Zakhala zaka khumi kuchokera pamene ndinachoka kumudzi kwathu. Kuyaya kwamuyaya! Ndimakumbukira pamene ndinali ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu ndinayesa kudziyesa ndekha zaka makumi atatu. Chithunzicho chinali chodabwitsa (mkazi wodziimira ndi wokonzekera bwino m'chipewa, ali ndi mwana, akaunti ya banki ndi woyang'anira nyumba), koma ... kutali kwambiri. Ndipo posachedwa makumi atatu! Ndipo pali zipewa, ndi akaunti, ndi woyang'anira nyumba. Ndipo ana ngakhale awiri. Koma ufulu wa mkati sunakhale wa konkire yowonjezera iyi ...
Cholakwika
Amayi anga anali aphunzitsi. Iye tsopano ndi mphunzitsi, woyenera kale. Iye ndi wonyada ndi regalia, amadzimangirira yekha kuchokera kwa osindikizira. Ndipo amayi anga sankadzikuza. Sindinaganizire chithunzithunzi changa chokwanira cha dziko ndi "zovuta" zanga mu khalidwe ndi "osasokonezeka" abwenzi.
Ndinkalemekeza mayi anga, koma ndinkachita mantha. Pamene "aphunzitsi apanyumba" anandifotokozera ndime zosamvetsetseka kuchokera ku bukhuli, ndinali wotayika ndipo ndikuwopa kuti ndiwonetsere "kuvunda" kwanga, komwe kunapangidwanso muzinthu zambiri. Ankayerekezera kuti anali ataphunzira zinthu zonse mwangwiro, ndipo anali wokonzeka kutenga awiri - kuti asaphunzire "njira zophunzitsira": "Chabwino, usayerekeze kuti ndiwe wopusa, iwe ndiwe mwana wanga - ndipo ndiyenera kuti ndidziwe mwa kufanana kale. . "
Ndinazoloŵera sukulu ya sekondale "zovala zanga zonse mwa ine ndekha" - komanso amayi anga kuti aziimira zofuna ndi makhalidwe omwe angakonde kwambiri. Ndipo musayanjane naye maganizo ake enieni ndi malingaliro ake. Zambiri ... Ndinaphunziranso kubisala - chifukwa chithandizo cha mayi anga chinali ngati kubowola.
Cholinga chochotsera vutoli chinali khomo la yunivesite! Mayi anga anachita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndikhale pakhomo, koma kenako ndinali ngati thanthwe. Ndinagwedeza mutu, ndinagwirizana, ndipo ndinasiya ndalama zasiliva, ndinatola chikwama, ndinkakhala m'malaibulale. Ndinakhala kumapeto ena a dzikoli, ndinakwatirana pano ndikukhala bwenzi la mwamuna wanga (amayi anga samazitcha "wamalonda"). Sindipita kunyumba kawirikawiri, ndipo amayi anga amapeza zifukwa zambiri zondichezera. Zoonadi, sindingakane amayi anga. Ndipo nthawi zonse amandipsompsona, ndimamva ngati mandimu ...
Zikomo, koma sindikufuna kukhala pansi. Ndidakali m'galimoto. Ndipo mpando uwu ... Ndiuzeni, muli ndi mavuto azachuma? Ndikutha kuona komwe kugula ... Musakhale wamanyazi, ndikutha kuthandiza! O, kodi ndi zabwino kwa inu? Chabwino! "Mmodzi mwa ndimeyi - ndipo chikondi changa chonse chimangokhala mkati mwakamodzi, monga wamatsenga adamuwombera." Inde, ndinagula mpando "wowonongeka" ndi malonda - koma momwe ndinasangalalira kuti chitsanzo chake chosangalatsa Amabwera ku chipinda! Amayi ali ndi talente kuti ayese chinthu chamtengo wapatali kwa ine ...
Chifukwa cha ana
Choipa kwambiri sikuti amayi anga sakonda chirichonse m'moyo wanga ndipo onse "amakhudzidwa" (koma kwenikweni pejorative) amadzudzula, kuchokera ku kusankha kwa wokondedwa mu moyo kusankha chisangalalo. Ndipotu ndikuyamba kukayikira ndekha, ngakhale kuti ndinkasangalala kwambiri ndi zomwe zinkandiyendera ndisanayambe kukangana.
Tiyeni tinene kuti ndimapita kwa chibwenzi changa pa tsiku langa lobadwa. Masha a zaka zisanu ndi awiri a Kirill ali ndi zaka ziwiri. "Azakhali nanny" onse amatumikira, manja anga sali okwanira. Koma kenako ndinagwidwa ndi maso a amayi ... Mwa madzulo - nkhani yochokera pansi pamtima ya momwe iye mwini, anasiyira mkazi wamasiye, ineyo ndi mchemwali wake wa usiku sitinadzaze. Kutonzedwa sikuli "pamphumi" - koma mwa mawonekedwe okhudzana ndi kukumbukira momwe ndinayitanira kuti "amayi" kuchokera kuchipinda, chifukwa ndinkaopa mdima. Kulimbana ndi chikhalidwe ichi, mtendere wanga ukuwoneka wamwano. Ine ndikuchita manyazi: ndingathe bwanji kuzunzika m'munda wa amayi ?! Ndine mayi woipa! Pulogalamuyi ikukula, imvi. Ndizodabwitsa: chifukwa chiyani ine, agogo anga aakazi omwe ali ndi moyo wawo, amakhala ngati kalulu pamaso pa boa constrictor? Monga ngati palibe zaka khumizi - ndipo ndikadali mwana wa sukulu, ndikuimba mlandu amayi anga onse. Ngakhale "chirichonse chiri mu dongosolo", ine ndimamuyankha iye, ngati kuti ndikubisa bulu losweka la banja. Ine sindiri wodziimira chotero, izo zikutuluka ...