Anthu apadera amasiyana ndi anthu wamba chifukwa zofuna zawo ndizosiyana. Koma ngakhale izi, mu moyo wawo wonse, mtima wawo uli wokhazikika kwa mkazi mmodzi yemwe amamulemekeza ndi kumuyamikira, amene amamulambira ngati kachisi.
Ndikufuna ndikuuzeni lero za chikondi cha munthu wotchuka - Alexander Herzen, wolemba, wolemba zamatsenga, wafilosofi, wokonzanso.
M'chaka cha 1835, patatha miyezi yambiri kundende, Alexander Herzen anatengedwa ukapolo ku Vyatka. Moyo wa Herzen m'boma la Vyatka unatha zaka zitatu, zinatenga nthawi yochuluka kuti adziwe kuti m'moyo wake muli chikondi cha moyo wonse - msuweni wake Natasha Zakharina.
Kutchulidwa kwa Vyatka kunamuthandiza mnyamatayu kukhala munthu wokhwima, mwinamwake wopanda nthawi iyi ya moyo wake, sitikanati tidziwe wolemba komanso waluso ngati momwe adabadwira Herzen.
Ponena za nyanga yake Herzen adanyansidwa nazo, nanyodola nzika za chigawochi, nanyansidwa ndi ankhanza a Vyatka, miseche yawo ndi owonjezera. Miyoyo yonse ndi chikhalidwe chinkawonekera kwa Herzen's irrid irony. Herzen amachitcha Vyatka kukhala "mathithi", ndipo n'zosadabwitsa, chifukwa adakwera mdziko la Russia ndi cholinga chokondweretsa akazi, kukonzekera zikondwerero ndikunyengerera akazi. Pasanapite nthawi yaitali, Herz anavutika kwambiri chifukwa analibe ngakhale kutsegula zovala zapamwamba zomwe ankaitanitsa. N'zochititsa chidwi kuti kuwonjezera pa zovala zogwiritsa ntchito mafashoni, Herzen anabweretsa naye ku bokosi la Vyatka ndi vinyo wonyezimira komanso ndalama zambiri. Ndani mwa achinyamata omwe sakonda kumwa!
Natalia Zakharyina ankadziŵa za zosangalatsa ndi zoledzeretsa za Alexander, koma sakanatha kuthandizira, adapeza mphamvu zowonetsera wokondedwa wake, chifukwa analemba makalata ochokera pansi pamtima ponena za malingaliro ake. Anamuyitana mngelo wake wokongola.
Inde, chikondi cha Herzen chinali chachikulu komanso champhamvu. Natalia - anali cholinga chake, chimene adafuna kuti abwerere ndi mphamvu zake zonse. Koma kwa makilomita ambiri kuchokera ku Moscow, kukondana kunapindula, kumverera kwauzimu. Pamene akunena, mahomoni adatenga zovuta zawo. Herzen anali ndi amayi ena ambiri.
Nyumba ya Herstene inali pang'onopang'ono ikukhala ngati dothi loledzera, chifukwa madzulo onse analipo akuluakulu, phokoso, moledzeretsa apa. "Phokoso lamakono likundikumbutsa za kuledzera kwa unyamata, momwe masomphenya apamwamba analota, monga kudzera mu fumbi," - m'makalata ake Herzen anadzilungamitsa yekha khalidwe la Natalia ndipo nthawi zonse adalonjeza kuti kuledzera kudatha, koma madzulo anadza " amzanga ", ndipo kachiwiri Vyatka usiku adagwedezeka ndi phokoso lopambana la phwando m'nyumba ya Herzen. Ndipo Natalia wamng'ono anali kuyembekezera wokondedwa wake kuchokera ku ukapolo ...
Malemba ambiri anapangidwa ndi Herzen ku Vyatka, ambiri a iwo anali chabe onyoza ndipo anadabwa ndi anthu a mzinda wina. Likulu la "Lovelace" linayendetsa mosamala mutu osati achinyamata okhaatchankam, koma Vyatka matrononi odziwa bwino. Kulengeza kwakukulu kwakukulu kunalandira kulumikizana kwake ndi mkazi wa mtsogoleri. Chikondi chawo chinali chachikulu, ndipo mwinamwake mkaziyo adakhala masiye mwadzidzidzi. Kenako Herzen anaganiza zopita ku tchire ndipo anakana kukwatira. Mkaziyo anali wamanyazi kwambiri. Herzen anapulumuka ku zovuta izi ndi mkhalidwe wosangalatsa - kumapeto kwa 1837, motsatira chisankho cha Alexander II, m'malo mwake anachotsedwerako ndikutengedwa kupita ku Vladimir.
Natalia anadziwa zachinyengo cha Herzen, koma chikondi chenicheni chimatha kupirira ndi kukhululukira. Chikondi chawo chinali chikondi, chokongola, monga m'mabuku okhudza chikondi. Natalia anali wa Herzen cholengedwa chowala kwambiri komanso choyera kwambiri padziko lapansi. Ndipo kodi sikuloledwa kukhululukira munthu chirichonse chifukwa chakuti muli ngati mulungu kwa iye?
Natalia ndi Herzen anakwatirana mwachinsinsi, osalandira chilolezo cha makolo chokwatirana. Chifukwa cha chikondi chawo, panalibe malire onse. Miyoyo yawo yonse iwo ankakhala limodzi.
Chikondi cha mabuku ndi ngakhale anthu enieni. Phunzirani kukhululukira ndi kukhala osangalala!