Alexey Panin, nkhani zatsopano

M'nkhani yathu lero "Alexey Panin, nkhani zatsopano" zidzauzidwa zinthu zambiri zosangalatsa zokhudza moyo wake ndi ntchito yake. M'chaka Chatsopano, pakati pausiku, pamene Kremlin inkawomba maulendo khumi ndi awiri, ndinapita kumsewu ndikuyang'ana kumwamba ndi nyenyezi ndipo ndinati: "Ambuye, ndikupemphani, ndipatseni mwana wanga wamkazi." Ndiyeno ine ndinalibe mkazi ngakhale. Ndalota za mwana, chifukwa m'moyo muli zigawo zikuluzikulu zitatu zokha - Mulungu, makolo ndi ana. Wina adzakwiya: bwanji za chikondi ?! Ndimakhulupirira chikondi pakati pa mwamuna ndi mkazi. Koma, mwatsoka, nthawi zambiri amakhala ndi malo omaliza mofulumira.

Momwe izo zinayambira

Panina ndi mbiri ya Julia ndi umboni wosaneneka wa izi ... Pamsonkhano wokhudzana ndi kutsegulidwa kwa chikondwerero cha filimu ku Smolensk, ndinazindikira kuti mtsikanayo sadachokere ku masewera achiwonetsero. Pazochitika zotero nthawi zambiri aliyense amadziwana, ndipo mwadzidzidzi nkhope yosadziwika ndi yokongola kwambiri. Iye ankawoneka akuyandama mu holo, akukopa maso ake. Tinakumana. Julia anakhala St. Petersburg, koma ankagwira ntchito ku Moscow monga chitsanzo. Ndinayesera kuti ndiyanjane ndi bwenzi langa, anyamata wotchedwa Any Zaitseva pa phwando limenelo. Pakati pathu panali chisokonezo china, sitinawone miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ndipo tsopano tinakumana ku Smolensk. Koma ndinatenga foni kuchokera ku Yulia, ndipo pamene ndinali ku Moscow ndinakangana ndi aliyense, ndinamuitana. Tinakhala usiku wabwino kwambiri ... Kenako ndinabwerera ku Lyuba ndikuiwala za Julia kwa zaka zitatu mpaka ndinakumana naye mwangozi kunyumba ya olemba mabuku. Julia sankakumbukira momwe ndamuchitira. Palibe chokhumudwitsa, komabe iye anali wokondwa kundiwona.

Ine ndinali kudwala kwambiri ndiye. Ine potsiriza ndinasweka ndi Aliyense. Nakatila chokhumba chotero! Ndinkafuna kuthawa ku Moscow kwinakwake kutali - m'mayiko otentha. Ndipo ndinamuuza Julia kuti:

- Kodi munapita ku Italy?

"Tiyeni tipite," iye anavomera mwamsanga.

Palibe chikondi, chibwenzi. Ndinangofika pa ndege ndikuuluka. Kwa mlungu umodzi wapita ku Rome, Florence, Venice. Chilichonse chinali chabwino, chifukwa Julia I adapezanso chimwemwe. Kubwerera ku Moscow, tinaganiza zokhala pamodzi. Ndakhala ndi agogo anga aamuna. Ndipo posachedwa Julia adalengeza kuti ali ndi pakati. Chokhumba cha Chaka Chatsopano chinayamba kukwaniritsidwa! Ndinayenda pamwamba pa mapiko. Chirichonse, chifukwa cha zomwe zinatengedwa, chinachitika. Ntchito zinagwera ngati nyanga yochuluka. Sindinakane chilichonse mwa iwo, ndinkafuna kupeza zambiri, kuti Julia ndi mwanayo asasowe kanthu. Kunyumba nthawi zambiri ankakhala pakhomo, akugona pang'ono, anali atatopa, koma wokondwa kwambiri - momwe, posachedwa ine ndidzakhala atate! Tsoka, chisangalalo sichinathe nthawi yaitali. Ubwenzi wathu unasokonekera tsiku ndi tsiku. Julia sanabisa kuti amafuna ndalama, kutchuka, moyo wokongola. Iye ankakonda kupita nane limodzi pamene Mikhalkov akhala kumanzere kwake, ndipo Konchalovsky ali kumanja. Ntchito yoyenera inali kutha, ndipo Julia ankayembekezera kuti ndidzamuthandiza kupita ku cinema. Pambuyo pake, ndinauzidwa kuti sadangodziwa "pafupi", kuti achoke pamsewu wake wa "odnushki" pamsewu waukulu wa Dmitrov. Koma zolinga zazikulu za Julia - osati zoipitsitsa. Ndinadabwa kwambiri ndi kusintha kwakukulu m'maganizo ake, koma sindinazindikire pomwepo. Kuti Julia ndi wabwinobwino, koma zikuwoneka kuti anasinthidwa. Kodi ndikhoza kundiponyera ndi nkhope yanga? Kapena "hello", kapena "muli bwanji?". Mkhalidwe uwu wa "frostbite" unayamba kubwerezedwa mobwerezabwereza.

Ng'ombe

Tsiku lina, Alexei anabwera kunyumba kukadya pakati pa kuwombera. Anamufunsa Julia: "Kodi iwe ukhala nane?" Ndipo iye anavala mwakachetechete ndipo anapita pakhomo. Ndikufunsa mosokonezeka kuti: "Ukupita kuti, Yulia? Nchiyani chinachitika? "

Yankho lake linali kokha phokoso la chitseko chodzudzula chitseko. Ine sindikusowa kudyetsa, Julia sanayimepo pamphepo, ndipo sindinaumirire kuti: mkazi yemwe ali ndi poto yowuma - osati yabwino yanga. Ndikhoza kuphika ndekha. Chifukwa chake, izi sizingakhale zachikhalidwe za amayi omwe amazunzidwa. Makhalidwe a Julia analibe tsatanetsatane. Tsopano ndi zovuta kukumbukira chirichonse, koma zinthu zing'onozing'ono zinasonkhanitsidwa, zowonjezera, chisanu cha kusamvetsetsana chinakula, ndipo panthawi ina phokoso lalikulu linayamba. Chifukwa cha chiyani? Chifukwa sindinagule makina otsuka. Ndinapeza ndalama, ndinathawa kuchoka kumalo ena akuwombera kupita kwina ndipo ndinalibe nthawi. Iye analira nthawi zonse. Ndinayesa kukopa kuti:

- Tengani ndalama, pitani ndi dalaivala ndipo mugule nokha.

- Kotero kuti ine, mimba, ndingakhale kugula?

- Mudzabweretsedwa, koma mutha kusankha.

- Inde wapita!

Tsiku lililonse Julia anandizunza mobwerezabwereza, amakhulupirira kuti ali ndi ufulu wochita zamatsenga, zamwano, zamwano. Pa pempho lake tinasamukira ku nyumba yogona. Agogo anga aamuna ndi anthu, koma Julia sanafune kukhala naye. Mwinamwake, zikhoza kumveka ngati sizinali zonena ndi mawu omwe adanena zilakolako zake: "Inu, m ... zh, muyenera kubwereka nyumba!" Sizinali ine ndekha - malo anga abwino a Yorkshire adadziwa kuti Julina mapazi. Pamapeto pake, ndinamvetsetsa kuti palibe chomwe chidzabwere mchiyanjano ichi. Chinthu chokha chomwe chinatigwirizanitsa ndi mwana wamtsogolo. Chifukwa cha ine ndinachipirira, ndinatseka maso anga pa "chisokonezo" cha Yulia. Pa chiwawa chake. Koposa zonse Julia anakwiyira kuti sindingathe kumuthandiza kuti akhale wotchuka wotchuka. "Pegova uyu ndani? Iye anati, atakhala patsogolo pa TV. "Iye samadziimira yekha, koma iye wayamba kale nyenyezi, ndipo apa naponso. Ndipo sindikudziŵa ngakhale dzina limenelo. "Kwa ine, palibe maudindo m'dziko muno! - anati Julia nthawi ina. - Kuwoneka bwino. Komabe, moyo umakonzedweratu mopanda chilungamo! "Mwanjira ina iye ananena kuti chithunzi cha agogo-aakazi ake amakhala mu Hermitage. Mwachiwonekere, "mwazi wa buluu" umamupatsa iye ufulu woti azichitira ena mwansanje. "Chabwino, ndizomveka, ndi gulu la anthu," Yulia kawirikawiri akubwereza. M'mawu ake onse munali kudana kwa anthu. Agogo-agogo anga aamuna ndi mtsogoleri komanso St. George Chevalier. Koma ine ndinali wakuda chifukwa cha Yulia, chifukwa amayi anga ndi "kuphika." Izi zili choncho, atatha zaka makumi awiri mphambu zisanu akugwira ntchito yosindikizira nyumba "Nauka", sakuona kuti ndizochititsa manyazi kuyeretsa nyumba ndikuphika. Ndipo komabe tsiku limene Julia anabala mwana wake wamkazi, anakhala wosangalala kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Iye anabala mu dipatimenti yolipidwa, ali ndi madokotala abwino. Maonekedwe a Nyusi I anakondwerera pamodzi ndi amayi anga ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima, wojambula Sergei Miller, mu malo odyera "Pushkin". Tinalamula caviar, vodka. Ndiyeno ndinaona Kirkorov. "Filipo, mwana wanga wamkazi anabadwa!" - Ndinalira ku malo onse odyera. Sitinali mabwenzi, koma kuona nkhope yodziwika bwino, ndinkafuna kugawira chimwemwe changa.

Mwana wathu anabadwa

Kenako tinathamangira kuchipatala. Ndinali woleza mtima kwambiri kuona msungwana wamng'ono yemwe ndimayendetsa galimoto nthawi zonse. Anatsitsimuka atangotenga Nyuschka - Anna Panin, ola limodzi ndi theka la ola limodzi. Koma zikuoneka kuti Julia sanasangalale ndi udindo wa mayi. Nthaŵi zambiri ankayandikira mwana wamkazi ndipo nthaŵi zonse ankakwiya. Chisumbu cha Nyusi chinamupweteka, ndipo Julia anafuula kuti: "Khalani chete, ndi .. ah!" Mwana wanga anali ndi masiku makumi awiri ndi limodzi pamene Julia adakwiya kwambiri. Ndipo onse chifukwa amayi anga, omwe adatithandiza, anapita kunyumba kwake ndipo Yulia adakhala maola angapo yekha ndi mwana wake. "Sindingathe kuchita zimenezi!" Ndikhala ndi nthawi yochuluka bwanji kuti ndikhale naye, ndilibe nthawi ya moyo wanga! - Yulia anafuula, akuitana amayi anga. - Tengani Anya! Ndikuchoka ku St. Petersburg. " Amayi anasiya zonse ndipo anathamanga. Atapereka kwa Nyusya, Yulia, chinthu chokha chomwe chinatigwirizanitsa chinali mwana wamtsogolo. Chifukwa cha ine ndinachipirira, ndinatseka maso anga pa "chisokonezo" cha Yulia. Pa chiwawa chake adagonjetsa maganizo ake ndipo adagwirizana kuti asasankhe mofulumira. Inde, ndinkakhala panyumba osati mobwerezabwereza monga momwe ndikanafunira - ndakhala ndikuwombera pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka zitatu zapitazi, koma zochitika zomwe ndapeza pa kubwerera kwanga zinali zokwanira kumvetsa: Julia si munthu wokwanira, akhoza kuvulaza mwana. Mwanjira ina ndinapita kwa Rublyovka kwa abwenzi omwe anaganiza zopatsa Nyss bedi wabwino kwambiri. Ndinali pamsewu pamene mayi woopsya anaimba kuti: "Alexei, sindingathe kudutsa ku Yulia, palibe yemwe akunyamula. Tsopano ndigwira tekesi ndikupita kwanu. " Amayi anathamangira kuchokera kumapeto ena a mzindawo, otchedwa mphindi makumi anai pakhomo, chifukwa chake mwanayo analira. Potsirizira pake lokolo linasindikizidwa. "O, ndipo ine ndinagona ..." - anatero Julia ataima pakhomo. Ndipo posakhalitsa zinaonekeratu kuti kuledzeretsa kwa mowa kunaphatikizidwa ku "zodabwitsa" za Yudin. Ngakhale apo, bwenzi lake Tanya adanena kuti nthawi zambiri amabweretsa vinyo amene adatuluka kuchipatala kupita ku Yule. Ndipo dalaivala wanga Sasha, yemwe anali kutenga Yulia kumasitolo, ananena kuti nthawi iliyonse yomwe anali kubwerera, iye ankangopitirira.

Tsiku lina, nditabwerera kunyumba, ndinapezanso kuti adakumwa ndi Julia ndi khungu lakuda kwa Nyushu. Ndinkafunika pa nthawiyi, ndinatenga mkaka wosakaniza ndikupita kukagwira ntchito ndi mwana wanga wamkazi. Ndikudziwa momwe angadyetse ana. Ndinafunika kuphunzira, chifukwa Julia anampatsa mawere masabata awiri okha, ndiye anati alibe mkaka. Ndinkatha kusintha makoswe. Dokotala yemwe adawonetsa Nyushu, sanabisale: chifukwa chiyani pamene Yulia akuchezera, amamufunsa mafunso ngati amayi ena aang'ono? Nyusya nthawi zonse ankakhala ndi agogo anga - amai anga. Ndipo Julia anakhala ndi kumeta tsitsi lake pa chala chake. Iye nthawizonse ankachita izo. Adzalumikizidwa pa chinthu chimodzi ndikupotoza, kupotoza. Kodi akuganiza chiyani? Mwinamwake momwe ndanyansira ine ndinanyenga ziyembekezero zake. Iye ankayembekezera moyo wokongola, ndipo Alexei Panin sakanakhoza kupereka izo. Yulia ankafuna moyo monga magazini yosangalatsa. Kwa wachikulire, wogulitsa nyumba, kampani yogulitsira thupi. Ndipo maola awiri pa tsiku kuti muyankhulane ndi mwanayo. Iye sanasambe mbale, sanaphike, sanayere, ngakhale ndinawona Kirkorov. "Filipo, mwana wanga wamkazi anabadwa!" - anafuula pamalo onse odyera. Sitinakhale mabwenzi, koma ndinkafuna kufotokoza chimwemwe cha fumbi kuchokera ku TV sichikutha. Udindo wanga wonse wa banja unali pa amayi anga. Patangopita nthawi pang'ono anabwera kudzathandiza amayi a Yudina. Koma St. Petersburg agogo aakazi sankakhoza kumuwona mdzukulu wake. "Kodi ukuganiza," Julia anandifunsa, ndikubweranso kuchipatala, "kodi ndingamuwonetse mkazi uyu Anya?" Sindinamvetsepo nthawi yomweyo yemwe akunena. Anayamba kukayikira, ndipo Julia anandiuza mosakayikira kuti nthawi zonse anali ndi ubale wovuta ndi amayi awo, ndipo zaka zingapo zapitazi iwo sanadziwe konse. Mayi ake adapereka moyo wake wonse kuti asonkhanitse zidole zakale, ndipo mwana wakeyo sanamvere. Ndinadabwa: m'banja langa zinthu zonse ndi zosiyana. Agogo aakazi, odwala, olumala, oda nkhawa ngakhale tsiku la imfa yake: "Kodi Alexei adadya?" Ndipo ine ndinali ndi zaka makumi awiri ... Amayi angandiyitane kwa masiku angapo kuti ndipeze momwe zinthu zilili. Julia anati: "Ndili bwino, ndipo mayi anga amakhala m'dziko lina. Sindimusowa. " Ngakhale zili choncho, mayi ake a Julia adayankha, napita ku Hermitage komweko, komwe ankagwira ntchito, ndipo anabwera kudzawathandiza mwana wawo wakhanda. Onse awiri agogo amagona pamodzi ndi mdzukulu wawo pa machira kuti mwanayo asasokoneze Yulia.

Chaka chatsopano

Chaka Chatsopano usanafike, ndinabwereka nyumba ku New Riga. Tinasunthira, koma palibe chomwe chinasintha pa khalidwe la Julia. Anali atagona pabedi patsogolo pa TV. Iye anali waulesi kwambiri kuti azivale ndi kupita ndi Nyssei kupita ku msewu. Iye anangoika galimotoyo ndi mwana wake pabwalo. Sindikunena kuti izi ndi zoipa, pali malo otetezedwa. Koma sizodabwitsa kuti amayi sakufuna kuyenda ndi mwanayo, makamaka popeza Julia sanalemedwe ndi ntchito iliyonse mnyumbamo? Chifukwa cha kudzikweza, sankadziwa choti achite. Iye atangoti: "Ndikanakhala ndi laputopu, ndingasinthe." Nthawi yomweyo ndinapita kukagula ndalama zokwera mtengo kwambiri. Palibe amene anadikirapo kumasulira limodzi. Julia anagona panopa patsogolo pa kompyuta ndipo adawonera kanema. Nthawi ina, ndinasiya kumubweretsera magazini, chifukwa nthawi iliyonse, powerenga tsamba ndi kuyang'ana zithunzi za ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, Julia anakwiya ndipo ndi mawu akuti "B ... onsewo amajambula!" Anaponyera magaziniwo pakhoma. Julia ankafuna kuti ndimupatse udindo woyang'anira. Koma kodi iye ankaganiza bwanji? Ndidzabwera ndikuuza wotsogolera: tenga. Chifukwa chiyani? Ndi ndani? Anapereka mwayi wosankha ntchito, koma sanatsatire Julia. Iye ankafuna kuti akhale nyenyezi nthawi yomweyo, kotero kuti makamu a anthu okondwa, akuyang'ana kumveka, kuyankhulana mumagazini omveka. Kumayambiriro kwa ubale wathu, Julia akudalira ine kuti ndikhale wotchuka, iye anandiuza kuti ndine wapadera, osati ngati wina aliyense, wodabwitsa: "Mulungu wakupatsani luso!" Koma kuonetsetsa kuti Fedor Bondarchuk kapena Nikita Mikhalkov alibe udindo , iye anayambitsa nyimbo ina: "Inu simukufuna kundichitira chirichonse. Kuyambira pachiyambi, sindinasowe aliyense pano! Munandigwiritsa ntchito ngati mayi wobereka! "Pa December 31, Julia anakonza Chaka Chatsopano" chosangalatsa "tonsefe. Ndinadzuka m'mawa ndikusangalala ndikumenyana ndi amayi anga. Sindinganene kuti zonsezi zinayamba bwanji, chifukwa n'zosatheka kufotokoza zolinga za zochita za Julia. Anathamanga pakhomo, akufuula kuti abusa onse anali zidutsitsa, nitsamba ndi zonyansa. Amayi anazunzika kwa kanthaŵi, ndipo anayesera kutontholetsa Yulia. Anamuponyera ziboda ndipo adayesa kumukweza pansi. Koma atalandira kudzudzula, adatsekera m'chipinda ndi botolo la vinyo.

Chipatala

Ndinakhalako maola angapo. Patatha masiku atatu, Julia anati: "Ndikufuna thandizo la dokotala. Chonde nditumizeni ku chipatala. " Tinayitana ambulansi, yomwe idamutengera kuchipatala ku Ruza. Zinthu zinali zoipa kwambiri, ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndisasiye Julia kuno. Atamuimbira foni kwa madokotala odziŵika bwino, anam'tengera kuchipatala No.13, kupita ku chipatala cha sanatorium. Loweruka ndi Lamlungu, ndinaloledwa kutenga Julia kunyumba.

- Ndiuzeni, ndichita chiyani cholakwika? Mwinamwake muyenera kuchita mosiyana kotero kuti Julia sanabwere kwa inu? Ndinapempha madokotala.

"Tonthola, vuto lako silinali pano." Palibe chinthu chimodzi, chinacho chikanamupangitsa iye kuti achite zimenezo. Mitsempha ya Yulia imasweka kwambiri.

Koma ngakhale panthawi ya chithandizo, Julia sanamusinthe, koma manja a Yulia anali wamagazi, maso ake adayendayenda. Pansi pansi anagona mabala ampoules omwe anatulutsidwa m'chipatala. Nyusya anali kuyitana mukulira. Tsiku lina kumapeto kwa sabata, nditamubwezera kuchipatala, Julia anafunsa rubles mazana asanu kuti: "Ndiyenera kuvala mafoni anga." Ndinayendetsa galimoto imodzi yokha - belu. "Alexei, chikuchitika chiani? - wofunsa dokotala akupita. "Tili ndi chipatala, osati sitima yokhumudwitsa." Kwa mphindi zingapo kuti sindinali kumeneko, Julia anatha kuthamangira ku sitolo ya vinyo ndikumwa botolo pansi. Anabwera moledzeretsa kwambiri ndipo adagubuduza chinyengo kwa madokotala ndi dongosolo.

"Ngati izo zikupitirira monga choncho," iwo anandiuza ine mu chipatala, "ife tidzamuwerengera iye!"

Ndipo ine, wopusa, ndinakana! Zambiri zinakakamizidwa:

"N'chifukwa chiyani munthu ayenera kufooka moyo?"

Julia anamasulidwa, anabwerera kwawo. Koma kuti amuchiritse, mwachiwonekere, sizinagwire ntchito. Pa tsiku loyamba la mwezi wa April ndinapita kuwombera, ndipo Julia anandiitana tsiku lonse ataledzera, ndikulumbira, ndikunyoza kuti: "Ampatuko! Mumandiika kuchipatala! "Ndinamuimbira dalaivala kuti am'fulumize, ndipo ndinazindikira zomwe zinali zolakwika. Sasha anafika: nyumba yatsekedwa. Anayamba kuitana - palibe amene amatsegula. Anayamba kale kutchula MES, akugogoda pakhomo pomwe Julia adamulowetsa. Manja ake anali amagazi, maso ake anasochera. Pansi pansi anagona mabala ampoules of sedative, omwe anatulutsidwa m'chipatala. Zikuoneka kuti Julia anawathyola manja ndi kudzidula yekha. Nyusya anafuula kwenikweni. Iye anali atakhala pansi pa mpando wa ana kuchokera kwa woyendetsa, atakokedwa kwa iwo. Ndipo mpando unali pa tebulo. Njira imodzi yokha - ndipo Nyusya akanakhala akuyenda pansi, ndipo amayi ake anali atagona mokhazikika pa chipinda chachiwiri! Kuthamanga kunyumba, ndinayitana ambulansi. Zinali zoonekeratu kuti izi sizingapitirire - ndipo ndinatenga Nyusha kwa amayi anga. Tinawauza kunyumba kunyumba. Julia Ine ndinabwereka nyumba ku Moscow. Pambuyo pazinthu zonse zomwe adazichita, adafuna kumuthandiza, sadayenera kulipira kachiwiri. Iye mwini adakhala m'nyumba ziwiri - apa ndi apo. Yulia, moona mtima, ndakhala wotsika kwambiri. Kwa mwezi ndi theka sanakumbukire mwana wake. Ndiye, ngati kuti akudzuka, adaitana amayi anga kuti: "Tatyana Borisovna, ndingathe kuona Nyusya?"

Julia anayamba kubwera ndikuyenda ndi mwanayo. Iye adawoneka chete ndi mwamtendere. Ndinaganiza kuti sizingakhale zovuta ngati mayiyo ali ndi mwana wake kwa maola angapo. Zinali kunja kwa funso kuti amupatse Nyushu, tiyeni tizinena, kwa masiku angapo. Koma, monga zinalili, sindinkadalira Yulia konse. Pa chigawo cha Minsk, ndinakumana ndi Kolya Rastorguev, tinkakhala khofi ya mowa. Maganizo anali abwino, atsikana ena anafika, anapempha kuti azijambula nawo. Kenako mayi anga anaitana: "Alexei, anaba Nyushu." Julia anapempha chilolezo kuti ayende ndi mtsikanayo pabwalo ndipo sanabwerere, adam'tengera popanda katundu ku St. Petersburg. Nthawi yomweyo ndinathamanga: Nyusya yekha ndi amayi ake ali pangozi! Ndikuyenera kubwezera mpaka nditavutika. Kunyumba ya St. Petersburg sindinaloleredwe, komanso apolisi anaitanidwa. Tsopano iwo anali palimodzi - Julia ndi amayi ake anasonkhana kumenyana ndi Lesha Panin. Iwo ananditenga ine. Ndinayankha foni ku Ministry of Internal Affairs ku Moscow, ndipo ndinachokera kunthambiyo ndikulankhulana ndi ofesi ya nthambiyo, ndikufotokozera zomwe zinachitikazo, ndipo malamulo ndi mapulani apolisi sanasokoneze. Osati chifukwa ndinkagwiritsa ntchito dzina langa, koma chifukwa apolisi, podziwa choonadi, anali kumbali yanga. Ndinayimiliranso patsogolo pa chitseko cha nyumba ya Yulina, ndikudandaula, ndikugogoda, ndinalumbirira. Zonse n'zachabechabe. Ndiyeno ndinaganiza zopusitsa. Ndinayitana Yulia ndipo ndinanena mwamtendere kuti: "Tiyeni tikambirane". Tinkakhala mu malo odyera a Grand Hotel Europe, ndinayesera kulankhula mofatsa, koma chirichonse chinali kunjenjemera mkati:

- Ndikumvetsa kuti zinthu sizili zophweka. Tiyenera kuwathetsa. Tiyeni tibwererenso ku Moscow, ine ndikulemba ngongole, mayi, mayi woyeretsa. Mudzakhala ndi dalaivala, khadi mu kampu yolimbitsa thupi. Chilichonse chimene mukufuna. Ndipo iye adalankhula pa izo! Mwa kuyankhula kwina, ine ndinati ndinagula izo, ndipo izo zinagulitsidwa.

Umu ndi m'mene Julina adadziwonetsera.

"Chabwino," anatero. Iye anafunsa kuti:

"Kodi ndiwone Nyusya?"

"Bwerani masiku atatu."

"Chabwino," ndinavomera, ndipo ndinachoka ku Moscow kuti ndibwerere masiku atatu.

Tinatenga Nyushu, galimotoyo ndikupita ku malo odyera. Ndipo kumbuyo kwathu kulibe galimoto komwe anzanga a Petersburg ankakhala. Julia sankayikira kanthu, ndinasewera ndikulapa. Tinafika ku lesitilanti, tinakhala pansi patebulo, ndipo kenako Nyusya adasewera ndi ine - iye amatha. Aife atatu tinapita kuchimbudzi kuti tikasinthe. Atatha kuvala Nyusya, Julia anandipatsa mwana ndipo anati: "Ndipita panopa." Ndinali ndi nthawi yolowera mumsewu wopita ku Moscow. Julia anakwiya kwambiri kuti masuseuse ndi thupi lake labwino mu moyo wake sichidachitike, iye anayesa kukambirana pafoni. Nyusya ndi amayi anga anapita kumudzi, kumene ife tiri ndi nyumba. Ndinakana kuwombera kumadera akutali ndipo ndinayamba kugwira ntchito pa "Man of the Boulevard des Capucinas" a Alla Ilyinichna Surikova, omwe anawombera ku Murom, maminiti makumi atatu kuchokera kumudzi kwathu. Chirichonse chinafika bwino. Ndinapeza ndalama ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinali ndi Nysse. Julia anaitana, koma osati nthawi zambiri. Ndikanathyola mapaipi onse, ndimakhala pansi pa chitseko ... Mwezi ndi hafu zidadutsa ndipo tsoka linachitika: amayi anga adathyola dzanja lake. Ndipo tsiku limenelo, pamene ndinamusiya ndi azakhali anga ndipo ndinamutengera kwa dokotala ku Moscow, Julia anabaponso mwana. Ndipo adazichita pamaso pa atolankhani omwe adaitanidwa, omwe anakondwera kuchotsa nkhani yokhudza mayi wosasangalala.

Nditamva zimenezi, ndinaitanira apolisi apamtunda ku Moscow, ndipo ndinamangidwa ndi apolisi apamtunda ku Russia. Apolisi apamtunda nthawi yomweyo anatseketsa msewu waukulu wa Gorky ndipo adatha kulanda mwanayo asanapite ku Moscow. Zozizwitsa zimayamba. Mndandanda wa "chikasu" unabwera. Koma pambuyo pa maola atatu - nthawiyi yokha imapatsidwa kwa alonda kuti apeze zomwe zikuchitika - Julia ndi Nyssei anatulutsidwa. Ndinatsatira iwo. Inali kale usiku. Nyusya sanagone, iye anabangula, iye anafunsa kuti awone mayi anga. Julia sanamupatse mwanayo. Pamapeto pake, anapita ku hotelayo "Golden Ear" ku VDNH, kumene adadzibisa yekha m'chipindamo. Ndakhala masiku awiri kunja kwa hotelo m'galimoto. Ndinayesedwa ndi makina onse a "chikasu". Mtolankhani, yemwe ndinamusankha wolemba nyimboyo, analemba kuti ndimagunda. Panali osasokonezeka mosalekeza ndi apolisi ndi ofesi ya wachisuma, kuganizira mawu akuti "anavulala." Zonsezi zinathera popanda kanthu, chifukwa sindinamenyapo aliyense. Ndinangowonongeka mpaka kumapeto ndipo sindinkadziwa momwe mungaperekere mafunso pa nthawiyi. Chifukwa cha kuwombera, ndinafunika kuchoka pamalo anga tsiku limodzi, ndipo Yulia anatha kumuchotsa. Kuchokera pano mpaka, masiku makumi awiri ndi awiri a gehena ya infernal amawerengedwa, kudzera mmomwe ndinadutsa, kuti ndikalandire Nyushu.

Ndinabweranso ku St. Petersburg. Mu mzinda wa nyumba Yulia panalibe. Ndinadziwa kuti anali ndi dacha. Koma kodi ndendende? Adilesiyo inadulidwa kupyolera apolisi, BTI ndi msonkho, koma palibe. Inde, apolisi a St. Petersburg anandithandiza, koma mwalamulo, ngakhale kuti Yulia ayesa kutsimikizira kuti pali ziphuphu zambiri kuzungulira. Ndili ndi anyamata a St. Petersburg, ndinkamenyana ndi malo a Leningrad ndi malo, ndinayendayenda pafupi ndi malo zikwi zikwi, omwe anaitanidwa kumakomiti a m'mudzi, anafunsa kuti: Kodi si anthu omwe amakhala pano? Tinasokonezeka m'magulu kuti apange zofufuzira bwino, ngakhale bambo a Yulia, amene adachokapo, adayang'ana. Nzika za nyumba zapanyanja zinkayang'ana ife ngati openga. Tinadya zouma ndipo tinagona m'galimoto. Nthaŵi ndi nthaŵi, ndinathamangira ku Moscow kuti ndikaphedwe, kwa maola angapo, chifukwa sindinathe kulephera Surikov. Kenaka adathamangira ku St. Petersburg ndipo zonse zinayambiranso. Zinkawoneka kuti tatsala pang'ono kukhala pamsewu, koma panthawi yomaliza ulusiyo unayima. Tsiku lina madzulo, nditadziwa kuti tsiku lotsatira la kufufuza silinabweretse zotsatira, ndinagwa. Anayamba kuitana abwenzi osiyanasiyana kuchokera ku Dipatimenti Yachikhalidwe, adalira foni, adawapatsa ndalama, anafunsa kuti agwirizane ndi FSB kuti akonze foni ya Yudin. Ndinali wokonzeka kugulitsa nyumbayo. "Ndidzapereka zonse," ndinalira, "ingopeza Nyushu!" Ndinkadandaula kwambiri, osadziwa chomwe chinali kuchitika kwa iye pamene anali pafupi ndi amayi ake. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi mnzako wochokera ku Moscow amaitana.

"Kodi mumawerenga nyuzipepalayi?"

-Ayi.

- Yulia wanu mukukambirana ndi "MK" adanena kuti akubisala inu mu malo osungirako zinthu.

Zinali zovuta kuti ine ndidziwe. Ndinatsala pang'ono kudutsa mu nyumbayi - Ndinkafuna kutsimikizira kuti nthawiyi panalibe kulakwitsa. Inde, Julia analipo.

Ife ndi anyamatawo tinakopeka. Anthu ochokera kumudzi oyandikana nawo adandidziwa, anandidyetsa, adabweretsa madzi otentha, adasankha zina zomwe zinali zofunika panthawiyo. Ine ndinali mu chikhalidwe chotero kuti ine ndinali wokonzeka kupita ku chiwonongeko. Ndi zabwino kuti ndagwera izi. Anayamba kuitana abwenzi ku Ministry of Internal Affairs, adafuula foni, adafunsa kuti agwirizane ndi FSB, kukonza foni Yulia sizinachitike, tonse tikanati tiyike. Tsopano ndizosangalatsa kukumbukira, ndipo panthawiyi patapita masiku makumi awiri ndi awiri osapindula, pamene sindinadziwe komwe mwana wanga wamkazi anali, ngati ali wathanzi, ndinali wokonzekera chirichonse, kuti ndiwone Nyushu. Julia, kumvetsa mmene ndimamvera mumtima mwathu, kubwereka chitetezo. Iwo anali akatswiri omwe anamutulutsa iye ndi mwanayo kuchokera pakati ndikuthawa mwaluso kuchoka kuzunzidwa kwathu. Koma sizinasinthe kalikonse. Ndinadziŵa kuti Julia analibe ponseponse - akanakhala pakhomo pokha. Kotero izo zinapezeka. Pomwepo gulu la atolankhani linawonekera pafupi ndi nyumba yake. Ndinapita kwa akuluakulu othandizira, komwe ndinalemba kuti Nyusa anali pangozi. Ndiye tinapita ndi anyamata ku msika, ndinagula wig, nsalu, mkanjo - ine, chakudya, zidole, mpando wa mwana - Nyusa. Ndinamvetsetsa kuti sikungathe kutenga nyumba ndi mphepo, choncho timayika "kachidutswa" mu mpando wa mwana. Yulia analandira foni pondipempha ndipo anati: "Alexei amapita ku Moscow, anagula mwana wake wamkazi zinthu. Iwo amawaika patsogolo pa zitseko, atenge iwo. " Julia anabweretsa chirichonse mnyumba, kuphatikizapo mpando uli ndi "bugudu". Pakalipano, ndinkakhala m'bwalo ndikumvetsera kunyumba kwake. Ndipo kotero kuti panalibe wina yemwe akanakhoza kundizindikira ine, ankamveka pamutu pake wig ndi tsitsi lalitali, kuvala masitetela okhwimitsa ndi tchuthi, natenga thumba mu manja ake. Mu mawonekedwe awa, ndipo anali atakhala pansi pa zinyalala, pafupi ndi anthu opanda pokhala. Anasewera gawo la woledzera.

Kwa nthawi yaitali sindinafune kumvera - Nyusya adadwala. M'malo mosamalira mwanayo, Julia analankhula patelefoni ndi atolankhani, PR, ndi Nyusya akufuula m'chipinda china. Ndinayitana chipatala ndikuitana mwana wanga kuti akhale ambulansi. Julia anali atadzizindikira yekha kuti mwanayo anali kudwala, ndipo alola madokotala mkati. Nyushu anatengedwera kuchipatala cha matenda opatsirana ana ndipo anapeza: gastroenteritis. Mwachibadwa, ine ndinafika nthawi yomweyo. Ndinkasungidwa ndi alonda, ankakhala m'chipinda chawo ndikumwa tiyi nawo usiku. Kuphatikizanso apo, ndimaphunzira kuti matenda a Nyusi anapita kwa dokotala wamkulu, momwe bambo anga sakanandithandizira. Amatchulidwa ndi azodziŵa bwino ana ku Moscow ndipo anafunsidwa. Patatha masiku awiri ndinauzidwa kuti Nurse anasiya kumwa jekeseni, chikhalidwe chake chinali chachilendo: "Tiyenera kugona pang'ono, ndipo mwana wanu adzamasulidwa." Pa mlandu wanga ndinadandaula kuti ndinatenga mwana wodwala. Izo si zoona. Ndinkatha kunyamula Nyusha usiku woyamba, koma sindinatero, koma ndinadikirira mpaka adakonza, ndipo madokotala a St. Petersburg ndi Moscow amanena kuti palibe chifukwa chodandaula. Ndinapita ku ward, chifukwa palibe amene angandiletse kuti ndifike kwa mwana wanga. Ndinatenga Nyushu ndipo ndinathamanga naye pabwalo lachipatala. Julia anathamangira pambuyo panga. Kumapeto kwa khola kunali khomo, kumbuyo komwe ndimayang'anira. Pamene ndinalumpha pamasitepe, chitseko chinatseka.

Tinafunika kupambana miniti yokha. Ndipo ife tinachita izo, kupyolera mu chipata chakumbuyo iwo adalumphira kunja mu msewu, analowa mu galimoto ndipo ananyamuka kupita ku Moscow. Patapita maola asanu ndi atatu Nyusya anali m'chipatala chotchedwa Semashko, komwe adapezeka kuti: wathanzi. Sindidzatchula anthu omwe anandithandiza. Iwo alibe cholakwa chirichonse. Mwana wanga wamkazi ananditengera kuchipatala. Monga bambo, ndili ndi ufulu wochita izi. Kuyambira pamenepo, Nyusya wakhala ndi ine. Ngakhale kuti khotili linaganiza zobwezera mwanayo kwa mayiyo. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndidzapambana. Kodi ndingatayike bwanji nditanena zoona za momwe msungwana wanga watsala pang'ono kutha? Koma pazifukwa zina m'dziko lathu, amayi poyamba amakhala ndi ufulu wambiri kwa mwana kuposa bambo ake. Osati molingana ndi lamulo - apa ife tiri ofanana, koma molingana ndi mwambo mu khoti ... Mboni zanga zonse zinangonena zomwe iwo anaziwona ndi maso anga. Mmodzi wa iwo ndi bwenzi la Yudin Tanya. Kuchokera kwa iye ndinaphunzira kuti Julia, ndisanayambe kukomana nane, anali m'chipatala cha maganizo. Tanya, monga munthu wamba, yemwe anawona zochitika zathu, sakanatha kukhala chete. Ndamvetsa kuti: Julia sangathe kumusiya mwana wake, amamuwononga. Mwamwayi, sindinabweretse kukhoti yotsimikizira mauthenga a Tanya onena za Julia. Kusanthula kwa matenda a maganizo, kochitidwa mkati mwazochitika, anazindikira kuti makolo onsewo ndi achilendo. Koma sizimatsimikizira chirichonse. Madokotala omwe ankachita izo, mwina amateurs, kapena ntchito yawo - mwano wathunthu. Ndipo akatswiri omwe ankadziwa za matenda a Julia, omwe amamuyang'ana m'chaka cha 13, aliyense amadziwa kuti: kuopseza moyo kunalipodi. Mwana wanga wamkazi anali pafupi kufa ndi mayi wosakwanira. Ndinamutsutsa ndipo ndinali wolakwa. Ndimakonda kwambiri Russia, sindimalola aliyense kuti azinena zoipazo. Ngakhale m'zaka zaposachedwa, akuganiza kuti sizinthu zonse mu "ufumu" wathu. Koma ine ndiri pano, Pamene Nyusya akuyesera kumutcha agogo anga amayi anga, ine ndimazisiya izo. Ndimati: "Amayi anu ndi awa" - ndiwonetseni chithunzi cha Julia. Iwo ankachita mantha - chifukwa anali atagona pamenepo pa chidziwitso, molakwika. Kotero, chiweruzo ndi nthano. Oweruzawo anandiyitana ndipo poyera ndikuvomereza kuti: "Lesha, tikukukhulupirirani, koma chisankhocho sichidzaperekedwa kwa inu." Ndinafunsira kwa loya, yemwe kale anali woweruza. Atawerenga zolembazo, adati:

- Alexei, kodi iwe ukukondweretsa chiyani? Inu mukulemba kuti panali kuopseza moyo wa mwanayo. Ndi yani?

- Nanga bwanji? Amayi anga ankamwa mowa nthawi zonse. Iye sanalamulire zochita zake, akhoza kumuvulaza.

"Kodi anakusokonezani?"

-Ayi.

"Choncho mawu onsewa ndi opanda pake." Pano muyenera kusewera ndi malamulo ena.

chifukwa ku Russia kokha ndingathe kugwira ntchito ngati osewera, ku America, ndi "chidziwitso" changa cha Chingerezi, ndiyenera kusesa misewu. Kotero, sindingathe kusintha moyo wanga wa Nyusi kukhala holide. Ubwana ukhale wabwino. Nyusse ndipo ndimakonda kuthamanga kuzungulira Moscow, timayenda m'mapaki, tidzakhala ndi khofi ndi madzi, tidzakhala chakudya chamasana kumeneko. Agogo aakazi amakhala naye mu bokosi la mchenga pansi pa bowa, amawerenga ndakatulo, ndipo timatuluka. Kapena yang'anani zithunzi. Ndinaika katolati ya Nussa Soviet, yomwe iye mwiniyo adawona ngati mwana, kapena Disney wabwino. Amakondanso Gen Bukin kuchokera ku mutu wakuti "Wokondwa Pamodzi". Sindinamuchitire nkhanza, kamodzi kokha mwana wanga wamkazi adagwira manja ake chifukwa adakanikira komwe kulibe. Ine ndinkawopa iye. Nyusya anayamba kudandaula, ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinayamba kupepesa, ndikupsompsona manja. Sindikufuna kuti azilira, koma tsopano, ngati chinachake chikulakwika, mwanayo amangoyamba kubangula. Malonjezo oti asamatsanulire misonzi pa zovuta, komabe sangathe kupirira maganizo. Iye akukhudza kwambiri. Kamodzi m'bwalo losambira amaika zikhomo pa chifuwa chake.

- Nyusya, ndi chiyani? - ndikufunsa.

- Wokhala chete, ndikukumvetsera.

"Kodi mumamvetsera chiyani?"

"Mtima wanga ukugunda ..."

Nyusya kwa ine wa fashionista, m'nyengo yozizira yafika pa chikhoto choyera, onse adadabwa. Sindili ndi Nyusi ngati wanga. Iye ndi womasuka, wolankhulirana, wanzeru, wopangidwa - muzaka ziwiri ndi theka amalankhula malingaliro ovuta, amalankhula ngati wamkulu. Chifukwa mwana wanga wamkazi wagwiritsidwa ntchito maola makumi awiri ndi anai pa tsiku. Ine ndi amayi anga. Nyusya ndi ine nthawi zonse - mu zisewero ndi pa malo. Inde, sindidzamukoka kupita ku Magadan, koma ngati ndikuwombera ku Moscow, iye ali pafupi: atagona m'galimoto yanga madzulo, ndikudyera ku lesitilanti. Ndipo nchiyani cholakwika ndi icho? Ndikupita naye ku Pushkin. N'zosatheka kuti wina aziphika pakhomo monga kophika ndi nyenyezi za Michelin. Koma chisangalalo chisanayambe Nyusa alibe bizinesi, koposa zonse iye amakonda sausages ndi soti "Doctor". Ndikudziwa zomwe zingamupangitse kuti azisangalala, ndipo ndikabwerera kuchokera ku kujambula, ndimadumphira ku Yeliseyevsky. Pondiwona ine, nthawi yomweyo amadziponya pamutu pake. Ndipo izi zisanachitike, agogo onse a pabwalo adzati: "Tsopano abambo abwera!" Ndipo Nyusya samadikirira amayi anga, ndipo ndimamvera chisoni Yulia. Nthaŵi zina mwana wanga wamkazi amayesa kutchula agogo anga amake. Ndikuzichotsa. Ndikunena kuti: "Izi ndi Tanya. Pano pali amayi anu "- ndipo ndikuwonetsa Nyus chithunzi.

Khoti

Pamene mlanduwu unayamba, anauza Yulia kuti: "Ndikufuna kuti Nyushi akhale ndi mayi. Iye wakuiwala iwe, tiyeni timupangitse mwana wake kuti ayambe kugwirizana ndi lingaliro: iye alibe bambo yekha. Ife tidzabwera ku St. Petersburg, ndipo inu_ku Moscow. Tiyeni tibweretse mwanayo pamodzi. " Koma Julia ankafuna zonse mwakamodzi. Iye sakuwoneka kuti samvetsa: ndi zopanda phindu kulimbana nane, ngakhale sitima, kapena ndende zingawopsyezedwe. Ayenera kunditsimikizira kuti ndingamukhulupirire. Kuti ndikhoza kumusiya iye yekha ndi mwana wake yekhayo ndikuopa mantha. Koma, tsoka, ichi chiri kutali kwambiri. Posachedwapa, Julia anatumiza chidutswa cha St. Petersburg ku St. Petersburg. Nditatsegula bokosi, sindinakhulupirire. Uko kunali ufa wotsuka. Makilogalamu atatu. Kodi akuseka? Ayi, si choncho. Ndinachita izi, ndikuuza khoti kuti: "Ndinawatumizira phukusi." Ndipo ma checks mwina amasungidwa ngati umboni: "Ndimasamalira mwanayo ngakhale patali." Tembenuzani mutu wanu! Kodi mwana wanu amafunikira chiyani? Mugule iye chinachake kuti amusangalatse. Maapulo ndipo ndi bwino. Pakalipano ndikuwona kuti mwanayo akusowa Yulia kulandira alimony, chifukwa sagwira ntchito kulikonse. Ndipo komabe_ndigwiritse ntchito ine pa zina mwa zolinga zawo.

Posachedwapa analandiridwa ndi Julia wachilendo ateskuku: "Musati muyesetse kundichotsa mwathupi. Ndinachitapo kanthu "... Kodi iye ndi wovuta? Kodi iye akanakhoza bwanji kuganiza za izo? Kapena kodi izi zikusunthira kuti zikhalebe pazokambirana za "chikasu"? Osati chilungamo, koma ndi chigamulo cha khothi, ndiyenera kumupatsa mwanayo Yulia. Koma, monga akunena, ndi mimbulu-mbira-kufuula. Izi sizidzachitika. Mwaumunthu, ine ndikulondola! Chifukwa sindikunama ndikuchita zoipa kwa anthu. Ndiyeno pali Mulungu yemwe amaona ndi kudziwa chilichonse. Ndinachimwa kwambiri, koma mochuluka, chimodzimodzi - munthu wabwino. Ndipo bambo anga ndi wabwino. Kotero Nyusya wanga ali ndi ine. Malingana ndi chigamulo cha khoti, ndikuyenera kumupatsa mwana wanga Yulia. Izi sizidzachitika. Mwaumunthu, ine ndikulondola! Ndine bambo wabwino, kotero Nyusya wanga ali ndi ine.