhometsa misomali yanga. Sindinkafuna kuchita izi, sindinapeze manicure kwa nthawi yaitali, choncho mabuku omwe makina achikasu anandifotokozera mwachidwi. Iwo analemba kuti Ksenia Sobchak anawonjezera milomo yake, ndipo Maria Shukshina, yemwe moyo wake unali wosakwanira kuti apange chimwemwe pamoyo wake, anawonjezera misomali yake. Sindingathe kuimirira misomali yonse, kuphatikizapo!

Kotero, pafupi ndi zomwe zili mu cinema. Menthol menthol, ndi Kriuchkova ndiyeneranso kumwaza mwana wosauka ... Nthawi zambiri ndinkamvetsa bwino momwe tingachotsere ... Inde, mnyamatayo anali ndi chisoni. Ndipo kawiri kawiri adayesa kukoka Sasha mosiyana ndi jekete, osati kwa manja. Mtsogoleri wathu wamkulu Snezhkin anatidandaula kwambiri kuti: "Kodi simukudziwa kuti zikunama zabodza, osasamala, palibe amene angazikhulupirire?" Ineyo ndi Svetlana Nikolaevna, tinkamumvera chisoni mwanayo. Chifukwa awiriwa amayenera kubwezeretsedwa, komanso kachiwiri menthol, misozi ...

Nthawi yotsatira tidakokera mwamphamvu. Ndizoopsa. Maria anadzimva yekha pamphepete mwachisokonezo: Ndinadandaula, Svetlana Nikolaevna akufuula, maso a mwanayo akuwotchedwa ndi menthol, ndipo akudandaula kuti pali mphamvu. Ndiye panali wina kutenga, mobwerezabwereza ... Innokenty Smoktunovsky mu bukhu lake sanazindikire chifukwa chakuti malinga ndi chiwerengero cha matenda a maganizo omwe ochita masewera akhala nawo nthawi yaitali ndi osasunga chikhato cha mpikisano padziko lonse lapansi. Komabe ine ndikutsutsapo, kuti pa zovuta za malonda omwe timapita nthawi yomweyo kumbuyo kwa opaleshoni. Ndiko, wodwala, dokotala - zonse ziri pafupi. Black ndi nthabwala chotero.

... Nthawi zonse pali anthu omwe ali m'bwalo lamilandu, koma kwa nthawi yoyamba ine ndikuwombera pang'onopang'ono, nditatha kugwira ntchito, yomwe idadzaza ndi imfa. Palibe amene akanakhoza kunena mawu. Panali zopanda pake, zomwe sizidziwike komwe zinachokera, chifukwa anthu omwe analipo, amamvetsetsa: ndi filimu chabe, fantasy, nthano.

Svetlana Nikolaevna anabwezeretsanso kawiri panthawi yopuma. Mtima ... Amadziphonya yekha nkhani yoopsya - nkhani ya kupha chikondi cha mkazi wosadziwika. Ife tinamuyembekezera kuti abwerere kuchokera kuchipatala, akupemphera kuti chirichonse chichitike.


Sasha ankasewera ndi munthu wamkulu mu moyo. M'malo mwa makolo, ndinkangoganiziranso ngati ndingamupatse mwanayo filimu yochititsa chidwi ... Kwa ine m'mikhalidwe yotereyi, nthawizonse amamenyana ndi amayi ake. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndizochititsa manyazi kuti musapeze mnyamata woterewa mwa abwenzi omwe adasankhidwa kuchokera kwa ana ena 500. Komabe, maganizo anga akutsutsana. Koma Sasha anapatsidwa chiwonongeko chonse chifukwa cha, mwina, kusinthasintha kwa psyche ya mwanayo. Ankachita zozizwitsa ndipo anapita ku ngodya kuti akaseŵe masewero.

Maria sanaphunzitse luso la wojambula, chirichonse chomwe chiri, anabwera ndi chidziwitso. Choncho, panthawi yomwe Sasha ine ndimalowetsa ana anga aang'ono. Makar, ndikuwoneka kuti, kale ndine munthu wa zaka zakubadwa, Anya - kawirikawiri wamkulu, kotero ndinaganiza kuti Thomas ndi Foku. Ndikuganiza ngati ndilibe ana anga, ntchitoyi siingagwire ntchito. Ana amakhala m'dzikolo, chifukwa zilizonse zimakhala zomveka kusiyana ndi Moscow. Pisanafike mavuto, panali ntchito zambiri, popanda mpweya, kwenikweni. Ndinawona Foma ndi Foka nthawi zambiri. Inde, ndinkatopa komanso ndinkadandaula. Maria anakumbukira chisoni ichi pa khoti. Pano pali msonkhano wodabwitsa: ana anga m'dziko muno ndi abambo, ndi mwana wamwamuna wokongola Sasha - agogo opusa ndi agogo aakazi, ndipo mayiyo akulakalaka kuti asakhale ndi mwayi wowona ana awo ali ndi chikhalidwe chomwecho. Tosca, monga zikuwonekera kwa ine, nthawi zambiri ndi imodzi, yoyamba, ndipo ndiyo yomaliza. Pokhapokha ngati muli ndi kanema muyenera kutenthetsa, monga momwe ziyenera kukhalira, nthawi zambiri m'maganizo anu mukupita ku chimanga. Choncho, ochita masewero amayamikira zomwe zimachitikira, makamaka zomwe zikugwirizana ndi kuvutika. Chifukwa mutha kuzigwiritsa ntchito pambuyo pake. Inde, nkhanza. Koma izi ndi zomwe ntchito yathu imangidwira.

Chilimwe chotsiriza tinkalemba zolemba zokhudzana ndi moyo wa papa, ndipo panthawi imeneyi ana anga adauzidwa kuti athetsereni adenoids. Ndinkadandaula kuti sindingakhale pafupi ndi Foma ndi Foka, koma kuti ndisokoneze kuwombera, panalibe ngakhale funso. Izi zikanasokoneza miyoyo ya anthu ena ogwira ntchito, kusokoneza nthawi, kubweretsa opanga. Mwaichi, ndikuwopsya kwambiri. Ndipo ana anga mwinamwake anaphunzira kukhala ndi moyo monga momwe ndinkachitira poyamba. N'zotheka. Ndinaona makolo anga otchuka kwambiri kawirikawiri. Ndipo, moona, ndilibe kukumbukira konse kwa amayi ndi abambo ...


- Maria, ndipo mumalira mofuula kwa kanema?

- Ndili ndi mavuto ambiri m'moyo ndi momwe sindiyenera kulira mu chimango. Pulogalamu yakuti "Yembekezerani ine", yomwe ndikutsogolera, nthawi zina amaganiza za maganizo kwambiri. Khungani sizingatheke - zodzoladzola zidzatuluka, simungathe kuzungulira mphuno yanu - padzakhala ukwati ndi phokoso, ndi zina zotero. Kotero ndimayesetsa kukhala ndekha. Kamodzi kokha kachitidwe kosayenera. Panali chiwembu ... Tinalemba mayi yemwe anali kufunafuna mwana wake wazaka ziwiri. Kawirikawiri, nkhani za ana otayika ndi za ine zoopsa kwambiri. Ndipo mkazi uyu anandiuza ine momwe iwo anapita ndi bambo wa mwanayo pa sitima. Panali mikangano. Mwamunayo adatenga mwana wamwezi wa miyezi iwiri ndipo anathamangira naye ku nsanja. Iye sanaone mwana wake kuyambira pamenepo. Mofanana, tinalemba munthu wina yemwe ananenanso za kukangana pa sitimayo. Anangomwalira mwanayo. Kuthamanga pa nsanja ndi mwanayo, mwamunayo anamva kuti akusowa chidziwitso. Anadwala, wina adamutcha ambulansi, mwana amachotsedwa kwa iye ndi mlendo ... Zinaoneka kuti onsewa m'moyo akufunafuna mnyamata yemweyo. Tinayamba kufunafuna mkazi yemwe adatengapo mbali pamapeto pa mwanayo. Kupezeka. Adavomereza kuti anamuyika pawindo pa malo omwewo, pa siteshoni, ndipo sadamuwonenso ... Mnyamatayo anali m'gulu limodzi la ana amasiye, koma aphungu ndi oyang'anira sanathamangire kumtenga. Mwanayo anali kukonzekera njira yokonzedweratu. Mapepala onse ochokera kwa makolo ake omwe adalimbikitsidwa anali atasonkhanitsidwa, ndipo ngati chirichonse chinali chitatha, amayi ndi abambo enieni sakanatha kuzipeza!


Mphunzitsi wa nyumba ya ana amasiye anawonetsa zithunzi za ana athu ambirimbiri ndikumuitana kuti apeze yekha. Ana a msinkhu uwu ndi osiyana kwambiri, ndipo mtima wanga ukupweteka - kodi adzatha kumudziwa mwana wake? .. Mzimayiyu anali wamanjenje kwambiri, kwa mphindi khumi anali kusankha zithunzi za anyamatawo. Mavuto omwe analipo mu studio anali otsika kwambiri. Ine ndinali kugwedezeka. Ndipo iye anachita! Ndinazindikira, ngakhale kuti zoposa chaka chadutsa. Pamene chigawocho chinatengedwa kuchokera ku chigawenga chaching'ono, sindinathe kupirira - ndinayamba kulira ndikulira.

Ana kumbuyo kwa plinth ndi ana pawindo ndi oopsa kwambiri ndipo ndithudi ...