Zikuwoneka kuti kuyambira tsiku la imfa yoopsa ya mwamuna wanga Andreya sizinali miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, koma zaka zingapo. Miyezi imeneyi inali yovuta kwambiri kwa ine komanso kwa apongozi anga, koma koposa zonse ndinapeza mwana wanga wamkazi - Anechka wazaka zinayi: woyendetsa moledzeretsa anagwedeza bambo ake patsogolo pa mwanayo. Pambuyo pake, anasiya kulankhula. Mwamtheradi. November 12th
Ndinaganiza zolemba diary kuti ndilembe zomwe zasintha pamoyo wathu. Lero, Anya ndi ine tinapitanso kwa katswiri wa maganizo a ana. Apanso mafunso omwewo a katswiri, ayamba kale kuyankha mayankho anga. Kuchokera kwa katswiri wa zamaganizo ndimamva kuti "kupezeka kwa mtsikanayo ndi chifukwa cha vuto lalikulu la maganizo." Palibe chatsopano. Mawu okha, ndipo palibe chithandizo chenicheni, palibe malangizo othandiza. Poyamba ndinkaganiza kuti Anechka adachita mantha kwambiri, choncho anali chete. Koma patatha mlungu umodzi, Anya sadalankhule. Nthawi zina mumamva kuti akufunadi kunena chinachake.
Ine ndimamvetsera kwa mawu osalankhula awa, koma ... misonzi ikuluikulu iwiri yokhayo imachokera ku maso oopsya a ana aakazi - sadzanena kenanso.
14 November
Usiku umenewo Anechka anabwera kudzathamangira kwa ine kachiwiri ndi misonzi. Pafupifupi tsiku lililonse pambuyo pa pakati pausiku amadzuka ndi thukuta lozizira. Ine ndikuganiza iye akukhala ndi maloto. Koma sakanena za izo ... Ndinkakonda nyimbo zomwe amamukonda kwambiri ndipo ndinagwedeza manja ake: ndi wamng'ono kwambiri, choncho sangathe ... Ndipo dzulo aphunzitsiwo anati Anechka adalongosola panthawi yopuma. Poyamba, izi sizinachitike kwa iye. Ndikofunika mwamsanga kufunafuna dokotala wodziwa zambiri ...
November 18th
Tapita kukayendera, kudutsa kapena kuchitika ku US. Anne onse akufufuza ali mu dongosolo.
November 29th
Anyuta ndi ine tinabwera kale kuchokera ku sukulu ya kindergarten. Anayenera kutengedwa pambuyo pa mphunzitsiyo. Elena Eduardovna adati anawo ali ndi mantha kwambiri, "Anechka ali ndi amanyazi. Kunyumba, Anne anafuula, mpaka maloto ake atatha. Sindikudziwanso amene angapite ndi choti ndichite. Mwinamwake mutenge tchuthi kwa masabata angapo? Tonsefe sitidzalepheretsa ena onse.
December 8
Ndili kutchuthi. Mwezi wokha ndimayenera kuyesa mwana wanga wamkazi! Ndimamuyang'ana tsiku lonse, koma sindikumvetsa kanthu konse! Kuyenda, chete, nthawi zina kumwetulira, kumvetsera mwatcheru nkhani zachikhalidwe ... Kenako mwadzidzidzi amayamba kulira. Madzulo Anechka adatseka m'chipindamo ndikuyamba kujambula. Sindinasokoneze, ndikungoyang'ana pakhomo. Anatenga maola angapo - osasaka, osasamala ...
9 December
Ankayeretsa ndipo anapeza zithunzi za ana zobisika pambuyo pa bedi. Ndinayang'ana pazojambula za Anina ndikuchita mantha - madontho wakuda pa pepala lonse, ndipo palibe! Ndipo pansi pa zojambulazo anapeza "chuma" cha mwanayo: chikho cha bambo, kuwala kwake ndi chimodzi mwa zithunzi zotsiriza kumene Andrei akuponya Anyuta, ndipo akufuula mokweza. Kawirikawiri ndimayang'ana zithunzi ... Tiyenera kuwona dokotala. Kumene mungapeze katswiri wabwino?
11 December
Dokotala watsopanoyo sanapezekanso, adakhala tsiku lonse pafoni ndi pazamu pa intaneti kuti aphunzire zambiri za milandu yofanana. Ndipo usiku - kachiwiri Anin kulira, pepala lonyowa ndi kulakwa, zobisika m'makona a maso aakulu a buluu.
14 December
Lero anali katswiri wina wamaganizo. Mawu omwewo, mafunso ofanana, malangizo omwewo. Zonse zomwe iye ananena, ine ndinkazidziwa nthawi yayitali kale. Ngati wina athandizidwa! Sindimutenga Anya ku sukulu, chifukwa zimakhala zovuta kuposa kunyumba.
16 December
Tikupita kwa amayi anga. Zoonadi, chirichonse chidzasintha kumeneko: vuto lina, ndipo Anyuta amangokonda ambuye ake! Ndikukhulupirira kuti kusinthaku kudzathandiza Anya.
December 21
Mmawa uno zinandiwoneka kuti mwana wanga wamkazi anali bwino kwambiri, sanadandaule masiku angapo. Titachita masana tonse tinkagula limodzi, amayi anga anaganiza zopatsa chidole kwa mdzukulu wake. Mwadzidzidzi zinaonekeratu kuti nkhaniyi inatsitsimutsa mtsikana wanga: poyang'ana panali kuyembekezera kwakukulu! Koma pamsewu, dalaivala wina wa "Zhiguli" mwadzidzidzi anawopsya kwambiri ... Anya akuwombera mpaka madzulo ... "Popanda kuthandizidwa ndi katswiri, sangathe kutuluka mthupi lake" - Awa ndiwo malingaliro a amayi anga mokweza.
December, 25
Mayi anabwera kuchokera ku sitolo ndipo akungothamanga. Zili choncho kuti mnansi wake adalangiza dokotala. Anati amagwiritsa ntchito njira zochiritsira zosagwirizana ndi makolo. Kodi ndikuthamanga kotani kwa wochita zodabwitsa uyu, amayi anga sanazindikire, koma ndimapereka chirichonse, kuti ndimvekanso mawu a sonorous a mbalame yanga.
December 27
Anya ndi ine tinali ndi dokotala "wosagwirizana" ... Anapereka mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndi mankhwala ndi ... zinyama. Dokotala anati mahatchi kapena dolphin amathandiza kwambiri. Koma simungakhoze kuwawona pa magawo, kotero adatilangiza kuti tikhale ndi galu.
December 28
Usiku wina wopanda kugona, bedi wonyezimira, amatsenga ... Ndili ndi zovuta zowonjezera ubweya, koma ngati galu amathandiza mwana wanga, sindikusamala za chifuwa. Lero tibwerera kunyumba (Amayi amapita, akufuna, atikomane ndi Chaka Chatsopano ndikukondwerera Khirisimasi), ndipo mawa tidzapita ku "Msika wa Mbalame" kwa mwanayo.
December 30
Dzulo tinapita kwa galu, ndipo tinabwerera ndi mwana wamphongo. Ife tinapita njira yonse. Anechka anayang'ana pa zinyama ngati akufuna kuti atenge onsewo. Ndinawona-kuti mwanayo sangathe kusankha mwanjira iliyonse. Kenaka mukakumana ndi mayi wouma wouma: "Tengani mwana wamphongo! Ndikupereka kwa iwe kwaulere, ndiyenera kuigwirizanitsa ndi anthu abwino ... "Anya anatambasulira manja ake kwa mwanayo, nam'pempha iyeyo, ndipo anandiyang'ana, zomwe ndinamvetsa nthawi yomweyo: chisankhocho chinapangidwa. Usiku woyamba chete! Palibe kulira, osati kufuula. Bedi wouma. Ndipo a Barsik owomboledwa akugona ndi mbuye watsopano ... Ine ndikhoza kupuma mokhazikika ... Kotero ndatopa! ... Palibe mphamvu ...
6 January
Kumbuyo Chaka Chatsopano ndi kuyembekezera kusintha kwakukulu. Iwo ali kwenikweni: ife tinali ndi Barsik, koma misonzi ndi amanyazi adasowa. Koma nyumbayi idakali phee lopondereza. Amayi amauza Anechka nkhani kuti zinyama pa Khirisimasi zimalankhula ndi mawu a munthu. Wamng'ono amamumvetsera ndikumwetulira mosangalala komanso mosangalala.
7th January
Lero ndilo tsiku losangalatsa kwambiri pa moyo wanga! Usiku watha, pamene ndinali kunyamula mwana wanga wamkazi kugona, katsamba, kansalu kakang'ono, kanali kuyika pa kama wake. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi Anya anati: "Amayi, ndidzudzuke m'mawa kwambiri, ndikufuna kumve zomwe Barsik anganene kwa ine." Mulungu anamva mapemphero anga kapena uphungu wa dokotala wodalirika anathandiza - ziribe kanthu. Chinthu chachikulu - chozizwitsa, potsiriza chinachitika, ndipo dzuwa langa likhoza kulankhula kachiwiri!