Anna akuwoneka kuti nkhani yathu ndi Max inayamba ndi kutha nthawi yayitali. Zochitika zambiri zinachitika m'moyo wanga mutatha kugawana naye. Koma ndimakumbukira Leonidov ndichisoni ndipo sindikudziwa chifukwa chake zimakhala ndi mkwiyo kapena kudziimba mlandu. Chakumapeto kwa zaka za m'ma 1980, "Chinsinsi" chapamwamba chotchedwa "Qualet" chapamwamba chinapeza kutchuka kosaneneka. Makamaka ku St. Petersburg. Aliyense ankamukonda, ngakhale m'badwo wakale. Chifukwa anyamata ochokera "Mwachinsinsi" ngakhale kuti amawawonetsa azinyoza, kwenikweni iwo anali okonzeka bwino, anyamata okoma. Mayi anati: "Taonani, ndibwino, wanzeru." Koma iwo sanali mtundu wanga. Ndinakonda thanthwe ndipo ndinayamba kupenga ndi Grebenshikov. Kuchokera pa ngodya ya khutu lake anamva kuti Leonidov adachoka ku Israeli, koma sanandimvere. Ndinamaliza sukulu ya sekondale, kenako sukulu ya zisudzo. Ndinalowa ku Komissarzhevskaya Theatre. Tsiku lina madzulo anandiitana kuti ndiwombere pulogalamu ya TV. Ine ndikubwera: mu studio ya chisokonezo ndi mwadzidzidzi Leonidov ndi wolamulira wake Sasha kulowa. Iwo anawoneka - ndipo anthu onse mozungulira mwinamwake mwamsanga anayamba kukhala aang'ono, otentha, chifukwa awiriwa anali okongola kwambiri. Wamtali, wamtali, wowala. Maxim, yemwe ndimamuona kuti ndi "mwana wa mai anga aang'ono," adasiyanasiyana kwambiri pochoka kudziko lina-ovuta, ovuta. Ndipo chofunika kwambiri - akuluakulu. Pa nthawi imeneyo iye anali sate-firii kapena sate-foro, ndipo ine ndinali twente. Ife tinayambitsidwa. Tinayang'anani wina ndi mzake, ndipo onse ... Poyamba kuona kuti pali kugwirizana kosaoneka ndi Anna - izi ziribe kanthu kuti zisokonezeke. Kutayika kwa magetsi, kutuluka kwa anthu, ndi kukondana, amayamba kukondana wina ndi mzake. Ine ndinataya mutu wanga ndipo ndinalakwitsa kuti Max sangakhoze kumukhululukira Anna ... Leonidov ndi ine tinali osiyana kwambiri, ngati kuti ochokera ku mapulaneti osiyanasiyana. Makolo ake amachokera kumalo otetezeka. Max anatsatira mapazi a atate wake, wotchuka wotchuka Leonid Leonidov ku St. Petersburg. Ndipo amayi a Anna ankatumikira monga injiniya, ntchito yake inkaoneka ngati yosasangalatsa komanso yosasangalatsa. Zoona, agogo anga anali ojambula bwino kwambiri, omwe anali oyambirira a Leningrad Theatre of Musical Comedy. Ndimamuyamikirabe, koma sindiri wofanana kwambiri ndi khalidwe lake. Max amakhala nthawi zonse pakati pa mzinda, pa Moika, pafupi ndi Hermitage ndi Dvortsovaya. Ndipo ndimakhala pa Veterans Avenue - ndi mudzi wamudzi waukulu. Ndinapita kusukulu yachizolowezi m'chigawo, ndipo Max anaphunzira sukulu ya Capella. Panali anyamata ophwanyidwa okha, ndikumvetsera kwathunthu. Kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku iwo anali ndi maphunziro, zokambirana, masewera a choyra komanso opanda moyo. Ndipo ndinali ndi chidwi kwambiri ndi chikondi kusukulu ya sekondale.
Chikondi Choyamba
Nthawi yoyamba ndinayamba kukondana kwambiri ndi kalasi yachisanu ndi chitatu. Dzina lake linali Dima. Iye anali wamkulu, anali atamaliza sukulu ndipo ankagwira ntchito monga dalaivala. Mwamuna wabwino kwambiri, monga ndi chivundikiro cha magaziniyi. Atsikana onse ankalota za iye. Ndipo anasankha Anna. Ndinabwera kusukulu pa galimoto yanga ndikudikirira, nditayima pafupi ndi nyumbayo. Zinali zodabwitsa! Ndinasiya maphunzirowa, ndipo tonse tinachoka. Ndipo aliyense anali ndi nsanje nane! Iye anali ndendende mtundu umene ndimakonda nthawi zonse, - hooligan, kwathunthu otvyazny. Iye anali wokondwa kwambiri ndi iye. Tinkafuna ngakhale kukwatira. Amayi sakanakhoza kuchita kalikonse. Anayesetsa kukhala wolimba, koma sakanatha kupirira nane. Nthawi ina, pamene ine, nditasiya maphunziro, Pamene ndinkafuna kuthawa kwa wokondedwa wanga, amayi anga anaima pakhomo: "Sindidzakulolani kupita! Gona apa pakhomo. " "Ugone pansi, Amayi. Ndidzadutsa "ndikufuna kuti ndimuthandize kwa wokondedwa wake, iye ananyamuka pakhomo.
"Simukupita kulikonse."
- Ayi, ndikupita.
"Sindidzakulolani kupita!" Gona apa pakhomo! Ndipo iwe upita kukayenda, ingoyenda pa ine!
"Ugone pansi, Amayi." Ndidutsa.
Anna sakanakhoza kusungidwa. Ine sindinamvetse kalikonse, ine ndinkawuluka pa mapiko a chikondi, ndizo zonse! Kenaka adagonjana ndi wina ... Poyerekeza ndi munthu uyu, suti ena ankawoneka nkhuku basi. Iye anali wa Chibuda ndipo anandigonjetsa ine ndi malingaliro ake apadera pa moyo. Nthawi zonse anapanga chinachake. Mwachitsanzo, m'malo mwa tekesi mungadzafike pa chimbudzi chambiri ndikupita ku Astoria kukamwa khofi. Tili ndi iye tinapita kukachezera wachibale wanga wakutali ku Greece, ndipo ndizowopseza kukumbukira zosangalatsa zathu kumeneko. Iwo anathawa m'malesitilanti popanda kulipira, akuba zinthu zamtundu uliwonse zamakono. Ndi chozizwitsa chokha chomwe sitinasungidwe ndi apolisi. Nthawi zina zinali zochititsa manyazi, koma nthawi zambiri - zosangalatsa. Achinyamata, ngati vinyo, adagunda mitu yathu ndikuwapotoza mu kamvuluvulu wa zokondweretsa. Ndipo Max anali wosiyana kwambiri. Ngakhale ndili wamng'ono. Iye ndi chirengedwe - chosungidwa, cholondola, chokhazikika. Anaphunzira bwino ku LGITMiK, adakondedwa ndi ophunzira komanso aphunzitsi. Ndiye iye anakwatira, anakhala mwamuna wabwino kwambiri ... Ndiyeno_ndiye. Pamene adayamba kuonekera pamodzi, zinali zoonekeratu kuti ndife osiyana bwanji. Kuchokera pa miniti yomwe tinakumanako payikidwa, sitinasiyepo. Koma Max nthawi zambiri anapita kwa Israeli kwa makolo ake ndi mkazi wake, Irina Selezneva. Ndinadziwa kuti Max anali wokwatira, koma, ngakhale izi, ndinasamukira kwa iye. Inde, tsopano sindikanachita zimenezo. Ukwati wawo ndi Ira mu phwando la zisewero ankawoneka ngati woyenera. Chowonadi ndi chakuti woyambitsa woyendayenda anali Max. Chifukwa chache Selezneva, yemwe anali ndi udindo waukulu mwa Lev Dodin, anachoka ku Maly Drama Theatre, napereka ntchito yake. Irina ali ndi khalidwe lolimba, iye anali wothamanga, ngakhale ngati mtsogoleri wa masewera. Atafika kudziko lachilendo, Selezneva adaphunzira Chihebri ndipo adadziwika kwambiri ku Israel. Ndipo Max mwanjira inayake sanachite bwino, kapena sakudziwa chomwe akufuna. Ndinatembenuka ndikuganiza zobwerera, ndikupereka kwa Ira. Koma tsopano iye anati ayi. Sindinkafuna kuyambiranso. Max anakumana ndi kusankha. Kumbali imodzi, iye anali ndi ngongole zambiri kwa mkazi wake ndipo anamverera udindo wake kwa iye, kwinakwake_iye sakanakhoza kukhala konse mu Israeli. Ndipo adang'ambika pakati pa Peter ndi Tel Aviv. Kenaka anayamba kugwedeza pakati pa Anna ndi Ira ... Zinali zovuta kwa iye, koma sindinamvetsetse, chifukwa ndinali mwana - wokonda, wodzikonda. Ndinaona kuti Max anali wokondana, ndipo adafuna kuti asandibisire, anayenda paliponse ndi ine, anati ndine bwenzi lake. Atatha kufunsa mafunso otsatirawa, adakumbatira nsanje kuti: "Chifukwa chiyani munanena za Ira? Pambuyo pake, inu muli ndi ine! Ndikuyenera kunena za ine! "Sindinkadziwa kuti mkazi wake anali Ira. Pambuyo pake, amandikonda, ndipo pano pali mkazi wina ?! Iye anaika zowonjezereka: "Kaya ine-kapena iye. Ngati iye ali mkazi wanu, pitani kwa iye! Khalani nawo! Ndipo ndizo zonse! Ndipo musandiyitane! "Ndikukumbukira ndikudabwa momwe ndakhalira. Manyazi pa Ira. Max anafunika kusankha chisankho chotizunza. Ndipo iye anapita ku Israeli kukalankhula ndi mkazi wake. Asananyamuke, anandipatsa pager, ndiye panalibe mafoni a m'manja. Ndipo tsopano ndikuyenda ku Gorokhovaya Street, ndipo mwadzidzidzi uthenga umabwera: "Ndimakukondani. Kwambiri! "Kotero Leonidov ananena chirichonse kwa Ira ndipo iwo analekana. Anandisankha ine! Ndipo tsopano tili pamodzi! Moyo wathu wakhala ngati nkhani yachinsinsi. Iyo inali nthawi yabwino kwambiri, yodzaza ndi chikondi ndi chisangalalo. Ngakhale kupsa mtima kwanga kosalekeza kunkakhala kosalekeza, ndimakhala ndikumwetulira nthawi zonse zomwe zimandikhudza kwambiri.
Ubale wa Banja
Mu mgwirizano wathu, ine ndinali mwana, ndipo Max anali wamkulu. Anapita kukagula zinthu, chakudya chophika, kundipweteka, ngakhale kuphunzira kuphika pilaf yomwe ndimakonda. Sindinadziwe chilichonse chokhudza kukana, ndipo chilichonse chimene wandichitira, anachita mwachikondi. Ndinagula zomwe ndinapempha, tinkapita ku malo odyera omwe ndinkakonda. Ndinali ndi ndalama zambiri zomwe ndinkafuna. Makamaka pa bullshit. Max anatsimikiza kuti:
"Chonde, dzigulireni nokha chinachake."
"Ndili ndi zovala zokwanira!"
- Ayi, sikuti ... Gulani zabwino.
- Ndili ndi zonse zabwino. Taonani, ndi zazifupi ndi t-sheti. Kodi ndikugwirizana nazo?
"Chilichonse chimakuyenderani, koma ndi nsalu, osati zovala." Ndikufuna kuti mudzigule chinthu chofunika kwambiri.
Ndinaseka:
- Chifukwa chiyani? Ndimakukondani inu!
Mwinamwake, Max anandikankha ine kuti ndinakulira. Koma sindinakonzedwe ndalama, pazinthu zamakono. Chinthu chanzeru kwa ine ndipo tsopano ndi zovuta kugula, ndibwino kuti tipange zosiyana kwambiri, osati zokwera mtengo. Chinthu chachikulu chomwe chinali chosangalatsa. Leonidov nthawi zambiri ankayesera kundiphunzitsa, ndipo ine, m'malo mwake, ndinanyenga pamaso pake nthawi zambiri. Ndipo ngakhale ife tinkawoneka moyipa palimodzi, kusiyana pakati pa msinkhu ndi khalidwe kunali koonekera kwambiri. Max ali ndi zaka zoposa khumi ndi zitatu. Nthawi zina tinkalakwitsa abambo ndi abambo. Ndipo ife pamodzi ndi zosangalatsa timasewera masewerawa. Max anati iyi ndi nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ... Ndikuganiza kuti inali. Patangotha mwezi umodzi, Leonidov, yemwe tinkamudziwa naye, adalemba kuti "Wachinyamata-Masomphenya". Monga adanena - adali ndi chiwonetsero cha chikondi. Ndiyeno ine ndinawonekera mu moyo wake. "Chiwonetsero cha Atsikana" chinayamba kugunda. Ndipo kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ulemerero unayamba kubwerera kwa Max. Analemba nyimbo zatsopano, adazilemba mwamsanga ndi kulikonse - pa kadzutsa, mu bafa. Iye adanena kuti onse anali ndi ine, chifukwa cha ine ... Max ankagwira ntchito mwakhama. Iye anangotulutsa nyimbo, ndipo adalemba nyimbo zotsatira. Iye sanakane zolankhula zilizonse - kunali kofunika kuti agonjetse omvera. Ndipo kotero izo zinachitika: iye ali ndi masewera kuzungulira dzikoli, ndipo ine ndiri ndi ulendo ku Kazan, motalika kwambiri. Ndinachoka, tinasowa kupenga. Anatchulidwa kangapo patsiku, analota pamsonkhano, koma anali ndi nthawi yotanganidwa kotero kuti sakanakhoza kuthawa. Ndiyeno ndinaganiza zodabwa. Khwando lake lotsatira linali ku Nizhny Novgorod. Ndinapeza kuchokera kwa woyang'anira Sasha pamene Leonidov anafika kumeneko, ndipo anafikanso. Ndinadikirira pa siteshoniyi. Max sanadziwe kanthu, Sasha sanapereke. Ndipo kotero sitima inabwera ndipo Max anandiwona ... Iye anali ndi nkhope yosangalatsa-yosangalatsa! Anathamangira kwa ine papulatifomu, anakumbatira, anayamba kukupsompsona. Ndiyeno akuti:
"Mvetserani, kodi tifunika kugawana?" Kodi sitifunikira kukhala pamodzi?
- Koma muli ndi ulendo. Ndipo kuchokera kwa ine.
-Ayi. Choncho n'kosatheka. Sindikufuna. Ndakhala ndikukhala ndi izi. Si chikondi osati moyo ...
Sindinatsutsane. Ndiyeno ndinaganiza zosiya ntchito yanga. Mkulu wa zisudzo Viktor Abramovich Novikov anandilola kupita. Zoonadi, iye anati: "Pitani, muyende. Posachedwa mudzabwerera. " Amadziŵa bwino Max ndipo amamuchitira bwino. Koma komabe, mwinamwake, iye adawona masewera ambiri a achinyamata. Ndipo sindine oyamba kuchoka pa siteji ndikukhala mkazi wokhulupirika. Iye ankadziwa momwe izo zatha. Tsopano ndakhala ndiri pafupi ndi Max - pojambula nyimbo mu studio, pamakambirano, pamakonema ndi kujambula. Iye ankakonda izo moopsya. Tidakhala ndi chikondi chotero kuti sitingathe kudzipasula pang'onopang'ono. Max amafunika kundikhudza nthawi zonse. Tinakumbatira ndikupsompsona paliponse, osasamala aliyense. Paziwonetsero za filimuyo "Mzimu", panthawi yopumula, iwo amagona pansi pamphepete mwazitsulo ndikugona. Tinauzidwa kuti: "Siyani! Zili zovuta kale kuti ndikuyang'ane! "Koma sitinathe kuthandizira. Tinali okondwa. Ndili ndi dziko lotsekedwa ku Max, ndinataya abwenzi ndi abwenzi. M'nthano ina imanenedwa kuti anthu adagawanika kukhala halves. Ndipo ife tinapeza wina ndi mzake, tinakhala cholengedwa chimodzi. Kotero, patatha zaka zingapo, zinkangowoneka kuti dzanja langa linang'ambika, mwendo wanga ... mutu wanga unadulidwa, vuto langa linali loopsa. Ndipo iye, mwinamwake, nayenso. Koma m'masiku amenewo tinali okondwa ndikuganiza kuti ndi kwanthawizonse. Max anali wansanje kwambiri pa ine. Kwa onse. Iye adanena kuti sakudziwa kuti nsanje ndi yani, koma tsopano akupenga. Anandipempha kuti ndizivala moyenera. Ndipo kwa ine, mosiyana, ine ndinkafuna kuti ndiziwoneka wokongola, wamkono - kwa iye. Ndinkavala miketi yaying'ono ndi malaya omwe ankatsindika. Iwo anapita kwa ine kwambiri. Max adasewera kwambiri pamagulu. Ndinawonerera makanema kuchokera kwa omvera. Omvera sankadziwa kuti ndine ndani, ndipo nthawi zambiri abambo anabwera kwa ine ndi zopereka kukomana kapena kuvina. Inde, ndinakana, koma Max akadali ndi nkhawa. Nthaŵi ina pamsonkhano pamodzi ndi ine ndinayamba kukondana ndi mnyamata wina ndipo sanasiye. Ndiyeno Max kuchokera pa sitejiyo anati: "Chokani! Uyu ndi mkazi wanga! "Ndiyeno anapempha kuti:" Nthawi yotsatira, khalani pansi kwinakwake. Zidzakhala zabwino kwa ine. Sindikufuna kuti ndikhale pestered. Valani chiguduli chakuda, mwinamwake ndiye sichidzakumverani. " Takhala pamodzi kwa nthawi yaitali ndikufuna kwambiri kukwatira. Koma Selezneva sanavomereze kusudzulana. Mu Israeli, malamulo ake ndi kusudzulana ndizovuta. Ira anafunsa ndalama zambiri. Ndiye izo zinandikwiyitsa ine, koma tsopano ine ndikumvetsa - kunyoza kunali kuyankhula mmenemo. Kotero iye anabwezera pa Max chifukwa chachinyengo. Leonidov analembera alangizi a zamalamulo ku Israeli, koma mlanduwu unali wautali komanso wofunika kwambiri. Ife tinkawoneka moyipa palimodzi, koma kusiyana kwa m'badwo ndi khalidwe kunali kowonekera kwambiri. Nthawi zina tinkalakwitsa abambo ndi abambo.
Pa ubale wathu, kusowa kwa sitampu pasipoti kunalibe zotsatira. Ife tinakhala moyo weniweni wa banja. Max wayamba kale kupanga ndalama zabwino, ndipo ife tinagula nyumba pakati, pa Street Bolshaya Moskovskaya. Kodi anakonza. Amasankha zinyumba. Iyo inali nthawi yabwino kwambiri. Paitanidwe la mnzake, Andrey Makarevich, Max anayamba kuchita pulogalamu ya pa TV "Eh, misewu." Kuti kuwombera kuyenera kuyendayenda padziko lapansi. Ife tinapita limodzi. Ndinalowa kampani yabwino kwambiri - Leonid Yarmolnik, Andrei Makarevich, Boris Grebenshchikov. Ndinali wokonzeka kulankhula popanda kugona ndi kupuma, kuti ndiwone malo atsopano. Kwa Max sizinali zophweka ngati ine. Pamene ndinali kusewera, adagwira ntchito. Iye adayankhula kutsogolo kwa kamera kutentha, kupanga zolemba zopanda malire. Ndipo maulendo ake oyendayenda adayesedwa kwambiri. Max amakonda nyumba ndi ulesi kwambiri. Ndipo ine sindiri. Sindinali kusamala komwe ndingagone, zakudya zoti ndidye, komanso zofunika kwambiri kusunthira. Mwinamwake, zinali mu maulendo awa omwe Max akutopa kuchokera ku moyo wathu anayamba kuwonetsa kwa nthawi yoyamba. Koma ine sindinamvetsere izo. Max potsiriza anasudzulana, ndipo ife tinayamba kukonza ukwati. Sindikukumbukira ngakhale ngati anandipatsa ntchito yovomerezeka. Zinali ngati nkhani ndithu. Panthawi imene tinakhala pamodzi zaka zitatu. Iwo sanachite nawo mbali ndipo sakanakhoza kuganiza kuti ife tidzagawana tsiku limodzi. Max ankafuna kuti ndigule kavalidwe kakang'ono ka ukwati. Tinapita ku sitolo, ndipo ndinasankha kavalidwe kakang'ono kakang'ono, ndi mapiko ndi maluwa a buluu. Nditayesera, Max anafuula. Ndinakhudzidwa kwambiri ndi diresi iyi, ngati mtsikana. Ndimakumbukirabe. Kulirira mayi anga pakhomo: nthawi zina ndimafuna kumuyang'ana, kumbukirani - momwe zinaliri ndi zomwe ndinali. Leonidov anaganiza zokonzekera phwando m'nyumba ya olemba. Tinali ndi phwando la ukwati ndi kanyumba ka rock pa nthawi yomweyo. Max anaimba, abwenzi athu anaimba - Lesha Lebedinskaya, Sergei Galanin, Andrei Makarevich, Boris Grebenshchikov ... Ndipo patangotha masiku awiri Leonidov ananditenga kukakhala naye. Ife tinayima kwa masiku angapo mu mzinda wina ndipo tinayenda patali, kuzungulira Dziko. Ndichikondi changa paulendo, chinali mphatso yachifumu chabe. Ku Paris, ankawuluka ku Barbados, kapena ku Los Angeles, kuchokera kwinakwake. Ndipo ku France - galu ozizira, mphepo, mvula. Pamene tinkafika ku hotelo, kunali usiku. Koma ndine wamng'ono! Ine sindikusamala! Leonidov anali atatopa ndikugona. Ndikunena kuti:
"Max, nyamuka, tiyeni tipite!" Iye anadabwa.
- Kuti?
- Kuyenda! Ine nthawizonse ndalota za Paris!
"Chonde, tiyeni tipite mawa." Tiyenda mofanana ndi momwe mukufunira. Ndipo tsopano ndikufunika kupumula.
- Kodi iwe, sindingakhoze kudikira mpaka mawa! Nyamuka!
"Koma mvula imagwa kumeneko!"
"Tidzayenda mvula." Nyamuka pakali pano! Bwerani!
Ndinakakamiza, ndinalumbirira. Ndipo iye anali atatopa. Aliyense ali ndi ufulu wotopa. Ndegezo zinali zolemetsa. Iye wayendera kale mizinda yonseyi, ndipo kangapo. Anandithamangira ine. Ndipo ine sindinamumvetse iye. Zinali zoopsa.
Atatha ukwatiwo
Atatha ukwatiwo anayamba kundikumbutsa nthawi zonse kuti ndine mkazi wake. Ndinayesera kufotokoza kuti "mkazi" ndi mlonda. Ndipo sindinkafuna kusintha moyo wanga, kusiya chinachake. Ndipo iye sanadzimve yekha kuti ndiye "mdindo". Ndili ndi khalidwe - Ndikhoza kuchita zonse, koma ngati ndikufuna ndekha. Ndinaphunzira kuphika, kusamba, chitsulo ... Ndinagwira ntchito zonse zapakhomo. M'malo mwake, ndimasewera masewerawa: Ndine mkazi - Ndimaphwanya malaya anga, ndimakhala wotanganidwa panyumba. Ndinazindikiranso zakudya zamwenye! Koma izi zinandichotsa mwamsanga. Kotero, ife tidzasewera mosiyana! Ndipo tinafunika kuphika Max ... Sizinali zolemetsa kwa iye khitchini. Koma chifukwa choti sindinkafuna kumusamalira, Max anadandaula. Iye ankalota za nyumba ya banja. Iye anati: "Ndikufuna mtendere, ndipo ndilibe iwe mulibe mpumulo m'moyo wanga ndipo sindingathe." Ndinakhumudwa ndi zokambiranazi. Poyamba, iye ankalakalaka maganizo ndi maganizo atsopano, ndipo tsopano mwadzidzidzi anafuna kukhala chete! Ndinadziuza ndekha kuti sindinapangidwe kokha podzitonthoza kunyumba. Ndipo ngati sindinagwirizane ndi zoyembekeza zake, ndiye kuti si vuto langa. Ndinali ndikukhalabe monga ine. Ndipo Max ayenera kulandira izo. Pamsonkhano wotsatira ndinayima kuseri kwa masewero ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinaganiza: inakhala njira yanga yamoyo - kuti ndiime pambuyo ndikudikirira Leonidov. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinagwidwa ndi chiwindi. Moyo wataya tanthauzo lake! Sindikuyimira mtengo wokha, koma monga chowonjezera kwa Max. Ndinayambanso kukhala katswiri wa zisudzo. Atamuuza Max za izi, sanandithandize. Ankafuna kuti ndikhale ndi nthawi yambiri ndi banja langa. Pambuyo pokambirana ndi kukangana tinabwereranso - tinagwirizana kugwira ntchito limodzi. Ndagwirizana ndi Max mu kanema. Kenaka adaganiza kusewera masewera awiri. Anagwirizana ndi wotsogolere Victor Shamirov, ndipo anayamba kufotokoza ndife sewero "Filly ndi Cat". Koma zinatheka kuti kugwira ntchito limodzi ndi kovuta kwambiri kuposa kukhala ndi moyo. Zochita zowonjezera zinayamba kukhala mikangano. Ndine maximalist: idzakhala njira iliyonse, kapena ayi. Ndipo n'zosatheka kugwira ntchito pa ntchitoyi. Ndipo ndi anthu kotero n'zosatheka. Palibe chabwino chomwe chidzabwere. Kulumikizana kofanana kunangowonjezera mkhalidwewo. Max akulowetsa kuntchito yake, ndipo ndinapita kudziko la Komissarzhevskaya Theatre ndikufunsanso kubwerera. Iwo ananditenga ine. Apanso ndinadzimva ndekha ndikusangalala kwambiri. Panthawi imodzimodziyo, pozindikira kuti moyo wokhudzana nawo ukuwonongeka, tayamba kuganiza za zomwe zingatigwirizanitse: za nyumba yodziwika ndi malo ozimitsira moto komanso chipinda chachikulu cha abwenzi. Max ananenanso za "ana", koma ndinaziphonya. Sanali wokonzeka kukhala mayi, kukhala ndi mwana, kusintha masaya. Ndipo Max ankafunadi ana. Muukwati ndi Ira sankaloledwa ndi masewero, machitidwe, kusinthasintha. Ndipo chinachitika chinthu chomwecho - wojambula-mkazi, nayenso sali kwa mwanayo. Ndipo Max adayandikira malire a zaka makumi anayi ndikuzindikira zomwe adafuna. Ankafuna nyumba yabwino, mkazi wachikondi ndi ana. Ndinkakonda ndikufuna kuti ndikhale mwana wokondedwa kwambiri wa Max. Ndipo pano zonse zasintha! Iye anayamba kundiphunzitsa ine, kuti afunse chinachake. Sindinkazikonda, ndipo ine, ngati mwana aliyense wosokonezeka, ndinayamba kuchita molakwika. Sindinayambe kupita kunyumba pambuyo pochita zinthu, ndinali ndi zinthu zina zoti ndizichita, misonkhano. Max akuyembekezera mozama ndikukumana ndi mafunso: "Kodi mwakhala kuti?", "Nchifukwa chiani chinachedwetsa?" Ine ndinali kulemba chinachake poyankha. Max anakhumudwa poyamba. Kenaka adatseka kwambiri. Kuganizira za chinachake. Tinakangana. Nthawi zina amangokhala chete, kusungira chakukhosi. Nthawi zina iwo ankafuula mokweza ndipo anadziyanjanitsa okha. Apanso anakangana. Chifukwa ndinkafuna kukhala ndi moyo wanga, ndipo Max sakanatha kupirira.
Ntchito
Ndinayamba kufotokoza masewerawo "The Storm" pogwiritsa ntchito sewero la Shakespeare. Anasangalala kwambiri. Komabe: udindo wapadera, mtsogoleri waluso, okondana kwambiri. Ndikanangolankhula za izi ndi kuganiza-zonse zinasungunuka panthawi yolenga. Zochitika za m'banja ndi Max zafika kumoto wambuyo. Anzake a Leonidov anamvera chisoni. Nthawi ina yomwe inamveka mokondwera: "O, ndiwe osiyana bwanji!", Tsopano idakhala chigamulo - "Ndiwe wosiyana kwambiri." Zoona, abwenzi amakhala kutali: Max - mwamuna wamkulu ndi mavuto a banja lake adzasankha yekha. Koma panali munthu mmodzi yemwe sakanatha kuona Max akusangalala, - amayi ake. Leonidov ndi Irina Lvovna ali ndi mgwirizano wodabwitsa. Amayi a Max adamwalira ali wamng'ono, ndipo mkazi wake wa bambo ake anam'kulera. Irina Lvovna anapereka Max moyo wake wonse, amakonda m'mene ana ake samakonda nthawi zonse. Ndipo Max amamuyankha chimodzimodzi. Ine sindingakhoze kunena kuti iye sanandilandire ine. Kwa Irina Lvovna, chinthu chachikulu ndicho Max kuti akhale wosangalala. Ngakhale, ndithudi, iye analota za mkazi wina chifukwa cha mwana wake - kotero kuti iye amakhoza kuchotsa fumbi particles ndi kumpsyopsyona mapazi ake. Ndipo ifeyo sizinali choncho. Irina Lvovna adawoneka kuti Max anandikonda kuposa ine. Ndipo izi sizinafanane naye. Koma poyamba iye anali chete. Pamene adayamba kuona kuti zinali zoipa kwa Max, kuti akuvutika, adasiya kudziletsa. Iye anati: "Chifukwa chiyani mumamukhulupirira? Nchifukwa chiyani ndikusowa? Akukunyengani! Alibe zizolowezi! Ali ndi malemba! "Mwatsoka, Irina Lvovna sanali yekhayo. Anzanga akuwonetserako kuwonjezera pamoto ... Sindinamvere, koma ambiri a ife tinkachita nsanje. Ife sitinabise chisangalalo chathu - iwo amapereka zoyankhulana, kugwira ntchito kwa manja kunawonekera pamisonkhano. Anthu adawona maganizo a Max pa ine. Anthu ena amaganiza kuti sindinali woyenera. Ndipo mwamsanga mutakhala ndi mwayi wotsutsana ndi ife, adapindula nazo. Mu malo opanga zinthu, "okondwa bwino" amatha. Ndipo sindinadziwe izi, ndikuchita mwaufulu, ngati kuti sindinali ndi ngongole kwa wina aliyense. Ma concerts, Max nayenso adadananso mosapita m'mbali, akuwongolera. Iwo adanena kwa iye: Tawonani, iye samakukondani, iye ali-n-wakuti. Kawirikawiri, mapuloteniwo amapotoka, opotoka ... Max anali wovuta kuti apulumuke izi. Iye ankawoneka kuti akudziwiratu kuti adzakhala ngati chonchi, ndikuyembekezera kuti ndikhale ndi khalidwe lotereli ndikudzikwiyira yekha. Chifukwa chake chinali cholakwitsa chomwe ndinapanga tikakumana. Ndiye, pa nthawiyi, ine ndinamva nthawi yomweyo: iye ndi mwamuna wanga. Ndipo ine ndimakonda kukhulupirira maganizo anga. Ndimakonda kuwatsata osati kukana chikondi. Tsiku lotsatira, Max anandiitana ku msonkhano wake - panthawi ya Chaka Chatsopano. Pambuyo pa msonkhano tinachoka palimodzi. Tinakhala madzulo pamodzi. Ndipo ine ndinakhala naye iye. Nthawi yomweyo. Inde. Ndipo sindikuchita manyazi. Ndinaona kuti amamukonda kwambiri, anandiuza, nayenso. Ndipo kunali zopanda pake kuti ndidzimangire ndekha chifukwa tonse tinamverera chinthu chofanana kwambiri ndi chikondi. Ndiye bwanji mukubisala? M'chikondi palibe chamanyazi! Koma Max ankaganiza mosiyana. Sanaganizire kuti ndinakhala, komabe, pamene ubale wathu unasokonekera, ndinayamba kufunsa kuti:
- Kodi ndimakukondani nthawi yomweyo? Kapena inu ndi aliyense mungathe?
Ndinaseka:
- Inde, ndimakonda nthawi yomweyo.
Ankayesa kukhulupirira, koma funsoli linapitiriza kumuzunza.
Ndipo pamene Irina Lvovna ndi "ofunira zabwino" anayamba kunena kuti ndili ndi mabuku, amakhulupirira chifukwa anali wansanje, ndipo adadzikhulupirira yekha: Ndikhoza kupita ndi munthu woyamba amene ndinakumana nawo, monga momwe ndinayendera ndi iye. Kawirikawiri, madandaulo anasonkhanitsidwa, anasonkhanitsidwa, ndipo tsiku limodzi zinthu zonse zinagwa. Tinkakhala panthawiyo m'nyumba yovuta. Icho chinali cha amodzi a Max. Anagulitsa ndalama zawo ndikugulitsa ndalama m'tsogolo muno, amangogangidwanso. Nyumbayi inali pakati, yaying'ono, chipinda chimodzi, mdima, pansi, pansi, pansi. Panali makoswe m'nyumba. Max sanandiuze za iwo mpaka ndinaziwona ndekha. Ndizoopsa kwambiri! Ndimapita ku khitchini, ndipo chakudya chathu chimadyedwa, timadya! Ndinkaopa kukhala ndekha kumeneko. Ife Leonido tinkayenera kupita ku ulendo. Tsiku lotsatira mmawa uno, ndinapita kukafotokozera, ndipo ndinabwerera pafupifupi usiku. Max anatsegula chitseko.
"Kodi mwakhala kuti motalika bwanji?"
Ndinayankha kuti:
- Pazokambirana.
- ndikuwona ...
Zosonkhanitsa zinthu zaulendo. Tinapita kukagona. M'mawa ndimayenera kupita kwinakwake. Osati kwa nthawi yaitali. Nditabwerera, Max sanali pamenepo. Panalibe chimodzi mwa zinthu zake. Panali ndilemba pa tebulo. Pali mawu ena abwino kwambiri. Ndinaliwerenga kangapo, sindinkamvetsa tanthauzo lake: "Ndinakupatsani moyo wanga wonse ... Ndipo inu ... Taganizirani kuti ndinakufera inu." Pomaliza ndinamvetsa. Iye adaganiza kuti ndikunyenga pa iye, kuti moyo wathu pamodzi naye watha. Max grudges anasonkhanitsa mwa iyeyekha. Sitinalankhulepo za ubale wathu. Choncho n'kosatheka. Tiyenera kukambirana, kukambirana, kufotokozana zomwe amachita ndi zikhumbo zawo. Ndipo iye anali chete. Ndipo ine ndinali chete. Ndipo Max anaganiza kuti ayenera kuchoka, ndipatseni ufulu. Iye sakanati asiye ngati ife tikanakhoza kuyankhula. Ndipo kotero ^ Iye ankaganiza kuti izo zatha, ndipo iye anathawa, anathawa. Pamene ndinachoka ku mantha, ndinali ndi cholinga chimodzi - kupeza Max, kukambirana ndikufotokozera zonse. Ndinadziŵa kuti anandikonda, kuti tikayankhula, Max angabwerere. Mwinamwake, ndipo iye anamvetsa izi. Kotero iye anali kubisala kuchokera kwa ine. Ndipo ndikubisala mpaka pano ... Kuyambira nthawi yomwe ndinabwerera ku nyumba, ndipo mpaka lero sitinalankhulepo. Ndizoopsa. Ichi ndi chinthu choipitsitsa chimene chingachitike pakati pathu. Max analemba m'ndandanda kuti andilole kuti ndichoke m'nyumba kwa milungu itatu. Ndipo anandisiya ine madola mazana atatu. Ndizo zonse. Ine ndinali ndi kuwombera, kuwongolera - chirichonse chinkagwera mu tartaras. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana Max. Ndine wopenga. Icho chinali chisokonezo, umisala, obsession. Monga mboni, ndinayendayenda ndi mabwenzi ake ndi anzake, omwe amawatcha, kuwasunga m'malo omwe Max ankawonekera, anali pa ntchito panyumba ya amayi ake. Zopanda phindu. Max adatheratu. Pamene ndinkafuna kulankhula ndi Irina Lvovna, anangotseka chitseko patsogolo panga. Anzanga ena amadziwa komwe Max anali. Koma iwo sanatero. Ndikuganiza kuti tinakondwera kuti tinasweka. Iwo amaganiza kuti Max sakondwera nane. Ndatayika kwathunthu. Iye analira nthawi zonse, sanamvetse kalikonse. Ndipo ndikuyenera kuwombera, muyenera kuuluka kupita ku Minsk. Ndikufika, koma sindingathe kugwira ntchito. Ndikumwa mapiritsi olimbikitsa. Wofalitsayo akufuula kuti: "Mukung'amba! Inu mumalipira chilango, ndalama zambiri! "Ndipo ine sindingakhoze kusonkhanitsa, moyo wanga watha, chirichonse chasweka, chirichonse chinagwa.
Tsogolo
Pamene tinakhala ndi Max, sindinapulumutse chilichonse, sindinabwerere, monga momwe amachitira akazi ambiri. Kawirikawiri, iye amakhala wopanda nyumba, wopanda ndalama komanso wopanda mwamuna. Ndinkafuna ufulu ndikuupeza mokwanira. Koma Max anali ovuta kwambiri. Anaganiza kundikantha moyo wake. Khululukirani, lekani kumverera chikondi. Ndipo izi si zophweka. Ndichifukwa chake sakanandiwona. Zinali zovuta kwambiri kwa iye. Max ankawopa kuti sangathe kutenga, adabwerera ndipo chirichonse chidzayamba ndi chatsopano. Iye anali akudwala nane. Koma popanda ine - choipa kwambiri. Monga mu nyimbo yake: "Zonse sizingatheke ndipo sizingatheke". Ndaphunzira kuti adzakhala ndi konsiti mu klabu yaing'ono. Ndinafika, ndinauza alonda kuti ndine mkazi wake ndipo ndikufuna kuti ndidutse. Iwo anapita kwa Max, ndipo ndinayamba kufunafuna Max. Icho chinali chisautso, chotsalira. Monga mboni, ndinapita kuzungulira abwenzi, omwe ankatchedwa, ankasunga nyumba ya amayi ake ... kuti apeze chilolezo. Iye anayankha kuti sakudziwa mtsikana uyu, ndipo anandipempha kuti ndichotsedwe. Mlonda uja anafuula kuti: "Mukuphwanya kuti? Alibe mkazi! Tulukani muno. " Zinali zochititsa manyazi, zochititsa manyazi. Koma ndinalimbikitsanso, ndinkafuna kulankhula naye. Iwo sanandilole ine. Ndiye ine ndinamuwona iye mu sitolo. Anayima ndi zakudya pafupi ndi zolembera ndalama. Iye anafuula kuti: "Max!" Iye anandiwona ine, ndikuponya chakudya ndi kuthawa. Anathawa basi. Iye sankadziwa momwe angachitire ndi ine. Anatha kuthawa. Patapita kanthawi woweruza wake adaitana. Iye anati,
kuti tifunika kukambirana momwe tingagawire katundu. Ndinayankha kuti:
"Ndili ndi vuto limodzi." Ndikufuna kukomana ndikuyankhula ndi Max.
Lamuloli anafuula kuti:
"N'kosatheka." Kenaka ndinanena kuti sindikusowa china chilichonse kuchokera kwa Max. Woyalamulo anabwera, ndipo ndinasaina pepalalo, kukana zonena zilizonse.
Zinali zonyansa kwambiri. Tinakondana wina ndi mzake, ndipo panalibe kudzidalira m'maganizo athu. Bwanji, mutatha kupatukana, muyenera kugawa katundu, ganizirani za phindu lina? Ayi, sindikudziwa bwanji. Ine sindinachite izo ndipo sindidzatero konse. Ine ndimangofuna kuti_nenani zabwino. Koma pempholi Max adandikana. Titasudzulana, tinafika ku ofesi yolembera ndikuika siginecha. Ndinadziŵa kuti padzakhala Max, ndipo kudzera mwa walamulo adamuuza kuti atatha kusudzulana, adayankhula nane. Lamulo linalonjeza kuti likonzekere, kukakamiza Max. Ndinkawopa kwambiri msonkhano uno, ngakhale kupita kwa katswiri wa zamaganizo, chifukwa ndinkayenera kukhala ndekha, ndiyankhule modekha ndikulira. Koma ndinali wamantha kwambiri. Ndipo kwinakwake njira yomwe iye anataya pasipoti yake. Kutayika kwenikweni! Ine sindikudziwa nkomwe momwe. Ndinkadandaula kwambiri, ndimamwa mapiritsi ambiri. Nditafika ku ofesi yolemba mabuku, ndinakwera m'kachikwama kanga, koma ndinalibe pasipoti! Max anali wokwiya kwambiri. Iye anali wotsimikiza kuti ine ndachita izo mwachindunji. Ndiye ndinafunika kuti ndipange pasipoti yatsopano, sinali chinyengo. Koma Max sanakhulupirire. Ife tonse tinasungunuka mofanana. Ngakhale kuti ndasaina lamulo loletsa lamulo popanda pasipoti. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti atatha kulankhula nane. Koma Max mwamsanga ananyamuka, analowa m'galimoto ndipo ananyamuka kutali. Anathamangira kwa loya:
"Mwalonjeza!" Iye anayala manja ake:
- sindingathe kuchita chirichonse ...
Kutsiriza kokondwa
Ndipo ndizo zonse. Ndinatsala ndekha. Panalibe malo okhala. Amayi ankakhala ndi agogo ake. Max ndi ine tinamugulira nyumba yatsopano pafupi ndi nyumba yathu yamtsogolo. Koma adakali kukonzedwa. Ine ndimayenera kuganiza-choti ndichite, momwe ndingapangire ndalama. Ndipo ndinapita ku Moscow. Ndili ndi anzanga ku Moscow - Regina Miannik ndi Dina Korzun. Wokondedwa kwambiri ndi wokondedwa ndi anthu. Anandithandiza. Ndinakhala kumeneko ndi Dina, kenako ndi Regina. Anayamba kuchita filimu, akufotokozeranso chinachake mu zisudzo. Kenaka ndinapemphedwa kuti ndikhale ndi TV ku Mongoose. Ndine munthu wotseguka kwambiri m'moyo, ndipo ndizodabwitsa kwa ine kuti Max anandichitira ine chotero. Monga ngati mwana wamphongo, yemwe adagwidwa, amadzikongoletsera ndipo amamukonda, ndiyeno amatenga ndi kutaya kunja ... Monga, ndiye pita iwekha. Izo zinatero_ine ndikhoza. Ine mwamsanga ndinamvetsa izi. Ndinayamba kupeza ndalama ndikutumiza ndalama kwa amayi anga. Tinakonzanso m'nyumba yake. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinamva kuti ndine mwiniwake, sindidalira munthu aliyense. Ndipo ine ndinkakonda izo. Max atangokwatirana, adakhala ndi mwana. Ndipo ine ndinapita kukagwira ntchito. Ngakhale, ndithudi, ndinali ndi nkhani. Mmodzi wa iwo ali ndi wamalonda, mnzanga. Ngakhale adakali wamng'ono, adapeza zambiri ndipo, ndikuganiza, adzakwaniritsa zambiri. Tinali paubwenzi wabwino kwambiri. Koma pasanapite nthawi, iye, monga Max, adakhala wamanjenje chifukwa ndinali ndi zolinga zanga, kuwombera, kuwomba. Munthu yemwe ali ndi mphamvu ndi ndalama, amagwiritsa ntchito zonse kuti azitha kulamulira, kugonjera anthu ku chifuniro chake. Ndipo bwenzi langa ankafuna kuti ndikhale kunyumba ndikumudikirira. Koma ndinazindikira kuti sindidzachotsanso zolinga zanga kapena ntchito yanga kwa aliyense. Uwu ndiwo moyo wanga, sindikufuna kuti ndizigwirizana ndi zofuna za wina aliyense. Ine ndinazichita izo kamodzi ndipo sindidzazichita izo kachiwiri. Ndinachita zambiri. Mu "Swan Paradise" Ndinakumana ndi Alena Babenko, tinakhala mabwenzi. Ndinali ndi abwenzi - ndipo awa anali abwenzi anga, osati abwenzi a Max, amene anandimenya ine ndikamangomva. Max anali ndi anthu ambiri otchuka, koma palibe yemwe wandithandizirapo pa ntchito yanga, sindinapemphe kanthu, ngakhale kuti anthuwa anali ndi mwayi waukulu. Ndakhala ndikukhala monga "Ah! Tsoka! "Ndi zophweka! Zikuwoneka kuti iyi ndiyo njira yokhalira. Ndikutsimikiza kuti Mulungu sadzandisiya. Nthawi zonse amakoka, amapereka mwayi, mphamvu, ndimatha kuthana ndi vuto lililonse. Pamene ine ndi Max tinakhala okwatirana, ndinali wansanje. Anandikonda kwambiri ndipo wandipweteka. Anasonyeza dziko. Sanatsutse kalikonse. Nthaŵi zonse ndinali wokonzeka kugwira dzanja langa. Ndizoona. Koma pali choonadi china. Kwa Max, ubale wathu unali wofunika kwambiri, ndipo mwinamwake kwambiri. Chikondi chimenecho, malingaliro ake amphamvu omwe anandimvera, anam'limbikitsa. Iye analemba zambiri. Ndipo chifukwa cha nyimbo izi zinakhalanso zotchuka.