Lembani mndandanda wa maudindo ake - ndizosasamala: zimatengera theka la tsamba, ndipo chofunikacho sichisinthika - ndi khalidwe. Chilichonse chochita masewero a Vakhtangova, Yulia Rutberg wakhala akusewera, zikuwoneka kuti akuyang'ana ... omvera. Ndipo amadziwa ngakhale mmene akumvera, maudindo, maonekedwe. Iye ndiye woyamba wa Theatre yotchedwa Eugene Vakhtangov ndi wokonda masewero olemekezeka otchuka: Vladimir Mirzoyev, Mikhail Kozakov, Gary Chernyakhovsky, Pyotr Fomenko. Udindo wa Anna Andreevna mu sewero la "Khlestakov" ndi Nzeru Yodetsa Nzeru mu "Mfumukazi ya Spades" inamuthandiza kuti azisangalala kwambiri. Zithunzi mu filimuyi nazonso anabadwa pokhapokha atakhala ndi chinachake choti anene kwa wowonayo: "Makhalidwe Abambo", "Fufuzani", "Moscow Windows", "Zinsinsi za Banja".
Kaya Anatoly Lobotsky anachita chiyani - kwa maola awiri owonetsera mafilimu ndi nthawi ya masewera, timakhala moyo wonse. Zomwe ankachita panthawiyi, chifukwa cha kusewera kwake, zinasanduka masoka oopsa (machitidwe a "Lady Macbeth wa Mtsensk," "Zosangalatsa za Don Juan", "Freelancer Krechinsky", ndi zina zotero), komanso udindo wa Andre mu filimuyo "Kukhumba kwa milungu" inamupangitsa kukhala wotchuka.
Komabe, kuwala kumachoka ndipo kumangokhala kosamvetsetseka komweku, kumene, kunayambitsa maonekedwe a zokambiranazi: kodi amakhala kunja kwa chinsalu ndi phokoso? Iwo ali_momwe amadzibisa mosamala umunthu wawo, wamoyo, moyo.
Mfundo yoyamba ya njira yawo ndiyo kuchedwa. Ayi, ayi, osati tsiku loyamba. Kuyambilira. Zaka zingapo zapitazo, wokonda masewera a Vakhtangov Theatre, Julia Rutberg, adafuna kupita ku Moscow kuwonetsa filimuyi. Koma iye anatembenuka ndi kugubuduza, iye analibe nthawi. "Palibe," mtsikanayo adatsimikizira yekha. "Ndiyang'ana Kinotavr." Iye anali ndi chidwi ndi ntchito yatsopano ya Vladimir Menshov, yemwe amawombera kawirikawiri, koma molondola. Ngakhale kuti nthawi zambiri anthu amatsutsidwa ndi dziko lonse lapansi, mafilimu amatha kukhala zochitika. Ndipo ndizofuna kuona wojambula wosadziwika yemwe anali wolemekezeka kugwira nawo ntchito yaikulu ya Menshov - wolemba nkhani wa ku France, Andre wokongola. Izi "Bambo X" adatha kupanga filimuyi mu 42 (!) Chaka. Pafupi pomwepo adayankhula ku Moscow. Monga wojambula Lobotsky akuwoneka, Julia sakudziwa. Kotero, nthawizonse ankamusokoneza iye ndi wojambula Andrei Martynov. Ndipo pambuyo pa zonse, mwayi - pa "Kinotavr" poyambanso wojambulayo adaphanso - overslept.
Tsogolo lidzawachepetsanso kamodzi, mu "We Play Strinberg-Blues" Mikhail Kozakov. Ndiyeno moyo wokha udzalamulira momwe iwo, akuluakulu, omwe adzalandira mbali zina za zolakwa zawo ndi zokhumudwitsa zawo, adzasankha kupita limodzi.
Zidzakhala zozikidwa pazolowera - izi ndizoloza kachiwiri. Zinali zofunikira kupulumuka, kukhala moyo wakale, kuchoka mmbuyo. Yulia ali ndi zaka 10 za banja limodzi ndi woimba nyimbo rock Alexei Kortnev, mtsogoleri wa gulu la "Accident", kukangana kwakukulu, kukwatirana mwadzidzidzi kwa mkazi wakale kwa katswiri wodziwa masewera olimbitsa thupi.
"Pamene anthu asudzulana, musawone chifukwa mwa umodzi wa iwo. Mbali zonse ziwiri ndizolakwa, kotero izo ziri zolondola. Kotero, ziribe kanthu momwe ndinkakwiyitsa, - anena Julia Rutberg, - mu moyo sindinganene kanthu za mawu oipa a Alyosha. Ndimamuona ngati woimba nyimbo komanso munthu wamphamvu kwambiri. Modzipereka ndikukhumba Lesha chimwemwe, mwinamwake sichikhoza kukhala. Ndipotu, tinakhala pamodzi zaka zambiri. Panali nthawi - ankakondana kwambiri. Ndikukhulupirira lero kuti amakhala ndi mwamuna yemwe ali wokondedwa kwambiri kwa iye.
Alyosha sakanaganiza kuti atengepo kanthu popanda kuganizira kanthu kalikonse. Ife tinasiyanitsa abwenzi, ndipo ndi zopusa kuti timufune iye kukhala wosungulumwa kwamuyaya ndi zonyansa zoterozo. Zosakhumudwitsa zochepa komanso zoipa pamoyo, zimakhala bwino. Choncho, musataye mtima pa mkwiyo ndi kubwezera. Iwo ayenera kuperekedwa kokha kukonda anansi awo.
Ndithudi, pambuyo pa zochitika zina Tolya Lobotsky ndipo ine ndinali ndi mavuto ena ndi akale akazi ndi amuna, koma sitingathe kukhala okondweretsa kwa akunja. Chinthu chachikulu ndichokuti timakhala ndi chiyanjano pakati pathu tonsefe. Palibe chifukwa chodziimba mlandu pazomwezo. Koma pali kuzindikira kwathunthu kuti, ngati Lobotsky ndi ine timakhala pamodzi palimodzi, zikutanthauza kuti ifenso tiyenera kuchita kuti wina asawonongeke. "
Anatoly ali ndi nkhani yake: banja loyambirira ali ndi zaka 19, mwana yemwe tsopano ali wamng'ono kwambiri kuposa bambo ake. Komabe, mafunso a Tolya ponena za zakale amayankhidwa mochepa ndi mwachidule:
"Ndiyetu ndikudzilola ndekha muvumbulutso lililonse. Koma kuyankhulana uku kudzawerengedwa ndi amayi anga akale, ana, kapena akazi omwe poyamba ndinali nawo. Ndipo aliyense adzadziwongolera nthawi yomweyo ndikuganiza kuti: "Ndodo yamtengo wapatali, osati ineyo akutanthauza panthawiyi?" Choncho, sindikufuna kulankhula za nkhani zoterezi. "
Pa chizindikiro chachitatu cha moyo wawo, adagwirizana - ntchito, mukudziwa. Mmenemo, amawotcha ndikusungunula, amafalikira komanso amabadwanso. Malo owonetserako ndizofunika zawo. Julia Rutberg, wophiphiritsira, ngati mzere wosweka, nthawizonse umakhala ndi zojambula zokhudzana ndi maganizo. Anatoly Lobotsky amadziwanso kusewera osati chiyambi chabe cha malingaliro, komanso maonekedwe ake obisika a chitukuko. Ngakhale apa pali chododometsa - Tolya anapanga chiyambi chake pawonekedwe la kanema mochedwa:
Anatoly anati: "Ndinali kuchita nawo mwambo wa Mayakovsky Theatre. - Kumeneku ndinapemphedwa ndi mkulu wa masewero a maphunziro a Andrey Goncharov. Mwezi uliwonse ankachita masewera 30. Ngakhale, mwinamwake, malonda onse ali kumapeto kwa mapepala a masewera (ndisanamalize sukulu ya chikhalidwe). Kapena mwinamwake chifukwa chake n'chakuti palibe mbadwo wa omaliza maphunziro a zaka za m'ma 80, kupatulapo Dima Pevtsov, anali kujambula mu filimuyi. Mayina a ophunzira ena, okalamba, sangauze aliyense lero. Koma pamene ndikukamba za ntchito yanga panthawiyo, ndikutanthauza gululo, chifukwa, ngati wina aliyense wotchuka, iye ankachita nawo masewera onse, kuphatikizapo nthano, mosasamala. "
Lobotsky anakhala pulezidenti, ndipo adawonetsa zonse zomwe zingaganizire komanso zosayembekezeka kuti zichitike m "mayakovka. Koma zowonjezera za woimbayo sizinavutike. M'malo mwake, ndinkasangalala pa sitepe iliyonse. Ndiyeno_kukhumudwa kwa mtima:
"Tsiku lina ine ndinatenga izo, ndipo ndinachoka ku zisudzo. Ndipo kwanthawizonse ^ Kumanzere kwa Holland, ine sindikudziwa chifukwa chiyani, bwanji. Pa nthawi yomweyi analibe chitsimikizo choti achite mudziko la tulips losatha. Anapita ku malo opanda kanthu. Mwachiwonekere, panali vuto lalikulu la kulenga. Zaka 10 za kulima mobwerezabwereza sizinabweretse zipatso zabwino kwambiri. Chifukwa chake adayang'ana pomwe maso ake akuyang'ana. Komabe, patadutsa theka la chaka, adayesa zonse, amaganiza, ndikubwerera ku malo ake owonetsera. Iwo ankalandira izo mosangalala, koma iwo anatengera kukangana kwapakatikati. "
Kumvetsetsa mwinamwake kunawabweretsa iwo pafupi. Lobotsky alibe nzeru zoti achite ngati mkazi wake akumva mofatsa. Choncho, ndibwino kuti sizingokhala zofanana, koma zimagwiranso ntchito kumadera osiyanasiyana. Koma pulezidenti samwalira. Anatoly amatanthauza ntchito za mkazi wake: pang'ono chabe - amapanga ndemanga. Mwamuna wake amamudziwa bwino, choncho salandira. Ngakhale mutatha kuyamikira, chitamando. Amamvetsa kuti ntchito yaikulu ndi yotani. Julia, komabe, si wonyenga, akukamba za chidziwitso cha wokwatirana motere:
"Kaya ali ndi makhalidwe otani, nthawi zonse amamulemekeza. Ine sindimamuchitira manyazi iye. Nthawi zambiri timapita kwa wina ndi mnzake pazochita. Ngati mumakonda munthu, mumamudalira. Koma pamene mutayamba kukwiyirana pa ntchitoyi ndi mwamuna yemwe mukukhala naye, ndiye kuti mumwazikana ... Mwamuna wake ali ndi chisangalalo chodabwitsa. Grigory Gorin yemwe adakali pano adanena kuti uyu ndi Antonio wokondedwa wake wa onse omwe anali kusewera "Mliri pa nyumba zanu zonse."
Kodi maubwenziwa ali pamwamba? Ayi, ndi zachilendo. Kukonda mitima. Atapeza wina ndi mzache, adalitsa malo omwe ali nawo pachibwenzi, ichi chinakhala gawo lachinayi lachikondi chawo - nyumba ngati gawo la chimwemwe, mtendere wamba, zochitika zodzikongoletsera komanso zosiyana. Ngati palibe bizinesi, ndipo nyumbayo ili chete, imadabwitsa kwambiri. Tolia akuwerenga, Julia amaphunzitsa malembawo. Nthawi zina amapita ku mafilimu. Nthawi zina, kwa masiku angapo, ku dacha, koma izi ndizochepa. Lobotsky ndi wofunikanso wosodza m'nyengo yozizira. Zimapangidwa mwachilengedwe, kuchokera ku kusungulumwa. Iye si munthu wamba, osati kukangana, iye samakoka bulangeti pa iyemwini, mosiyana iye amachita zonse zomwe zingatheke kuti asakope chidwi kwa iyemwini. Julia amatsutsanso chete, koma sangathe kukhala yekha kwa nthawi yayitali. Izi zimachitika, kawirikawiri, pakadutsa pakati pausiku alendo amabwera kwa iwo. Ambiri amazindikira abwenzi osalandiridwa, osachedwa kuyembekezera ndi chimwemwe ndi zosangalatsa.
Chokhumudwitsa cha mabanja ambiri - njira ya moyo - adapewa. Eya, sio mfundo yawo. Julia ndi Anatoly kuti "bytovuhe" amatanthawuza momveka bwino: aliyense amene ali ndi nthawi, amatha. Ayi "Domostroi". Komanso, nyumba zimangoyambira m'mawa kwambiri, komanso madzulo. Chakudya cham'mawa - pothamanga: khofi ndi mkaka, yogurt, kanyumba tchizi, chimanga chosungunuka. Chakudya chiri kumaseĊµera. Ngakhale kuti Julia ndi wokonda kwambiri ku Japan. Ndipo panyumba pake samamvetsetsa zokondweretsa zonsezi zokhudzana ndi ma saladi zana limodzi ndi makumi asanu ndi limodzi mphambu zisanu ndi ziwiri. Chifukwa chiyani?
"Ndimakonda kwambiri msuzi wophika. Ndipo ndimapanga mitundu yonse ya saladi. Chinthu chachikulu ndikufulumira. Mphungu kwa maola awiri ku chitofu - osati kwa ine. Panthawi ina ndinali ndi zokwanira za amayi anga. Iye adakwanitsa kudyetsa aliyense, ngakhale pamene "ankasewera," pamene zonse zinali zosatheka. Kunyumba, chitseko chimatseguka nthawi zonse, anthu 50 amasonkhana kuti azidzabadwa. Ndimakumbukira kuti pa tsiku lachikumbutso changa mayi anga anakhala opanda mphamvu, ndipo masaya ake ankamulekerera. Ndinaganiza: mu moyo wanga izi sizidzachitika. "
Wina Yulia ali ndi Tolya "pa iwe" ndi kompyuta. Mwana wa Grisha amawathandiza kuzindikira chozizwa ichi. Mwa njira, ubale wa Yulia ndi iye umamangidwa kwambiri, monga mchimwene ndi mlongo. Chabwino, zomwe Julia ali nazo zopanda nzeru, kotero zimakhala zojambula:
"Ndimakumbukira kusokera chikondwerero ku sukulu pa" kusunga nyumba ". Mphunzitsi kwa nthawi yayitali sanathe kupeza tanthauzo la luso langa la nsalu. Chinthu chotukwana kwambiri ndi chakuti mnzanga ndi ine tinasamba malaya molingana ndi chitsanzo chomwecho. Anapeza "boot Spanish", ndipo ine ndiri ndi "Triumphal Arch".
Mu moyo wamba, Julia amasankha kavalidwe ka masewera. Chinthu chachikulu - kumvetsa zomwe mumakumana nazo, ndikumva bwino. Ndi momwe mungakhalire kalembedwe yanu: "Nthawi zina ndimangofunika kuvala chinthu chilichonse kuti ndikhale wotsimikiza. Mu suti yomweyo, mukhoza kuyang'ana mosiyana. Maonekedwe akudalira momwe mumakhalira. Pamene mutu sumavulaza, mulibe nkhawa, achinyamata. Zonse ziri bwino! Ndiyeno mwadzidzidzi mudzayang'ana: "Abambo! Zina zoposa zaka makumi awiri ndi zinayi zisanayang'ane nkhope, pamene izi zimayendetsa mapewa, mmaso mwa maso, makutu ngati njovu? "
Pokha ku Paris, amatha kusinthanso zovala zowonjezera komanso amakonda kugula pafupi. Ndipo malonda onse amapangidwa pa ntchentche. M'moyo wa tsiku ndi tsiku, anapanga mwambo wochititsa chidwi wotchedwa Vakhtangov Theatre Julia Rutberg. Zoona, iye amakonda kuyesa mtundu wa tsitsi lake. Ndipo amavomereza, amavomereza, amavomereza ... amapanga mphatso zosadziwika. Mwachisangalalo iye amagula zovala za Tolik - zithukuta, zithukuta, zonunkhira zamtengo wapatali. Kuchokera paulendo uliwonse amabweretsa ndudu zomwe amakonda. Amapereka zifaniziro zake za ngamila zomwe Julia wakhala nazo kale komanso mwachikondi. Ndipo mizimu ya Kleene. Muyeso yomwe mkazi sangathe kulekerera maluwa ngati "kumanga", kotero maluwa amaperekedwa kuchokera mumtima, ndipo pamene moyo ukuimba.
Koma chomwe Julia sangathe kudzikana yekha ali m'mabotolo atsopano ndi pamtende. Amavomereza kuti ali ndi chilakolako chotere kuchokera kwa amayi ake. Mkaziyo ali ndi nsapato zodabwitsa, komatu, sangathe kudutsa pamsika wabwino. Ndiyeno ndi bokosi latsopano, inde mu tekesi. Iye akhoza kupuma mophweka tsiku lonse, koma sitima yapansi panthaka mu moyo sudzagwa.
Sangathe kupulumutsa pamodzi ndi mwamuna wake. Ndipo iwo samayesa. Ngati chinachake chikuvulaza - kongoza, ndi kugula. Tiyenera kukhala moyo wathunthu. Koma mu keke yathyathyathya iwo adzaphwanya, iwo adzagwira ntchito ngati odzudzula, koma adzathetsa mavuto a ana, makolo, ngati alipo. Ichi ndi chimodzimodzi, chizindikiro chachisanu muyeso ya moyo wa wochita masewera a Vakhtangova, Julia Rutberg.
Zaka zambiri zapitazo , bambo ake a Julia, Ilya Grigorievich, anadwala kwambiri. Zinatengera chithandizo chamtengo wapatali. Mwana wamkazi amene amadandaula papa anachita chilichonse pofuna kuchepetsa mavuto ake. Tavomereza zofuna zonse popanda kupatulapo. Ndinapita ku chipinda cha mdima, kumene owonawo sanamvetsetse zomwe anachita polemba ndakatulo. Kusindikiza kwa chikasu ndi mimbulu zimagwidwa mosangalala ndi nyamazo - mfundo yokazinga. Ndipo tiyeni tithetsane wina ndi mzake, yemwe ati adzamve zovuta: zonse "phokoso" ndi "bezard", ndi "phokoso", ndi "kuchoka pa sitepe kuti amve phokoso la zidendene zawo." Ndipotu, Rutberg ankadziwa bwino kuti sakupita ndendende kwa omvera ake, koma abambo ake anali odwala kwambiri ... Mu moyo uno amamukonda ndipo amatsata mosamalitsa amuna ake atatu: bambo, mwamuna, mwana. Inde, inde, palibe - anaima molimba. Patapita nthawi, kupweteka kwa mtima kunachepa. Ndipo chinthu chachikulu - kwa abambo chinakhala chophweka.
"Ine sindiri wa anthu omwe, atagunda tsaya lamanja, alowe m'malo mwamanzere. Ndimapita njira ina - ndimasiya kulankhula ndi anthu oterewa. Ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndidziwitse kuti sindikhululukira aliyense. M'malo mwake, ndimatha kukhululukira, koma sindingaiwale. Mmene mungachitire ndi omwe sakuyesera kubisa nsanje ndi mkwiyo? Inde, Ambuye, yang'anani muzu wa mavuto mwa inu nokha! Ngati munthu ali wovuta, ndiye kuti ndi wodabwitsa. Ngati adachita chinyengo, bwanji ndikudikirira kachiwiri? Ndi bwino kuti afotokoze ndikusiya kulankhula naye nthawi yomweyo. Pali anthu omwe sindinayambe nawo kwa nthawi yaitali.
Sindili wamphamvu ndipo sindifooka . Atadziveka yekha chovala cha "mkazi wodalirika", akudziletsa yekha kumbali yosavuta komanso yopambana ya mtsikana wamkazi. Ndipo kuchokera tsopano mpaka ine ndikufuna nkhope yanga kusonyeza kokha zomwe ziri moyo ndi chimene moyo umakondwera. Ndasintha kwambiri posachedwapa. Ntchitoyi imakhala yosangalatsa kusewera ndikunyenga omvera bwino. Koma nyumba, banja, abwenzi ndi chinthu chimodzi. Maholo, ntchito - yina. Ndipo ndakhala ndikuyang'ana nkhope zonsezi mu pigtail imodzi. Tsopano, zikomo Mulungu, ndinayima, ndinayang'ana pozungulira, ndinasintha maganizo ndikumanganso. "
Zongopeka chabe zofotokozera zomwe msinkhu uliwonse wamayeso wakhazikitsidwa wapangidwa. Malo otentha a zikhumbo ndi kuzizira kwa mtima - zadutsa kale. Zonse zomwe tsopano zimatchedwa banja la Rutberg-Lobotsky zimapangidwa, zolemetsedwera, zowonongeka.
"Nthawi zina, zimawoneka," akutero Julia, "kuti Ambuye Mwiniwake anandipatsa ine mphatso yodabwitsa kwambiri. Lero, sindingathe kulingalira momwe zaka zonsezi ndimakhala popanda Tolia. Ine sindikuyesera kuti ndimufanizire iye ndi aliyense wa amuna anga akale-izo ziri zopanda phindu. Mwinamwake, kale ndi Julia Rutberg, nayenso, panali zabwino zambiri, koma nkhani yosiyana kwambiri. Koma tikanamuopseza ndiye, tidatayika, tikanasowa zambiri. Iwo akanati azivutika popanda wina ndi mzake. Pa zonsezi, ndife anthu osiyana kwambiri. Mwinamwake, ichi ndi chithumwa cha ubale, pamene pa nthawi ina yovuta kwambiri umunthu wosiyana umasinthasintha ndikusandulika kuyankhulana zombo. "