Ndimakonda mawu akuti "chikondi chinapita mumlengalenga." Chifukwa palibe wina amene sakudziwa kumene amapita. Ndipo malo ndi malo abwino kwambiri. Apo, izo zikuwoneka kwa ine, ndizotheka ndi kuti tisataye chinthu choterocho ... Ndizowopsya m'banja lomwe munali ana anayi. Ali ndi zaka khumi ndi zinayi, adauza papa kuti akufuna kukhala ndi ndalama. "Inu simukudziwa momwe mungachitire chirichonse! Pitani ku chomera - zidzakuphunzitsani momwe mungapezere ndalama. Bambo mwini adagwira ntchito ngati galimoto yamagalimoto ndipo chotero sakanandiuza ine mosavuta kapena njira yowonjezera yopezera ndalama. Ndipo ine ndinapeza ntchito monga wophunzira wa chophimba. Kuphunzira kusamukira ku sukulu yamadzulo, ndipo amakhala. Pambuyo pake anamaliza maphunzirowo ndipo anakhala wopanga makompyuta oyambitsa makompyuta. Iwo nthawizonse ankathyoledwa ndi ogwira akazi, ndipo ine ndinali kukonza iwo. Chotero lembani: mavuto ndi akazi anayamba kuyambitsa Kalninsha wojambula kuyambira ali mwana. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mapeto onse amajambulidwa kale tisanabadwe, sindine wofera, koma wina "wamkulu" wodzisankhira moyo ndi munthu mmodzi, wina - kufufuza kosatha, ndipo si kulakwitsa.
Chinthu chachilendo
Mwa njira zina, mwina ndikudabwitsa. Mwachitsanzo, ndikuganiza mozama kuti n'zotheka kuthetsa mosavuta chiwonongeko cha munthu wosatetezedwa ndi macheza ndi Tom. Sizinthu zonse m'moyo wathu zomwe zingamveke ndikufotokozedwa. Ngakhale kuti kuwononga moyo wa munthu wina ndi kophweka ndipo popanda kuthandizidwa ndi mphamvu zongopeka, koma kungokhala miseche, kunyoza, kupusa. Kukhala woona mtima, pa zokambirana, ndikuopa kupanga champagne ndi dona wina. Maŵa iwo amasindikiza zithunzizo ndi kuwonjezera kuti atatha kumwa mowa, Kalninsh wamisiri amamenya. Ndipo zonsezi chifukwa choperekera china chosadalirika kuchokera ku lesitilanti "adawona kupweteka pa mkono wake." Inde, ine ndiri monga choncho, ine ndimamenya aliyense. Ndipo ndi mawu otani omwe ali "chizindikiro cha kugonana"? Simukuyenera kukhala chizindikiro cha kugonana, koma wophunzirayo. Zosavuta, ndimakonda njirayi zambiri. - Ndikuwona, Ndipo var, simukukondwera ndi zofalitsa. Koma palibe utsi wopanda moto, ndipo mwinamwake sunatuluke, umatchulidwa kwa inu mabuku omwe ali ndi mafilimu ambiri ... -Iye, panthawi yomweyo iwo sanali ovuta, ankandigwirizanitsa ine ndi onse ochita masewero, omwe ine ndimayenera kugwira ntchito pa malo amodzi! Ndili ndi Lena Safonova tinawombera mithunzi ina, kuyambira ndi "Winter Cherry" wotchuka, kuchokera kumeneko, ndikuganiza, ndikukamba za "ubale wathu". Anthu amakonda kukhulupirira kuti chikondi chimasewera pawindo la Ivar chifukwa chakuti alidi. Kawirikawiri, ndibwino kukhulupirira kuti pali chikondi. Osangopereka izi kwa anthu ena: - Kodi wina anakuuzani chikondi? - Eya, inde ... Sindikufuna kutchula dzina lachibwana la actress, iye ndi wotchuka kwambiri ndipo tsopano akujambula kwambiri. Sindikudziwa chomwe chinachitika kwa ife, chifukwa cha zomwe adalemba izi zokhudza chikondi chake chazaka zapitazi ... Iwo adanena kuti amawoneka kuti ali m'mavuto ndi mwamuna wake, ndipo ayenera kuti ankaganiza za kutchula mavumbulutso ake nsanje yake. Kotero ine sindinali ndekha mwa okonda, ife tiri kumeneko gulu lonse la amzanga. Zosangalatsa kwambiri ... Sindikudziwa momwe amuna ena adatchulidwira, koma kwa ine panalibe buku lililonse, koma amurchik, komanso zoledzera. Ine ndikuvomereza, ndi tchimo lenileni, koma kuti ndiyitane chochitika, chimene ine, mwa njira, ndinadandaula pambuyo pake, maubwenzi? Amuna oledzera onse ndi nerds, ndi zoona. Kuwonjezera apo, kupusa uku kunachitika zaka makumi atatu zapitazo! Mwachidule, ndikupepesa ngati mabuku ake onse anali ambiri.
Mau oyamba
Ine ndekha-Kalninsha, zinali zovuta kwambiri. Pambuyo pake, amandilembera ine ndikuwonetsa TV, ndikufunsa, pafupi ndikugwedezeka: "Chabwino ... mwakhala bwanji ndi wojambula uyu?" Inde, sindikukumbukira kale! Ndinayenera kuseka: Pereka ndalama. Kenako ndikukuuzani zonse komanso zithunzi zolaula. " Palibe mu moyo wanga pakhala pali ubale wofanana ndi mkazi kuphatikizapo ambuye kapena mwanjira ina. Sindinayambe kukwatira mkazi popanda kumaliza buku lapitalo. Kawirikawiri, izo zimawoneka kwa ine, ine nthawi zambiri ndimakhala. Ngakhale zosangalatsa. Eya, panali maukwati angapo, ana asanu ... Pali anthu omwe angathe kudzitama kutembenuka kwakukulu. Ndikhoza kunena kuti ana anga onse anabadwira mwachikondi. - Ivar, mwadziŵa bwanji Ilga? - Ndili mwana, ndinkakonda kwambiri. Iye ankaimba gitala. Ife, malinga ndi kuyembekezera, tinali ndi gulu lomwe tinkachita nawo masewera osiyanasiyana komanso ngakhale masewera. Nthaŵi ya Soviet inali yapadera kwambiri: ndiye zinkayenera kuti wophunzirayo azichita nawo masewera, kapena azichita masewera. Popanda kutero, ankaonedwa kuti ndi tizilombo toyambitsa matenda komanso anthu osaphunzira. Ine, ndithudi, ndimakonda zojambula kuposa kuyesera kukoka zolemera ... Tinali odwala ndi nyimbo, ndipo ngakhale chiyembekezo chokakamiza ku madzulo osiyanasiyana usiku sichinali chowopsya. Atsikanawo anaimba, ndipo tinasewera. ... Madzulo omwewo tinachita ku Medical Institute. Pulogalamuyi inali ndi gulu la mkuwa. Tiyenera kukumbukira kuti magulu a oimba omwe nthawi zambiri ankasonkhana ku chikhalidwe cha anthu ogwira ntchito kuchokera monse mzere - asayansi ndi akalipentala anali kulimbikira molimbika mwa mapaipi ... Zikuwoneka kuti gulu la mkuwa linatengedwa ndi ozimitsa moto oledzeretsa. Ndipo kotero ife timayima, tikuyembekezera mapeto a pulogalamu yayikulu ya mphepo, chifukwa tiyenela kusewera pambuyo pawo, kuwalitsa madokotala omwe adasonkhanitsidwa kuti azidya chakudya chamadzulo ... Iye, wochepa thupi, anali ndi mphamvu pakusonkhanitsa kwa amuna. Ndipo ngakhalenso ngati mugayi woyambira wa mowa ukatuluka kunja kwa chitoliro chachikulu, woimbayo adakwera kuti akalowe muzolembazo. Zinapezeka kuti wophunzira wa gulu la nyimbo anali kuchita, ndipo anapatsidwa oimba. Sindingaphonye mtsikana woteroyo. Kuwonjezera pa kuti Ilga anali ndi luso lochita bwino, adali wokongola kwambiri. Kotero ine ndinagwa kwa zaka makumi awiri. Ndinakumbatira ndipo ndinapereka ... Ilga anali msungwana wamkulu, adakondwera ndi nyimbo, ndipo anandikhudza kwambiri moti ndinaponyera nyimbo zanga pagita ndikulowa m'sitima. Mwa njira, tachita nawo ukwati ndi ndalama kuchokera ku kugulitsa guitar ndi zipangizo. Mkazi wake pambuyo pake adaphunziranso ku Institute of Culture dzina lake Krupskaya ku St. Petersburg, adalandira mphunzitsi wamasewera ndipo akuphunzitsabe ku sukulu ya nyimbo. Choncho m'banja loyambirira, zonse zinapitilira ngati mawu onsewa.
Banja latsopano
Mmodzi ndi mmodzi, panali atsikana ang'onoang'ono - Una ndi Elena. Panopa ndibwino kuti mukhale ndi mapaipi a mwezi umodzi, kenako awiri - kumwa mkaka wa mbuzi, ndipo patangotha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi mukhoza kukonzekera kuti mwanayo avomere. Poyamba, zonse zinali zosavuta: anthu amakondana, kotero amakhala ndi ana. Mkazi wanga ali ndi nyimbo zonse, ndine wachitetezo chachinyamata. Koma tinayesetsa kusunga. Moyo wa Striptease, womwe umaphunzitsidwa m'kalasi kuti uchite zinthu, wosayenera moyo wamba, Pushkin, Chekhov, Shakespeare, yemwe analemba makamaka za chikondi chosasangalatsa, musagwirizane ndi moyo wosangalala. Poyesera mwanjira ina kuphatikiza zosagwirizana, ndinapita nane pa ulendo ndikuwombera Ilgu ndi ana. Ngakhale kuti mbiriyi inadza mofulumira, sindinali nyenyezi kotero kuti chala changa sichimagwira chala ndipo nthawi zonse mumutu mwanga ndimatayika Shakespeare ... Nthawi zina ndimakonda kusamba zovala, ndikuphika nsomba za ana. Mwina osati nthawi zonse monga momwe tingafunire ... Zoona, makamaka maonekedwe a mwana amafunika kuti azunzidwe ndi mkazi. Ozunzika anga anali ochepa, ndinayesetsa kusamalira banja. - Atsikana sanakhumudwitse, kuti mumathera nawo nthawi pang'ono, simukupita kunja kwa nthawi yaitali? - Una, iye anali khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi pamenepo, anati sizingatheke kuyenda ndi ine - maso onse. Kotero anapita patsogolo. Ndipo pamene ndinayang'ana pozungulira, ndinamvetsetsa zonse ndikudzimva kuti sindinasangalale: ena anali ndi galasi lalikulu pamaso pawo; "Ay-yay, wojambula Kalninsh, ali ndi mtsikana akuyenda mofulumira ..." Simudzafotokozera aliyense kuti uyu ndiye mwana wanga. Ndine wamkulu, ndipo iye waphulika ... Nthawi zina kuyenda koteroko kunasokoneza pempho la autograph kapena ndingakuwonetseni inu? "Mosasintha, ana aakazi anakhumudwa. ... Koma inu simungakhoze kuchita mu khitchini. Ndi maulendo, maulendo, maulendo apanyanja. Mwinamwake, nthawi ina Ilga anali atatopa. Panali zokambirana za kuchepetsa, kuthera nthawi yambiri ndi banja, koma kusagwirizana koteroko sikutheka. Ntchito imodzi imakoka ina, simungathe kutuluka mu khola. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingalongosole, koma mwa inu mphamvu yamtundu wina imayambira, ndipo ngati simugwiritsa ntchito, idzaphwasula ngati hamster!
Sikuti onse akuchedwa
Wojambulayo ayenera kuchita monga Kalnins. Ndinayesetsa kudziletsa ndekha - kupezeka pa zikondwerero zonse zapakhomo, osati kugwira ntchito ya Khirisimasi ndi Chaka Chatsopano. Ngakhale Chaka Chatsopano Chachimwemwe ... usiku, ndiye ponena za mapindu, abambo a abambo ndi golidi. Kotero, ine ndinatsagana ndi banja kupita ku resitora, ndikuthawira kuntchito, ndikuopseza kuti ndiyambe nawo. Zonse ziri bwino: Ndine wochenjera - amasangalala, ndapindula bwino - ndizosangalatsa kwa ine. Ndili ndi mnzanga, komanso wojambula wotchuka, motero anapanga njira imodzi: "Masiku angapo apitawo ndinapita mozungulira ndi mkazi wanga malo onse odyera mumzinda. Tinayenda mpaka m'mawa ... Tsopano kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ine ndiri mfulu. " Mkazi wa wojambulayo nayenso ndi ntchito. Ndipo zovuta kwambiri. - Makamaka mukamazidziŵa, ndipo wojambulayo amachoka mu ana makumi awiri a moyo wokhudzana. - Vuto linayamba nthawi yaitali ndisanachoke. Sitinakumanepo, sitinyoze muzovomerezeka. Mwinamwake, kutopa kwa maganizo kwasonkhanitsidwa. Ndipo, panjira, Ilga ndiye anali woyamba kuchoka. Anakhala ndi amayi anga, ndipo ine ndinakhala ndi ana anga. Kwa kanthawi, iwo analipo. Mwini nyumba, ine ndikuyenera kuvomereza, sizinagwire ntchito mwa ine. Kusamalira nyumbayo kumangotenga mwana wamkazi wamkulu. Sindinayankhule ndi Il pa zifukwa zomwe anachita, chifukwa sindinadziwe kuti ndikufunikira kuti ndidziwe kale - chikondi chinapita mlengalenga, apo palibe. Kodi chikondi chimakhala mpaka liti? Ndani angapereke yankho lomveka ku funso ili? Palibe. Makolo anga onse moyo wanga pamodzi, ndipo, ndithudi, ndimaganiza kuti ndidzakhala chimodzimodzi. Mwina, ndikufuna. Koma Mulungu ali ndi njira yake yomwe. Winawake akukwanira chaka, amati, zisanu ndi ziwiri-nambala yoopsa, ngakhale kuti palibe chodziwika bwino kuposa 12 kapena makumi awiri, panthawi imeneyo ndinali ndi ntchito zambiri. Ndipo ine ndinali kuyendayenda, kuyesera kuti ndikhalepo, ndiyeno mwanjira ina - bam! - Ndinazindikira kuti nyumbayo idapanda kanthu. Tug, mukuwona, ziribe kanthu, mumakhala nyumba yokhala ndi nsanamira zitatu kapena nyumba yochepetsetsa yamagulu awiri ... Chinachake sichinali chodabwitsa monga momwe ndimaganizira nthawi zonse. Maganizo oterewa ndi ovuta kufotokoza m'mawu, mwinamwake kufotokoza. Mwina Ilga anamva chinthu chomwecho, kale, choncho anasiya. Ndiye iye anabwerera, koma ... Zonse zinapezeka kuti sitinawone chiyembekezo chokhalira limodzi pamodzi. Izi ndi pamene simukuyembekezera chilichonse kuchokera kwa mkazi, ndipo simungathe kupereka chilichonse kwa iye. Kukhumudwitsa - osatibe vuto. Zimayipiraipira - pamene simusamala. Kwa ine "zonse zofanana" zafika ponseponse. Ana aakazi anakula: wamkulu kwambiri pafupifupi makumi awiri, wamng'ono - khumi ndi anayi. Udindo wa iwo, ndithudi, sunapite kulikonse, koma iwo amafunikira ine mocheperapo kuposa momwe iwo anachitira kale, ndipo mothandizidwa iwo anali kumvetsa kwa Ilga ndi ine ndekha ndi mavuto aakulu. Kuti tibwerere ndikuyesera kuti tidziwe nthawi yomwe ife mwadzidzidzi takhala alendo, n'kosatheka. Kotero ine ndinanyamula zinthu zanga ndikuchoka, ndikuzisiya nyumba.
Ufulu ndi ufulu
- Ivar, analemba kuti wasiya banja, chifukwa unakumana ndi Aurelia Anuzhite ... - Tinakumana ndi Aurelia patapita nthawi. Nditatha kusudzulana kwa Ilga, ndinakhala ndekha ndekha. Inde, panali nkhani zosavuta, koma sindinayendetse aliyense kunyumba. Inde, palibe choyipa sichinali. Kawirikawiri, chaka choyamba mutatha kugawikana, ndimakhala ndikuganiza nthawi zonse, chifukwa chiyani "mabungwe" athu amalephera molakwika. Sindinganene kuti maganizo amenewa anandipatsa mosavuta. Sindinaimbe mlandu aliyense: zinatengera zambiri. M'nyengo yozizira chaka chino munali chisanu, zikuwoneka ngati ndili mwana. Panali matalala akuluakulu a chisanu, anali kusungunuka mpaka April. Koma anasungunuka! Ndipo kodi nyengo yozizira ija ili kuti? Zatha. Spring yabweranso. Chipale chofewa sichinali ndi nthawi yosonkhanitsa, ndipo masamba ali kale pamitengo. Chilichonse chikuyenda. Chifukwa chake, mwinamwake akunenedwa kuti simungalowe mtsinje womwewo kawiri. Ngakhale ndi mkazi wachiwiri tinayesapo, ndipo nthawi zambiri. - Kotero, Ivar, iwe unali ndi nthawi yokhala ndi ufulu? "Ndipo ufulu ndi chiyani?" Ndikuganiza kuti palibe amene angafune kukhala kapolo. Ngati titenga mbiriyakale ya dziko, fuko lirilonse kamodzi, koma timamenyera ufulu. Pa nthawi yomweyo, tonsefe timadalira. Wodziimira - ndiye palibe amene akusowa. Ndili ndi mbiri yabwino yokhudzana ndi ufulu ndi momwe ndinakhomera ndalama paukwati wanga wachiwiri. Kumayambiriro kwa zaka 90, pamene chirichonse chinagwa, ife mwadzidzidzi tinamasulidwa. Makina a boma otchedwa "cinema" adaphwanyidwa, tinayesetsa kusonkhanitsa mipingo, misonkhano, pomwe palibe amene adadziwa momwe izo zakhalira. Anathamangira kukawonetsa mafilimu, koma nthawi zambiri ndalama zinkasokoneza nthawi yaitali kuti zisamakhale zojambula, kenako kudzera mu filimu yomwe anayamba kuyendetsa ndalama - pankhaniyi palibe amene anali ndi chidwi ndi zotsatira zake. Palibe ntchito zowonongeka, palibe ndalama, zomwe zidzachitike sizidziwika. Ndipo mwinamwake iwo akundiitanira ine kuti ndizigwira ntchito pa zomwe izo zimatchedwa tsopano ku bungwe la mgwirizano la banki imodzi ya mafuta, yomwe, mwangozi, inagwa pambuyo pa chisangalalo ichi. Ndiyenera kutsogolo madzulo. Anyamata oterewa abwera, ndiyimbireni ine pambali ndi kunena; "Nenani izi: zaka zisanu ... pause ... ino ndi nthawi ... pause ... yaikulu." Tulukani m'maganizo mwanu! Akazi, Central Television yafika ... Koma kuti mupite kuti? Ananenedwa monga adalamulidwa. Chikondwererochi ndi chachikulu - anasonkhanitsa oimba onse otchuka, jokers, anthu ena otchuka omwe anali otchuka anali ngati chisonyezero ... Pa nthawi ya nyimbo wina woimba wotchuka kwambiri akubwera kwa ine ndipo, wamantha, akufunsa kuti: "Iwo sananene kuti angapereke ndalama zochuluka bwanji. Ndipo iwo akuwuzani inu? "" Ine ndikuganiza si anthu amene akufunsidwa kufunsidwa, "ine ndikuyankha.
Zopereka
Pambuyo pa konsatiyo, wochita masewerawa adachitika pakati pa ine ndi woimira makasitomala. Amatulutsa mtolo wa ngongole, ndipo zala zake zimakhala zojambulajambula kuti aziwerengera ndalama. Kokha: shur-shur-shur ... Ndipo palibe mawu, kungondiyang'ana ndekha: "Kodi ndikwanira?" Ndimayankhira ndi phokoso: "Chabwino ... Ndikufuna." "Kumvetsetsa," - kulembedwa pamaso pa mwamuna mu jekete lofiira, ndipo kachiwiri - shur-shur-shur ... Patatha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndalama izi, ndinakondwerera ukwati ndi Aurelia. Kodi tikukamba za chiyani? Za ukapolo ... Kotero, ndilololedwa kokha ngati liri lokoma. Ndipo mwaufulu. Ndili ndi mchimwene wanga wachiwiri yemwe tinakumana naye mu 1992 pachithunzi cha chithunzi "Chinsinsi cha Banja" ndi sewero la "Amayi oyembekezera". Anayika "kapu". Ine ndikuyang'ana, ndi chozizwitsa_kuyang'ana pa chirichonse chomwe chikuchitika ndi maso osadziwika bwino, kupukusa champagne. "Mafilimuwa atha," ndinaganiza, "ndipo simungathe kuziwonanso." Anandiitanira ku malo odyera chifukwa chodzipangira "filimuyi," Aurelia poyamba anakana, akuti, akufunikira kuyendera amayi ake, ndi kupita kutali-makilomita zana ndi makumi asanu. "Ndikuyendetsa galimoto!" Mwachidule, iye sanafune kupita kwa amayi anga ... Kotero adakokera kwa zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri zotsatira. Chikondi ... Aurelia sakanatha koma kugwira. Maluwa oterowo, osadziwika, olusa. Anakhudzidwa kwambiri ... Ndinadabwa kuti mumzinda waukuluwu wansanje adatha kusunga ukhondo umenewu. Amuna amatha kukopa kusatetezeka. Ndimamuyang'ana, ndinkafuna mpanda wa konkire kuzungulira, kuti mphepo ikhalebe ... Mu Aurelia panalibe dontho la bitchiness. Ndi zaka makumi atatu, inu, akazi, mutembenuzire kukhala mfiti za uniform, mutembenuzire ku ma brooms, ndipo ife, amuna, tingoganiza kumene Natasha Rostova wamng'ono adachoka. Koma ine ndikugwedeza ... Ndipo kenako tidadzuka, ndinaganiza kuti: "Tiyeni tikhale limodzi", akuti, "Ndilibe malo oti ndipite." Anayitana amayi anga, omwe sanawafikire. Moyo watsopano unayamba kukhala wamoyo. Ndinachita lendi nyumba, Aurelia anaphunzira. Zinali zoyenera kwa iye mu chidziwitso choti aphunzire chinenero cha Chilatatini chimene sichimadziwa. Ndinapitiriza kusintha ndondomeko yanga mwakachetechete, chifukwa mawuwo ankasungidwa kwa nthawi yaitali, koma mumaseŵero, ndani angakonze?
Ndipo izo zinayamba ...
Aurelia mwanjira inayake anandidetsa mwakachetechete ku zinthu zabwino kwambiri. Ine mwadzidzidzi ndinkafuna kukonza moyo wanga, ndipo ndinaganiza zokwatira. Nsomba ndi yakuti ndikubatizidwa ngati Lutera, ndipo Aurelia ndi Chi Lithuania, ndiko kuti, Mkatolika. Tinabwera ku tchalitchi cha Katolika, ndipo ndinauza nkhani yanga, yomwe wansembeyo adayankha kuti: akhoza, ndipo simungathe. Maola anayi omwe tinkayenda panyanja tinalongosola chifukwa chake, Aurelia anakhumudwa kwambiri moti anatsala pang'ono kugwa. Musaganize zomwe, sadali ndi pakati konse! Koma kudandaula kwake kunasewera m'manja mwathu - wansembeyo anachita mantha kwambiri moti adamuitana bishopu wamkuluyo. "Ana anga," adanena mopitirira malire, "khalani ndi chaka." "Inde, takhala ndi moyo tsopano chaka!" - Ndikunena kuti: Bishopu anayamba kukumbukira achinyamata, pamene adatumikira ku Belgium ndipo pa nthawi ya nkhondo nthawi zambiri anthu amatha kufa. Akatolika sanathe kusudzulana popanda chilolezo cha Papa, ndipo, m'zaka za nkhondo, monga bishopu wamkulu adakumbukira, panali zinthu zisanachitike. "Ndikuyembekeza kuti angakhale akuwuza nthawi zabwino za moyo wake ndipo adzatikomera pang'ono." Koma "iye" -Ali sananene, kotero iwo anasiya kanthu: abambo a Aurelia akuitana: "Bwera sud , Ndagwirizana kale. Tinapita ku tchalitchi china, ndipo bishopu wamkulu uja akutuluka ndikufunsa kuti: "Chabwino, Lutera uyu akufuna kuti akhale Mkatolika?" * Ndipo tinakwatirana ... Titha kugwira ntchito pamodzi ndi mkazi wanga pamodzi Mwina zidawathandiza, koma ... Ndinalitsidwanso kumeneko, koma sindinagwirizane, chifukwa malo owonetserako zachiwerewere ndizoletsedwa kuntchito, ndikuyenda, ndi zina. "Ngati tonse titagwidwa, palibe chakudya chokwanira kunyumba," ndinamufotokozera mkazi wanga. Mu chaka tinali ndi Mikeus. Ndinaona ndi maso anga momwe mwana wanga anabadwira. Panthawi imeneyo, sindinakayikire kuti ndi munthu wokondwa kwambiri. Kotero, ndizosasangalatsa kwambiri ine, pamene tsopano wina walingaliro langa akuyamba kusokoneza kukumbukira kwanga kosangalatsa kwa nthawi imeneyo. Inde, maonekedwe a mwanayo anali ovuta moyo wa kulenga wa Aurelia. Koma tikuwoneka kuti tikulimbana. Tidakumana, iye anachita zambiri, ndipo ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti tsopano wasiya kuchita ntchito. Kenaka ndinawona momwe mkazi wokondedwa amayamba pang'ono kudya kudya koopsa. Nsanje yapamwamba ya ochita masewera - chinthu chowopsya, iye, ngati phula losungunula, akhoza kutulutsa chikondi chachikulu kwambiri. Mkazi wanga poyamba anali wokondwa kwambiri ndi ntchito yanga yatsopano, ndipo kenaka anaima ... Sindikunena kuti tinali okonda filimuyi, koma tinachokera kwa iye amene amapanga kwambiri.
Panali chithunzi. Amalonjeza kwambiri. Tinaitanidwa kukayesa onse awiri. Izi zinkatha ngakhale kupopera nyuzipepala zapanyumba: amati, anthu awiri okongola kwambiri a Latvia adzasewera chikondi pawindo, ndi zina zotero. Tapanga mayeso. Iwo amaitana ndi kufotokoza: "Ife timakutengerani inu. Ndipo mkazi wanu ... Mwachidziwikire, tikuyang'ana katswiri wina. Ndinena kwa wotsogolera: "O-she-she, ndidzakhala ndi chiyani kunyumba? Ndidzaponyedwa m'khitchini! * Ndipo mkuluyo sanatenge zithunzi kwa zaka zisanu, zosankha zonse zinasintha maganizo ake, zinatenthedwa ndi ntchitoyi. Ndipo sindingathe kukana - script ndi zana langa! Mwachidziwikire, panali chitsanzo chowonekera cha momwe sakusokoneza moyo waumwini ndi kulenga. Kunyumba, ndinkangodikirira, chifukwa cha kuphulika kwatsopano kwa Vesuvius ... Koma ziyenera kukumbukira kuti mkaziyo anavutika kuti agonjetsedwe. Ngakhale zinali zoonekeratu: vutoli linamupweteka chifukwa chokhala ndi moyo wathanzi. Komanso, udindo wa heroine potsiriza unatengedwa ndi Aurelia yemwe anali naye m'kalasi samalankhulana ndi mawu, koma nkhope yake inalembedwa bwino; "Wopandukira!" Mwa zina, inde, wapereka ntchito yaikulu, kudzipatulira yekha kulera mwana wake. Koma kwa ine, odwalawo anali okwanira. Ndinayesera kupereka izi kuti asaganize za ndalama nkomwe, akhoza kudzipereka yekha ku chidziwitso. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito zopereka zilizonse, chifukwa m'zaka zapakati pa 90ties panali ochepa kwambiri, ndipo tili ndi mwana, ndipo sitinkafuna kuwerengera nthawi zonse ngati ndalama. Zinachitika kuti mapulogalamu apamwamba kwambiri a zisudzo adadutsa ndi ine. Iwo amakhoza kundipatsa ine zambiri ngati woimba, koma, tsoka, iwo sanalonjeze kuti adzapeze ndalama. Ndipo ndinakakamizika kukana.
Nkhanza za mkazi
Ndipo kotero mmodzi kwa mmodzi ^ Ine ndinangomverera khungu momwe chithunzi chimasonkhanitsira. Phokoso la kukwiya kopanda malire linasanduka nyanja. Mwinamwake, kuyambira ndili wamkulu komanso wodziwa zambiri, ndine woyamba kumvetsetsa kuti Pasha ndi Aurelia nkhaniyo imapita kumapeto kwake kosangalatsa kwambiri. Pali madontho angapo otsalira - ndipo nyanja idzabwera kuchokera ku gombe ... Zingakhale zovuta kuti anthu amvetse chifukwa chake anthu ena amachokera, makamaka kwa abwenzi okondedwa. Pali malingaliro monga "mwinamwake, iye amamenya iye". Mwa njirayi, Aurelia amatha kusuntha kapena kuponyera chinthu "cha mtundu wa mbale" ... Ndimatha kukhala ndi chida chodetsa nkhaŵa pazimayi. Zikuwoneka kuti palibe kanthu kuno. Palibe amene adazindikira kuti patapita nthawi yaitali bwanji kuti tisiyane "Santa Barbara", koma mpaka lero akulemba mokondwera kuti: "O, iwo adamenya nkhondo." Ndikuganiza choncho: palibe amene wasudzulana chifukwa adamenya nkhondo. Ndikofunikira - zomwe zinali zopweteka pamaso. Kaya kusinthaku kunachitika, kaya ndalama ndizo chifukwa, ndi chonyansa ... Ndinazindikira kuti mkazi wanga anali ndi mwamuna wina. Osati kuti ndinachigwira kapena ndinachigwira - Ndinangomvetsa. Sindinalole ndekha kuchita nsanje. Ndipo anandifikitsa ine, ndinatsogolera mtundu wina wopusa ... Kukhumudwa ndi Aurelia kungakhale chirichonse - lero msuzi wofiira anaikidwa pa ngodya ya kumanzere, ndipo ndikofunikira kuntchito, kuntchito kunachedwetsa mwachindunji kukhumudwitsa ... Ndikutha kulakwitsa, koma zinandiwoneka , koposa zonse zomwe adakhumudwa chifukwa chosowa nsanje pa gawo langa, kuti sindichita kanthu, sindimayankhula zokambirana zovuta. Kulakwitsa kwanga kwakukulu ndiko kusanyalanyaza chikondi chake, chowonetsero cha otchuka "chimodzimodzi." Chifukwa cha zochitika ndi msinkhu, ndinamvetsetsa kuti: tikuyenda mofulumira kupita ku kugwa. Ola limodzi kapena apo: Mafunso osokoneza bongo, tizilombo toyambitsa matenda ... Panthawi inayake, tinaganiza zowbalalitsa kuti tikhale ndi moyo wa aliyense. Kotero ife tinaphwanya. Pafupi ndi ine panali akazi, Aurelia, nayenso, sanaphonye. Chirichonse chikuwonekera - ndife anthu amoyo. Koma ngati iye anali kubisala chinachake, ndiye ndinali ndi chirichonse pa dzanja langa. Ngakhale kuti mwamunayo tinapitirizabe kukhala okwatirana, ndinkamudziwa bwino kuti palibe njira yobwerera. Ndine munthu wotero - ndikuganiza kuti sikuyenera kudzimva chisoni, makamaka m'moyo pomwe zonse zidzatha. Koma patapita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi Aurelia anadzidzidzidzidwa kuitanidwa. Ananena mawu abwino, anandiuza kuti amandikonda. Ndinapempha kukomana. Komabe, tili ndi mwana wamwamuna, ndikudandaula kwambiri ndi Mikeus. Kuwonjezera pamenepo, ndinamvetsetsa kuti iye adalibe "kumeneko" ndi chimwemwe chake, chifukwa adayitana ... "Ndi chitsiru chanji kuti tipewe?" - Ndinaganiza ndikupita ku msonkhano. Kudziona kuti ndiwe wodalirika si chikondi, koma nthawi zina zimakhala zosavuta kuwopseza woyamba ndi wachiwiri. Ife tinayesanso kukhala limodzi. Chimene, ndithudi, chinali cholakwitsa. Mwina wina akhoza kulowa mumtsinje womwewo kawiri, koma palibe chomwe chinabwera. - Chifukwa chiyani? - Inu mukuona, sindikusewera kusewera violin yachiwiri. Osati tsiku lililonse. Ndikhoza kusamba pantyhose ndipo m'mawa ndikuphika khofi pabedi. Ponena za kulenga, chirichonse chiyenera kukhala chosasintha, ndikusowa ufulu wochuluka monga momwe ndikufunira. Ndiyeno, kodi ndizovuta kutenga teksi ngati ndilibe nthawi yoti ndikugwedeze pa galimoto? Monga kugwirizana. Zikadakhala choncho; "Sindikutha mawa." - "Bwanji?!" - "Ndipo kotero!" Zonse zinatulukanso kuti kuti Aurelia akhale wodala, ndikuyenera kukhala kunyumba ndikudikirira modzichepetsa kumene akufuna kupita mu ola limodzi. Moyo wotero suli kwa ine nkomwe. Titabwereranso, ndinakhala wolimba kwambiri pankhaniyi. Sitinaganize kuti n'zotheka kusiya ntchito yosangalatsa kuti tizisunga nyumba yathu.
Kupsyinjika pa moyo
Sizinali zovuta. Kotero pamene mkazi wanga anachoka panyumba tsiku lina, ine ndinapita ku ofesi yolembera ndipo ndinapempha chisudzulo. Anatenga milandu yonse, chifukwa ndi ndani amene ali ndi mlandu, akulipira ntchito ... Iye adawuza woweruza kuti palibe kumvetsetsa pakati pathu, mwina chifukwa cha kusiyana kwa msinkhu. Mwanayo m'banja ndiye yekha, kotero ife tinasiyanitsa mofulumira. Anaganiza kuti ndikumupempha kuti abwerere! Koma zinapangitsa kuti zosiyana ndizoona - sindikufuna kuthetseratu mgwirizano waukwati. Ndiyeno, monga nyimbo ya Vertinsky wanga wokondedwa: "Ndipo kuti ndisamaseŵere pang'ono, mnzanuyo ayamba kuchita zachiwerewere. Ndipo mwinamwake apo kuti mutsimikizire.
Chikondi chodzikonda chokha cha munthu
Aurelia anasiya. Mwachidziwitso chathunthu cha mawuwo. Sindinadziwe kumene anapita, ndipo anali ndi nkhawa kwambiri chifukwa cholephera kulankhula ndi mwana wake. Ndinaganiza patapita kanthawi kuzizizira ndikudzipangitsa kudzimva. Mikeyus sanali wolakwa pa izo, iye sanazipeze izo kwa makolo ake ... Poyamba sakanatha ngakhale kugona, iye sakanakhoza kutseka maso ake, ndipo apa iye ali, mnyamata wanga. Kulakalaka kotereku kumangiriridwa! Iye anadzuka ndipo ankayenda ngati mmbulu kuzungulira chipinda kuchokera ku ngodya kupita ku ngodya. Ndimakumbukirabe - ndipo mtima wanga ukugwedezeka, ndinayesa kuti ndisatulukire mkhalidwewo, kuti ndisapereke chifukwa chokwanira kuti ndisambe mafupa anga, ndikuyang'ana iwo. Ndinali kufunafuna Interpol, koma Aurelia ali m'madzi atha. Pafupifupi zaka ziwiri zadutsa. Ndakwatira. Ndili ndi Laura tili ndi mwana wamkazi - Louise. Ndiyeno ine ndimabwerera kunyumba, ndipo apo-bang! Aurelia. Amakhala, zakumwa, ndipo okhulupirika anga amamutsanulira. "Nchiyani chikuchitika apa?" Ndikufunsa. Aurelia akukweza maso ake oledzera pa ine ndikuyamba kumati: "Ali kuti? Kwa iwe mwanayo yekha anabadwa, ndipo iwe shlyaeshsja! "Mwa mawu, vuto ndi surreal. Sindikudziwa ngati ndikulira kapena kuseka. "Ngati mukufuna kupeza ubale," ndikuuza mkazi wanga wakale, "pitani, konzekerani kuyamba." Kwa kanthawi, adakalibe ndichabechabe, kenako adafunsa kuti: "Ndiwe wokondwa?" "Inde", - anayankha moona mtima. - Ivar, ndipo anachoka mwamtendere? - Osasamala, koma apita ... - Kalnynsh, kuti, Aurelia anali atachedwa? - Palibe chochedwa. Kulemera kunapangidwa popanda izo. Nazi choncho. Laura ndi munthu wodekha kwambiri. Ndiye iye sananene nkomwe kanthu. Posakhalitsa ulendo wake wachilendo, Aurelia anakwatiwa ndi mnyamata wolemera, akuoneka kuti ali ndi kulemera. Mwamva, iye anawuyikira mpingo chinachake chinsinsi chachipembedzo. Ndinkafuna kuwona, koma ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri. Ndine wokondwa kuti kulankhulana kwanga ndi mwana wanga kwabwezeretsedwa, sindikusowa kanthu kalikonse. Mikeyus amabwera kudzacheza nane. Nthawi zina ndi anzanu. Mwa njira, pazifukwa zina sakumbukira nthawi yomwe tinkakhala palimodzi. Mukuwonetsa chithunzi, ndipo amadabwa; "Ndipo iwe unali ndi ife?" Ndizomvetsa chisoni kuti, ndilibe mwayi wolikulitsa, ndikuwona momwe izo zikusinthira ... Koma sindikudziwa kuti ndikugwirizana ndi Aurelia ngati cholakwika. Ngakhale titakhala ndi ana ake, mwinamwake zonse zikanakhala zosiyana. Koma pa mutu wakuti "momwe zikanakhalira, ngati" mungangoganizira chabe. Ndipo sindikukonda malingaliro opanda kanthu. "Ndipo iwe, Ivar, munthu wosimidwa, ndinaganiza kuyesa nambala zitatu ..." "Inde." Ndipo chirichonse chinapotozedwa kachiwiri! Ndimaganiza - zaka makumi asanu, ine ndidzakhala moyo wanga ndekha. Chaka chinakhala. Zoopsa! Moyo wamakhalidwe abwino ndi njira yosasangalatsa. Mwadzidzidzi, ndalama zinkawoneka kuti sindiyenera kupatsa, amzanga, kunjenjemera, kumene ndikufuna-chozizwitsa ndi ntchentche. Ndimakhala moyo wonyansa, ndikulira mofanana ndi wina aliyense. Koma, mwachiwonekere, sindinaloledwe kukhala ndi ufulu kwa nthawi yaitali. Neymetsya ... Moyo wanga wonse ndinakonza kuti anthu awiri kapena anayi azikhala pafupi. Sinditha kukhala ndi moyo kwa nthawi yayitali mosasamala.
Zabwino zomwe ziri
- Monga akunena, ukwati woyamba - kuchokera kwa Mulungu, wachiwiri - kuchokera kwa satana, wachitatu - wotsirizira, Ivar? "Mwinamwake." Koma sindikuwoneka ngati ndikuchita chilichonse chapadera. Ndili ndi Laura, tinakumana mwadzidzidzi, osati ku kampani ya zisewero. Iye ndi loya. Ndiyeno chirichonse chiri choyimira - kumaitana ngakhale mobwerezabwereza, misonkhano. Ndakwatira. Mwachiwonekere, Mulungu nthawi zonse amapanga mayesero osiyanasiyana kwa anthu, mafunso ambiri adzafunsidwa kwa ine, komanso mwachinsinsi ndi m'moyo, iye sadzandilola ine kuima. Ndili paulendo wanga, ndipo sindikusiya ntchitoyi: Ndikuponya ntchito zatsopano. Ndipo moyo umakupangitsani kuti musamalire - posachedwapa mwana wanga wamkazi anabadwa, zidzukulu ... Laura ndi wamng'ono kuposa ine zaka makumi awiri ndi zisanu ndi zinayi, koma nthawi zambiri ndimaganiza kuti zosiyana ndizo - ndine wamng'ono. Simungatchule dzina lake lachinyengo. Ndipo ine sindinayambe ndakomana nawo kuphatikiza koteroko kwa chikazi ndi luntha ine ndisanakumane naye iye. Pali nzeru zambiri mmenemo, monga zikuwonekera mwa ine, sizidzayimiridwa. Pena paliponse mungalekerere, musayese mwala kumbuyo, koma mukhoza, ndi kulanga kwambiri. Ine ndikuganiza iye ananditengera ine chifukwa cha yemwe ine ndiri. Ndipo, mwachiwonekere, ndakula. - Zitatero, Ivar, mdzukulu wanu ndi wamkulu zaka khumi kuposa mwana wanu wamng'ono. Kodi mumakukondani? - Ayi, ayi ... Izi ndi zodetsa nkhawa. Inde, ana omwe amawoneka ali anyamata ndi osiyana kwambiri ndi omwe amathawa. Mukuyamba, kuposa kale lonse, muli ndi udindo wotani ndi inu.