Pogwira ntchito ya "njoka yaikazi" ya korona, wansembeyo atakhala pamutu pamutu, mmodzi wa oyesawo anaimirira kuchokera pa mpando wake ndipo anagwedeza mwachidwi. Palibe aliyense amene angasonyeze chilichonse cha mtunduwo, ndipo ndinali wotsimikiza kuti angandilandire. Koma mndandandawu, werengani ndi amalume olemera - mwachiwonekere osati kuchokera ku masewero, koma kuchokera kwa akuluakulu omwe adawalamulira, - dzina langa silinalipo. Wogwira ntchito mwachangu wa komitiyo poyamba adalumikizidwa ndi pakamwa pake kutseguka, ndiyeno anayamba kung'ung'udza ndi tcheyamani. Ndinamva mawu akuti "njoka ya msungwana", "wopanda mantha" komanso dzina lake lomaliza. "Dogilev? Ofesiyo adafunsa mokweza. "Pali luso linalake, koma mtsikanayo si wokongola, motero sizingatheke."
Moyo Wachiwawa
Kwa miyezi iŵiri zinkandiwoneka kuti moyo watha. Ndipo mumakonda bwanji? Ndinkangokhalira kulota maloto, ndinkasungidwa molakwika, komanso ndinkatchedwa zoipa! Makolo, kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku ataima pa zipangizo zamakina pamunda, sanali kutonthoza. Ataona mwana wake wamkazi, abambo ake kapena amayi ake anafuula kuti: "Sipadzakhalanso misonzi! Ndibwino kuti ndiphunzire! "Ndinakwera m'chipinda chamkati, ndikuikidwa m'matumba achisanu ndikumtunda ndi fumbi ndi njenjete, zomwe zikuwonetsa nkhanza za mdziko. Chisoni changa chinawonjezereka chifukwa chakuti m'mawa uliwonse ndinawona momwe mnzathu yemwe tinali nawo pamayesero am'nyumba ndi omwe amavomereza kusukulu, amapita ku sukulu. Iye sankadziwa momwe angachitire chirichonse, koma iye anali wabwino kwambiri - osati msungwana, koma chithunzi. Sindinkafuna kwambiri kugwira ntchito kumasewero pamene ndinaponya chikwama cha masewera paphewa panga ndipo ndinalengeza ku bwalo lonse: "Ndapita ku sukulu ya masewero!" Kenaka ndimva kangapo za "mawonekedwe anga aakulu" ndikuwoneka ngakhale ndikuvomereza kuti sindingathe kukhala wojambula. Nditalandira kalatayi, ndiyamba kukonzekera kuvomereza ku Institute of Asian and African countries. - Nanga nchiyani chinakupangitsani kusintha chisankho ndikupita ku GITIS? GITIS ... Pamaso pa GITIS panali zambiri: VGIK, Sewero la Masewero a Sukulu, "Sliver", "Pike". Ndipo za zomwe zinayambitsa ... Ndinapitiriza kuphunzitsa Chingerezi, ndipo maiko onse a ku China anandibweretsera mano, ndikuwuka pakati pa usiku - ndikukuuzani za zilumba za Japan ndi mapiri ndi mitsinje. Koma atangomva kuti pakhomolo lidayambira pa VGIK, iye anathamangira kumeneko ... Zikuoneka kuti, chifukwa chotsutsa: iwe umati ndine woipa ndipo sandivomereze ine ngati chojambula, koma ndizitenga ndipo ndikuchita! Ku VGIK, sindinaloledwe ngakhale ndondomeko yoyamba ija - ndikulangizidwa kuti ndilowe ku koleji yamakono. Pali "mwambo" kumeneko - onse ofuna kutengeka amatumizidwa kukaphunzira kwa injiniya. Pa "mawu opatukana" awa anangotsekedwa: "Ndi ufulu wanji kuti iwo asalole kuti munthu alowe ntchitoyi, yomwe mwina adalota kuyambira ali mwana?" Ndinaganiza kuti ndidziwonetse ndekha ku masukulu apamwamba a ku Moscow.
Adalandira kapena ayi
Wina wochokera ku Vgikov adamupempha kuti apange mayeso ku Moscow Art Theatre School-Studio, munthu ayenera kuvala modzichepetsa komanso osapanga, ngakhale eyelashes. Ndinapeza phokoso la pinki la pinki mumatumbo a amayi anga ndipo ndinadzimangira ndekha ngati mlimi wa sarafan, tsitsi langa lopangidwa m'magulu awiri a nkhumba. Mu mawonekedwe awa, ndipo anapita. Ndinawerenga chinachake kuchokera kumakono, omwe sindikukumbukira. Koma kuzunzidwa kwathunthu ndi kupezeka kosalephereka kwa diso la Sophia Stanislavovna Pilyavskaya, kukhala mu komiti yolindira, sindingakhoze kuiwala mpaka mapeto a moyo wanga. Pakati pa "kulankhula" kwanga, mmodzi wa aphunzitsi adayandikira tebulo la oyeza: "Chabwino, bwanji?" - "Anthu mazana awiri patsiku," Pilyavskaya anadandaula kwambiri ndipo anandikumbatira, ndikuwonjezera kuti: "Ndipo zoopsa zonsezi. "- Pambuyo pa zaka zisanu ndi zitatu, mutha kuwombera ndi Pilyavskaya kuchokera ku Kozakov ku Chipata cha Pokrovsky. Adzakukumbukirani? - Ayi, ndithudi! Ine ndimakhala kangapo maofesi ovomerezeka a GITIS ndipo ndikudziwa chomwe chiri. Pamapeto a tsiku simukumbukira nkhope za omwe akulowa, komanso dzina lanu. Pa tsiku lina lotha kuwombera, Mikhail Mikhailovich anabwera kwa ine nati: "Tatiana, mumakonda kwambiri Sophia Stanislavovna." Ndimasangalala kwambiri! Akumbutseni Pilyavsky za "mantha", omwe "adandilembera" mayeso, ndipo maganizo anga sanali. Pambuyo pa chizoloŵezichi ku Sukulu ya Moscow Art Theatre kuti afufuze mu "Scissors" ine nditavala: muketi yanga yaing'ono yopangidwa ndi zobiriwira zobiriwira ndi nsalu yotchinga yomwe ili pamphepete, chovala chofiira chofiira chofiira ndi galasi yoyera. Izo sizinawathandize_ndipo apa iwo anapereka mpata kuchokera pa chipata. Komiti ya GITIS Ndinawerenga ndakatulo ya Yevgeny Yevtushenko "Les Miserables" yomwe, monga mukudziwira, inali yogwirizana kwambiri ndi ndale ndi malo anga:
Ma satelliti akuuluka padziko lapansi,
Zikuphulika zikugwedezekabe pa taiga,
Ndipo amuna ena aluntha
Iwo amayang'ana pa iwe ndi grin.
Kudabwa kwa komitiyi
Anawerenga mzere womaliza ndikudabwa. Pomwepo adazindikira kuti amuna onse mu ofesi yovomerezeka, monga kusankha, ali ndi tsitsi. Amasinthana maso, amawomba nsonga zopanda tsitsi, amawombera. Chabwino, ndikuganiza kuti iwo adaganiza kuti ndinali ndi cholinga ... Tsopano iwo sangavomereze! Iye anali atangoyendayenda, akudumpha komanso osasangalala, pabwalo, pamene anamva kuti: "Dogilev, bwerera!" Wabwerera. Ine ndikuima, kuyembekezera kupatukana: iwo amati, iwe ungakuyese bwanji? Ndipo mwadzidzidzi amandifunsa: - Ndiwuzeni, muli ndi mano anu? Wokondedwayo anadandaula kuti: "Ndipotu ochita masewerawa amafunika kugona ndi oyang'anira!" Mayi anga anandiuza kuti: "Chabwino, lolani agone! Poyankha - ambiri-omveka ndi ododometsa: - Inde-ah ... Ndi mutu wake, mutu wake unagwedezeka, koma mawuwa adakhumudwa: - Koma kodi mano ndi opambana? - Nanga ndi chiyani chomwe mukuganiza? Ndinadabwa. "Motani?" Mphepo! "Anzeru anzeru" kachiwiri zahmykali. Vladimir Naumovich Levertov yekha - adzakhala Mphunzitsi wanga weniweni woyamba - anakhalabe wovuta: - Ngati mutachotsa zitsamba, tidzatenga sukuluyi. Koma taganizirani: palibe golidi ndi zitsulo zina. Kodi muli ndi makolo alionse? Ndinayankha kuti mayi anga anali wotembenuza, ndipo bambo anga anali kansalu. Ndipo iye anamva: - Ngati mukufuna ndalama - nenani. Ndicho chimene ife tinali ndi aphunzitsi! Tsiku lotsatira ine ndi amayi tinapita kuchipatala cha mafupa - mwina mwinamwake umodzi wokha ku Moscow. Kufunsana kwathunthu kunkachitika, koma chigamulo chinali chokhumudwitsa: "Palibe chimene mungachite. Mukusowa nthawi. Paunyamata, zinali zotheka kuika zibangili, ndipo tsopano nthitizi zakhala zikupanga kale. " Ali panjira amayi amachepetsa: - Chabwino, iwe mwana wamkazi, wodandaula kwambiri? Mulungu akhale naye, ndi bungwe ili la ojambula! Ndipo ine, nabychivshis, ndinati: - Zonse zomwezo ndidzachita! Ngakhale pakamatera, tinamva foni. Iwo anaitana kuchokera kuchipatala kuti: "Bwerani. Tiyeni tiyesere kuchita chinachake. Sitiyenera kukhala ndi chiwonongeko chotheka kuti munthu aswe. " Asanayambe kukhala pampando, madokotala anachenjeza kuti: "Zidzakhala zopweteka kwambiri" - Ndinagwedeza; "Tiyenera kudula gawo la chingamu" - kuvomereza, kuphimba maso ake. Kwa maola awiri, pamene opaleshoniyi ikuchitika, sanadandaule konse. Ulendo womalizira, ulendo wofulumira ku GITIS unabwera ndi milomo yotupa komanso ndodo yachitsulo pamano opambana, omwe ndinachotsedwa m'chaka chachiwiri. - Ndipo dziko lonse linawona kuti Dogilev wotchuka akumwetulira. Ndipo makolo anu anachita chiyani mutalowa ku GITIS? - Mosiyana. Bambo anakwiya kwambiri: "Mwanawe, ndiwe wanzeru pano - kodi ukufuna kupita kuti, ndipo iwe ndiwe wojambula. Chabwino, pali ubwino wanji? "Koma amayi anga anapita gogol. Anakhazikitsa tebulo la tchuthi, kumuitana mnzake. - Ndipo ndi liti pamene buku loyamba linachitika? Ndipo iye anali ndani, wosankhidwa wanu? - Bukuli linachitika patapita miyezi ingapo, ndipo wopambana wake anali Yura Stoyanov wa m'kalasi. Iye akadali munthu wokongola kwambiri, koma zaka makumi atatu zapitazo anali wodabwitsa kwambiri. Wamtali, wofewa, wosauka tsitsi, maso a buluu, kuphatikizapo - mbuye wa masewera mu mpanda.
Ndiyenera kuchita chiyani?
Pambuyo pa gawo loyambalo, zomwe tonse tadutsa, titi, mwanjira yotere, osati kwathunthu bwinobwino, ndinatsagana ndi Yura pofuna kutchuthi ku Odessa. Mpaka iwo atanena kuti akufika, adampsompsona m'makona osasunthika mpaka atakhala openga. Poti, Stoyanov anati: "Ndidzanena za makolo anu za ine ndi inu. M'chaka tidzakwatirana. " Ndipo ndinakhala milungu iŵiri ndikulekanitsa mokwanira kumvetsa: ndi chikondi muyenera kumanga. Apo ayi, ine ndiyenera kunena zabwino ku maphunziro anga. Ndinalengeza chigamulo changa kwa wokondedwa wanga usiku woyamba atabwerera. Stoianov anavutika. Ponena za izi, ndikudabwa kwambiri, ndinawauza ophunzira anzanga kuti: "Yura akuvutika kwambiri! Chakudya sichidya ndipo sagona tulo! "Komabe, mavuto ake sanathe. Kumapeto kwa chaka choyamba anakwatira msungwana wokoma ku dera la zisudzo. Madzulo a ukwati, ife ndi anzanga awiri a m'kalasi, omwe anatha kuyendera wokondedwa wa GITIS woyamba wokongola pamaso panga, anatumiza mthenga kwa Yura. Anayenera kuitanira Stoyanov ku holo ina. Pakhomo likutseguka, mutu wa Yuri umathamangitsira kumaso. "Mukufuna chiyani?" - Liwu likuphwanyika, maso akudandaula mozungulira omvera. - Bwerani. Khalani pansi. Tiyenera kulankhula, - timayankha. "Kodi iwo akufika pati?" Matenda a Yura kwambiri. Koma akudutsa ndikukhala pansi. Timayimilira pamaso pake kuti tikule ndikulimbikitsani nyimbo yachifundo yomwe inali yotchuka panthawiyo:
Ndipo chikondi chimene tinali nacho ndi inu sichinali yaitali,
Mwinamwake ife sitinangodikira chikondi,
Ndiitaneni ku ukwati, wokondedwa wanga,
Onani mkwatibwi wanu akuitanira ...
Pokha palimodzi
Kuimba ndi nkhope zoopsa, kuwonjezera mawu opfuula. Atamvetsera mawu athu mpaka kumapeto, Yurka, ndi misonzi ya kuseka ndi kulira kwa "opusa!" Amachoka mwa omvetsera. - Ndiye "kumpsompsona ku nsanje," muyenera kuganiza, sizinapite? - Osapita. Mwamuna wanga woyamba anali Kyivan. Dzina lake linali Volodya. Anabwera ku Moscow paulendo wamalonda. Tinakumana mu metro, yomwe idatsutsana ndi malamulo anga. Koma Volodya atangozidziwitsa yekha, adamuuza kuti: "Mtsikana, kodi sufuna kupita nane ku Bolshoi Theatre usiku uno?" Sindingafune, ngati ine, Muscovite, sindinayambe ndakhalamo! Mayi wake wachitatu kapena wachinayi titamudziwa, Volodya anandiyandikira pafupi ndi sukuluyo: "Mwana, ndakubweretsera mkate kuchokera ku Kiev. Bwerani ku hotelo madzulo - tidzakhala ndi tiyi. " Chimene chiyenera kumaliza tiyi, ndinamvetsa bwino - kotero kuti kutaya umwali kunapita mosamala. Izo zinaphimba kwambiri kukhalapo kwanga. Atsikana a ku sukulu akugwa kwawo, akuphwanya miyoyo yawo ndi kulira, kale anali akulekanitsa, ndipo ndinali akadali nkhosa zakuda. Ndichofunika kuchita chinachake. Osauka Volodia anali atasweka pamene adazindikira kuti wakhala "mpainiya". Ndinali ngati munthu wodziwa zambiri, ndikuwona anthu ambiri. Kodi adalapa bwanji, m'mene adapepesa ... Ndipo ine ndi grin wosasamala, ndinagwa pansi: "Chifukwa chiyani mukukwera mmenemo? Siyani zotsatirazi. Chilichonse ndi chachibadwa. " Apanso, wina anali kusewera ... Volodya anali wolemekezeka kwambiri, ndipo mwachiwonekere, anali ndi malingaliro ofunda kwambiri kwa ine. Patatha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, nditabwera ku Moscow, ndinakumana naye pafupi ndi sukuluyo, ndipo ndinayesa kudzifotokozera ndekha. Koma, pokwaniritsa ntchito yanga, sinasangalatse kwambiri ine. Ngakhale ndikuchoka ku hoteloyi, ndikudzidzimutsa ndi kugwa kwanga, ndinangoganiza za zomwe ndikuyenera kuuza anzanga onse nthawi yomweyo, ndikusangalala nazo. - Maphunziro omaliza maphunziro anu "Ado Wamkulu About Nothing" yotsogozedwa ndi Vladimir Levertov inakhala chochitika. Otsutsa kwambiri adayamika Beatrice wanu ... - Zinali choncho. Ndimakumbukira (sindimakumbukirabe!), Ndalemba chinachake ngati: Ngati mutha kunena za anthu ena omwe akugwira nawo ntchitoyi kuti ndi ophunzira mwaluso, Tatyana Dogileva, yemwe adasewera Beatrice, ndi wochita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Momwe! Chifukwa cha kupambana komaliza maphunziro, ndinalandira zoitanidwa kuchokera ku zisudzo zambiri. Koma choyamba ndinapita ku "Lenkom" yapamwamba, mtsogoleri wamkulu wa zojambulazo - pempho la Levertov - anavomera kundiwona. Mark Anatolievich Zakharov anali wotsika kwambiri: - Chabwino, zonse ziri zomveka ... Mantha mantha ... Koma inu, monga wophunzira pa mgwirizano simukugwirizana nazo? - sindikugwirizana. - ndilibe mwayi. Pali masewera amodzi, muli ngati kuyambiranso koyambirira. Sizinali zowerengera, zinali chabe kuwerenga. Koma mu gulu liti! Yankovsky, Zbruev ... Onse awiri ankaseka ine. Osati kugwedeza, osakhumudwitsa - kotero, chifukwa cha chikondi cha moyo. Mlengalenga la "Leikom" anali wodabwitsa, ndikuda nkhawa kwambiri kugwira ntchito kumeneko, koma Zakharov sanalonjeze kanthu, ndipo atandiyitanidwa ndi wothandizira wa Georgy Tovstonogov, ndinapita ku "kuyang'ana" ku BDT. Iwo anali okonzeka kunditengera ine pomwepo, koma madzulo a ulendo wanga wopita ku St. Petersburg Ndinachita mbali yanga yoyamba mu filimu - patatha masabata angapo kuwombera kunayamba. Tovstonogov adamenyetsa mapewa ake: "Kotero, amubwere pambuyo pa kujambula. Pangani antchito. " - Kodi filimuyi inali chiyani? - Choipa kwambiri m'mbiri ya anthu. Ankatchedwa "Stowaway Passenger" ndipo amayenera kuwakwiyitsa achinyamata kuti alowe ku sukulu ya ntchito. Ndinkakonda kusewera mtsikana wina dzina lake Ninka Babaitseva. - Zikuwoneka kuti pakuwombera chithunzi ichi munakumana ndi mwamuna yemwe adakhala mwamuna wanu? - Ndidzatchula: mwamuna woyamba. Kujambula kujambula ku Krasnodar Territory. Nyanja inali ikuphulika, chirichonse chinali kufalikira. Ndizosatheka kuti musagwirizane ndi "malo" otere. Ndipo ine ndinagwera mu chikondi. Kwa amatsenga. Mu membala wotsiriza wa gulu la filimu - mu "clapper." Pa tsamba lirilonse pali munthu yemwe amalengeza: filimu yotereyi, yachiwiri ngati iyo, ndi wandolo pampando - bang. Alexander ankawoneka kuti ndine wokongola kwambiri komanso ngati wanzeru. Kubwerera kunyumba, ndinauza makolo anga kuti ndinakumana ndi munthu wamkulu wa moyo wanga. Mayi, zaka zinayi zapitazo, anandilola kuti ndigonane ndi alangizi, ndikudula: "Kukhala limodzi popanda ofesi ya registry - musaganizepo za izo! Choncho mukwatirane - ndiye chonde! "Zikuoneka kuti" madalitso "ake adagawidwa kwa opanga mafilimu okha. Papa adanena kuti adzaitanira anthu onse a kumudzi kwawo pafupi ndi Moscow ku ukwatiwo.
Kugwa
Ndisanakhale ndi nthawi yopukutira sutikesi yomwe ndinapita ku "kuwombera kwathunthu", Zakharov adayitana kuti: "Tatiana, ndikubwera bwanji?" Tikukuyembekezerani, tikuyembekeza kuti mutha kukhala ndi Nelya mu Masewera Achiwawa a Arbuzov, ndipo muli mundandanda wa Tovstonogov wochita masewera omwewo? "Koma, Mark Anatolyevich, simunandilonjeze chilichonse chotsimikizika!" "Kodi iwe sungalonjeze bwanji izo?" Yankovsky ndi Zbruev akutamandani inu pachabe, mu masewero omwe mwabwera kukhoti. Inde, mwalowa kale! Kenaka, anthu odziwa bwino amandifotokozera mfundo ziwiri zomwe zimagwirizanitsa. Padziko lonse lapansi, zonsezi zimadziwika nthawi imodzi - nthawi imodzi, akuluakulu oyendetsa sagwirizana kwambiri pamene anzako amalandira ojambula kuchokera kwa iwo - awiri. Kwa milungu ingapo ndinapita ku Lenk ndikuyang'ana dzina langa panthawiyi. Iye sanali ngakhale mu khamulo. Atsikanawo adamva kale kugwa kwawo, ndipo ndinali akadali namwali. Ndizimenezi zinali zoyenera kuchita nthawi. Kuti ndidziwe za chilengedwe chopanda kanthu, chinthu china chowonjezeka chinawonjezeredwa - Ndinazindikira kuti sindinali wokonda wanga. Anasonkhana ndi mzimu ndipo adaitana Sasha kuti abwezeretse ukwatiwo. Poyankha, anamva kuti: "Kenako imfa." Ndinayenera kupita ku ofesi yolembera. Titakwatirana, tinakhazikika m'nyumba ina - chipinda chochepa chidapatsidwa ndi mphero, komwe bambo anga ankagwira ntchito. Ndinkasewera mkazi wanga masiku ambiri ndikutsuka, kusamba, kuphika, kutsitsa miphika. Ndipo madzulo, atatopa kwambiri ndi kusungirako nyumba, adakhala m'khitchini, adayika mutu wake m'manja mwake ndikuganiza kuti: "Kodi ndiyenera kudzipachika ndekha?" Mwamwayi, Zakharov anandipatsa gawo laling'ono, lopanda mawu mu Shatrov's Revolutionary Etude. Ntchitoyi inkaphatikizapo Yankovsky, Leonov, Peltzer. Panthawiyi, ndinali wokonzeka kusonyeza chithunzi cha kumbuyo! Ndipo ndinali ndi mwayi wogwira chithunzi cha chiphunzitso cha Free Love. Zakharov anakhazikitsa ntchitoyi: "Ndipo pano Tatyana, ali ndi chibwibwi chokwanira, iwe ukwera kupita ku podium, utenge galasi ndi madzi kuchokera kwa wokamba nkhaniyo ndi kuchitaya icho mofanana!" Ndinkasuntha ziwalo zonse za thupi, ndinayenderera kulowa m'bwaloli, sindinathe kutenga galasi ... Ndipo adali wokondwa kwambiri pamene adawona kumwetulira kwa nkhope ya Mark Anatolyevich. Ndizomvetsa chisoni, sindinawonekere patsogolo pa anthuwa. Pasanapite nthawi, Zakharov anaganiza kuti ndiyenera kusewera Sapozhnikov wachinyamata. Ndinkachita mantha kwambiri ndi chithunzi chovuta, ndikulemba. Zikomo Mulungu, izo zinatuluka. Ntchitoyi inali yopambana kwambiri, ndinatamandidwa, kuphatikizapo Mark Anatolievich, yemwe mawu ake amtengo wapatali kwa ine anali ofunikira kwambiri kuposa ndemanga 1,000 zowonongeka. Ndinasangalala kwambiri. Koma kokha mu masewera, chifukwa apa anaiwalika konse za udindo wake wokwatira. Pita kunyumba, kumene iwe uyenera kukamba za chinachake ndi munthu amene anakhala mlendo, sanafune. Ndipo kugona naye pabedi limodzi - mwala waukulu. Tinasiyana patatha miyezi itatu. Ine ndinali woyambitsa. Sasha anathandiza pulogalamuyi - yosavuta mosavuta. Ndikuganiza kuti panthawiyo anali ndi chibwenzi. Mulimonsemo, patatha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndikutsatizana ndi ine, Aleksandro anali kachiwiri, nthawi ino mokondwa, wokwatira.
Maluso othandiza
Zikuoneka kuti chikhalidwe chakummwera chinasewera ndi Sasha chizungulire chomwecho ndi ine. Ndinayambitsa chisokonezo, chomwe ndinabwerera ku Moscow chinauluka. Kuchokera m'maso mwanga chikondi chidagona kale kuposa kale. - Kodi mwayamba kuyambanso ntchito yomwe Mumakhala nayo "Masewera Achiwawa", kale, pokhala mfulu? - Inde, zochitika ziwirizi zinagwirizana. "Maseŵero Okhwima" ... Pazokambirana za ntchitoyi, ndinaphunzira momwe Zakharov angakhalire wopanda chifundo. Iye ali, ndithudi, wochenjera kwambiri, kotero iye amamupha wodwala iyemwini. Pofuna kunyozetsa, kuwononga, Mark Anatolievich ndime imodzi yokwanira. Mpaka pano, nkhope yake imakhala yozungulira ndi nkhope yosangalatsa, ndipo m'makutu ake muli mau okhumudwa: "Ta-a-nya! Ta-a-nya! Chabwino, ngati mphunzitsi akukonzekeretsani apa - adanena, kuti ali ndi matalente ena, - ndikuwonetsani chinthu china ... "Ndinatsala pang'ono kunyoza kuti:" Ine? Kodi mwakonza? Kodi akunena kuti Levertov anandifunsa kuti ndiyang'ane? "Mawuwo adagwira pamtima panga kuti:" Inde, ndikanatha kusewera Tovstonogov tsopano, ngati simunandikakamize kuti ndipite kwa inu! Efros anandiitana ine! Kawirikawiri, ngati mukufuna kudziŵa, ngati mikate yopsereza! "Kuima pakatikati pa siteji kunaphwanyidwa - ngati kuti madzi aundula amandigunda. Yembekezani, kuti wina ayankhe, palibe. Aliyense akuyang'ana kutali. Kokha Kolya Karachentsov amayandikira kumbuyo ndi kunong'oneza mopepuka: "Ndi chiyani, iwe uli nacho icho? Musakhale wowawa! Akandigonjetsa, maso anga pansi ndikudzifunsa ndekha kuti: "Wopusa mwiniwake, wopusa ..." Nthawi ina, mu adilesi yake, anamva kuchokera kwa Mark Anatolyevich kuti: "Sindikuyang'anirani! Ngati ndikutsegula maso anga tsopano, ndikukuuzani izi, kuti ndizoopsa! "Ndipo zonsezi ndi mtima woyaka, kudzera m'mazinyo owuma. Kodi atatha kuchita mawu oterewa? Kutha kuchoka pa siteji - osabwerera? Anamuchititsa kunyada kwambiri ndipo anavutika. Monga aliyense. "Autocrat" anthu ochepa sanapulumutsidwe. Ndinafika ku Yankovsky, ndi Karachentsov, ndi Abdulov. Kawiri kawiri ndinawona momwe ngakhale amuna pambuyo pochita manyazi poyera ankalira. Inde, apo panali kulira - kulira! Mkhalidwewo unasokonezedwa ndi kuti ndikukondana ndi Zakharova. Inde, ndipo kunali kosatheka kuti musayambe kumukonda. Wosangalatsa wa masewero ake, osatha nthawi zonse, okongola ... Pamene adadzitenga yekha mwachangu pa mpando wa wotsogolera, adatulukira pa siteji, adayamba kusonyeza chinachake, sindinali ndi chidwi chokha, koma mtima wanga unasangalalanso ndi chisangalalo. Ambiri, o, ambiri sangatsutse, akuwonetsa chidwi cha mwamuna wawo Mark Anatolyevich! Koma iye sanachite izo, ndipo ludzu lapadera linali la ochita masewerawa kuti asonyeze maonekedwe omwe amavomereza omwe Ambuye nthawizonse amapereka. Sindinathe "kusiya" izi. Mark Anatolyevich sanasangalale ndi zomwe ndinali kuchita pa siteji. Tsopano ndikumvetsa: anali ndi chifukwa chabwino. Kodi ndine ntchito yaikulu kwa iye? Ophunzira dzulo, omwe sadziwa kanthu, sangakwanitse kukhala ndi thupi, maganizo ... Panthawi yachisoni, malingaliro anayamba. Usiku, m'chipinda chomwe panalibe wina koma ine, mwadzidzidzi panali ziphuphu. Ndikutsegula maso anga, ndinawona akazi achikulire atavala zikopa zakuda ataima pamakona ...
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Mu maselo makumi awiri a mitsempha akadali amphamvu ndipo iwowo amatha kupirira mayesero. Nditangoyamba kupeza kanthu kenakake ndipo mbuye wa kuchititsidwa manyazi anadutsa kuti asalemekezedwe, amayi achikulire adatha. "Masewera achiwawa" kwa nthawi yaitali sanavomereze. Masewera a nthawi imeneyo analidi olimba mtima. Anthu otchulidwa m'nkhaniyi akukhumudwa ndi moyo wa Muscovite wachinyamata, omwe ankayembekezera zambiri kuchokera ku "Khwushchev thaw", koma analakwitsa zomwe amayembekezera. Ena mwa akuluakulu a chikhalidwechi nthawi yomweyo ankatcha masewerawo "kunyoza zinthu za Soviet." Pamapeto pake - mutatha kusintha maulendo ovuta kwambiri - sewerolo linatulutsidwa. Kupambana kunali kumva. Otsatsa malonda amataya ndalama zopenga matikiti - khumi, makumi awiri kuposa momwe nkhope ilili. Zinkawoneka kwa ine: tsopano ndapeza maudindo mu "Lenkom" mpaka mutapuma pantchito. Koma nthawi imodzi inadutsa, awiri, atatu, anayi ... Ndimasewera Nelyu mu "Masewera Okhwima", pomwe wina wa anthu omwe anafunsidwa anafunsa kuti: "Kodi muli ndi zaka zingati?" Ndinayankha kuti: "Zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu." Mzimayi uja anavomereza kuti, "Ndikunama," ndikudziwa kuti, madzulo alionse, Mironov ndi ine tinadya chakudya ku malo odyera a Astoria, kenako tinayenda usiku usiku ndipo tinayambanso kuyenda, tikuyembekezera kuti tidzakumananso.