Ndikukumbukira tsiku limenelo bwino kwambiri. Mofananamo, m'mawa kwambiri. Ine, mwachizolowezi, ndimakangana mozungulira nyumba. Anayang'ana mu thumba la ndalama - opanda kanthu. Ambuye, ndiyenera kuchita chiyani? Palibe chodyera mnyumba, ndipo adalonjeza kuti adzalipiritsa pa sabata ...
Mwamuna wa suti ndi shati yoyera ali kutsogolo pagalasi. Mu dzanja - mphatso yanga, botolo la madzi a chimbudzi.
- Kirill, - liwu likugwedezeka mwachinyengo, - ndilibe ndalama konse. Simudzapereka? Musayang'ane mmwamba kuchokera paziwonetsero zanu pagalasi.
- Cyril akuponyera mosasamala:
- Palibe ndalama? Samalani ...
Panthawi imeneyo, moyo wanga wa banja unasokonezeka monga chithunzi chosasamala, ndipo ndinanena china:
"Simudzandiyandikira ngati mkazi wanga." Ayi.
Ndipo pambuyo pake zonse zinali zokwanira kwa Kirill, kundikumbatira, kunena kuti: "Mvula, kongoza ngakhalenso oyandikana nawo, ndipo ine perejmu ndikupatsanso, musadandaule". Koma iye sananene izo ...
Icho ndi cholakwa. Ndakhala ndikuzoloŵera, ndimakonda kupirira, kumvetsa. Ine ndinakuphunzitsani inu kuti musadandaule za chirichonse. Ngakhale banja la Kirill silinayenera kusungidwa. Chifukwa chiyani? Pali mkazi yemwe amalima kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku, ngati akavalo okwera, ndipo safuna chilichonse pobwezera. Nchifukwa chiyani timasokoneza chinachake?
Mwamunayo anati kwa Chikondi: "Ndiwe wamphamvu kwambiri, ukundigwetsa pansi." Mwinamwake, iye akulondola_ine nthawizonse ndimayesera kutsogolera ndondomekoyo. Zinali zofunikira kuyesa kukhala ofooka, mwinamwake, ndiye amayesera kukhala amphamvu. Ndipo zinali zophweka kuti ndichite zonse ndekha.
Icho ... Mawu anga oyambirira m'moyo. Amayi atasintha malaya anga, ndinamugwira dzanja ndikumuuza kuti: "Amayi!" Kuchokera nthaŵi imeneyo, zaka zoposa 40 zadutsa. Mmawa wokondweretsa uja, nditamvera malangizo a mwamuna wake, ndinapita pagalasi ndikuyamba. Ndinawona mkazi wosadziwika - wotopa, wosasangalala, wosakondedwa, wodzipereka yekha kwa mwamuna amene wakhalabe wosakhudzidwa kale.
.. .. Mulungu, wokongola bwanji ali mnyamata! Madly! Inde, izi ndizochabechabechabe. Koma tsopano ndikumvetsa izi. Ndiyeno ... ndinali kuzungulira nkhope zokongola kuyambira ubwana. Amayi, Adadi. Agogo aakazi, agogo aakazi. Kotero, ine ndimakhulupirira kuti mwamuna wanga, mwamuna wanga, ayenera kukhala wosatsutsika. Mu Actress Love Rudenko, biography yapangidwa bwino, ndipo mu moyo anali ndi mwayi - ali ndi mwana wophunzira komanso wanzeru.
Chikondi ndiye chinamaliza GITIS: maso a buluu, aang'ono, ndi scythe yayitali. Kuseka - usandivutitse ine. Kawirikawiri, moyo ndi wabwino ndipo umakhala bwino! Ndipo apa - Cyril. Anaphunzira chaka choyamba, adalowa m'sewero atatha maphunziro awo ku Faculty of Mechanics of University of Moscow State. Nthawizonse amavala ndi singano, amasangalala kwambiri ndi mafuta onunkhira. Inde, ndi "zakale" - adanena, anali wokwatira, ndipo ngakhale mwana wake wamkazi ali. Atsikana sanapereke chiphaso. Anam'thamangira, ndipo ananditsata. Maluwa ankavala zida, anapita kunyumba ndi tekisi. Iye ankawopsya anyamata onse. Ndi chiyani china chomwe msungwana wazaka makumi awiri akusowa? Yendani m'chikondi, ndithudi.
Pamene tinakumana, Cyril adafuna kuchita.
Ndikunena kuti: "Ayi, izi zili kutali, ku Izmaylovo." Ndipo adaseka nanena kuti tsopano akuchitadi, chifukwa amakhalanso ndi moyo ku Izmailovo. Zinapezeka kuti kuyambira kunyumba kwanga mpaka maminiti khumi. Ndipo iye ankaphunzira ku sukulu ya masamu, yomwe inali, pafupi kwambiri ndi nyumba yanga. Mwa iye, ine ndinkapita ku metro tsiku lirilonse. Koma ndinatuluka pakhomo pa 10 mpaka 8, chifukwa ndinaphunzira ku sukulu yapadera ya ku France pa Arbat Street. Ndipo adawonekera pambuyo pake. Tinayenda mumsewu womwewo kwa zaka khumi ndi kusiyana kwa theka la ora!
Poyamba Cyril anawona chikondi pambuyo pa makalasi ku sukulu, kenako - atatha masewerawa: atatha kumaliza GITIS, Goncharov, ndinamufika pa Mayakovsky Theatre. Ochita masewero ambiri mu zisudzo zathu anali kukondana ndi Cyril, ngakhale kudumphira kumsewu kukawona pamene iye anabwera kwa ine, ndipo, ndithudi, ankachitira nsanje.
"Maluwa a phokoso" nthawi idatulukira mosazindikira: patatha miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndinakhala ndi pakati. Sindinkakayikire zoti tidzakwatirana. Kuti mwamuna wanga adzakhala wopambana. Ndipo banja, ngakhale lakumbuyo lomwe silinathe kukhala ndi Taratuta kwa pafupi zaka khumi. Akafuna thandizo lalamulo. Anakumbukira Lyova. Iye ndi loya, kenaka anagwira ntchito ku Vnesheconombank. Ndipo iwo anakumana. Taratuta anathandiza. Poyamikira, amayi anga anakonza phwando la chakudya chamadzulo. Ndiye iwo anawonana wina ndi mzake m'njira yatsopano. Anayamba kukhala pachibwenzi. Icho chinatha pafupifupi zaka ziwiri. Lyova, ngakhale pa ulendo wopita kwa amayi ake, ngakhale anadandaula zambiri: "Amayi, mwinamwake mudzakhala ndi papule? Ndipo ndidzawatengera ana pakhomo. " Zoona, zovuta poyamba - ali ndi mwana wamwamuna, mwinamwake sakonda kuti ndimamutcha bambo "papules." Koma amayi anga anati: "Lyova ngakhale kuntchito akuti tsopano ali ndi ana awiri - Sergei ndi iwe." Sergei Taratuta nayenso ndi wokonda ndakatulo komanso ndakatulo wotchuka.
Makolo anga anasudzulana ndili ndi zaka 9. Kachiwiri amayi anga anakwatira mochedwa. Iye anali forte eyiti, Lev Semenovich Taratute-makumi asanu ndi atatu. Ankadziwa bwino achinyamata. Mkazi wake, a Lyudmila Fetisova, wojambula zithunzi, ankagwira ntchito ku Soviet Army Theatre, pamodzi ndi mchemwali wanga wa amayi, Irina Soldatova. Irina anali bwenzi la Lyova ndi Lyusya. Anali banja losangalatsa. Ndipo amayi anga, kuwayang'ana chaka ndi chaka, powona chikondi chimene amachitira wina ndi mzake, ngakhale kuti anali okondana pang'ono ndi onsewo. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ali ndi zaka makumi atatu ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi, Lusya amafa chifukwa cha kupwetekedwa kwakukulu. Lyova adakali wamasiye, wina amamulera mwana wa Seryozha. Mayi anga anakumana ndi bambo anga pakali pano, anakwatira, anandiberekera ndipo anandisiyanitsa.
Sungani iwo mosiyana - iwo sanapangidwe. Levushka anandiuza, koma amayi anga adakumbukira Luce. Kenaka tsiku lina akulota maloto: ngati kuti kuchokera ku miyala yaikulu Luce akutuluka, akuyandikira ndi Lyova, amayanjana manja, ndikumwetulira, akubwerera. Atadzuka, amayi anga anazindikira kuti Lusia wadalitsa ukwatiwu. Panali vuto lina. Mayi anga ndi Levushka atabwera kudzaseŵera ku Theatre of the Soviet Army padera. Tinakumana kale mu holo. Kenaka zinapezeka kuti zipinda ziwiri ndi hafu zikondwerero zinali ndi anansi awo awiri - makumi asanu ndi anayi ndi chimodzi. Ndiye iwo anazindikira kuti tsoka likuwauza iwo: kukwatira, anyamata! Ndipo ndinasangalala bwanji!
Lyova anavomera pomwepo. Papulya ndi Levushka anayamba kuitana asanayambe ukwati wawo. Ndinaona mmene amasamalirira mayi anga, mmene mayi anga anakhalira nthawi yomweyo. Ndife mabwenzi naye. Iye, monga Levushka, ndi munthu wodalirika ndipo amakhala ndi chisangalalo chosatha. Iwo amatha ngakhale kuchiza matenda ndi kuseketsa. Anthu omwe lero amawawona amayi anga akunena kuti: "Bwerani, sizingakhale kuti anali makumi asanu ndi atatu!" Amayi amawoneka okongola, chifukwa akhala ndi wokondedwa wake kwa zaka zoposa makumi atatu. Iye ndi wake - kuwala muwindo. Ndipo iye ali kwa iye mpaka lero - Dinochka, wokondeka ndi wokondedwa. Mayi wokondeka kwambiri: chirichonse chokhudzana ndi munthu uyu ndi chopatulika kwa iye. Amakhulupirira kuti chinthu chofunika kwambiri pamoyo ndi ana, makolo ndi mwamuna. Nthawi zonse ndinkawayang'ana ndikuganiza kuti: Ndikufuna banja lomwelo!
Ndipo pamene ndinazindikira kuti ndili ndi pakati, ndinaganiza kuti malotowa akwaniritsidwa. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti Cyril adzakhalanso wosangalala. Ine ndinamuuza iye, ndipo iye basi ^ atayika. Ndinasiyidwa ndekha, ndinkachita mantha, ndinkafuna kuchotsa mimba. Koma amayi anga anaima:
"Sizitha kugwiritsa ntchito moyo!" Tiyeni tikule!
- Ndipo kukhala ndi chiyani?
"Ndinakukwezerani nokha, ndipo mudzaukitsa mwana wanu!" Tiyeni tiwathandize!
Bambo anga sanalipire alimony, sanapeze ntchito yamuyaya. Inde, ndipo amayi anga ali paulendo wake wokondwerera masewera panthawi imeneyo adalandira pang'ono. Nthawi zina kopecks zisanu sizinali zokwanira kugula mapaundi a shuga, ndipo ndinayesedwa magalamu mazana anayi ndi makumi asanu. Ndinavala zosauka kwambiri. Mu sukulu yapadera ya ku France, makumi asanu ndi atatu pa zana anali "midi" ana, makolo awo anapita kunja, sanafunike kuvala zovala za wina, mosiyana ndi ine. Kotero ine ndinadziwa chomwe chinali chosowa. Koma chisankho chochoka mwanayo chitatengedwa, nthawi yomweyo ndinakhala wosavuta. Palibe misozi mtolo, osati kuzunzika.
Ndipo mimba inali yophweka ndi actress Love Rudenko, yemwe mbiri yake amadziwika kwa onse ake mafani. Ndinapita ku Yugoslavia, ku Bulgaria, ku Leningrad. Anayang'ana mafilimu awiri - "Sanadikire, sankaganiza" komanso "Vasily Buslaev." Kwa nthawi yaitali palibe amene amadziwa za "zosangalatsa" zanga: Ndinadzimvera ndekha.
Kuchokera kuchipatala, kuwonjezera pa amayi ndi Lyova, Chikondi chinalandiridwa ndi mzanga wabwino wa Katya ndi Zhenya. Ine ndi Katya tinakhala zaka khumi pamsonkhano womwewo ndipo tinalankhula momasuka. Zhenya ankanamizira kukhala bambo. Nyanechka - maluwa ndi envelopu ndi ndalama, ndipo anamupatsa envelopu yomwe ili ndi khanda: "Adadi, ndikuyamika!" Iye adasewera. Anagwetsa bulangeti: "Wow, iwe, mwana wanga!" Ndipo tikuseka! Kotero, ndikuchoka kuchipatala, sindinaone zovuta za mayi mmodzi yemwe ali ndi mwana. Iwo ananditengera ine mu tekesi kupita pakhomo, kutulutsidwa ndipo amati: "Chabwino, ife takwaniritsa ntchito yathu. Tsopano tiyeni tibwerere! "
Ndipo izo zinayamba: kugona usiku, kudyetsa, kutsuka machira, kuyenda. Mphatsoyi ndi ruble makumi atatu ndi asanu - monga mayi wosakwatira. Ndalama sizinalikwanira, ndipo Tolik anali ndi miyezi iwiri, ndinafunika kuyamba kugwira ntchito ku zisudzo. Mwana wanga wamwamuna anasiya mayi anga, mlongo wake - Aunt Galya kapena oyandikana naye. Sindinasewere kwambiri, koma ndinalipira malipiro onse - Goncharov adalamula. Moyo watha.
Ambiri, ndithudi, achifundo: Chikondi chimodzi ndi mwana - ndi zovuta! Ndinayimba kuti: "N'chifukwa chiyani mumandimvera? Young, wathanzi, o-hoo! Ndipo alimi mu moyo adzakhala akadali ochuluka kwambiri - amasankha kuvutika! "Ndi zopusa tsopano kukumbukira kukhudzidwa kwanu. Komabe, panthawiyi ndinakumana ndi "sunstroke" yanga. Ndinayamba kukonda popanda kukumbukira komanso popanda chiyembekezo.
Chilimwe chilimwe tinapita kukacheza ndi masewera. Olga Prokofieva anali chabe tsiku lobadwa. Tinkafuna kutchula, tinagula zinthu pamsika. Ndipo palibe vodka m'masitolo, kokha mu lesitilanti - lamulo louma m'dziko! Kenako Olga ndi ine tinasankha kumwa zakumwa m'sitilanti. Tinkakhala pansi, tinkalamula kuti tinyamule, ndipo pansi pa tebulo mosamala tinatsanulira vodka mu botolo lopanda kanthu la madzi a mchere, omwe anabweretsa nawo. Mwadzidzidzi mnyamata wina akubwera ndipo akuti:
"Atsikana, ndikukudziwani." Dzina langa ndi Kolya. Tsiku lina "Mayakovka" adagwira ntchito. Ndipo apa ndi limodzi limodzi pa ulendo. Mwinamwake tikhoza kulankhula?
Ife timathamanga kuseka:
"Ndiwe chiyani, mnyamata, kutisokoneza ku bizinesi yofunikira?" Simukuwona chiyani, ndi njira iti yomwe imasokoneza ?!
Anamvetsa chilichonse, anaseka:
- Dikirani kudzacheza ndi botolo lina la madzi amchere.
Madzulo akugogoda m'chipinda.
Ndikutsegula chitseko. Muloweta, Kolya, ndi pafupi naye - munthu wokongola kwambiri. Ndikutambasulira dzanja langa kwa iye, ndikumuuza ine. Ndiyeno tinakanthidwa ngati magetsi. Ife timayima mwakachetechete, ndipo tayang'anani wina ndi mzake. Anyamatawa ankatiyendayenda, akudodometsa zala zawo: "Kodi tikukuvutitsani?"
Mnyamatayo anali msilikali wa gulu, tinakhala usiku wonse ndikumuimbira gitala ndi mawu awiri. Atasiya, adanena chiwerengero cha chipinda ndi milomo yake. Ndinazindikira kuti ndidzakhala naye usiku uno. Ndikuuza Ole kuti: "Ndikukupemphani! Ndipatseni jeans yako yoyera! "Ndinali wosauka kwambiri, ndikuopa kunena. Ndipo tsopano ndikukoka jeans ya Prokofieva ndikupita kwa iye wokongola kwambiri. Ndinapita ku chiwerengero. Mtima wanga ukugwedezeka, manja anga akugwedezeka. Ndikugogoda. Khomo limatseguka - pakhomolo liri ndi mitengo ikuluikulu yosambira. Mwachidule, jeans anzeru sanayamikiridwe ...
Ndiye iye ananyamuka pa bedi ndipo anatenga chithunzi kuchokera mu thumba lake. Iye ndi mkazi wokongola ndi ana.
"Uyu ndi banja langa, sindidzawasiya, mukumvetsa?"
Ndinagwedeza.
"Sindidzakuuzani." Ndipo ine sindinapereke chidziwitso kwa chirichonse. Ambuye anandipatsa kumverera kotereku - ndi kusiyana kwanji komwe kumakhala nthawi yaitali.
Imphani:
- Moni, Chikondi? Moni, Inde, simukundikumbukira, dzulo ndinapita nanu ku subway. Dzina langa ndi Janos. Kodi tingakumane?
Ndikunena kuti:
"Pepani, sindikumvetsa kanthu." Ndiwe yani?
Anapezeka kuti pa playbill akhoza kuona dzina la masewerawo, anapita kumeneko ndipo adapeza chithunzi changa mu foyer. Sitinayankhulepo. Sizinali zofunikira. Atachoka, ndinangomuuza. Panalibe chisoni, zopweteka. Ndinadzipereka kuti ndikhale pafupipafupi ndipo ndinkasamalidwa bwino. Panali munthu m'moyo wanga - ndipo sadzakhalanso.
Kenako tinakumana kangapo ku Moscow pa zochitika zina. Iye anapita mpaka kudzandiwona ine ndi mkazi wake. Ndipo ine ndinali pa concert yake. Ine ndinalowa mu holo pamene kuwala kunali kutatseka kale. Ine sindikudziwa momwe iye anandizindikirira ine. Konsati yonseyi inkawonekera kutsogolo kwanga. Kenako anati: "Ndakuimbira."
Kuchokera ku concert ife tinapita mu galimoto imodzi. Kumbuyo kwa mpando. Anagwirana manja ndikukhala chete. Iwo sakanakhoza kuyankhula, ife sitinali tokha. Ndipo komabe iwo ananena zochuluka kwambiri kwa wina ndi mzake ndiye_mmanja.
Kwa ine iye anali yekhayo. Sindinamvepo ndikumverera kwaukali, ngakhale kuti ndinayamba kukondana kangapo.
Ndinavomera ku msonkhano. Pamene ndinamuwona, ndinadabwa - adayang'ana pafupi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi. Ndikufunsa kuti:
"Mnyamata iwe, uli ndi zaka zingati?"
Iye akuyankha kuti: "Zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zinayi."
"Ndizo, nayenso." Ndipo ine-makumi awiri ndi atatu, ndipo mwanayo ali kale.
Koma sizinamuwopsyeze. Ndipo chikondi choterocho chinamveka, ine sindinali kuyembekezera ngakhale. Tinakumana kwa chaka chimodzi, adayamba kucheza ndi Torychka, anayamba kuganizira za ukwatiwo. Nyumba yonseyi idadziwa kale kuti ndili ndi Janos, ndipo ndinafunsa kuti: "Ukakwatirana liti?" Anakomana nane pambuyo pa masewerawo. Ndinayendetsa kulikonse pa bizinesi yanga m'galimoto yanga. Makolo ake anandiitanira ku phwando la chakudya chamadzulo. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndimakonda amayi ake, koma ndiye amene analetsa ubale wathu. Pamene ndapeza kuti ndili ndi mwana wamwamuna. Janosh anaphunzira pa MGIMO, ndipo anati: "Lyubochka, Janosh akhoza kukhala ndi tsogolo losangalatsa. Musati muwononge izo - muli ndi mwana. "
- Nchifukwa chiyani inu mukutsutsa izo? Pambuyo pake, muli ndi tsogolo lomwelo.
Ndipo iye anayankha kuti:
"Ndichifukwa chake, ndiye chifukwa ..."
Ndipo ndinazindikira kuti n'kopanda phindu kulimbana. Ine ndiwononga moyo wake - iye andipasula ine ndi Janos.
Ndinalira kwambiri, ndinayenda mozungulira foni, koma nthawi imachiritsa. Pang'onopang'ono ndinadzichepetsa. Ndipo Tol chifukwa cha kugawidwa kumeneku kunapeza abambo ake omwe.
Mngelo wathu wamkulu adayitana:
- Tikukupatsani moni kuchokera kwa Cyril, akufuna kuwona mwanayo.
Kwa ine kale mpweya watenga kuchokera ku chinyengo.
"Ndi momwe zilili!" Wadutsa nthawi ya mabala osasamba komanso osagona usiku, tsopano ukutha kuona mwana wako?
"Usasangalale!" Anasintha kwambiri, ndipo Masha, mwana wake wamkazi, asanalowe m'banja, amalankhula, amathandiza.
Izi, mwachiwonekere, zinandipatsa chiphuphu. Zaka khumi za bambo wopanda chikumbutso sindinkazichotsa ngakhale ndi Levushka. Sindinkafuna kuti mwana wanga adzakhale wotere. Mwana amafunikira bambo. Makamaka mnyamatayo: Pambuyo pa zonse, sikuti funso lililonse lingathe kulankhulidwa kwa amayi anga.
Tinakumana ndi Cyril, tinakambirana. Ine, monga nthawizonse, ndinakwiya: zonse ziri bwino ndi ine, ndikukhala modabwitsa, gulu limakondwera, mwinamwake ine ndadzakwatira posachedwa. Ndipo iye akubwereza mobwerezabwereza: Iye ankakukondani inu nokha ndipo tsopano ndimamukonda. Ndikhululukireni ine, iwo amati, anachita izo chifukwa cha unyamata, chifukwa cha kupusa. Ndipatseni mwana wamwamuna kuti aone. Chabwino, ine ndikuyankha, kokha kuti ndinu bambo - osati mawu. Ndiyeno mwadzidzidzi mumatuluka kachiwiri, koma kodi tingachite chiyani? Palibe chifukwa chomupweteka mwanayo.
Tiyeni tipite limodzi Kuti tipeze kuchokera ku tchire cha chilimwe. Mwana wanga anali ndi zaka zinayi. Cyril ndi Tolya adakwera sitima moyandikana. Ine ndikuyang'ana pa iwo: Ambuye, zofanana bwanji! Ndipo mwadzidzidzi Tolya akufunsa kuti: "Adadi, kodi mudzabwera kwa ine?" Ndipo pambuyo pake, palibe amene anamuuza kuti Cyril anali atate wake. Mtima wanga unayamba kugwa. Ndinazindikira kuti chifukwa cha mwanayo ndimayenera kupita pamtima podzikuza. Payekha pa nthawi imeneyo ndinkangodziwa zonse zomwe ndimaganiza. Ndinadziwa kuti mwana wanga amafunikira. Ndipo ine mwanjira ina ...
Ngakhale, mwinamwake, sizikanakhala zotheka kwa ife, ngati sizinali za amayi a Cyril. Nina Pavlovna anali ndi khansa. Tidafika kwa iye pamodzi, natipatsa ife: "Inu, Kirill, miyezi isanu ndi umodzi kenako, mumakwatirana Chikondi. Ndilonjezeni! "Iye ankadziwa kuti akufa, ndipo kulira kwa wokondedwa wake kumakhala miyezi isanu ndi umodzi. Kotero funso laukwati linasankhidwa lokha.
Zonse Cyril (mwamuna ndi apongozi ake), pamene anali opanda mkazi, adakhumudwa kwambiri. Ine ndinakulungula manja anga ndipo tiyeni tiike zinthu mwa dongosolo. Nyumbayo iyenera kugwetsedwa, zaka makumi awiri zapitazo iwo sanaikonze. Ovuni sanatseke chitofu - chinkagwiridwa ndi ndodo ndi ndodo. M'kabati ya khitchini, omwe sanakhaleko - zimbombo ndi nyerere. Zinali zofunikira kusintha zitsime kwa nthawi yaitali. Firiji inali ikuwuluka. Phalala pamutu linatsanulidwa.
Chikondi chinalandira malipiro a kuwombera, anapita ku msika, anagula wallpaper, simenti, putty, utoto. Anathandizira pepalayo kuti asungunuke mapuloteni, kupenta mawindo ndi mabatire, kudula matayala. Apongozi ake adalima manja ake okha: "Chabwino, Chikondi, katswiri wamisiri!"
Ameneyo ndi amene anali woyera, kotero uyu ndi apongozi anga, Kirill Grigorievich, kukumbukira kwake, adafa posachedwapa. Ngati sizinali zake, mwina sitikanakhala ndi Cyril kwa nthawi yayitali. Agogo awo ankakonda kwambiri popanda kukumbukira ndipo anandithandiza kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri ndimabwera kunyumba mochedwa, mwamuna wanga anali atawona maloto khumi, ndipo apongozi ake anali kuyembekezera: "Chikondi, udzakhala wotani? Ndinawotcha kolifulawa wanu wokondedwa. "
Kenako adzagula maluwa pa tsiku, kubisala khonde, ndipo m'mawa iwo ali kale patebulo: "Chikondi, izi zimachokera kwa ife ndi Kirill." Ndipo nthawi zonse ndalama za tsiku la kubadwa zimapereka: "Dzigulireni nokha zomwe mukufunikira."
Ndikuzunzidwa ndi kudzimva kolakwa pamaso pake, chifukwa adamwalira posakhalitsa mwamuna wanga ndi ine tinasweka. Mlamu wake wakhala akudwala kwa nthawi yaitali, koma zikuwoneka kuti iye analola kuti achoke, pamene analibe wina wogwira, palibe chogwirizanitsa. Ndinachoka, Cyril anayamba kukhala ndi mkazi wina, Tolya - ndi bwenzi lake. Analibe nkhawa ndi aliyense.
Choncho banja lathu linapitiliza kufa pakati pa anthu awiri: apongozi ake ndi apongozi awo. Wodabwitsa anali anthu. Nina Pavlovna anali kuyang'anira dipatimentiyi mu polyclinic ya ana. Kuyambira m'mawa kufikira usiku anachitira ana ndipo, kupatula bokosi la maswiti, malipiro ochepa komanso kutopa kwambiri, analibe kanthu. Apongozi ake adagwira ntchito moyo wake wonse mu bungwe lofufuza za sayansi lotsekedwa monga injiniya wamkulu, kuyang'anira gulu lalikulu. Atasiya ntchito, anandithandiza pakhomo, nagula chakudya, ndi kuphika bwino. Osati mwamunayo anachita izo, koma apongozi ake. Tidakambirana naye. Ndikufunsa kuti:
"Bwanji Cyril sali ngati inu?"
Iye anati, "Mwana wamng'ono, wokondedwa, wapasulidwa ... Um'khululukire."
Tsopano ndikudzidandaulira ndekha. Pomwepo ndikanakhala wochenjera - zovuta za pomerila zake zachuma. Ndikanapereka Cyril mwayi woti adziwonetse ngati munthu. Ndikadakhala paphewa panga, amati, ngati si inu, ndiye ndani? Ndipo ndinatenga chilichonse m'manja mwanga. Iye sanamve kufunikira kosamalira banja.
Analibe kuwala, sankawomba, ankaphika chakudya cham'mawa, ankadyetsa Tola, anawatengera kumunda, ndipo kenako kusukulu, anathamangira ku masitolo, ankaphika chakudya chamasana ndipo anapita kukachita nawo masewera olimbitsa thupi. Kuchokera kumeneko ndinathamangira kukatenga Tolya kunyumba, kudyetsa, kugonjetsa agogo anga m'manja mwanga, ndipo ananyamuka kuchoka kumutu kupita kumsewu. Ndinabwerera usiku - ndipo sindinkatopa. Wodala, wokondwa: zonse ziri bwino ndi ine! Mwana wanga anakulira ndi abambo ake ndi agogo ake, ndipo chofunika kwambiri, palibe chomwe ndinali nacho kwa ine. Kirill ndi mwana wake amathera nthawi yochuluka kuthandizira maphunziro, ndipo nthawi zonse anali ndi zochitika ndi zofunikanso. Nthaŵi zina ndimaganiza: zikomo Mulungu kuti kenako ndinakhala ndi pakati. Nthawi zonse akabala mwana, amamukonda kwambiri?
Mwachidule, udindo wa mkazi wokondwa, ndinasewera kwambiri. Cyril anayesera poyera kulandira, kumpsompsona ndi kunena momwe amamukondera. Anzanga ankayang'ana nsanje. Palibe yemwe ankadandaula kuti moyo wanga unandidzera ine. Ndinali wophika, woyeretsa, wopanga zovala, makina opanga ndalama, koma osati mkazi, wokondedwa wanga, yekhayo, amene ndinkafuna. Mu moyo wapamtima, ine ndi mwamuna wanga tinali, kuti tiyike mofatsa, osati bwino, koma ndinaganizirapo za ine ndekha. Kwa zaka makumi anayi mumamvetsetsa kuti mbali iyi ya ubale ndi yofunika, ndipo mwachinyamata mumangosamala, kotero kuti palibe amene angamve chilichonse kupyolera mwa makoma. Inde, ndipo ndikutopa kwambiri.
Moyo wa banja si chinthu chophweka. Ndinkachitira nsanje abwenzi ake, ndipo anandiuza-kuti ndigwire ntchito: Kirill sanakhazikitse ntchito yake. Mwinamwake chifukwa ichi, mwinamwake kwa zina, koma iye nthawi zambiri ankandiwoloka ine. Kamodzi m'nyengo yozizira, anzake omwe anali kumbuyo kwake, osakhala olungama, anaitanidwa ku mzinda wosambira. Ndinapempha kuti: "Osati, khalani kunyumba!" Mantha - idzatha ndi iwo. Atathamanga m'galimoto pamabotolo ake opanda mapazi, adayitana kuti: "Cyril, bwerani!" Koma adachoka ... Kenaka ndinakhala pawindo ndikulira, ndimamwa vinyo wa valerian. Dikirani mpaka m'mawa.