Ndimtendere bwanji kukhala ndi apongozi anga?

"Sindingatengeko!" Ndidzabweranso mukakhala chete! - Kolya adagwidwa ndikuthamanga, akuwombera chitseko.
Mayi anga apongozi anga, kundipanga kudana ndi maso, ndikumuuza kuti: "Ndabweretsa mwamuna wanga! Taonani, iwe umalumpha! Adzatha ndi ... "- Sindinamve kupitiriza kwa mau akuti: Nditaponya jekete, ndinalumpha pambuyo pa Kolya. Ndikupita pakhomo, ndinawona galimoto yathu ikuchoka pachipata. Anam'thamangira ndi chiyembekezo chakuti mwamuna wanga adzandiona ndikupita nane. Zinali zophweka kuti ndikhale ndekha tsopano ndi apongozi anga. Ndikuthamanga mumsewu, ndinazindikira kuti ndachedwa: galimoto, ikufulumira, inali kale kutali. Ndinakhumudwa kuti sindingathe kuonana ndi Kolya, ndinali pafupi kubwerera kunyumba, mwadzidzidzi ... Mabelekedwe amatha, phokoso lakumenyedwa ndi phokoso la galasi losweka linamveka ... Ndikukumbukira ndikufuula kwambiri, ndiyeno zonse zimachitika ngati pang'onopang'ono : Anthu adatuluka m'nyumba ndikuthawira kumalo a ngoziyi, ndipo ndinayima, ndikugwira chipata, ndipo sindinathe kudula maso anga ku mulu wokhotakhota womwe watsala posachedwapa.

Kumeneko, mkati, anali mwamuna wanga. Chilichonse chinasambira pamaso panga. Kunali phokoso losasangalatsa m'makutu anga, ngati kuti ndodo zazikulu zinkangondizungulira kuchokera kumbali zonse. Ndiyeno chirichonse chinawonongeka: Ndinataya mtima ... Ndinadzuka chifukwa chakuti winawake wandimenya pang'onopang'ono pamasaya. Ndinatsegula maso anga ndikuwona pamwamba panga ndondomeko yosaoneka bwino ya nkhope za wina. Munthu amene anandithandiza kudzuka, anafulumira kudzatsimikizira kuti: "Mwamuna wanu ali moyo. "Ambulansi" yake yamutengera ku ambulansi. Ndikukhoza kukutengerani kumeneko - ndili m'galimoto. " Chipatala chinandimilira ine chete, kununkhiza kwa bleach ndi kuyera kwamuyaya. Ndinayendayenda kwa nthawi yayitali pamakilomita opanda kanthu. Dipatimentiyi inkawoneka ngati ikufa ... Mwadzidzidzi, anamva mapazi ake. Ndinatembenuka ndikuwona dokotala.
- Moni. Mwamuna wanga anachita ngozi lero, ndinauzidwa kuti ali mu dipatimentiyi. Sindikudziwa yemwe angandiuze zomwe zinamuchitikira ...
"Dzina lako ndani?"
Malik. Nikolay Malik. Pafupifupi maola awiri apitawo ambulansi imamubweretsa.
Dokotala anati, "Ali ndi moyo," koma anabweretsa chikumbumtima, ndipo sanabwerere. " Mwamuna wanu ali ndi kukangana kwakukulu, mkono wake ndi mabala ambiri amathyoledwa. Anakhazikika, ndipo zonse zidzakhala bwino ndi dzanja lake. Koma mutu wondivulaza umandivutitsa ine. Tinapanga x-ray, palibe hematoma pamenepo ... Momwe thupi limapangidwira bwino. Koma sizidziwika kuti coma idzakhala yotalika bwanji komanso zotsatira zake zidzakhala zotani.

Tsopano ndikupita nawe ku ward kumene mwamuna wako akugona. Yankhulani, gwirani dzanja lanu. Muuzeni kuti ali ndi wina wobwerera. Tinachita zonse zomwe tingathe, ndipo tsopano mankhwala amatha ndipo chikhulupiriro cha anthu chimayamba ... Ndinakhala pafupi ndi Kolya mpaka m'mawa. Ndinagwira dzanja ndikumuuza kuti ndikudandaula za iye komanso momwe ndikufunira choipa chilichonse. Asananyamuke, anagwada pansi, nagwira tsaya lake ndi milomo yake nadzanong'oneza bondo kuti: "Ndimakukondani, bwerani posachedwa!" Ndipo ndinaona kuti maso a Colin amanjenjemera. Ndinachoka, ndikudalira mtima wanga. ... Kunali chete mu nyumba. Ndinayang'ana khitchini ndipo ndinaona kuti apongozi anga akukhala patebulo pomwe ine ndinamusiya madzulo, ndikutsatira mwamuna wake. Anapunthwa m'maso mwake wodzala ndi chidani ndipo chiwombankhanga chinathamangira kumbuyo kwake: kwa mphindi pang'ono zinkawoneka kuti panalibe ngozi ndi usiku woopsya, ndipo Kolya chitseko anali atangotseka .... Zomvetsa chisoni, izo zinali chabe chinyengo. Koma tsopano amayi apongozi anga sanandiimbe mlandu wondibweretsa mwamantha chifukwa cha mantha, komabe chifukwa cha ine, tsoka limeneli linamuchitikira. Ndinayesetsa kuuza mayi anga Kolya zonse zimene ndinaphunzira kuchipatala. Koma iye anandilepheretsa ine ndi manja osasangalatsa.

- Musadandaule. Ndinayankhula pa foni ndi dokotala wanga. - Ananyamuka kwambiri ndipo ananyamuka, ndipo ndinakhala pansi ndikuweramitsa misozi yanga. Nditangobwerera kunyumba, chifukwa chake ndinali wotsimikiza kuti zovuta zowonjezereka zikanakakamiza apongozi anga kuti amalize nkhondo yomwe adabwerera kwa ine chaka chonse. Chaka chapitacho, monga mkazi wa Colia, ine ndinadutsa pakhomo la nyumba iyi, kumangidwa nkhondo isanayambe. Pamakoma ndi m'masamulo munali zithunzi zambiri mu mafelemu okongola kwambiri. Ndikuwayang'ana, ndinazindikira kuti ambiri mwa iwo - mtsikana wokongola komanso ana awiri okongola. Pa imodzi mwa zithunzi pafupi nawo ndinamuwona Kolya akumwetulira ndikuzindikira kuti mkazi uyu anali mkazi wake woyamba Marina. Anagawani zaka zinayi zapitazo. Sindinadziwe zifukwa zowonongeka. Kwa mafunso anga Kolya anayankha mosasamala kuti: "Sizinatheke ..." Panthawiyo sindinali kuyembekezera kuti ndidzakhala ndi mpikisano wautali ndi mzimu wa Marina, yemwe ankakhala m'nyumba muno. Amayi ake apongozi ake adayamba kupembedza mpongozi wawo wakale ndipo adamuyang'anira mwansangala. Kwa ine kunalibe malo, ndimangomva ngati mlendo, ndikuyesera kuti ndisagwidwe ndi maso a Colina Mama.

Pa chifukwa chomwecho, ndinagwirizana ndi apongozi anga panthawi iliyonse ndikupirira moleza mtima mawu ake achisoni. Koma nthawi zina chidandaulocho chinakhala champhamvu kwambiri moti ndinasiya kudziletsa ndekha, kenako tinakangana pakati pathu. Kolya nthawi zambiri amayesa kugwirizanitsa mbali zankhondo. Koma ntchito yake yosunga mtendere nthawi zambiri imatha, ndipo kenako anachoka kunyumba kukadikirira "mphepo yamkuntho" m'bwalo kapena kutontholetsa mitsempha yake poyendetsa galimoto kuzungulira mzindawo. Chizoloŵezi chimenechi chinabweretsa tsoka. Ndinkakhala opanda chophika m'khitchini pamene apongozi anga adalowanso, anaika foni kuchokera chipinda chokhala patebulo, ndikuyang'ana makina oyankha. "Moni, Nick," ndinamva mawu a mkazi. "Sindingathe kukufikitsani pafoni, choncho ndikupita kunyumba." Kodi mukukumbukira kuti munapempha ana kuti azikhala ndi tchuthi? Ndinaganiza kuti ichi ndi lingaliro labwino, ndipo Lisa ndi Andrey amakuphonyani kwambiri. Ndiwabweretsa mawa. Sitimayo imabwera kwa iwe koloko masana, magalimoto eyiti. " "Apanso iye, paliponse iye ... - Ndinaganiza ndikulakalaka. "Ngakhale panthawi yovuta kwambiri, ngati mwayi ukakhala nawo, umatikumbutsanso za kukhalako kwake ..." Anayang'ana apongozi ake. "Marina adayitana pamene mnzako adabwera akuthamanga nati adakhala ndi Kolya ..." adatambasula ndikuwombera kuti: "Chifukwa cha inu ndinataya zidzukulu zanga."

Ndinayandikira kwambiri chifukwa cha kupanda chilungamo koteroko: "Amayi, mukukamba za chiyani? Ndipotu, ine ndi Kolya tinakumana atatha kusudzulana ndi Marina. Ndikhoza kuchulukitsa ndalama zochuluka bwanji? "- Anayamba kufuula. Ndinkayembekezera kuti bulu lina la matope lidzatsanulira pa ine, koma ... apongozi anga anali atakhala pansi, akuwomba milomo mochititsa manyazi, ndipo misozi inamuonekera. Zinali zosiyana kwambiri ndi iye kuti ndinadabwa. Popanda kundiyang'anitsitsa, amayi anga a Colin anati: "Pamaso, nyumbayi inali yodzala ndi moyo. Andryusha anabadwa, ndipo chaka kenako Lizochka. Iwo anali oseketsa kwambiri! Lisa ananditsatira ndi mchira: Ndinapita kuchimbudzi, ndipo anali pansi pakhomo ... "Agogo, tulukani!" Ndipo Andrei ndi wakuba. Ngati izo zidafooka, ndiye iye ankaganiza za sukulu yamtundu wina ... Ine ndinaganiza ^ ine ndinalota kuti Kolya ndi Marina aziyanjanitsa, ndipo chirichonse chidzakhala chimodzimodzi. Ndiyeno munawonekera, ndipo chiyembekezo changa chonse chinawononga ... Dina Sergeyevna anaphimba nkhope yake ndi manja ake. Ndipo ine ndinakhala ndikuyang'ana pamene misozi inatsika kuchokera pansi pa manja ake ndipo inali ndi mitsinje yowala ya misonzi.

Kwa chaka, mkazi wamphamvu uyu yemwe anali ndi khalidwe lolimba ndi lachinsinsi anali gwero la kuzunzika kwanga, ndipo tsopano, ndikutsegula moyo wake pang'ono, mwadzidzidzi ndinadzutsa chisoni changa chopweteka.
- Amayi, musalire. Ndizovuta kwa ife tonse tsopano. Ndi zabwino kuti Marina anaganiza zobweretsa ana atchuthi, adzabwezeretsa nyumbayi pang'ono. Ndikupita ku siteshoni tsopano ndikuwabweretsa kuno ... Inde, ndi zina ... Usati ndi zidzukulu zako kuti panali vuto ndi bambo awo. Tiyeni tizinena kuti Kolya anayenera kupita ulendo wamalonda mwamsanga. Aloleni anawo akondwere ndi Chaka Chatsopano. Mayi ake apongozi anatenga manja ake pamaso ndipo anandiyang'ana ndi chiyembekezo.
"Kodi ukupitadi ku sitima yapamtunda ndi kubweretsa ana?"
- ndithudi. Kodi mukufuna kuti ndikuitane Marina kuti azikhala nawo maholide? Mayi anga apongozi akulira mofuula.
- Anechka, ndiwe munthu wabwino bwanji, ndikuganiza bwino bwanji ... Ngati Marina angagwirizane. O, "iye adanena, akugwirana manja ake," palibe chowadyetsa. Ndidzaphika nkhomaliro tsopano. Mukuganiza chiyani, rassolnik ndi zikondamoyo ndi kanyumba tchizi - zachibadwa? Lizonka amawakonda iwo. Ndipo tidzatsegula compote yamapichesi, inde?
"Wamkulu, Amayi." Ndinapita, kapena ndakhalapo theka la khumi ndi awiri, ndikuopa kuti ndichedwa. Ndinathamangira m'chipinda chodikirira kumayambiriro kwachiwiri. Zinali zopanda kanthu, ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinazindikira kuti mkaziyo anali ndi mantha poyeza ndimeyi pakati pa mabenchi, Marina. Ndipo ana awiri, atakhala pamodzi pa masitolo, ankawoneka.
Ndinayandikira Marina: "Moni, dzina langa ndine Anna, ndine mkazi wa Colin ..." Mayiyo adakweza nsidze zake podabwitsa.
- Kolya ali kuti? Kodi ali wotanganidwa kotero kuti sangathe kukomana ndi ana ake?
Nick ali m'chipatala ...
"Nchiyani chinachitika kwa iye?" Marina anafunsa mwamantha.
- Dzulo ndinachita ngozi. Zovuta za mutu, zolemetsa kwambiri, zidakali pano.

Maso a Marina adayamba kupweteka komanso kusokonezeka. Popanda mawu, iye mwamsanga anapita ku benchi, adagwira chokwanira cha sutikesiyo ... Iye adayimilira, anabwezeretsa mmbuyo ndikubwereranso kwa ine. Anawo adakweza mitu yawo ndikuyang'ana amayi awo mosokonezeka.
"Amamulowetsa?"
- Amangondilola kuti ndilowe mu chipatala chachikulu ...
- Sitima yobwerera idzakhala mu ola limodzi ndi theka. Ndili ndi tikiti imodzi yokha. Kodi mukuganiza kuti tsopano mutha kutenga matikiti pa ofesi ya tikiti? - Marina adalankhula mofulumira, akukoka kukopa mthumba.
Ndinakhudza mkono wake: "Musachedwe ... Dina Sergeyevna akuyembekezera inu ndi ana. Ziri zovuta kwa iye tsopano. Lisa ndi Andrey adzatha kumusokoneza pang'ono ndi maganizo okhumudwitsa. Ndipo ana akhoza kunena kuti bambo awo ali ndiulendo wamalonda ... "Marina anandimvetsera ali chete. Zinali zoonekeratu kuti adakali kukayikira. Ana sanamuyang'anitse, Andrew adanyamuka kuchoka ku benchi ndipo adatengapo mbali pang'ono.
- Dina Sergeyevna akusowa kwenikweni anawo. Musati muwonjezere kwa iye chisoni, musati muchoke, - Ine ndinapitiriza kukopa. Pomalizira adapanga chisankho.
- Anayi a Anya. Tsopano tikupita kwa agogo aakazi Dina.
"Kodi bambo ali kuti?" Lisa anafunsidwa.
"Ali paulendo wamalonda." Atangomaliza ntchito zake zonse, nthawi yomweyo adzabwera. Mlamu anga anali akudikirira pachipata. Atatiwona ife, tinkasekerera ndikuthamangira kukakumana. Atapsompsona zidzukulu zanga ndi Marina, anang'ung'udza m'makutu mwanga kuti: "Zikomo." Nyumba yakale inadzuka ndikulira ndi mawu achibwana. Koma zinali zovuta kwa akuluakulu, zinali zovuta kwa akuluakulu, odziwa nthawi zonse anayankha kuti: "Dziko silinasinthidwe" ... Masiku awiri otsatira ndinakhala mumsasawu. Anagula zinthu, mphatso, amabweretsa ndi kuvala mtengo wa Khirisimasi. Ndipo, ndithudi, ndinakhala nthawi yaitali pafupi ndi Kolya. Ine ndinamuuza iye za chirichonse: za kuti ana akukhala ndi ife, ndipo kuti ife tonse tiri kuyembekezera kuti akhale ndi ife kachiwiri. Madzulo anafika pa December 31. Lisa ndi Andrei anali atagona kale m'chipinda chapamwamba, ndipo ife tonse tinali patebulo. Iwo ankakhala chete, koma mwachionekere ankaganizira chinthu chomwecho: "Kolya ali bwanji?"

Manja a mawotchi a khoma amasonyeza maminiti khumi mpaka khumi ndi awiri. "Chabwino, atsikana, Chaka chatsopano chikadali chofunikira kukomana," - potsiriza anaswa chete a apongozi ake ndipo anayamba kutsegula masewera. Ndipo ine ndinaganiza kuti ngati mawu oti "Momwe mungakumanitsire chaka ndi kuchigwiritsa ntchito" ndi yolondola, ndiye chaka chomwecho sichilonjeza ine chirichonse chabwino. Ndiyeno foni inaimba. Dina Sergeyevna adalumphira mmwamba, koma adakhala pansi pa mpando, akugwedeza mtima wake. Ndinapita ku foni pa miyendo yanga yowuma ndipo ndinatenga foni. Mlamu anga ndi Marina anali kundiyang'anitsitsa. "Anna Alexeevna?" - Ndinamva mawu a Konstantin Eduardovich. "Mwamuna wanu wangobwera kumene." Kukumbukila ndi kulankhula zimabwezeretsedwa. Iye anafunsa za inu ndipo anatumiza moni ndi kuyamikira. Tsopano chirichonse chikhala bwino. Ndinamvetsetsa kuti ndikuyenera kuyankha chinachake, koma mmero wanga udakakamizidwa ndi kusokoneza, chirichonse chinanjenjemera kuchokera ku chimwemwe chomwe chimandibweretsera ine. Dokotala, mwachiwonekere, amamvetsa vuto langa, motero anati: "Chaka Chatsopano Chosangalatsa!" - ndipo adapachikidwa. Ndithudi nkhaniyi inalembedwa pamaso panga, chifukwa apongozi anga ndi Marina anathamangira kundikumbatira. Kwa maminiti angapo ife atatu tinalira mofanana ngati mkazi mu liwu ... Pamene iwo adatonthozera pang'ono ndi kukhala pansi patebulo, koloko inali kale maminiti asanu kupitirira imodzi. Kotero ndinakomana ndi Chaka Chatsopano ndikulira. Koma ngati mawu akalewo ndi oona, ndiye kuti chaka chotsatira chidzakhala chokongola, chodabwitsa komanso chosangalatsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga.