Ndidzakwatira wokondedwa

Tinakumana pa phwando la maphunziro omaliza sukulu. Ndinali msungwana wabwino kwa nthawi yaitali, sindinali kupita ku ma discos ndi mabungwe, sindinadziwe ngakhale kununkhira kwa mowa. Inde, mwinamwake sanakopeko zosangalatsa zoterezi. Ngakhale kuti palibe wina ananditsekerera kunyumba, sanalekerere ufulu. Sindinkangodzifunira ndekha. Choncho, mpira wa masewerawo unandifikitsa kwambiri kuonekera koyamba kudziko lapansi, kumene ndinakonzekera mosamala kwambiri: kavalidwe ka ndondomeko, tsitsi la tsitsi, mapangidwe - okongola a stylists, chizindikiro cha bodyflex. Ndipo kuyembekezera kwa chikondi ... Iye anandiitanira ku kuvina pang'ono, ndipo ndinapita mokondwera. Ruslan anali wosiyana kwambiri ndi anzanga onse a m'kalasi: khungu lakuda, maso owoneka bwino, othamanga. Anapita naye ku phwando kukhala bwenzi, womaliza sukulu yathu.
"Dzina la mlendo wokongola ndani?" - Nthawi yomweyo anapita kuchitapo kanthu.
"Alena," ndinatero, sankamveketsa.
"Tidziwitsana, Ruslan," ndipo timayesetsa kuti tiyandikire kwambiri kuposa momwe tiyenera kukhalira.
Tinagwedezeka ku nyimbo ya nyimbo yosalala, ngati mchere wa m'madzi. Ndinapsereza fungo lake ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinakumbukira pulogalamuyi yomwe ndinayang'ana masiku angapo apitawo: "Zoonadi, kodi pali zamoyo zamakono? Sindimudziwa kwenikweni, koma tsopano ndikuchita zamisala za iye! "Nkhaniyi imakhala miyezi ingapo. Ndinaphunzira chikondi, pokhala wophunzira mwakhama. Chirichonse chinali chatsopano, chosadziwika: zochitika, kuyembekezera kwa msonkhano, mavuto a wokondedwa ndi ... kufunikira kukhululukira ...

Ndinayenera kuchita izi mobwerezabwereza, ngakhale kuti sindinamvetse chifukwa cha kulakwitsa kwanga. Msungwana wosadziwika, wophunzira bwino pazofunikira za chisamaliro, ulemu, kulekerera. Osakhutira? - Zinali zofunikira kukhala chete. Kodi mudakangana? - Icho ndilo chifukwa cha kulakwa. Koma mwa njira ina ine sindinkafuna. Ndinangoti ... Patangopita miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, ndinayamba kugwedeza chikondi ichi. Kutsutsa kunandidzera pansi pa ine ngati chidebe. Ndinali ndi mlandu pa chilichonse: Sindinayang'ane bamboyo m'busimoto kwa nthawi yayitali, ndinapita kunyumba kuchokera ku sukuluyi kwa nthawi yayitali, ndikulemba nambala ya foni ya mnzanga wa m'kalasimo, sindinayambe kulankhula mofulumira pakugawanitsa: "Ndimakonda", anaseka mosayenera ...
Patapita kanthawi, ndinayamba kukhumudwa. Poyambirira ndinayesera kukhazikitsa chiyanjano, kumvetsetsa khalidwe lake lovuta, koma nthawizina chidani chidakwera chomwe chinakhala chowopsya. Zinali zovuta kukhulupirira kuti nkhani ya nthanoyi idasanduka sopo, ndi pacifier. Nthawi zoterezi, ndinamuonetsa mwachikondi chikondi changa, ngati kuti ndikuyesera kudzikhulupirira ndekha. Izi zinachitika kwa zaka zisanu. Aliyense wakhala akuzoloƔera maubwenzi athu "okondana", kuseka ndi kutitcha ife "banja la Italy". Ndipo, ndithudi, iwo anali ndi chidwi pa tsiku la ukwatiwo. Ndipo ndinasinthidwa kuchokera ku mafunsowa, chifukwa Ruslan anandipatsa dzanja ndi mtima chaka chimodzi titakumana.

Ngakhale apo tinayamba kukangana mwamphamvu , chifukwa chipiriro changa sichinali chokwanira. Ndinamenyera pazinthu zowonjezera, ndipo mwachibadwa sanazikonda: "Motani?" Kodi akazi amadziwa kulankhula? Muyenera kukhala okondwa, chifukwa ndikukuphunzitsani moyo, osokonezeka! "- anandiuza mwanjira ina, ndipo ndinamukwapula. Ruslan anadabwa, koma anawopa kwambiri. Kwa kanthawi iye anasintha pang'ono, anasiya kugwedezeka kwamuyaya, anandizinga ndi chikondi ndi chikondi: pambuyo pa zonse, iye anandikonda, komanso nayenso. Ndi pamene mawu oti "akhale mkazi wanga" amveka, omwe anabwerezedwa nthawi zambiri, koma ndi kupuma pang'ono. Ndinasintha yankho lake ... Ruslan atachoka kumzinda wina kwa miyezi itatu: adamuuza kuti akhazikitse ntchito ya nthambi yawo yatsopano. Mumtima mwanga, ndinkasangalala kupuma, chifukwa posachedwapa wakhala wokhoza kupirira. Pa tsiku loyamba la kuchoka kwake, ndinapita ndi abwenzi anga ku cafe. Tinawona kawirikawiri: Ruslan ankakhulupirira kuti anali oipa kwa ine. Tidapumula, koma panthawi yachisangalalo ndinapanga botolo la champagne kwa mnyamata yemwe ali patebulo lapafupi.

Iye adakokera mutu wake ndikudabwa kwambiri ndi mantha ku mapewa ake , kuyembekezera mtsinje wa nkhondo. Ruslan mu mkhalidwe uno akanandiitana molondola, kotero ine sindinali kuyembekezera kanthu kabwino kwa munthu uyu. Ine ndinali ndi gawo lokoma chotero: mmanja mwa nthawizonse chinachake chinang'ambika, chinagwa, chinagwa. Ruslana wakhala akukwiya nthawi zonse. Koma mnyamatayo anamwetulira nati mokondwera:
"Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kusamba mu champagne!" Ine ndinapanga phokoso, ndipo iye anandipempha nambala yanga ya foni. Ndikudabwa kwambiri ndi zomwe ndikuchita, ndinalemba ziwerengero pa nsalu. Vlad anandiperekeza kunyumba. Tinayamba kukumana. Miyezi itatu idathamanga mofanana ndi kamphindi. Sindinakhale wosangalala kwa nthawi yaitali! Inde, ndipo ndilibe kanthu koyerekeza ndi: Ndili ndi Ruslan yekha m'moyo wanga wonse. Kodi Vlad adasiyana bwanji ndi iye? Ngakhale maganizo anga omwe sanalipo sanamukwiyitse, anandiitana kuti: "Mavuto anga omwe ndimakonda." Ruslan anaitana tsiku lililonse ndipo anatha kunditonza ndi foni. Vlad amadziwa za iye, ndinamuuza zonse. Ngakhale izi, Ruslan asanafike, adandipatsa chithandizo ndipo ine ... ndinavomera! Ndisanalowe pa ndege Ruslan anandiitana. Ndinayankha. Mankhwalawa anali akunjenjemera. Anayankhulanso chinthu china chonyoza, ndipo kenako, pofuna kutulutsa zomwe zinanenedwa, anandifunsa kuti:

"Kodi mungasankhe pa ukwati?" Ndinatengera mpweya wanga m'mapapu mwanga ndikuwombera mpweya umodzi, ndikuwombera:
"Kudzakhala ukwati." Koma, tsoka, osati ndi inu ... Sindinamvepo matemberero otere m'moyo wanga! Ruslana, sindinayambe ndawonapo ...
Zaka ziwiri, monga ine ndakwatirana ndi Vlad, tilera mwana wamwamuna, ndipo sindinadandaule ndi chisankho ichi nthawi zonse. Ndi zabwino kuti mtima wanga umve.