Poyamba, mayi anga ndi makolo ake komanso mlongo wake wamkulu Margarita ankakhala ku Guryevsk. Bambo anga ankagwira ntchito zonse pa fakitale ya steelmaker, amayi anga ankagwira ntchito kumeneko. Kenaka anasamukira ku Cherepovets - mzinda wa mafakitale, wa gassy. Popeza nyumba yake ku Podgorny (dzina la atsikana a amayi) silinalipo, nthawi zambiri ankasamuka kuchoka ku nyumba ina kupita ku ina. Tsiku lina mayi anga anabwerera kusukulu, ndipo palibe amene anamutsegulira chitseko. Mnansi wina wachifundo adatuluka ndikuuza mtsikana wosauka kuti makolo ake anasamukira m'mawa, akuyitana chigawo ndi msewu. Ndipo madzulo amayi anga adapeza malo atsopano okhalamo. Ndikhoza kufotokoza "kuyang'aniridwa" uku chifukwa chakuti agogo anga agogo ndi agogo aakazi anali atakulungidwa mu ntchito yawo moti anaiwala kuti achenjeze mwana wawo za kusamuka. Nthaŵi ina, mayi anga ndi mlongo wanga atagona, ndipo makolo anga sanali kunyumba, mnansi woledzera anayamba kuloŵa m'chipindamo. Atsikanawo ankaopa kufa ndipo chifukwa cha Rita, yemwe adatha kutsekera chitseko pachitetezo, adathawa kuchoka kumudzi wokhala pafupi. Mayi anga anandiuza kuti mwinamwake gulu lawo linatengedwa kupita ku Cherepovets Iron ndi Steel Works, kumene bambo ake ankagwira ntchito. Pambuyo pake, adapambana kwa nthawi yaitali m'maloto. Zitsulo zosungunuka zinali zotentha ndipo panali phokoso lodabwitsa. Nthaŵi ndi nthaŵi, ogwira ntchito zogwiritsira ntchito zogwiritsira ntchito zogwirira ntchito mobisa ankakhala pansi pa madzi oundana omwe anaikidwa m'sitolo, ndipo nthunzi inagwa kuchokera kwa anthu. Amayi adaganiza kuti ichi ndi chomwe gehena ikuwoneka ngati. Ndiye iye analumbira kuti iye akanasintha moyo wake ndipo sadzawufuna iwo. Agogo aamuna anamwa molimba ndipo anafa mofulumira. Agogo aakazi, anasiya okha, adadzipereka yekha kwa ana ake aakazi. Ankafuna amayi ake akhale aphunzitsi a nyimbo, ndipo wamkulu Rita - wojambula. Kotero, Anya anapatsidwa sukulu ya nyimbo, ndi Ritu ku sukulu ya luso. Pasanapite nthawi agogo ndi atsikanawo anasamukira m'chipinda chaching'ono m'chipinda chimodzi. Zinthu zinali zoopsa, amayi nthawi zina ankagona mukhitchini, popeza munali chipinda chochepa m'chipindamo. Kenaka agogo anga adaganiza kulemba kalata kwa dzina lake Victor Podgorny, membala wa Komiti Yaikulu ya CPSU. Tangoganizani - iwo nthawi yomweyo anapatsa chipinda chachikulu kwambiri! Chisangalalo chinalibe malire, koma pasanapite nthawi Rita anapita ku mzinda wina kuti alowe ku sukulu ya luso. Ndipo pafupi ndi amayi ake adalengeza kuti apite kukatenga mayeso ku Sukulu ya Yaroslavl Theatre. Agogo aakazi sanayesetse kuti mwana wake wamng'ono apite yekha ndipo anapita naye. Mayi anadutsa muulendo wonse, koma mwanjira ina adali otsimikiza kuti alibe, ndipo anali atabwerera kale kunyumba, popanda kuyembekezera zotsatira. Ndipo agogo anga adakali kuyang'ana pa mndandanda ndipo adawona dzina lakuti Podgornaya. Ichi chinali chiyambi cha uchikulire - nyumba yosungiramo, maphunziro, msasa.
Chikondi, malingaliro ...
"Bambo wanga wamtsogolo, Alexander Samokhin, anapita ku mayi anga. Anadza ku Yaroslavl kuchokera ku Vladikavkaz ndipo adali wamkulu kuposa amayi ake zaka zisanu ndi zitatu. Anali ataphunzira kale ntchito yopanga zovala, ankagwira ntchito yokongoletsera. Tangoganizani, pafupifupi anzanu onse a m'kalasi ankakonda kwambiri iye. Bambo adanena kuti anaphunzitsidwa bwino, amayi anga, omwe anali akuwoneka bwino, ankawoneka ngati mpheta yatsopano - mu yunifolomu yophimba zovala, yochepa, yosawerengeka. Kuwonjezera apo, agogo aakazi adadula atsikana anga pansi pa mphika, kotero kuti zinali zosavuta kusamalira "tsitsi". Abambo amatha kusamala ndi akazi. Koma pasanapite nthawi zonse zinasintha. M'chilimwe, ophunzira adatumizidwa ku mbatata. Ziyenera kufotokozedwa kuti pa ulendo wawo panali abwenzi awiri okongola - brunette, bambo anga, ndi bambo blond. Choncho, blond anayamba kunena za mayi ake, ndipo nthawi yomweyo anauza mnzake wapamtima. Poyankha, bambo anaseka kuti: "Koma iwe, usiye, ndizolakwa. Iye ali mwana! "Koma komabe iye anayamba kuyang'anitsitsa kwambiri kwa amayi anga. Iye anaganiza kuti: "Ndipo Podgornaya si kanthu - ndi chithunzi, ndi maso!"
Makolo anga anayamba kukondana
Posakhalitsa anayamba kukomana, anabwereka nyumba ndipo ananyamuka kuchoka ku nyumbayi. Mayi anga anabisala kwa agogo ake kwa nthawi yayitali, Margarita yekhayo adadziwa ntchito zake zakuya: adayamba kukondana ndi amayi ake ndipo nthawi yomweyo adalembera kalata mlongo wake. Mayi anga atakwanitsa zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu, iye ndi bambo adasaina. Ukwatiwo unali wochepetsetsa kwambiri: ankasinthanitsa mu mphete zolembera maofesi, kunyumba patebulo linaphimbidwa. Mkwatibwi anali atavala suti ya thalauza ndipo alibe chophimba. Makolo kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku adaphunzira, panalibe nthawi yowonetsera. Ndipo amayi anga anali otanganidwa pa masewero onse a ophunzira. Thokozani Mulungu, agogo anga aakazi adamuwona mwana wake ali pamsinkhu. Koma isanafike kuti filimuyo isanakhalepo kuti ione izo. Mayi anga anali ndi zaka 25 pamene agogo anga anamwalira ndi stroke. Posachedwa ndinafika mmanja mwake kalata: "Ndimasokonezeka, ndikunyada inu, Anechka. Tangoganizirani kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala pamzere wa khumi, ndikuwonekerani. " Mayi anali makumi awiri pamene ine ndinabadwa. Makolo amakhala kale ku Rostov ndipo adagwira ntchito ku Theatre for Young Spectators wolemba Vyacheslav Gvozdkov. Anatengera bambo ake ku kampaniyo, ndipo adatenga amayi kukhala nawo. Koma monga zotsatira, iye anamenya pafupifupi zolemba zonse mu seweroli. Gvozdkov anali kutsutsana ndi ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ngakhale kuopseza amayi anga omwe akanamuchotsa maudindo. Koma iye sanamvere zoyenera, zomwe ine ndikuthokoza kwambiri. Ndipo izo zinayamba - azinyalala, yazhonki ... Moona mtima, amayi anga anatayika mu mzimu. Osati kokha kuti mu nyumba ya a hostel mulibe kutentha, komanso usiku wopanda tulo, ndi kumangidwa kwawo "kumangidwa". Kuwonjezera apo, amayi anga anali pakati pa zomwe amatchedwa kuseri kwa -masewero. Mu "Cyrano de Bergerac" adafotokozera Roxane, yemwe anali woyambirira kuchitika posachedwa. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi, pamphindi womaliza, gawoli linaperekedwa kwa wina wachitetezo popanda chifukwa chilichonse. Nthawi sizinali zophweka, koma kuchokera pamene bambo anga ankagwira ntchito yopenta panthawi yopenta masisitini - ndiye anali okonzeka kuti apachike pakhoma, tinkakhala bwino kuposa ena. Mukhoza kunena kuti anakhala woyambitsa bizinesi yoyamba m'dera lochita zinthu. Pogula ndalama, bambo anga anagulira zovala zapafupi kuchokera kumbali ya mayi ake. Tangolingalirani momwe iye, kuyambira mutu mpaka kumayeso atavala "mwamphamvu", amadzikuza kwa abwenzi ake: "Ndipo Sasha wanga amadziwa ndalama!" Ndinkasangalalira ku nyumba yosungiramo alendo, kumene ana ambiri anali akuwombera. Aliyense anapita kukachezerana, zitseko zinali zitatsekedwa. Ndipo makolowo anakumbukira gawo ili la moyo ndi kutentha. Komabe, mayi anga anali kufunafuna china chowonjezera, iye ankafuna kuti apindule kwambiri, chifukwa sizinali zopanda pake zomwe analumbira kamodzi kuti sakanasowa. Mayi anga atamuuza bambo ake kuti: "Tiyenera kupita ku Poland! Amanena kuti mukhoza kukhala kumeneko bwinobwino. " Bambo adadabwa kuti: "Tidzachita chiyani kumeneko?" Iye anayankha mosakayikira, "Inde, ponyamula galimoto!" - Zikomo Mulungu, izi sizinachitike: Panthawiyi padzakhala wothandizira wotsogolera Alexander Prosyanov, yemwe anafika ku Rostov kukafuna chojambula. pa udindo wa Mercedes mu filimuyi "Mndende wa Castle Ngati." Iye adawona chithunzi mu dipatimenti ya mayi ake ndipo adafika ku nyumba yosungiramo maofesi kuti ayang'ane ndi choyambiriracho. Tangoganizani: mtsikana amabwera kukakumana naye atavala zovala ndi beseni, wopanda gram ya kupanga. Monga momwe zinamuwonekera, imvi yofiira. Amayi adathamangira m'chipinda chake mu bullet, adatsogolera mpikisano wothamanga ndipo adayamba nawo ntchito yoyamba. M'kalata yopita kwa agogo anga aakazi, mayi anga analemba kuti: "Mwinamwake iyi ndiyo njira yomwe ndikuyambira yomwe ndikuchotsa. Yotsogoleredwa ndi Georgy Yungvald-Khilkevich anafunsa komwe ine, msungwana wamng'ono, ndikumva mozama kwambiri. Koma inu mukudziwa momwe ine ndimayandikira pafupi ndi chisoni cha wina, momwe ine ndikudandaula ndi chirichonse. " Kwa zaka zambiri, amayi anga anasintha, anayamba kukhala olimba. Ndinamanga khoma pakati pa ine ndi anthu ena onse ...
Kuwombera
Ndine wotsimikiza kuti mayi anga anali okongola ndipo alibe chochita, koma adagwirizana kwambiri ndi maonekedwe ake. Sindinayambe ndasiya nyumbayo "osati mawonekedwe". Ndimakumbukira, kwa maola ambiri ndikuyang'ana momwe amayi anga ankajambula, amamuyamikira. Ndinali pafupi zaka khumi ndi zitatu, ndinakhala pansi ndikuyang'ana amayi anga ngati boa constrictor pa fakir. Pachiyambi iye anaika mitsuko yamatsenga, mabokosi, mabokosi a ufa. Mwambo wobwezeretsedwa unatenga nthawi yaitali, ndipo gawo la mkango linagwiritsidwa ntchito pa eyelashes. Pamene adayika pamapeto pake, adafuula kuti: "Mulungu wanga! Ndikanakhala bwanji ndikudwala kwambiri! "Ndipo sindinamvetsetse momwe ndingatope ndikumeta pepala? Mayi anga atangoyamba kumene ntchito ya Mercedes, monga mtsogoleri Yuri Kara anamuitanira pacithunzi-thunzi "Ambala a Chilamulo." Filimu iyi inatuluka pamaso pa "Ndende ya Castle ngati", ambiri amaona Rita udindo woyamba wa amayi. Mwa njirayi, heroine wa nkhani ya Fazil Iskander adatchedwa mosiyana, ndiye amayi omwe adakakamiza kuti amutchedwe Rita, polemekeza mlongo wake. Ndinakhala ku Sochi, pamene "Abava a Chilamulo" adatulukira pawotchi. Ndinaloledwa kupita ku kanema ndi agogo anga, ngakhale kuti ndinali ndi zaka zisanu zokha. Mlonda anandiona ndikufuula kuti: "O, mtsikana, iwe ukuwoneka ngati Rita! Kodi mwangokhala mwana wake wamkazi? "Ndinayamba ngakhale kumeta tsitsi ngati amayi anga. Pambuyo pa gawoli agogo anga sangathe kunditonthoza kwa nthawi yayitali: pamene amayi anga amatha kumapeto kwa filimuyi atavala diresi yofiira, ndipo bambo ake amamuwombera, ndikufuula pa holo yonseyo: Mam anaphedwa! Kawirikawiri ndinayang'ana mafilimu a amayi anga, koma osati "Ambawo m'Chilamulo" - zinali zovuta kwambiri. Mayi anga anandiuza mmene zinalili zovuta kuti amalize. Pamene kuwombera kunatha, zinapezeka kuti palibe mphamvu yokwanira ya heroine itagona pa udzu. Chifukwa chovuta kuti adzipeze pabwalo lamasamba udzu wobiriwira - unali kale kumapeto kwa mwezi wa Oktoba. Mayi anga anagona kwa nthawi yaitali padziko lapansi ndipo zotsatira zake zinayamba kukhala ndi chibayo ... Anayamba kutaya zambiri, kupita kumisonkhano ndi omvera. Panali vuto kuti ndichite chiyani ndi ine. Kenaka adaganiza kuti ndidzakhala ndi makolo a atate anga - agogo anga aamuna ndi agogo ake (mwamuna wake wachiwiri, Dagestan) ku Vladikavkaz. Agogo a Alexander, omwe ndimatchulidwa nawo (tinali obadwa tsiku lomwelo), anali okhwima, koma agogo aamuna Nabi Hasanovich anandipasula kwambiri, akupatsa zodzikongoletsera nthawi zonse. Ndinapita zonse mu golide - mphete, ndolo, unyolo. Makolo anga atandigwira ine, Nabi anauza agogo anga a Sasha kuti: "Ndimakonda mtsikana uyu kwambiri moti ndimangowononga popanda." M'nyengo yotentha, nditawachezera, agogo anga anali ndi tchuthi. Atatulutsidwa "Ababa M'Chilamulo", amayi anga anabwera ku Vladikavkaz kudzandiona. Mulungu wanga, zinali zosatheka kuyenda naye mumsewu! Amunawo adalumikiza makosi awo. Ndinayenda pambali pake, kamphindi kakang'ono kangapo, ndipo ndinadzazidwa ndi kunyada. Zoona, kusukulu ndinali kubisala amayi anga omwe anali kuyesera kuti asachite manyazi. Makolo anga ankakhala ku Leningrad, ku Sovetskaya Hotel kwa nthaŵi yoyamba. Pamaso pawo panali zosankha: Moscow kapena mzinda pa Neva? Bambo adakumbukira kuti chirichonse chinasankhidwa ndi madzulo amodzi, kapena kuti usiku wakuda. Anayima pa mlatho wa Fontanka, ndipo amayi anga anati: "Ndi mzinda wokongola bwanji! Tiyeni tikhale pano. " Koma amayi anga adawona Leningrad kokha, chifukwa adachoka popanda kusokonezeka. Agogo anga aakazi nthawi ndi nthawi ananditengera kwa ine kukawombera. Zaka zisanu ndi chimodzi ndinapita kukawombera filimuyo "Gangsters ku Ocean". Kwa mwezi wonse, agogo anga ndi ine tinakhala m'bwato pa sitimayo yowuma. Kumeneko ndinayamba kucheza ndi wojambula nyimbo Sergei Krylov. Tinkasewera naye kusukulu. Anaseka kuti: "Phunziro, Sasha, aliyense adzalembera kalata" malako ", ndipo mulembe" mkaka "!" Mu filimuyo "Don Cesar de Bazan" Ndinafika poyang'anitsitsa pang'onopang'ono: msungwana wa gypsy wokhala ndi zophimba, umene umakhala m'manja mwa Michael Boyarsky, ndi ine. Boyarsky anali fano langa. Firimuyo inawombera ku Vilnius m'chilimwe. Panali kutentha kwakukulu, ndipo amayi anga ankayenera kuyeserera kuvina ndi zibowo. Ndimakumbukira kuti ndinkakwiya kwambiri ndi mtsogoleri wina dzina lake Jan Fried: iye amakhala pansi tsiku lililonse ndipo amamwa madzi ndi ayezi, ndipo amayi anga amavina dzuwa.
Ine mosasamala ndimakumbukira "kuwombera kwa Tsar" ku Sevastopol, ngakhale kuti nthawi yonseyi ndimakhala ndi amayi anga. Ndikumangokhala madzulo ambirimbiri ndi ojambula, nkhani, zolemba. Panthawi imeneyo ndimakonda kwambiri Nikolay Eremenko. Kawirikawiri, ubwana wanga wonse unadutsa ndi akulu, ndipo makolo anga sanalepheretse. Pambuyo pa filimuyo "Phunzitsani ku Brooklyn," mayi anga anayamba kucheza ndi Rodion Gazmanov ndi mayi ake. Ubwenzi umenewu unatha mpaka kumapeto kwa masiku ake. Nthawi zonse makolo anga atasiya bizinesi, ndinali ndi nkhawa kwambiri, ndinalira. Ndinakhumudwa ndi iwo kufikira ndili ndi zaka makumi awiri. Mwinamwake, ndikumvetsa ana okha omwe analeredwa ndi agogo awo. Koma mwinamwake zinali zosatheka ... Panali zovuta pamoyo wanga, ndikuchita chinthu chomwecho: Ndikanamusiya mwanayo ndi mbadwa ndikupitiriza ntchito. Makolo anga ananditengera ku nyumba yawo pamene iwo adalowa malo ogona. Ndinali ndi zaka eyiti. Mayi anga kawirikawiri sanabwere kunyumba, makamaka ndimakhala ndi bambo anga, tinalibe madzi. Amayi ambiri anali ndi nyenyezi zambiri, adakali m'gulu la zisudzo "Baltic House". Zoona, iye ankasewera pang'ono, koma sanamve ngati wokonda masewero osangalatsa. Ali ndi bwalo latsopano la omvera - anthu ochokera ku bizinesi. Pa nthawi imeneyo anthu anasiya kupita ku zisudzo. Tsiku lina, anthu khumi ndi asanu okha anabwera ku sewero "The Swedish Castle". Panali ochita masewera oposa masewera owonerera. Kuchita izi m'chipinda chopanda kanthu ndipo amayi anga asankha kuchoka ku zisudzo. Anapita kwa anthu onse, anapempha chikhululuko ndikuchoka pa siteji. Amayi ndi abambo anatsimikiza kuti achoke ku zisudzo, kuchita bizinesi. Koma ndiye sadali wokonzeka kuchitapo kanthu ....
Gawo la moyo
Zaka khumi ndi chimodzi - kwa ine gawo linalake la moyo. Kenaka ndinakula. M'nyengo yachilimwe, pamene ndinali kupita ku Vladikavkaz, agogo anga okondedwa Nabi anamwalira. Kwa ine, imfa yake inadabwitsidwa kwambiri. Panthawiyi, bambo anga anaitana nati: "Sasha, tinasweka ndi amayi anu. Iye tsopano adzakhala ndi Amalume Dima. " Ndinadziwa Dima bwino, iye adali membala wa nyumba yathu. Chowona kuti anali kukondana ndi amayi ake chikawoneka ndi maso. Dima ankakonda kuseka: "Kotero mwana wanu adzakulira, ndidzamkwatira!" - Anakumana bwanji? Iwo anauzidwa ndi wopanga Igor Azarov. Amayi adalemba nyimbo ndi iye, ndipo adaganiza zolemba chochitika ichi m'modzi mwa makasitomala oyambirira ogwirizanitsa ntchito mumzindawu, womwe uli ndi Dima. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, Dima wakhala akuchezera ife. Adadi, tiyenera kumupatsa udindo wake, munthu wodekha, wosaphunzira, kotero izi zinali zaulemu, popanda chiyeso. Maganizo a Dimin ankawonekera ngakhale kwa akhungu ndi ogontha. Ine, moona, sindinayambe ndakomanapo ndi chikondi choterocho m'moyo wanga. Iye sakanakhoza kukhalapo popanda mayi anga kwa maminiti asanu. Atapita kunja kukakhitchini, nthawi yomweyo anamva kuti: "Masha, uli kuti? Sindingathe kukhala popanda iwe. " Mzaka makumi atatu amayi anga anakwatiwa ndi Dima ku St. Nicholas Cathedral. Anali wokongola kwambiri podzivala kavalidwe kapamwamba ndipo ankawoneka ngati mngelo. Ndinkanyamula sitimayi kuti ndikwatire mkwatibwi wanga. Ukwatiwo unachitika m'nyengo yozizira, pambuyo pa kubadwa kwa amayi anga. Ndikukumbukira kusewera kwa Dima: "Ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzakwatiwa ndi mkazi wa zaka makumi awiri ndi zisanu ndi zitatu, ndipo ndidzakwatiwa ndi mwana wa zaka makumi atatu. Musakhale ndi nthawi.
Kodi munachita chiyani makolo anu atamwalira?
Moona Mtima? Atatha kusudzulana, ndinatenga bambo. Popeza amayi anga anali oyambitsa pulogalamuyi, ndinapita kukakhala ndi bambo anga. Koma tsopano ndikudziwa kuti amayi anga anavutika kwambiri. Anandinyengerera kuti ndikhale kwa nthawi yaitali, koma ndinali wotsutsa. Ndipo posakhalitsa bambo anga anakwatira Svetlana, yemwe ndinakumana naye ndisanakwatirane ndi amayi anga, zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu zapitazo. Nayi nkhani ya chikondi! Svetlana anasamukira kwa abambo ake ndi ana ake awiri, ndipo tinali asanu m'nyumba yaing'ono. Mayi ali ndi mphamvu yatsopano anayamba kundipangitsa kuti: "Sasha, mukudziwa, bambo tsopano ndi ovuta. Iye sangakuuzeni za izo mwiniwake. Tidzakupangitsani kuti mukhale bwino. " Ndipo ndinasiya. N'zoona kuti tinkagona m'nyumba zogona, nthaŵi zonse kusunthira kuchoka kumodzi kupita kwina. Kotero nthano zonse zomwe Anna Samokhina anakwatira mbuyanga si zoona. Dima chifukwa cha amayi anga anasiya banja, akusiya nyumbayo kwa mkazi wake wakale. Amayi ndi Dima anagwira ntchito mwakhama. Ndipo kuchokera ku kanyumba kakang'ono kokhala ndi matebulo apulasitiki ndi mipando inatha kupanga malo odyera awiri olemekezeka. Ndikuganiza kuti amayi anga adalandira chiphuphu ku Dima, kutsimikiza mtima kwake ndikufotokozera momveka bwino makhalidwe a utsogoleri. Iye amayamikira kwambiri izi mwa amuna. Bambo ndi munthu wofatsa, wanzeru, wochenjera.
Kodi muli ndi ubale wanji ndi abambo anu opeza?
Ndi zosavuta kunena, osasamala. Ngakhale kuti Dima adavomereza kuti ndine wanzeru kupitirira zaka zanga, ndipo nthawi zambiri anayamba kukambirana ndi ine pa nkhani zakuya, sindinganene kuti zinatibweretsa pamodzi. Dima nthawi zonse ankangokhalira kumenyana ndi ine, kunyoza mwana wanga wamagulu, ndipo ineyo ndinakhumudwa. Ndikuganiza kuti amayi anga amakangana naye chifukwa cha ine. Panthawi imeneyo, ndinkakonda kuwerenga. Ndipo sindinkafuna abwenzi, osathamanga, osakhalitsa. Dima anadabwa: "Mwanayo sapita ku gawolo, mabwalo, samalankhulana ndi anzanga! Ndipo chofunika kwambiri - sichiphunzira Chingerezi! "Koma amayi anga sanandikakamize ndipo anali okhulupirika kwambiri pazochita zanga. Atatha kusudzulana ndi abambo ake, adayamba kuchepa. Ndikhoza kumupotoza chingwe. Zowoneka kuti, zinayambitsidwa ndi kudzidzimva. Pambuyo pake mayi anga anavomereza kuti: "Ndinakupezani chisoni, sindinakupangitseni kuphunzira Chingerezi, ndipo sindinakuphunzitseni momwe mungayendetsere. Ndipo chifukwa chakuti munasudzula atate anu agogo anu anamwalira, mumakhala ndi agogo anu. Komabe iwe umayenera kukukhadzula iwe ngati mbuzi ya Sidorov! "Ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zitatu ndinali ndi chilakolako chojambula ndi kuyesera zinthu za amayi anga. Mwachidule, ndinkafuna kukhala munthu wamkulu mwamsanga. Amayi ndi Dima anali otanganidwa kumanga nyumba zapanyumba ndipo nthawi zambiri ankachoka kumudzi kwa masiku angapo. Ndilibe mayi anga ndimakonda kukwera m'chipinda chake ndikuyerekeza zovala zonse zamadzulo, wigs, boas ndi stoles. Ndinawona abwenzi ake mu chovala chake chovala velvet chovala cha velvet. Ndinayenda kuzungulira nyumba ndikukumva ngati Greta Garbo ku hotelo yapamwamba. Pambuyo pake "saloni" ndinatsuka mbale ndikuvulaza manja a mkanjo wanga mwangozi. Amayi ayenera kuti anali atabwerera msanga, choncho ndinangomangirira mwinjiro wanga pakhomo. Ndipo amayi anga akukwera m'kabati pambuyo pa chovala chake. "Sasha, kodi iwe unavala izo?" Ine ndinayankha popanda kuyankha kuti: "Ayi, ndithudi!" Amayi: "Sasha, usamaname! Manjawa ndi onyowa! Chabwino, mungangobvala mwinjiro wanga, koma nchifukwa ninji? "Amayi amatha kukhululukira munthu chifukwa cha zolakwa zilizonse, koma sangathe kuimirira bodza. Pambuyo pake sanalankhulane nane masiku angapo. Ndimakumbukira phunziro lonse kwa moyo wanga wonse. Ngati ndikanafuna kunyenga mayi anga, ndinakumbukira chovala cha burgundy - ndipo chilakolako chakunama chimatha. Ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndimayesera kusuta. Tsiku lina mayi anga amabwera kuchipinda changa, ndipo ndinangowasintha zovala ndipo awiri anadula ndudu pansi. Ine, monga Witsin, mwamsanga ndinayamba kusuta ndudu imodzi, kenako. Amayi adasokonezeka maganizo: "Chabwino, ndinapita." Kudzudzula kopanda pake kwagwira ntchito yake, kuyambira pamenepo chilakolako cha kusuta chatha. Kusukulu, ndinali ndi mnzanga wapamtima, dzina lake Vera. Pa chifukwa china, makolo ake anamulepheretsa kupita ku tsiku langa lobadwa. Koma Vera sanamvere ndipo anabwera. Mwachibadwa, ndinakhala pambali pa bwenzi langa, ndikukhulupirira kuti makolo ake ndi zenizeni, omwe amafunika kuphunzitsidwa. Ndipo anamusiya kuti agone usiku, ngakhale kuti anali woopa kwambiri kunyenga mayi anga. Ndi zizolowezi ziti zomwe sitinapite! Chipinda changa chinali pafupi ndi khomo lakumaso, kuphatikizapo, chinali ndi khonde limene linali lobisala. Kotero tinakhala masiku atatu onse. Madzulo, mayi anga atalowa m'chipindamo kuti andipeze usiku wabwino, Vera anathamanga ku T-shirt kupita ku khonde, ngakhale kuti kunali nyengo yozizira. Usiku, ndinakokera chakudya chake kuchokera m'firiji. Tsiku lina amayi anga ankadandaula kuti: "Sasha, chikuchitika ndi chiyani?" Nthawi zonse mumadya nokha m'chipinda chanu. " Ndinayankha kuti ndikusowa malo osayenera ndikupempha kuti ndisadandaule. Tinasewera mpaka kuti, poyenda ndi Vera kumsewu, adabisala kwa apolisi. Pamene amayi a Verina anabwera kwa ine, ndikufunitsitsa kuti ndipeze mwana wamkazi, ineyo, ndikumuyang'anitsitsa ndi maso ake, ndinati sindinamuone mzanga masiku atatu. Ndiye Vera anawamvera chisoni makolo ake ndipo anabwerera kwawo ... Amayi adamva nkhaniyi pokhapokha atatumiza "Bluff Club". Anali otsimikiza kuti ndabwera ndi chirichonse, ndipo nditaphunzira choonadi, sindingathe kubwera kwa ndekha kwa nthawi yaitali.
Anna anaima kuti achitepo mafilimu ndi kutenga malo odyera?
Amayi sanachite filimu chaka chonse zitatu, pamene m'dziko ndi m'ma cinema munali mavuto aakulu, ndiye zopereka zinagwa kuchokera ku chimanga. Nthawi yopumayo itayamba ntchito, adadzaza pause ndi malo odyera. Mayi yekha anabwera ndi mkati, anapanga menyu. Tiyenera kumupatsa ngongole yoyenera, amayi ake aziphika mopanda malire. Zimenezo zinangotengera mchere "Anna", wotchuka kwambiri! Amayi adakonda kwambiri udindo wa bwana wamalonda, ndipo adalimbana nawo bwino. Ali m'sitilantiyo anali woyang'anira alendo ochereza alendo, adasamalira onse Gerard Depardieu, Pierre Richard, ndi Sylvia Kristel, ndi gulu la "Aerosmith". Natasha Koroleva anakondwerera kubadwa kwake kuresitora yathu. Ndimakumbukira kuti mayi anga anali ovuta kwambiri, ndipo anali ndi mawu achitsulo m'mawu ake: ogwira ntchitoyo ayenera kuti asungidwa. Kwa masiku kumapeto, iye ndi Dimoy adasowa m'sitilanti. Ndipo zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri zomwe ife tinakhala palimodzi, mwinamwake sizinagwire, ife tinagwirira ntchito palimodzi, ife tinali kupumula palimodzi. Mwina izi ndizolakwika. Chotsatira chake, iwo anali atatopa wina ndi mzake. Kusudzulana ndi Dima kunali kolemetsa. Koma, izo zikuwoneka kwa ine, malingaliro awo sanakhazikike pansi atatha kupatukana.
Nchifukwa chiani iwo anatha?
Onse awiri anali ndi khalidwe lovuta. Inu mukhoza kunena, ine ndinapeza nsalu pa mwala. Mayi adayamikira kwambiri kupirira kwa anthu, ndipo sadaloledwe kuchotsedwa. Sindikukumbukira kuti papa adakweza mawu ake osachepera. Dima anali wosasinthasintha - pamene panali kusamvana, kwenikweni kunabweretsa. Zikanakhoza kuphulika, kufuula. Amayi anali ovuta kunyamula izi. Koma nkhaniyo inatha, koma maganizo adakalipo. Dima mwinamwake anavomera kwa ine: momwe iye ankamukondera amayi ake, palibe amene angagwirizane. Koma moyo umapitirira. Ndikuyembekeza kuti mu moyo wake padzakhala chikondi chochuluka ... Amayi adasiya Dima pachabe, akumusiya nyumba. Ananditumiza kwa agogo anga aamuna, omwe panthaŵiyo anali atachoka ku Vladikavkaz kupita ku St. Petersburg. Ndimaganiza kuti mayi anga anachita chomwecho kuti sindinawone masewera a banja. Atatha kusudzulana kuchokera ku Dima, ine ndi mayi anga tinapita kuka "kunyoza mabala" ku Croatia. Imeneyi inali ulendo wopambana kwambiri m'moyo wathu! Madzulo alionse tinapita ku disco ndikuvina mpaka m'mawa. Tili ndi ife tinayesera kudziwana bwino ndi amuna okongola. Anam'thamangira ndi kufuula kuti: "Alongo? Amayi adamuseka: "Mwinamwake ndikuchokera kwa mlongo wanga mwamsanga ndikuyeneranso kukhala agogo aakazi." Kwa zaka zambiri tinakumbukira ulendo uwu ... Amayi anapeza chisudzulo kuchokera ku Dima ndi zopweteka kwambiri. Kwa moyo wake wonse, iye anakumbukira mawu ake akuti: "Sasha, ngakhale kuti kusatsimikizirika kuli patsogolo pake ndipo ndizoopsa kuti mutengepo, chitani chomwecho. Musakhale komwe kuli kovuta kwa inu. " Panthawi imeneyi, mayi anga ankafunitsitsa kusamukira ku Moscow: ankagwira ntchito zambiri kumeneko. Nthawi zambiri ndimamuyendera, ndipo tinakonza zoti posachedwa ndimusamuke. Koma m'moyo wake panali Eugene Borisovich - yemwe kale anali msilikali, wogwira ntchito yamtundu. Amayi panthawiyo ankafunikira thandizo. Zhenya anamuwona ndipo adayamba kukonda popanda kukumbukira. Mwachiwonekere, iye anaganiza: ngati tsopano amayi anga sapambana, ndiye palibe chimene chingatuluke. Anapita ku Moscow kwa amayi ake ndipo anamukakamiza kuti abwerere ku St. Petersburg. Moona, ine ndinali kutsutsa izo. Koma m'banja lathu silingaloledwe kusokoneza moyo wa munthu wokondedwa. Chifukwa chake, miseche yonena kuti amayi anga anandilekanitsa ndi anthu ogwira ntchito - osaganizira. Iye amakhoza kumvetsera, kupereka uphungu, koma iye sanandichititse ine konse. Ndipo ndinayesera kuchita chimodzimodzi. Anangonena kuti angafune kuti akhale ku Moscow. Koma, mwachiwonekere, panthawiyi anafunikira phewa la munthu wamphamvu, ndipo anabwerera. Tiyenera kupereka Yevgeny chifukwa chake: adayendetsa amayi ake ndi chidwi chachikulu, adakwaniritsa zofuna zake zonse. Mayi anayamikira zimenezi, ndipo kenako ndinasintha maganizo anga ponena za iye. Zhenya anatsagana naye ku machitidwe onse, ngakhale anapita ndi amayi ake paulendo. Anakonza zonse pamlingo wapamwamba, kuti amayi anga akhale omasuka komanso omasuka. Ngati ankafuna grouse ndi chinanazi khumi ndi awiri usiku, ndikutsimikiza Zhenya angachipeze. Mayi anga atasamukira ku Yevgeny ku Vsevolozhsk kunyumba kwake, anaganiza kuti adzakhale kumeneko mpaka kumapeto kwa masiku ake. Mwamsanga, chirichonse mu nyumba chinamangidwanso, chinabzala maluwa okongola, ndipo chinakhazikitsa mphanda ya dacha. Koma iwo analekana ... Poyambirira, Zhenya anazindikira kuti pafupi ndi iye anali nyenyezi yowonekera, ndipo kenako adasewera mtsogoleri wa amayi, adasankha mafunso okhudza kujambula kwake, kuyankhulana. Pambuyo pake, ndipo adatsimikiza kuti pafupi ndi iye "azakhali", omwe onse ayenera kumuponyera ndikumuchita, ndi apadera komanso apadera. Koma nthawi yomweyo mayi anga anasonyeza kuti sangapange mkazi womvera kuchokera kummawa. Panthawiyi ine ndi mayi anga tinkayenda limodzi ndikuchita nawo filimu. Mu filimu ya Dmitry Svetozarov "Mitundu itatu ya chikondi," Ndinkakonda kusewera amayi anga ndili mnyamata, komanso "Black Crow" - mdzukulu wake. Amayi ankandiyamikira, koma kwenikweni kamodzi sankafuna kuti ndikhale katswiri wa zisudzo! Pamene adanena kuti adzaika kandulo m'tchalitchi, ngati sindinalowe muwonetsero. Analota kuti ndinali kuchita bizinesi yamalonda.
Chinthucho ndikuti nthawi zonse ndimayiwala chinachake ... Msonkhano, amayi anga amawombera popanda mapeto. Nthawi ina sakanakhoza kuyima: "Ambuye, Sasha, ndizotheka bwanji! Ndikugona mu bokosi, koma iwe ukadzabwera ndikudzifunsa kuti ndizichita masewera olimbitsa thupi! "Mayi anga anakhala masiku ochepa m'chipatala. Iye anati: "Sindikumvetsa zomwe zikuchitika kwa ine. Zikuwoneka kuti mawa ndidzadzuka ndikhale wathanzi ... "Amayi alidi osungulumwa. Ndiuzeni, ndi munthu wanji wamba yemwe angafune kuti apite ku chipatala? Ndipo amayi anga sankafuna kudwala kunyumba. Atangonena kuti: "Inu munandiberekera, nditengereni kwa madokotala." Kotero amayi anga analowa m'chipatala nambala 3- Iye ankafuna mtendere, osati kundiwona, akuthamanga kuzungulira nyumbayo ndi maso akutukumula ndipo nthawi zonse amapereka chimodzi kapena chimzake. Ndinkafuna kulichotsa m'njira iliyonse, ndipo ankatopa kwambiri. Ndipo iye ankafuna kusiya moyo mwakachetechete ndipo popanda kukangana ... Mayi anga anali ndi chipinda chokhala ndi TV. Mwamwayi, adakwanitsa kuwona imodzi mwa mafilimu ake atsopano, "House Without Outlet," ndipo anasangalala kwambiri ndi ntchitoyi. Ine ndi Rita tinkapita kukaona amayi anga tsiku ndi tsiku. Anzake abwera, panali bambo ndi Dima pafupi. Mayi anamwalira mu loto ndi kumwetulira pamaso. Namwino anandiuza mbiri yodabwitsa. Kwa pafupi maola awiri, kupyolera mu mazira, iye anamva belu likulira ndikupita ku chipinda cha amayi ake ... Zaka zaposachedwapa, amayi anga akhala anzeru, ocheperapo. Mafunso ambiri amafanana ndi mafilosofi. Ndinadana ndi miseche, kunyoza. Iye anali ngati anthu ochepa kwambiri. Pa tsiku lomalizira la moyo wake adati: "Ndikachoka, sindidzakhalanso katswiri wa zisudzo, ndikupereka chikondi." Mawu awa sanamvekere grandiloquent - munthu aliyense atayima pafupi ndi imfa. Ndikudziwa, amayi anga akanakhala ndi nthawi yochita zambiri, chifukwa chilichonse chimene anatenga, anachita bwino kwambiri. Mayi anga ananenanso kuti: "Ndimakhululukira aliyense. Ani amene mumadziwa kuti palibe. " Madly akudandaula kuti ndinalibe nthawi yopatsa mayi wanga mphatso yamtengo wapatali. Ndipo ine ndinalota za izo! Mayi anga ankakhala ndi khadi la ana ndi zipilala zojambulidwa, zomwe ndinapanga ndi manja anga pa March 8, zolemba zanga zoyambirira, makalata ochokera kwa amayi, alongo anga. Mu kuya kwa moyo wake, iye anali munthu wokonda kwambiri. Pa maliro okha, ndinazindikira kuti ndataya amayi anga, komanso mnzanga wapamtima. Panthawi yovuta kwambiri ya moyo wanga, amayi anga nthawi zonse ankawoneka mozungulira. Ndipo tsopano, pamene ndikuyenda pa siteji, ndikuganiza: apa iye wakhala mu mzere wa khumi mu malo khumi ndikuyang'ana ine ...