Zikumbutso za chilango muunyamata

Pamoyo wanga wonse ndinatengera zowawa zanga za ubwana wanga. Amayi akufuula, matemberero a atate ndiledzere kuti akule, kukhala manja amphamvu ...
Tawuniyi inali yofanana ndi yomwe ndinakuliramo. Misewu yamtendere, malo obiriwira ... Poyamba kuona malo osangalatsa, malo okongola. Koma ndikudziwa kuti zinali zovuta bwanji kukhala m'madera oterewa. Kugona mokwanira ngati kutengeka mtima, chikhalidwe cha kusayanjanitsika kwamuyaya ku chirichonse, amuna opanda ntchito omwe ali ndi nkhawa yokha ndiyo funso loti angapezeko botolo lina la vodka, akazi omwe ali osokonezeka akuzunguliridwa ndi gulu la zofooka zomwezo, akufuula ana. Nthaŵi zonse ndikadutsa chidakwa, komwe ndakhala ndikutukwana, ndinakumbukira atate wanga. Ndikamakumbukira, nthawi zonse ankamwa mowa.

Imodzi mwa luso loyamba la moyo limene ndinaphunzira kuchokera zaka ziwiri zapitazo ndilofunika kukhala ndi malo omwe mungathe kuthawa, kubisala kumenyedwa kosalekeza ndi kuchitiridwa nkhanza kwa abambo anga. Iye anali kubwera kunyumba, ndipo ine ndinali kubisala pansi pa kama. Koma bambo anga komanso popanda ine anali amene angamupatse mkwiyo. Amayi ... Madzulo alionse m'nyumba yathu inatha pomenyana, ndipo m'mawa amayi anga anabisala kumbuyo kwa magalasi ndipo anapita kuntchito ... Ndipo ndinalota. Zokhumba zokha sizinali ngati ana onse. Sindinkafuna njinga, chokoleti kapena nsapato zatsopano. Ndinkafuna kupha abambo a monster. Zaka zambiri zadutsa ndipo bambo anga adakali moyo. Koma kuti timumenya mmodzi wa ife sangakhalepo. Amayi afa. Wachinyamata kwambiri. Ndipo ndinachoka panyumba ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu.

Anamaliza sukulu ya malamulo ndipo tsopano apatsidwa ku tawuniyi. Monga chonyoza, monga chiganizo: kuti azikhala ndi moyo kwa inu, Olesya, pamalo otere masiku anu onse. Ndinadzipereka ndekha chaka kuti ndipeze malangizo abwino kwa anzanga ndikuchoka pamtunda umenewu. Madzulo omwewo, ndinaganiza kuti ndidziŵe bwino za zipangizo za mlanduwu, zomwe ziyenera kuganiziridwa sabata yamawa. Wina Igor B. mpaka imfa, bwenzi lake Fedor G. adalemba mndandanda wa mboni, kuvomereza woimbidwa mlandu. Kupha mwadzidzidzi. Ndinatsegula mulanduwo, ndinayamba kufotokoza zolembazo. Mapepala angapo olembera anadindidwa padera. Wotsutsidwa akunena zomwe zinachitika. Lachisanu usiku ndinakhala kunyumba ndikukonzekera njinga yanga pamene Fedor G. anabwera kudzandiona, ataledzera, choncho ndinayamba kumupempha kuti apite kunyumba. Fedor anali wokondwa kwambiri ndipo anati bwenzi lake Anya sanafune kumuonanso, koma sanamvetse chifukwa chake. Ndinapepesa Fedka. Tinkakhala pakhomo lotsatira ndipo tinali mabwenzi kuyambira tili ana. Ngakhale ndiye tinalota momwe tingatulukire mu dzenje, tinayesera kuphunzira bwino. Inde, mwachiwonekere, osati cholinga.

Sukulu itatha, Fedya sanapeze ntchito, ndipo manja ake anayamba kugwa. Ndiledzera, bwerani kwa ine ndikuyamba kudandaula: "Ndikuona kuti ndikufa! Iye sakanakhoza kutuluka muno! "Madzulo amenewo, iye anakwiya kwambiri. Ndinamudziwa bwenzi lake ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ngakhale Fedka akomana ndi Anya, ali ndi mpata wotulukira pazondomekozo. Anayamba kundikakamiza kuti:
- Igor, pitani ku Anka. Mukulankhula naye, mumanena kuti ndimasintha. Iye adzakukhulupirirani inu. Ndipo iye sakufuna nkomwe kuti amvetsere kwa ine. Chabwino, khalani bwenzi!
"Koma kodi tiyang'ane pati tsopano?" Mwinamwake tidzafulumira mpaka mawa? Mudzadandaula, khalani chete ...
- Inde, iye ali pa disco. Sindikufuna kuti chilichonse chichoke! Bwerani!
Ndipo ife tinapita. Zinkawoneka kuti Fedor mwiniwake akufuna kwambiri kusintha moyo wake. Choyamba tinayenda mumsewu mwakachetechete, ndipo Fedka adayima, natenga botolo la vodka m'thumba lake, adalitenga, adalitenga ndikulipereka kwa ine:
"Bwerani, m'bale, tiyeni timwe."
Ndisiye ndekha, "ndinayankha mochenjera.
Lingaliro lonse ndi msonkhano uno unayamba kuoneka ngati ine wamwano. Koma kunali mochedwa kuti abwerere kunyumba. Pamene tidafika, dotoloyo inali yodzaza. Anya anaima ndi atsikana pamtambo ndikuyankhula za chinachake.
"Pitani," Fyodor anandigwira. "Mubwere naye panja." Muuzeni kuti ndikufuna kulankhula naye. Bwera, m'bale, iwe umayenera kumunyengerera iye kuti abwere kwa ine.
Koma Anya adakana kupita. Kuuma kwake kunamveka:
- Igor, ndakhala ndikukambirana kale ndi Fedka. Aloleni andisiye ndekha. Sindikumuonanso!
Koma ndinakumbukira kuti ndinalonjeza mnzanga kuti amuthandize kupanga mtendere ndi chibwenzi chake.
"Anya," ndinayamba kumukakamiza. "Iye akufuna kunena kuti amakukonda ndipo chifukwa cha izi ndi wokonzeka kuyamba moyo watsopano." Lankhulani naye, - Ndinapempha, - Chabwino, chifukwa cha ine.
Pamene tinkatuluka panja, Fedka adatha kumaliza botolo la vodka ndipo tsopano sanamange bast. Iye adatsamira pa drainpipe pa khoma lachibonga, adagwiritsitsa kwa iwo kuti apitirize kumapazi ake osagwa. Fedka adamuwona Anya, adamwetulira moledzera ndikuyesera kumukumbatira. Mtsikanayo adalumphira kumbuyo ndikumuyang'ana. Ndiyeno ndi kukhudzika-kwa ine. Fedka ananyoza ndi kufalitsa manja ake.
- Simungakumbatire mtsikana wanu!
"Waledzera!" Iye adanyoza. "Ndikambirana chiyani ndi iwe?"
Ndinayima pambali pawo ndipo sindinadziwe choti ndichite kenako. Anya pang'onopang'ono anasamukira m'bwalo ndipo anakhala pansi pa benchi.
"Igor, iwe sungakhoze kuyenda," iye anatero. "Ndikufuna kulankhula ndi msilikali uyu yekha kwa mphindi zingapo."

Ndinachokapo. Ndinasuta ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndine wopusa komanso kuti sindidzayambiranso za Fedka. Kenaka ndinamva kulira kofuula. Ndipo ine ndinamuzindikira iye kuchokera pachiwiri choyamba. Mayi anga nthawi zonse ankafuula motere pamene bambo woledzera anam'menya. Amakhala chete, koma amawopsa kwambiri. Ndinkachita mantha ndipo ndinathamangira kumene ankachokera. Chirichonse chinapitirira ngati kuti mu loto. Ndinawona Fedka, yemwe adamukakamiza Anya pansi ndikumupanda mtsikanayo ndi mapazi ake. Iye anali ndi nkhope ^ ya amayi anga. Osokonezeka, ali ndi maso aakulu ndi mantha. Ndipo magazi. Ine ndinamuwona iye mu mdima. "Iwe ndiwe wotsika mtengo!" - hersed Fedka ndipo anamenya chirichonse, iye anamenya ^ Ine mwadzidzidzi ndinawopa ndikufuula ndikumhamanga pa iye. Mwina ndikufuna kumukoka kuchoka kwa Ani, koma iye adatembenuka ndikugunda ndi nkhope yake yonse. Chida. Choncho bambo anga ankandimenya ndikayesetsa kuteteza amayi anga. Magazi anatsanulidwira m'nyumba zanga, ndipo ndinathamangira ku Fedka monga wopenga. Anagwedeza izo kuchokera kwa iye, anakankhidwa, ndipo iye anagwa pansi. Ndinayamba kum'menya. Bambo anga oledzera anali ataima pamaso panga ... Fedya anali atagona kale pansi, ndipo ndinali kumenyabe ndipo sindinathe kuima. Anna ananyamuka pansi ndipo anafuula kuti:
"Zokwanira! Inu mumamupha iye! Imani! "Ndinaima ndipo chidani chinayang'ana Fedka, yemwe anali atagona patsogolo panga. Iye sanali kupuma kachiwiri ... "

Ndatseka fayilolo ndikupita kunyumba. Usiku wonse ndinatengeka ndi chifanizo cha mnyamata wamng'ono yemwe, ngati kamtsikana kakang'ono, anabisala pansi pa kama pamene bambo anga anamenya amayi anga, ndipo adalota ... ndikumupha. Sindingathe kumuweruza. Pakuti ine ndinamvetsa ndi kumulungamitsa m'bale wanga, yemwe amayenera kunyamula mtanda woopsya uwu wa ubwana wovuta moyo wanga wonse. M'mawa, ndinapempha mnzangayo kuti andiyang'ane mlanduwu.
Wogwira ntchitoyo, atangomvetsera pempho langa, nthawi yomweyo adatenga nkhaniyo kwa iye yekha, koma anakumbutsidwa kuti: - Olesya, mumadziwa kuti mwa ichi mumasunthira maloto anu kuchoka kuno kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi. Kodi ndinganene chiyani kwa munthu wolemera, yemwe, mwachiwonekere, palibe amene adakhudzapo chala?