Chikondi chimene sichipezeka

Kwa ife ndi Leshka tonse tinali ngati nthano! Tinakondana kwambiri ... Vuto limene linandichitikira linakhala loopsya pamaganizo athu. Ndiyeno ife tinaswa. Ndikufuna kukufunsani: Mukuona bwanji chisoni chachikulu? Chimodzimodzinso mtima wanu chimapweteka ndipo sichilola kupita maola. Mukumenyana, komwe dziko likuwoneka ngati dzenje lomaliza, chiwawa chokoma, ndipo ndinu mtundu wa kusungulumwa kwa miyandamiyanda ya solitudes yomwe imakudya iwe mkati. Kodi mungasonyeze bwanji kuopa kuti mulibe mphamvu, kuti simungathe kudziteteza? Kodi ndi tani zingati za utoto wakuda zomwe mukufunikira kuti mujambula chithunzi cha kuyembekezera kwanu? Simungathe kulingalira? Koma ndikutha kulingalira zonsezi! Ndine yani? Mwamunayo. Mtsikana wokhala ndi maso okongola, tsitsi lalitali. Ndine wokongola, ndipo kutalika kwanga, chifuwa cha chifuwa ndi ntchafu ndizoyenera kuyendetsera bizinesi, kotero ku Dnepropetrovsk, ndinali chitsanzo chabwino.
Iye anabwera ku Kiev kuti akaphunzire, ndipo anayamba kugwira ntchito limodzi, koma osati monga chitsanzo, koma monga wogulitsa mu boutique yokongola kwambiri pakati. Mkuluwu, ndinali ndi zambiri zanga. Dziko lanu, chibwenzi chanu komanso nyumba yanu. Mulimonsemo, ndinaganiza choncho. Leszek adaphunziranso ndikugwira ntchito nthawi yochepa, ndipo ngakhale, malinga ndi mizinda yapamwamba, iye sanali wosawuka. Anatibweretsera nyumba yabwino kwambiri, ndipo makolo ake ankatumiza mwana wawo mwezi uliwonse malipiro a ndalama, omwe timakhala oposa chakudya ndi zosangalatsa. Atsikanawo ankandichitira nsanje, ndipo ine ... ndinangokhala moyo.

Madzulo omwewo ndinakhala pakhomo ndekha . Leszek ankachedwa kuntchito. Kudutsa madzulo, kuphika plov chakudya ndi kugona patsogolo pa TV. Koma inali nthawi ya mafilimu osokoneza ma TV komanso osowa mapulogalamu. Pansi pa osakhulupirira ambiri a heroine a "sopo" wotsatira ndinaganizira za kuwonjezeka kumeneku. Mkuluyo anasangalala ndi ntchito yanga ndipo adalonjeza mwapadera udindo wa wogulitsa wamkulu. Ndipo uku ndiko kuwonjezeka kwakukulu kwa malipiro komanso nthawi yochuluka. "Chabwino! Ngati izo sizinabwere! Leszek pamene ine sindiyankhula. Akhale wodabwitsidwa, "ndinaganiza, ndipo kugona kwabwino kunandigonjetsa. Phokoso la galasi losweka. Ndinachita mantha kwambiri ndikuyesa kumvetsa zomwe zinachitika. "Dya! Ndinaganiza. - Apanso, Leszek adaledzera! Chinachake iwo ali ndi maholide ambiri mu kampani posachedwa! "Ndi malingaliro awa, ine ndinayendayenda kuzungulira nyumba ya mdima yomwe ikupita ku khitchini. Mkokomo chabe. Mwadzidzidzi, munthu wina adatuluka mumdima. Ndinayang'anitsitsa kukhala munthu wosazoloƔera. Osasangalala, sakanatha kunena mawu.

Pa zoyipa sanaganize. Chinthu chotsiriza chimene ndimakumbukira ndi chiwopsezo chachikulu pamutu. Ndipo kupitirira - mdima. Ndinadzuka pabedi. Wogwirizana. Mutu wanga ukulekanitsa. Osamvetsetsa zomwe zinali kuchitika, ndinayesa kufuula, kuti ndiyitane Lesha, koma ankangokhalira kunong'oneza pang'onopang'ono dzina lake. Mbalame yamphongo inavomereza ku kubuula kwanga. Iye mwamsanga analowa m'chipindacho kuchokera ku khola.
- Ah, bwera, wokondedwa! Iye ananyengerera mosamala. "Ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ngakhale kukupunthani mosazindikira!" Chabwino, muli ndi chilichonse chomwe mungagawane nafe?
- Lesha ali kuti? Ndinalankhula.
"Sindikudziwa kumene uli." Ndipo ndimasonkhanitsa tsatsk yanu ndi zovala mumabokosi, - mwayankha mokondwera mtundu wonyansa.
- Chifukwa chiyani? Ndinapempha mwachisokonezo.
Kodi ndinu wopusa? - adadabwa ndikudandaula, ndikuchotsa zovala zanga pansi. "O, iye anapeza chikwama!" Tili ndi chiyani kumeneko? Kuyankhulana kwadutsa mphindi. Ndinayiwala kuti pazifukwa zina, ndinadabwa ndi mlendo uyu, ndikuyendayenda m'nyumba yanga, ngati kuti ndekha.

Kamphindi kamodzi kamnyamata kakang'ono kosadziwika kamene kanabwera m'chipindacho ndi chiwonongeko chomwecho, chiwonetsero chokwiya kwambiri, ngati chilombo cholimba.
"Lech, kukongola kukudabwa chifukwa chake mumayika zinthu mabokosi!" - kudutsa mu kuseka, kudumpha koyamba.
Pamene munthu woopsa uyu adalowa m'chipindamo, ndinamvetsa zonse.
Ine ndinayang'ana pa iwo ndi maso aakulu. Kuwopsya kunkapweteka mmero pake. Mwinamwake, zinali zotheka kufuula. Ndinkadziwa kuti wina angandimve, koma sindinafune ngakhale kusuntha. Lech iyi inabwera kwa ine, inandigwira ine ndi mmero ndi kufunsa mochenjera kuti:
"Amayi agogo awo, Lahudra ali kuti?"
"Sindikudziwa, sindikudziwa ..." ndinang'ung'uza. Zikuoneka kuti anazindikira kuti sindinadziwe kanthu, ndipo anandimenya pamaso ndi kanjedza yayikulu.
"Chiwombankhanga cha mdierekezi," iye adakulira mwachangu.
"Walamala, kodi wapupa kabati?" Yambani mwamsanga, yang'anani kuyang'ana pa nkhosa iyi! Lech anatembenuka ndikupita kukatenga katundu wathu. Ndipo mzati uja anabwera kwa ine ndipo anandiuza kuti:
- Chabwino, kukongola? Kodi mwakonzeka kundidziwa bwino?
Ananyamula sock yanga pansi ndipo, ndikugwedezeka, ndinamukankhira pakamwa panga. Ndinayesetsa kukana, koma nditapweteka m'mimba sindinasunthe. Zinali zosatheka kuthetsa kulira, chifukwa cha sock yanga, ndinayamba kulira ndi misozi yanga komanso ndodo, koma ndinapitiriza kupanga phokoso lachinyama. Mbalame yamphongoyo inandigwirira ine, ndikukweza jekete lake lakuda pamasaya anga, ndipo zinkawoneka kuti mutu wanga ukugwera kuphompho, kumene kunalibe njira yotulukira. Atatulutsa chotupa m'kamwa mwanga, anandikakamiza pomwepo. Iye anafuula mokweza, atagwira tsitsi ndipo anandikweza mutu kuti ayang'ane m'maso mwanga. Amanena kuti wakupha ndi ofunika kwambiri asanamwalire, kuti awone omwe akumva. Anandipha kale ... Ndipo kunali kochedwa kuti ndiyang'ane m'maso mwanga. Iwo analibe kanthu. Palibe mantha, palibe chikhumbo chokhala ndi moyo ...

Mwadzidzidzi, mdima wandiweyani wa chipindacho unayamba kundikakamiza kuchokera kumbali zonse. Anadula makutu ake, adang'amba mphuno zake. Maganizo anatsatiridwa mu mitambo yakuda yamtendere ndi kusokonezeka mosalekeza pamenepo, popanda kupanga mfundo iliyonse yodziwika bwino. Kusiya, osakhala anthu adasiya moyo wanga, pafupifupi wamaliseche atapachikidwa pa kama. Zoposa zonse zomwe sindikukumbukira - kungokhala wopanda pake ... Ndinadzuka m'chipinda chokhala ndi makoma a buluu ndi fungo lakuda la bleach. Ndikutsegula maso anga, ndinawona wokondedwa wanga mwamsanga. Mnyamata wowawa kwambiri anali akuphulika mu moyo wake ndi kuseka, adalankhula kwa Leszek nati: "Tawonani! Ndikumverera kotani! "Ndinkamvera omvera ndipo ndinamuyang'ana. Maso wodzaza ndi chisoni ndi mantha akundiyang'ana ine mwachifundo ndi mwachikondi. Koma kwambiri. Kotero iwo amayang'anitsitsa kuvutika kwa kutali, osati kwa oyandikana nawo. Kotero iwo akuyang'ana, akuyesera kukumbukira chifundo chachikhristu. Iye anayesa kunena chinachake - kulimbikitsa kapena kumvetsa.

Iye anakweza manja ake , ananyamuka, adakhala pabedi langa, ndikulira. Kenaka anathamangira m'chipinda cha chipatala, akuyesera ndi mphamvu zake zonse kuti amve chisoni komanso kumvetsa. Ine ndinayang'ana pa iye. Ndipo sanazindikire omwe kale anali Leszek. Sindinamuone munthu amene ndimamukonda, ndikudandaula kwa munthu yemwe anali kuyembekezera mwachidwi yankho lake kuti: "Amandikwiyitsa!" Munthu wosokonezeka ndi wosokonezeka, ndi ndani? Wachilendo! Sindinkafuna kuthandizira kwake, kuthandizira kwake, chisoni chake, chisoni chake, kupuma kwake ndi ohs, kuyesayesa kwake ndi kulembera. Iye ananyamuka, akutsamira zitsulo zake pamsana wofiira kuchipatala kuti awone mlengalenga. Kodi pali chiyani? Ili kuti, moyo? Kodi iye akadali nkhuni? Sindinayime, sindinayimire, ndikuyankha ku chisoni changa? Mbalame zakuda zonenepa zidandaula kumbuyo kwazenera losasamba. Ndinatembenuza mutu wanga ku Leszek ndikunong'oneza kuti: "Pita." "Mpaka nthawizonse?" Iye anafunsa ndi chiyembekezo chobisika, koma zinali zoonekeratu kuti ndinkasekerera mu lingaliro. Ndinayang'ana pa iye mozizira ndikugwedeza. Wokondedwa wanga wakale anapita pakhomo kuti asabwerere ...