Otopa! Pomaliza, sindiri katundu wake! Ndine munthu waulere ndi wodziimira, ndipo ngati akufuna kuti tidzakhale pamodzi, ayenera kuphunzira kuti akhale mkazi, osati ataman pa kavalo wokwera. Ndikudziwa, Nadia ali ndi ntchito yaikulu, kumanga masewera, kukambirana, anakwiya. Koma izi siziri chifukwa chokundipweteka. Ndi chamanyazi: madzulo awonongedwa, ndimakwiya naye ndipo ndimamva zonyansa. Ndinawauza anyamatawa kuchokera ku gulu langa, kuchoka pa studio, kumene tinakambirana nyimbo yatsopano, analowa m'galimoto ndikupita kunyumba. Osati kwa Nadya. Kwa ine ndekha. Lero ndiyenera kukhala ndekha. Kukwanira kwa ubale wanga "wapafupi". Nyumbayi ili chete ndipo ilibe kanthu. Ndili ndi mipando yaying'ono, sindimakonda kuchuluka. Chinthu chachikulu ndi malo opanda mlengalenga ndi mlengalenga, zomwe zingakhale bwino kukhala nokha ndi wekha. Ndinapita kumoto, ndinayatsa makandulo, ndinatsanulira vinyo. Ndibwino bwanji! Palibe amene anaphwanya mafunso, sanabweretse, sanapereke malangizo othandiza. Kwenikweni, sindikufuna kukangana. Monga lamulo, kukangana kwathu ndi Nadia kumatha msanga. Tidzayankhula, tisiye mpweya, ndiyeno, ngati kuti palibe chomwe chinachitika:
- Chabwino, ndi zero?
- Ndi zero. Mawa ife tiri ndi zolinga zirizonse?
- Pa zokambirana khumi ndi ziwiri, madzulo msonkhano.
Ndipo chirichonse, ngati kuti panalibe chinyengo. Nthawi zina, tikafika pa chinthu chofunikira, tikhoza "kutsutsana" masiku angapo. Koma ngakhale, ndikuyang'ana Nadia kupita m'chipinda chake madzulo, ndidzamuuza kuti: "Koma ndikukondabebe." Nadia adzandiyang'ana, koma sadzanena chilichonse. Ndife anthu opanga, maganizo, pakati pathu zonse zimachitika. Koma ngati mkangano ukupitirirabe, ndimagwiritsa ntchito njira yovomerezeka yolumikizana. Ndikudziwa kuti palibe wina kupatulapo ine amene adamuchitira ... Koma lero sikugwira ntchito. Ine ndiri mu nyumba yanga, iye ali mu wanga, ndipo ife tiri pa loggerheads. Ndapachikidwa, sanabwererenso. Ndikudikira foni kuchokera kwa ine? Mwinamwake. Zinali zofunikira kubwerera kapena kutumiza imelo ... Koma tsopano ndichedwa, Nadia wagona. Muyenera kudikira mpaka m'mawa. Ndibwino kuti pa masitepe sitisungidwe ndi paparazzi. Titha kufalikira ku nyumba zathu kapena kukhala pamodzi, ndipo izi sizingayambitse chisokonezo kuchokera ku makina osindikizira, kapena kukhala zowawa. Ndipo pamene ubale wathu unali utangoyambira, zonse zinali zosiyana. Zomwe zinamuyambitsa zinamuyandikira. Atolankhani ngati openga. Iwo amakhala ku nyumba ya Nadina ndi kumbali yanga, ndiye amachotsedwa. Iwo ankalemba mitundu yonse ya zamkhutu. Poyamba ndinapempha zifukwa zawo, ndiye ndinkafuna kuti ndizengere, ndipo ndinayambitsa bokosi kuti ndidzaze nkhope yanga ndi olemekezeka kwambiri. Ndinali wokwiya kwambiri! Nadya, mwachizoloŵezi chake, wanditonthoza ine: "Ngati uyankhula ndi galu aliyense, simungabwere kunyumba." Koma sindinaime. Anayesa kufotokoza kuti: "Tiyenera kusintha, kudziteteza komanso ulemu wathu! Kunyoza sikungalephere kulangidwa! "Sindinathe kuchitapo kanthu mwakachetechete. Miseche inandikwiyitsa. Nditawerenga zinthu zina zosavuta pa intaneti, ndinabatizidwa ndikuvutika maganizo kwambiri kwa milungu iwiri. Dziko linkawoneka loyera, mopanda chilungamo.
Ndinadandaula ndi funso: chifukwa chiyani ndi ine?
Ndiyeno ine ndinayankhula pa mutu uwu ndi lama lama Buddhist. Iye anafunsa kuti:
- Nchifukwa chiyani anthu amalemba za ife izi? Kodi iwo amadana nane?
Lama anayankha kuti:
-Ayi. Iwo sakudziwani inu, ndipo inu simuli okondweretsa kwa iwo - osati monga woimba, kapena mwamuna wa nyenyezi. Ndiwe njira yopezera ndalama. Nditatha kukambirana, chinachake chinkawoneka kuti chimathyola mutu wanga. Ndipo ndinadzilonjeza kuti ndisamvetsere anthu olemba nyuzipepalayi. Koma kuvomereza kuti mu nyuzipepala ndinalibe dzina la Alfonso, linali losasamalika. Inde, mnyamata wamng'ono wochokera ku chigawo - tsopano Babkin adzamupangira ntchito! Televizioni, wailesi, ma CD, kupititsa patsogolo. Oulesi okha sanapitepo. Nkhosa zonse! Monga woimba, mgwirizanowu ndi Nadezhda unandikhudza ine: Sindinkafuna kukhala "ngati wina aliyense," ndipo nyimbo zanga sizinali zokwanira kuti ndizitha kuimba nyimbo zanga. Anzanga a Nadin anandimudzudzula nandiimba mlandu kuti siwonekedwe. Mgulu lake "Russian Song" Sindinalandire nthawi yomweyo, iwo adakayikira kwa nthawi yaitali. Ndinali wokwiya, ndinkafuna kutsimikizira chinachake. Pakati pa maphwando ndinaganiza zokambirana ndi mnyamata wina, omwe makamaka adayankhula momasuka pa moyo wanga kumbuyo kwanga:
"Bwerani, ndiuzeni molunjika pa nkhope zomwe mumaganiza za ine." Zokwanira kung'ung'udza m'makona!
Anatuluka, koma sanatsutse izi:
- Ndinayankhula kwambiri. Koma osati ku choipa.
Kungokhalira kukambirana. Pepani. Anthu osadziwika. Chifukwa cha kulankhulana kosayenera iwo ali okonzeka kuchititsa manyazi munthu. Koma chodabwitsa kwambiri n'chakuti titatha kupeza mgwirizano, ife ndi mnyamata uyu takhala mabwenzi abwino ndipo akadali mabwenzi. Ndipo ena onse ndinasiya ndekha. Aloleni iwo alankhule. Ndikudziwa zoona. Ife ndi Nadezhda pamodzi zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri, ndipo makina oyambirira omwe ndinali ndi zaka zitatu zapitazo - ndinagula pa ngongole, yomwe ndikulipira mpaka tsopano. Ndipo nyumba imagulidwa pa ngongole, ndipo ndikulipira ndekha. Ziri ngati aliyense amene amagwira ntchito ndikuyesera kuima yekha. Ndakhala ndikutero kuyambira ndili mwana. Mwinamwake, monga mwana aliyense, ndimafuna kukondedwa ndi kuthandizidwa kuti ndipeze moyo, koma zovuta zanga zinali zosiyana. Ndili mwana, ndinasiyidwa ndekha ndikusungulumwa. Tinkakhala ku Izhevsk. Moyo wa banja la makolo sunafunsidwe. Bambo ndi amayi nthawi zonse ankakangana, kufuula wina ndi mnzake, ndipo amayi anga anafa masiku awiri kapena atatu. Anandipsyopsyona ndikuchoka. Ali kuti? Chifukwa chiyani? Palibe amene anandifotokozera chirichonse. Mu chipinda chathu cholimba cha zipinda zitatu ndinali ndi chipinda chokha, ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndekha. Ngakhale amapita ku sukulu kudutsa m'nkhalango komanso mudzi womwe umasiyidwa. Poyamba zinali zosangalatsa, ndipo manthawo anachoka. Kuchokera pa chigonjetso ichi pa mantha ndinakula msinkhu. Tsiku lina, nditabwerera kusukulu, mayi anga anakhala pafupi ndi ine akudula manja ndikugwira manja ake:
"Zhenechka, ndiyenera kuchoka."
"Kwa nthawi yayitali bwanji?"
Ine sindikudziwa. Mwinamwake. Koma mwamsanga pamene ine ndingathe, ine ndidzakhala ndiri kumbuyo kwanu. Iwe umakhalabe ndi bambo ako. Chabwino? Ndipo musatope. Ine ndinalibe kusankha. Ndinakhala ndi bambo anga ndikudikirira kuti amayi anga abwerere. Kumene iye anasiya, komwe ankakhala - sindinapezepo. Bambo anga ankagwira ntchito monga injiniya ku Izmash, anali ndi tsitsi lalitali ndi gitala yokongoletsedwa ndi zithunzi za Pugacheva ndi Beatles. Iye sanandiphunzitse nyimbo, ndipo kawirikawiri sindinachite - kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku iye sanali kunyumba. Ndinabwerera kusukulu, ndinkachita homuweki, ndinkaphika ndekha kapena ndinkadya zopatsa ndalama zogula m'sitolo. Zakudya zoterezi zinayamba kukhala ndi mafuta komanso kumalo owonetsera ana omwe anali nawo, sanalandire gawo lalikulu la Chip kapena Dale, koma udindo wa mafuta Bambo Roquefort yemwe amakonda tchizi. Patapita chaka mayi anga anawonekera. Iye ndi abambo ake potsiriza anasankha kusudzulana, ndipo tinasamukira kwa agogo ake. Bambo anga sanaitanidwe ndipo sanabwere. Kenaka, patatha zaka zisanu, mayi anga atapita, agogo anga aakazi anakumana naye kangapo, nditatha kumupeza akulira. Iye analira ndipo anati:
"Mumukhululukire."
- Kodi mungakhululukire chiyani?
- Pa chilichonse.
Sindinadziwe zomwe ndingakhululukire. Tsopano ndikuganiza: ndingasiye mwana wanga bwanji? Pang'onopang'ono, chithunzi cha abambo anga chinayamba kutha. Ndipo tsopano sindingathe kukumbukira nkhope yake. Pali zinthu zosavuta zomwe ndikudziwa kuchokera ku zithunzi. Zaka zambiri zatha, ndipo sankafuna kudzakumana nane, kukhazikitsa ubale wosweka ... Moyo wosiyana kwambiri unayamba ndi amayi, agogo ndi agogo ake. Ndinamva chikondi, ndipo ndinkasangalala! Anandigwira ndichisamaliro, kudyetsa, kuwerenga mabuku, kupita ku park, adayankhula ndi ine. Ndi pomwepo ndinadziŵa kuti ndimayenera kukondedwa. Ndimakula, kutseguka pamene anthu amandichitira mwachikondi. Ndipo ine ndikuvomereza izo ndi chisangalalo! Ndi mphatso yapadera - kuvomereza chikondi. Ambiri samadziwa bwanji. Ndikumva kuyamikira ndikuyesera kukonda ndikubwezera, ndikupereka kwa yemwe amandikonda, mtima wanga wonse. Zomwezo zinali ndi achibale anga. Koma nthawi yodabwitsa iyi sinakhale nthawi yayitali. Posakhalitsa agogo ake anamwalira. Kenaka amayi anga anasiya kukhala ndi mwamuna wina ndipo tinakhala ndi agogo anga okha. Chaka chotsatira ... Ine sindikumvetsabe momwe zinakhalira. Cholakwika cha mankhwala. Mayi anga anayambitsa impso ndikupita ku ambulansi kuchipatala. Iye anali mu coma, ndipo iye akanakhoza kupulumutsidwa. Koma palibe amene ankagwira ntchito ndi amayi ake, ndipo anamwalira popanda kubwezeretsanso. Sindikudziwa momwe agogo adapulumuka. Koma ngakhale panthawi yovuta imeneyi, iye anaganiza za momwe angachitire kuti asamandichitire ululu waukulu. Ndinakumbatira ndipo ndinati: "Zaya, mvetserani, amayi anga akudwala kwambiri. Zitha kukhala zosayerekezeka ... "Ndipo amayi anga sadali m'dziko lapansi. Agogo aakazi ankadziwa nzeru za anthu: ndi vuto lalikulu muyenera kugona usiku. Ndipo adandiuza nkhani yoopsa mmawa wotsatira. Sindinathe ngakhale kulira. Sindinauze aliyense. Anakhala monga kale, koma ali ndi chifuwa chachikulu m'chifuwa chake. Ndinamvetsa kuti ndatsala ndekha. Ndipo ndinamva chisoni changa chokha. Ine ndinali ndi zaka khumi ndi ziwiri. Mmodzi yekha amene adaphunzira za imfa yanga ndi Tatyana Egorovna Kozyreva, mphunzitsi wa Chingerezi, yemwe tinali naye pachibwenzi chovuta. Iye anali anglomaniac, dona weniweni. Ngakhale ankawoneka ngati Mfumukazi ya Great Britain. Momwemonso tsitsi, kavalidwe kavalidwe, nthawi zonse brooch ndi Chingerezi kuuma. Amadziwa nthawi yomweyo kuti ndiyenera kusungidwa m'magulu a mittens. Ndipo iye ankafuna zochuluka kuposa ena. Pa phunziro loyamba Tatyana Yegorovna adati:
- Simukukhala wabwino. Ziribe kanthu momwe mukuyesera, simungayankhule Chingerezi.
Ndinali ngati ndikutsanulira ndi madzi ozizira. Ndinakwiya ndipo ndinasokonezeka:
"Ndilankhula bwino koposa iwe!"
"Chabwino, chabwino, tiwona," Kozyreva anayankha mozizira.
Ndipo nkhondo yathu inayamba
Ngakhale zolakwa zochepa, anakonza zoti ndimenyedwe pamaso pa gulu lonselo. "Wopanda" ndi mawu osayenerera kwambiri omwe ndinamva kuchokera kwa iye. Koma atazindikira kuti amayi ake anamwalira, adabwera ndipo anati: "Ndikukhulupirira. Ndinu munthu waluso ndipo mudzathana ndi mavuto alionse. " Kwa ine, izi sizinali mawu okha a chiyanjanitso, komanso chitonthozo. Ndikumukumbukirabe mwachikondi ndi chiyamiko. Ankwiya kwambiri, ndipo ndimakonda akazi. Nadia nayenso ali wamphamvu. Ndipo samandiwopseza nkomwe, komanso ndikusangalala ndi chisangalalo: Nthawi zonse ndimamuuza zoona, ndimatsutsana naye ndipo, monga lamulo, mawu otsiriza amakhala kwa ine. Ndikudziwa, Nadia amandilemekeza chifukwa cha izi. Amatopa ndi hangers-on ndi zhopolizov, omwe amanyengerera, amavomereza muzonse, ndi kumbuyo miseche. Nditangomuchezera, ndinakonda zonse, kupatulapo zithunzi zambiri zokhudzana ndi kansa komanso zamatsenga mwakonzedwe ka nyumbayo. Nthawi yomweyo ndinauza Nadezhda kuti:
- Zonsezi zofiira zokhala ndi zofiira, matayala ndi mapiko - kukoma koipa.
"Simukumvetsa!" Iye analira. - Zokongoletsera za Russian zimanyamula mphamvu zazikulu!
- Ndi mphamvu yanji? Kwa ndani? Ichi ndi nthano! - Ndinakwiya. - M'nyumba za akuluakulu achiroma, palibe chilichonse chomwe chinalipo! A serfs amalima zinyansa zotere, monga matryoshkas ndi Khokhloma, ndipo sanawone! Lapti anamva ndi kukhala ndi ray. Zonsezi zimapangidwa ndi bullshit! Nadia anadabwa kuti ndinayesera kumuuza zomwe ndimaganiza. Mwachidziwikire, iye amakonda kwambiri chilichonse cha Russian. Osati nyimbo ndi zovala zokha. Posachedwapa ndinaganiza zopanga mphatso ku Hope - ndinanditengera ku Monaco. Pambuyo pake ndinaganiza za njirayo, ndinasankha mahotela. Tinapita ku Germany pamodzi, tinabwereka galimoto n'kupita ku Monaco. Ife tinakhala masiku khumi kumeneko mopambana, osakangana. Koma atachoka, Nadya anati:
"Inde, ndi zabwino apa ... Koma ndifefe bwino." Ndipo chikhalidwe ndi cholemera, ndipo pali malo ambiri, ndipo anthu ndi odzipereka.
"Kodi sitinakhale ndi mpumulo wabwino?" - Ndinakwiya.
- Ayi, tinapumula modabwitsa. Koma nthawi yotsatira tidzakhala kwinakwake ...
- Kuti?
- Inde kudziko.
Izi ndizo zikhumbo
Ndili ndi chinachake chimene ndimayesetsa kumenyana nacho, koma ndimagwirizanitsa ndi chinachake. Pa zonse zomwe zimakhudza chithunzi chake chachithunzi, ndi mfumukazi. Iye amadziwa kupanga chovala cha anthu a ku Russia kuti aliyense adzidwe, kuimba nyimbo ndi phindu kuti adzipereke okha. Koma ngakhale pa nkhaniyi iye ali woyenera kwambiri. Ndipo ine ndikumulimbikitsa iye:
- Chithunzicho chiyenera kusinthidwa zaka zisanu ndi chimodzi.
-Ayi. Anthu ankakonda kundiwona ngati choncho.
- Omvera akuyenera kudabwa! Apo ayi iwo adzataya chidwi.
"Bwanji ngati izo ziri zoipa?" - Nadia kukayikira.
Koma kwa nthawi yaitali iye adapuma, ndinatha kusuntha zinthu kuchokera kumanda. Tsopano Nadia akuwonekera pa siteji mu mafano osiyanasiyana. Mchitidwe wake unasungidwa kwambiri. Ndipo mu moyo wa tsiku ndi tsiku amavala bwino kwambiri. Pakadali pano sindingathe kuzimvetsa mwa njira iliyonse kuchokera ku chikondi cha zibangili ndi miyala yayikulu. Chifukwa, mwa lingaliro langa, izi ndizochabechabe. Koma iye amakonda. Ndipo ndimapereka zokongoletsera, koma nthawi zonse ndimati:
"Mwinamwake chinachake chochepa?"
- Ayi, zambiri!
Onse ali ndi zofooka zawo. Ndine colorblind ndipo ndimatha kuvala ngati karoti, ngati akabudula a buluu ndi T-shati yobiriwira. Zimandiseka, koma zili bwino kwa ine, buluu ndi zobiriwira kwa ine - mtundu umodzi. Koma kwa Nadi, ziribe kanthu. Amandilandira monga momwe ndilili. Tidakumana, ndinali mnyamata wa chigawo, ndipo anali woimba wotchuka. Koma mochititsa chidwi, pamsonkhano wanga woyamba pa siteji ine ndinali kuyima, ndipo anali atakhala m'holo. Iye yekha sanali woyang'ana, koma tcheyamani wa milandu. Panthawi imeneyo ndinali nditachoka ku Izhevsk kwa chaka ndikukhala mumzinda wa Moscow - ndinapeza moyo wanga mwa kuphunzira Chingerezi, ndikuyimba paukwati ndi maphwando. Ndinachita nawo mpikisano wamtundu uliwonse, ndikuchita zonse kuti ndizindikire. Kotero ine ndinalowa pa "Rainbow of Talent" ku Saratov. Ndinasewera kumeneko ndi gulu "Atatha khumi ndi limodzi", timasewera bwino, timakonda, koma tinkafuna kuti tifike kumapeto. Chodetsa nkhaŵa, ife ndi anyamatawo tinatsegula chitseko ndikulowa m'chipinda chomwe adakhalapo. Nadya anayang'ana kutsogolo kwathu, tinakumana ndi maso ake, ndipo adamwetulira. Zinandifotokozera kuti zonse zinali zabwino, kuti tadutsa. Ndikukumbukira, tinayesedwa ndi zosangalatsa zosasamala. Mu Hope panali mphamvu zowonjezera komanso chiyembekezo kuti sakanakhoza kugwidwa. Tinapambana chigonjetso ndi gulu, koma sindinawonenso Nadia kenanso: adachoka ndi diploma tinapatsidwa kwa anthu ena. Ndinabwerera ku Moscow, ndipo apo panalibe chete, theka la chaka, zopereka. Apanso, machitidwe amayamba pa maphwando a gulu ndi m'malesitilanti. Kumbali imodzi, izi ndizopindulitsa bwino, pamzake - ntchito yoopsa ndi yosadziŵika. Tsiku lina ndinaganiza zowonjezera nyimbo zochepa za jazz ku nyimbo yanga yomwe ndimakonda ya abale a ku Russia - "Vladimirsky pakati". Sindinachite chilichonse chodabwitsa, ndikungochiyimba mosiyana, ndikusintha. Tidalibe nthawi yoti titsirize, monga wotsogolera akutiitanira kumbuyo kwa mapiko: "Anyamata, ndikuzungulira ndikupita ku khitchini. Adzakudyetsa kumeneko. " Tinadabwa. Chabwino, ndithudi, koma izi zisanachitike. Tikayika zida pamodzi, timakhala mu khitchini, timadya. Apa pakubwera mlonda
- Mwamsanga muzitha. Abale akukwiyirani chifukwa cha "Vladimir Central", akufuna kumvetsa.
Ndinakwiya:
"Koma ife sitinachite chirichonse chonga icho." Ndiroleni ine ndifotokoze chirichonse kwa iwo.
"Ngati mukufuna kukhala ndi moyo, tulukani muno!"
Ife tinatulutsidwa kunja pakhomo lakuseri. Ndimakumbukira momwe wina amatsalira kumbuyo kwa chitseko ... Ndipo tsiku limene adayitana kuchokera ku Nadia, mosiyana - ntchitoyi inapambana kwambiri, ndinayimba bwino kwambiri kuti ndinalipiranso madola zana, ndipo iyi ndi theka langa lendi nyumba. Pambuyo pa kulankhula kumene telefoni inaimba, nambala yosadziwika inasonyezedwa, ndinatenga wolandira.
- Eugene? - Inde.
- Mukuda nkhawa za Kum.
Ine ndinaganiza kuti iyo inali nthabwala: ndi mtundu wanji wa zithunzithunzi?
- Ndikhululukireni ine?
- Kum Ivan Dmitrievich. Ife pamodzi ndi Nadezhda Georgievna Babkina pamodzi ndikuwonetsa wailesi "Babkina Loweruka" pa wailesi "Mayak". Simunamve?
"Ndamva, ndithudi," Ndinanama.
- Ndi choncho. Nadezhda Georgievna akufuna kukuitanani kukachita nawo chikondwerero cha chikondwererochi "Osayima masewera", kuti aziimba naye limodzi.
- Duet? Ndili ndi Babkina? Ndipo kodi ntchitoyi idzakhala kuti?
- Mu holo ya concert "Russia".
Chiwonetsero
Sindinakhulupirire makutu anga: kodi ndiyenera kupita kumalo osungira, omwe anaimbidwa ndi Elton John mwini, fano langa! Ndipo Nadino nayenso anadabwa ndi pempholi. Kotero, iye anandikumbukira ine miyezi yonse isanu ndi umodzi yomwe yapita kuchokera ku chikondwerero ku Saratov! Ndinavomera ndi Kum za tsiku ndi nthawi ya msonkhano ndi Babkina. Koma posachedwa iye anabwereranso:
- Zhenya, ndi Nadezhda Georgievna.
- Moni, - Ndinkachita manyazi, koma sindinayang'ane.
Ndipo adayankhula ngati kuti tinadziwana kwa zaka zana.
- Mvetserani, ndimakhala ndikufotokozera. Mukuchita chiyani madzulo? Mwinamwake kwinakwake tidzakakhala ndi kukambirana chirichonse?
"Tiyeni tipite ku McDonald's ku Pushkinskaya," ndinena.
"Ali kuti, kuti?" - Nadya anaseka, koma pomwepo anavomera.
Ndipo ndingapezekenso china? Atagwiritsa ntchito foniyo, adaganiza kuti: Babkina ndi wotchuka wotchuka, koma anavomera mosavuta kuti adzandionane ndi McDonald's. Nadine demokarase ndi chisangalalo mwandichitira chiphuphu. Tinakumana, ndipo pamene ndinali kuima, Nadia anali kundidikirira m'galimoto. Ndinatenga cheeseburgers ndi mbatata, ndinazibweretsa zonse, ndipo chakudya chathu chamadzulo chinkachitika kumbuyo kwa mpando wachifumu: tinakambirana nkhaniyo, ndipo tinakambirana pazinthu zina. Chilichonse chinadyedwa, koma sitinkafuna kusiya. Nadia anati:
- Ndipo anapita kukakwera?
- Tiyeni tipite!
Nthawi zonse ndimakonzekera ulendo uliwonse, ulendo ndi ulendo wokondwa. Tinayenda kuzungulira Moscow tikukamba za nyimbo. Ine ndinadzigwira ndekha ndikuyankhula ndi Babkina ngati bwenzi lakale, ngakhale ife tangomakomana. Zinali mwaufulu komanso zosangalatsa. Ndiye ntchito yathu inachitika, izo zinali zopambana. Pambuyo pake, zonse zinatembenuka. Ndinayamba kulemba nyimbo kwa Nadia, tinayamba kugwira ntchito limodzi. Ndipo patapita kanthawi anandiitanira kunyumba kwake. Nditafika kwa iye, ndinazindikira kuti adakonzekera madzulo ano. Ndapanga tebulo lokongola, panali ndondomeko zomwe ndimakonda. Mwachitsanzo, nkhuku yophika ndi zonunkhira ndi msuzi. Komabe, madzulo ano ife sitinadye chilichonse. Ali ndiwindo lalikulu m'nyumba yake ndikuona Kremlin. Ndikufuna kukhala pawindo ndikudandaula kuti: "Titseka magetsi, chotsani maluwa kuchokera pawindo lawindo, khalani pa iwo, muzimwa vinyo ndi kulankhula." Cholinga ichi chinali chosayembekezeka kwa Nadi, koma adachikonda. Madzulo amenewo, sitinayambe kuyankhula monga antchito kuntchito, koma monga anthu apamtima. Ndinamva kuti ndinakumana ndi munthu amene ndingakhale naye momasuka. Titamaliza kulankhula, kunali kochedwa kwambiri. Sitima yapansi panthaka yatseka, ine ndinalibe galimoto. Nadia anadzipereka kuti azikhala - kukagona usiku pa chipinda chodyera. Pogwiritsa ntchito bulangeti, Babkina adati: "Mwinamwake mungakhalebe?" Zinali nthabwala, koma ndimadziwa bwinobwino zomwe zinali kumbuyo. Ngakhale panthawi imeneyo sindinali wokonzeka kuyandikana. Kuti ndiyankhe pa izi, ndikufunikira kudalira kwathunthu chikondi chake pa ine. Iye sangachitepo kanthu. Sindikudziwa zambiri pa nkhaniyi. Mu grade khumi ndi chimodzi, ndinayamba kukondana ndi mtsikana wochokera ku America, yemwe ankatchedwa Ronda Springer. Iye anabwera mu mzere wa bungwe lina lachikhristu. Tinkamumvera chisoni nthawi yomweyo, tikhoza kulankhula nthawi zonse za chirichonse, kuseka mpaka nditagwa. Ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera kusankha, kuvomereza kwa iye mwachikondi. Keekek chokoleti keke, woitanidwa kuti akacheze, koma ndikuwopa kuti ndikulephera, zinandiwoneka - sindingathe kupulumuka. Rhonda anaona kuti ndikunthunthumira.
- Zhenya, nchiyani cholakwika ndi iwe? Kodi muli bwino? Anakhudza mphumi panga ndi dzanja lake.
- Wodandaula basi. Ndakuitanani kuti mupite kukaona ... kuti muvomereze chikondi changa. Atanena izi, ndinatha kupuma mwaufulu. Rhonda anamwetulira ndipo anandiyang'ana mofatsa.
"N'zomvetsa chisoni bwanji kuti sitinakumane nawo kale."
- Chifukwa chiyani? - Ndinadabwa.
"Zoona zake n'zakuti, ndikudzipereka kuti ndizichita nawo ntchito." Ndikhululukireni ine.
Choonadi
Chifukwa chakuti anali wokhulupirira, zidawathandiza kwambiri - sakanatha kulumbira. Anagawanika popanda kukwiya. Ronda anapita ku America, anakwatira, ndipo sitinayanjanenso. Ndipo m'kalasiyi ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina wotchedwa Nadia, koma ubale wathu sunakula mulimonse. Tinali ngati mbale ndi mlongo, sitinaganizepo za ukwati kapena banja. Nditamachoka ku Izhevsk kupita ku Moscow, ndinafunika kugwira ntchito mwakhama kwambiri moti sizinali zolemba. Ndipo kotero, pamene Babkin's Hope anawonekera mmoyo wanga, ndinkafuna nthawi kuti ndizindikire zomwe zikuchitika pakati pathu. Nthawi yomweyo Nadia ankandikonda. Bright, wokongola. Ali ndi mphamvu zodabwitsa. Atolankhani ochokera m'mabuku a tabloid analemba kuti Babkina adakongola kwambiri chifukwa cha bwenzi lake lachinyamata. Bullshit! Zingakhale zabwino kukhala ndi bwenzi ndikukhala wamng'ono popanda khama lalikulu. Koma m'moyo sizichitika! Nadia, kuti awoneke bwino, ndipo amathera theka la tsiku ku spa salons, ndipo amapanga nthabwala zina, ndipo akukhala pa chakudya. Ndimamuchitira nsanje! Sindinathe kuchita zimenezo. Koma zonsezi ndizochinyengo kwa anthu onse. Ine ndinamuwona iye ndipo ine ndikumuwona iye momwe iye aliri, ndipo ndi momwe iye amandikondera ine. Ali ndi mphamvu zabwino kwambiri, zomwe zimaimbidwa. Chikoka chodabwitsa chomwe sichikanakhoza kutsutsidwa. Koma chofunika kwambiri - ndinayamba kumva chikondi chake pa ine. Ndipo kwa ine ndi okwera mtengo kuposa china chirichonse mdziko. Ndinakulira popanda mayi anga, agogo anga aakazi kuti athe kuyesa kumutsitsa, koma ndinalibe chikondi chachikondi cha amayi komanso chikondi. Sindinkafuna kusunga, koma chikondi. Ndipo nditayamba kumva kuti Nadya ankandikonda, ndinayamba kuwayamikira. Ubale wathu unayamba kukhala wapamtima kwambiri. Tsiku lina madzulo Nadia anandiuzanso kuti azikhala, ndipo nthawi ino ndinavomera. Nthawi yomweyo tinagwirizana kuti: Ndikhala komwe kulikonse komwe ndikufuna, ndipo ndikukhala ndi moyo wanga. Sitinalankhulepo za ukwati - ndife osiyana kwambiri, apamwamba komanso osiyana kwambiri. Tili ndi mgwirizano wa uzimu, kumvetsetsa kwathunthu ndi kuthandizana, ulemu ndi kudzipereka kwa wina ndi mzake. Izi ndizo mu Chingerezi amatchedwa soulmate - munthu wokondedwa. Palibe mawu otero mu Chirasha. Mwinamwake, ndikadzayamba kuyambitsa banja ndikukhala ndi ana, ndidzachita. Koma izi sizidzakhudza maubwenzi athu ndi Nadia. Ife ndife anthu apamtima kwambiri ndi iye, ndipo ndizo kwanthawizonse. Kotero zinali zophweka kuti tiyambe kukhala pamodzi. Tinadzuka, tinakwera kukhitchini. Tinadya chakudya cham'mawa pamodzi, tinayankhula. Nadia anasangalala kuti ali ndi wina woti asamalire, chifukwa iye ndi wofunika kwambiri - kuti akhale wofunikira, ndipo ndinamuvomereza mwachidwi. Tili ndi zobisika zathu ndi masewera athu. Mwachitsanzo, ndinabwera ndi masewerawa "Pezani mphatso" kwa iye. Ndimagula mphatso ndikubisala kwinakwake, ndipo Nadia amasiya makalata. Ndiyeno, pamene amayenda ndi kufufuza, ndimamuyang'ana ndikumuyankha, ndipo amaseka ndikuwoneka wokondwa kwambiri. Poyamba sindinamvetsetse mmene Danila, mwana wa Nadine angandichitire. Nthawi yoyamba anakomana naye iye pa Eva Wakale watsopano, mwangozi, pamsewu. Nadya ndi ine tinayenda. Iwo amayenda, ankalankhula, ankayang'ana zozizira. Kenaka chimbudzi chinayima pafupi, anthu anayamba kutuluka mmenemo, ndipo pakati pawo - Danja. Anapita kwinakwake ndi abwenzi, adationa ife, anaganiza zoima ndi kudziwana. Tinagwedeza manja. Koma panali anthu ochuluka kwambiri kuzungulira ine ndipo ndinamva kuti ndine wosasangalala ndipo ndinapita kunyumba ndekha. Kenako tinakumananso, tinalankhula, tinadziwana ndipo tinayamba kukhala mabwenzi. Danila ndi mnyamata wabwino komanso wovuta kwambiri pa moyo wa Nadina. Amamvetsa kuti ndi wamkulu ndipo ali ndi ufulu wa ufulu wake, monga iye mwini. Patapita kanthawi, Danila anakwatira, ndipo ine ndi mkazi wanga Tanya tili ndi ubale wabwino kwambiri. Koma sitipita kukawachezera kawirikawiri. Pazifukwa zina, Nadia ndi ine nthawi zonse timakangana pakati pa anthu. Pamene tili payekha ndi iye, tili ndi mgwirizano wangwiro, koma mwamsanga pamene wina akuwoneka wachitatu, ubalewu umangowonongeka. Mwinanso Nadia amandichitira nsanje? Kapena akuyesera kusonyeza yemwe ali woyang'anira pano? Koma mulimonsemo, izi sizingatheke. Choncho, tinagwirizana kuti timakumana ndi anzathu payekha ndipo palibe malire awa. Mwachitsanzo, Nadia, mundilole ndilole ndipite naye limodzi ndi abwenzi anga Anton ku US kwa zaka pafupifupi ziwiri - kuphunzira ku bungwe la nyimbo. Tinafika ku Los Angeles mwezi umodzi tisanayambitse makalasi, tinabwereka galimoto ndikukwera ku America: Grand Canyon, Disneyland, Las Vegas. Ku Las Vegas, anasowa ndalama zambiri, kenaka anabwerera ku Los Angeles ndipo adawombera nyumba yosangalatsa mumasewero a ku Moroccan. Tinakonda mwiniwakeyo mwakuti anatipatsa ife masewera atsopano Mercedes powonjezerapo, ndipo timadula pamtunda wa boulevards! Zinali zabwino! Kenako sukuluyo inayamba. Pali zinthu zamakono zamakono - makonzedwe, ntchito mu studio, mawu. Ndinadabwa ndi msinkhu umene mapulogalamu a pop akuphunzitsidwa! N'zomvetsa chisoni kuti Elton John sanapereke maphunziro apamwamba pa sukuluyi. Nditakumana naye, Nadya anafika. Mng'ono wake, podziwa kuti ndimam'tumikira Elton John, anatiitanira ku kanema ku Las Vegas. Tinakhala mzere wachiwiri. Sindinali ndekha kuti ndikhale wokondwa - Ndinawona ndikumva nyimbo zakuda za nyimbo zotchuka! Pamene ntchitoyo idatha, mukhoza kupita pa siteji ndikuimba pamodzi ndi Elton. Ine ndi anthu ena ochepa tinalowera pa siteji. Ndinayima pafupi ndi woimba wamkulu ndikuyang'ana pa maso onse, ngakhale kuiwala kutenga chithunzi. Kenaka tinapemphedwa kubwerera, panali buffet yaing'ono. Ndinauza Sir John kuti:
"Inu mukudziwa, Elton, tsiku lina ine ndidzaimba duet ndi inu!"
Anandiyang'ana nati:
"Zakonzedweratu, mnyamata, iwe ndithudi udzayimba limodzi ndi ine tsiku lina."
Mbiri
Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri, ndipo ndinamuzunza Nadya ndikubwezeretsa nkhaniyi mosalekeza. Kenaka anathawira ku Moscow, ndipo ndinapitiriza kuphunzira. Tinaphonyana kwambiri. Ubale wathu, womwe unayambira monga bizinesi ndi wokoma mtima, chaka chilichonse kudutsa kunakula ndikukula, ndikulowa mu khalidwe latsopano. Pa televiziyo imodzi katswiri wotchuka wa kugonana anandiuza kuti: "Izi ndi zolakwika! Iwe sungakhoze kumukonda mkazi yemwe ali wamkulu kuposa iwe kwa zaka makumi atatu! "Zamkhutu! Nchifukwa chiyani ndikuyenera kumvera maganizo a wina? Ndidzasankha yemwe angakonde ndi momwe angakhalire! Zonse ndi zopusa komanso zonyansa. Ndiyenera kuyang'anitsitsa atsikana aang'ono ndikusangalala "ah, zomwe ali nazo mafano!" Ndi chifukwa chakuti wina akuwoneka kuti ndi wolondola? Sindidzachita izi! Ndikudwala chifukwa chakuti ndimangomva za kugonana kumbali zonse. Simungakhoze kuyeza chirichonse mu moyo ndi kugonana! Mu ubale wathu ndi Nadia, iye si wofunika. Ndife banja lenileni ndi iye, ngakhale kuti sitigone pabedi limodzi. Koma izi sizingatilekanitse ife, chifukwa m'maganizo mwathu komanso mwauzimu timakhala pamodzi nthawi zonse, ndipo izi ndi chikondi chenicheni. Onse awiri ine ndi Nadia tinali ndi zovuta komanso zokhumudwitsa. Ndipo ife tonse tikudziwa kuti chikondi si kugonana, ndizo zina. Uwu ndi ubale wabwino, ulemu, kusowa kwa wina. Uwu ndi mwayi woti: "Ndikukufuna," "Sindingathe kukhala popanda iwe." Mwinamwake, lero Nadia adayitana ndi kugwa molondola chifukwa sanandiwone kwa nthawi yayitali ndipo wasokonezeka. Ndipo ine, ngati nkhosa yamphongo, ndinapuma ufulu wanga ndi ufulu wanga, ndikumukhumudwitsa. Kunja pawindo kumakhala kuwala. Makandulo anatentha pamoto. Ngati ndikanakhala pafupi, tikadapanga. Ine ndikanamulembera iye nyimbo, pokhala usiku wonse pa piyano, ndi bwino ^ ndikanakhoza kulemba kalata. Ndikulemba makalata ake ovomerezeka, makalata opepesa, kalata ya kuvomereza. Mauthenga anga onse amawasunga komanso amawawerenganso. Ndipo ndikudziwa kuti iwo ndi okondedwa kwa iye. Ku London, ndinagula zipangizo zapadera zolembera - pepala, cholembera ndi pensulo, kuti ndilowetse m'zinthulo. Ndimakhala ndi sitampu yanga. Zonsezi kuti kalatayo ikhale yeniyeni. Ndinakhala patebulo ndikuyang'ana pepala losalemba ndipo ndinayamba kulemba kuti: "Wokondedwa wanga! Mwinanso mumandikonda kuposa momwe ndimakukonderani. Koma ndimakonda kukuuzani za chikondi, momwe muliri wokongola. Ndimagwiritsa ntchito zofooka zanu zazimayi, ndimapita kukagula nawo, ndikusintha moyo wanu, chifukwa ine, mofanana ndi wina aliyense, ndimakuyamikirani. Ngakhale nditakhala nthawi ndi anzanga, dziwani kuti palibe wina aliyense amene angalowe m'malo mwanu. Palibe amene amandithandiza, samanditonthoza ngati inu. Palibe amene angandikhumudwitse pamutu pang'onopang'ono ngati inu. Ndinu, muli ndipo mudzatsala kwa ine munthu wapafupi ndi wokondedwa kwambiri! Chifukwa tili ndi inu chinachake osati chikondi ... "Ndinasindikiza envelopu, ikani chisindikizo changa. Iye anavala. Kuwala, koma mzinda ulibe kanthu, palibe magalimoto okwanira. Ndidzabwera ku Nadia, nditsegule chitseko ndi chinsinsi changa, pita mwakachetechete, kuti usadzutse, tuluka kalata ndikuchoka. Akamawerenga, amakhululukira. Ndinanyamuka ndikupita pakhomo. Pakati pa nyumbayo, belu lolira likufuula mwadzidzidzi. Mobile. "Nadya" ikuwonetsedwa pawindo. Kuchokera pachifuwa chake kunapumula kwambiri:
"Ine ndikubwera kwa iwe." Ndikhululukireni ine.
- Chabwino, zimachitika. Tili ndi zambiri zoti tichite lero, ndikukufunani. Kodi mudzadya kadzutsa?
- Oatmeal, malinga ndi njira yanu.
- Ndizo zabwino. Bwerani mwamsanga. Ndikudikira.