Poyamba mwanayo anayamba kudandaula chifukwa cha mutu, nthawi zambiri mutu wake unamveka kuti mwanayo asamangoganizira za maphunzirowo, ndipo anamuuza kuti akuwerenga bukuli ndipo samvetsa chilichonse, sangathe kuikapo chidwi. Tinaganiza zodzionetsera tokha dokotala, katswiri. Dasha anapatsidwa chidziwitso chodziwika - VSD - vegetovascular dystonia Koma mutuwo unapitirira, palibe mankhwala omwe anamuthandiza. Pang'ono ndi katundu, kutuluka kunayamba m'kachisi, kumaso. Ndinkachita mantha, ndipo tinapita kwa dokotala, tsopano dokotala yemwe ndimamudziwa. Dasha anatumizidwa kuti afufuze mokwanira.
Ndipo pamene ndinazindikira kuti msungwana wanga anali ndi khansa ya ubongo, komanso kuti theka lamanzere la thupi linali litatulutsidwa kale m'chipatala, mantha, mantha, ndipo mantha anandigwira. Nkhaniyi inali yowopsya kwambiri kuti poyamba ndinagwira manja, ndipo mwinamwake tsikulo linali lochita zonyansa, ndikuchita zonse mosavuta. Sasha anandithandiza kukonzekera, ndipo tinayamba kugogoda pazipata zonse, ndikulira mabelu onse, kufunafuna njira zochiritsira, madokotala omwe timawadziwa. Mayiyu, yemwe adakhala bwenzi la bwenzi langa, adandilangiza kuti ndisadandaule. Chemotherapy pamodzi ndi radiotherapy inathandiza kuti Dashenka ayambe kusintha bwino matenda a khansa ya ubongo. Njira zonsezi zinapha chinthu chofunika kwambiri - chitetezo chodziletsa, koma kodi tiyenera kuchita chiyani? Psychics Sindinakhulupirire, ndikukhulupirira kwambiri mankhwala ovomerezeka. Koma, mwatsoka, panalibe mpumulo. Pamene ndinayang'ana Dasha wanga, yemwe anali ndi tsitsi lalitali m'chiuno, kunyada kwake, ndikuwona mutu wake tsopano, nditatha njira zoopsya izi, ndinkafuna kulira. Koma pamaso pa Dashenka, ine ndinagwiritsabe ntchito, ndinagwiritsanso ntchito, sindikufuna kumupweteka kwambiri.
"Amayi, musadandaule monga choncho ." Posakhalitsa tonse timamwalira. Ndili wamng'ono kwambiri, wina mtsogolo. Ndi chiyani, makamaka, kusintha? - Ndinkaopsezedwa ndi choonadi, chosasinthika, choonadi, chomwe chinandimenya pohlesche bodza lililonse. Sindinkatha kuganiza kuti Dasha sakanakhala pafupi ndi ine.
"Dasha, iwe sudzafa." Inu mwamvapo zomwe madokotala ananena? Kwa inu nonse pachigawo choyambirira, ndiye zotsatira zake zikhale zabwino. Mwana wamkazi, iwe umayenera kukhulupirira izi - iwe; Mudzachira ndithu.
Panthawiyi, sindinakhale pansi, ndipo ndinayamba kuyang'ana odwala, omwe amachiza matenda oterowo. Adiresi a agogo a Ivan anabwera kwa ine mwangozi, tsopano ndikukhulupirira kuti anali kupereka kwa Ambuye. Ndinakwera kuchoka kuchipatala ndikuganiza ndikumva chisoni, ndipo kumbuyo kwanga ndinali ndi akazi awiri omwe ankalankhula mwakachetechete za chinachake. Poyamba, ndinazindikira kukambirana kwawo ngati kukhumudwa kosalekeza, koma mau oti "khansa" atangoyamba, ndinayamba kumvetsera. Mayi wina anamuuza agogo ake a agogo aakazi a Ivan, omwe amathandiza anthu chomwecho, mwa ubwino wa moyo, samatenga ndalama, ndipo adachiritsa mnzakeyo wa matenda aakulu ndi zitsamba. Ndinagwirana ndi udzu ndipo, ndithudi, ndinatembenuka ndikumufunsa mkaziyo adiresi ya adiresi. - Inde, si chinsinsi, tengani cholembera ndikulembera.
Ndipo iye anandiuza ine adiresi , agogo aakazi a Ivan amakhala kumudzi wapatali kwambiri ndi ife. Nthawi yomweyo ndinapita kumeneko. Nyumba yaying'ono sinali pafupi ndi nyanja yaing'ono, ndipo inaima ngati kuti inali kutali ndi ena onse. Pamene ndimayenda njira yopita kunyumba, ndinathamangira kwa mkazi ndi mwamuna yemwe anali atanyamula mnyamata wamkulu kale m'manja mwake. Ndinazindikira kuti anali ngati anthu osauka monga momwe ndinalili. Chitseko sichinatseke, ndipo ndinachikankhira, ndikuyamba kulowa m'bola laling'ono lakuda, kenako ndinagogodometsa ndikumva mawu akuti: "Lowani, osatsekedwa!" Ndinawona munthu wachikulire wokalamba atakhala patebulo ndikukonza m'mitsinje. Mu ngodya anapachika mafano, opangidwa ndi matayala. Agogo aakazi a Ivan, ndipo ndithudi anandiyang'ana ndipo nthawi yomweyo anati:
"O, mwana wamkazi, tiyenera kupemphera, Ambuye akukupemphani kuti mukhululukire machimo anu." Kuyang'ana kwake, kunatsamira pa ine, kukakamiza maso ake kuti asiye.
"Ivan Vasilyevich, ukutchula za machimo otani?" iye anafunsa, amanyazi.
- Inu mukudziwa nokha. Lero, pali mayesero ambiri, koma anthu ndi ofooka. N'zovuta kuti musinthe. Kudzichepetsa sikukwanira kwa ife tonse. Ndipo ndikufuna kuona mwana wanu wamkazi. Kodi adadziwa bwanji za mwana wanga wamkazi?
Ndikupita kunyumba ndinaganiza za mawu a agogo anga aakazi a Ivan. Ndimayimirira kangati kuti ndiganizire tanthauzo la zonse zomwe ndichita, ndikukhala ndi chiyani? Phokosolo, adamupeza akusangalala, akuiwala chinthu chachikulu - ponena za moyo.
Dasha, ndinabweretsa agogo anga a Ivan patatha mlungu umodzi. Ndipo sabata yonseyi ndinapemphera mofuula kunyumba ndi mpingo. Pemphero linandipatsa chitonthozo ndi chitonthozo kwa ine, koma osati kwa mwana wanga wamkazi. Msungwana wanga ankawoneka moyipa - wamatsitsi, wotumbululuka. Maonekedwe ake ochepetseka ankawoneka ngati akuwala kwambiri. Anamwetulira agogo ake ndi kumwetulira.
"Mulungu akuthandizeni inu, Darya." Ine ndikuwona, si zabwino kwa inu. Ndakonza zitsamba pano, zomwe muyenera kutenga kwa maola ambiri. Mungakhale ochepa poyambirira, koma musayime. Ndipo zambiri - mufunikira zakudya zodyera moyenera. Ndipo pemphero.
- Inde, ine, Ivan Vasilievich, sindingadye chilichonse, ndimamva ndikudwala ndikusanza.
"Sizabwino, Darya." Ndikukuuzani ichi, ichi ndi chinthu chachikulu - sindikulonjezani kukuchizani, zomwe Mulungu adzakupatsani. Ndipo zambiri zimadalira inu.
"Ndi zabwino, agogo aakazi Ivan, kuti muzinena choncho." Ndiyeno ine ndikugona mozungulira.
- Nazi zitsamba, zimanena momwe mungatengere. Ndipo khalani wathanzi. Agogo aakazi a Ivan adatipatsa matumba awiri.
Agogo a ndalama a Ivan sanatitenge. Ndipo mankhwala athu anayamba kunyumba. Udzu umayenera kuswedwa mwachindunji ndi kunyalanyaza molingana ndi muyezo ndi nthawi yeniyeni, ndipo panthawi yonseyo iwo anapemphera kuti kulimbikira kotani.
Pamodzi ndi Dasha timawerenga Baibulo, ndipo tinapeza zambiri zatsopano, zodabwitsa. Ndinadziimba ndekha kuti sindinathe kuwerenga buku ili la mabuku. TV inagwiranso ntchito m'malo mwathu - ndi kukambirana momasuka, ndikuwerenga mabuku, ndikupita ku zisudzo. Tsopano sitinaphatikizepo. Sasha anatisamalira ife, koma ife tinamuwona iye kawirikawiri, iye anabwera basi madzulo, atatopa. Ndinafunika kuchoka pazinthu zanga, ndipo zopereka zonse za banja panthawi yovutayi zinayika pa izo. Poyamba, ntchito yosonkhanitsa zitsamba inachita zodetsa thupi la Dasha, mutu wake ukutembenuka, impso zake zinayamba kupweteka, adadwala. Komabe, agogo aakazi a Ivan adatiuza kuti zingakhale zoyipa poyamba, koma tikuyenera kuzidziwa. Kusintha kwakukulu kunadza pa Tsiku la Khirisimasi. Madzulo a Dasha Noshnilo, ndipo pa 7 January anawuka ndipo nthawi yomweyo - kwa ine.
"Mayi, ine ndibwino, ine sindimadwala ndipo sindikupweteka."
Ndinalumphira kumapazi ake.
- Inde?
"Amayi, ndimamva bwino kwambiri kuposa kale."
"Dasha," ndinayamba kulira, ndipo ndinamukumbatira.
Tinatenga zitsamba kwa mwezi umodzi . Dasha anayamba kuyambiranso, maso ake anawala. Titafika kuchipatala kuti tikafunsidwe kachiwiri, madokotala sanakhulupirire. Amathetsa mwana wanga, koma mwachimwemwe anapulumuka. Chotupacho chachepa! Iye adatuluka, ndiye matendawa adatha. Tinafika ku Grandfather Ivan pambuyo pofufuza.
"Chabwino, Darya, ndiwe wokongola," adakumbatira mu masharubu ake.
"Zikomo kwambiri, ndi bwino kwambiri."
"Zikomo kwambiri."
"Cholakwika ndi chiyani?" - Ndinkachita mantha.
-Ayi. Ayenera kumwa zakumwa izi tsopano. "Anatipatsa paketi ya zitsamba.
Ndinayesetsa kuika ndalama m'manja mwake.
Iye adatambasula dzanja lake ndikunyansidwa.
- pachabe. Sulani chirichonse. Musati muchite zimenezo. Ngati ine ndikusowa_ndipempha izo. Chokani.
Ndi Khirisimasi kale. Ndili ndi Dasha pamene zonse zili mu dongosolo, koma ndikudandaula - kwa nthawi yayitali bwanji? Chirichonse chiri m'manja mwa Ambuye. Inde, sindidandaula.