Ine, ndikudumpha ndifooka, ndinayenda pamsewu, ndikuyesa kumvetsa kumene mwanayo akulira. Ambuye, n'chifukwa chiyani akulira motalika kwambiri? Sizingakhale kuti antchito sanamve. Anatembenuka pangodya - matayala okongola m'malo mwake anali otupa linoleum, kuwala komweko kunali kovuta. Ndinapita ku dipatimenti ina? Ayi, zikuwoneka chimodzimodzi - kubereka. Kulira kunkaoneka mamita angapo kutali ndi ine, ndinatsegula mosamala chitseko cha chipinda, ndikuyembekezera kufuula kuti: "Amayi! Apa ndizosatheka! "- mu postpartum mwamphamvu. Ndipo ngati kuti anabwerera ku ubwana wa Soviet - phalala losweka pakhoma, makoma a mafuta. Ndipo fungo losasuntha - kutaya mtengo wotsika mtengo, chakudya cha chipatala, chisoni cha wina. Okalamba akuyamwitsa mwachidwi amanyamula phulusa pansi. Pawindo, pa clocloth opanda nsalu, anagwa, anayala mwana wamaliseche ndikufuula. Nyanya, osamuyang'anitsitsa, adayendetsa chipikacho mu chidebe ndikupita pakhomo. Ndinamugwira ndi manja: Mukupita kuti? Chitani chinachake! Itanani amayi ake! Kodi mayi? Anamasulidwa lero, "namwino anayankha. Ndipo, powona kudabwa kwakukulu pa nkhope yanga, adati: "Iye ndi wolephera." Iye adanena kuti alipo kale atatu, palibe chodyetsa ichi. Dura-baba, za lingaliro liti? Kodi ndingayese kumuletsa? Inde, chifukwa cha Mulungu, "namwino anagwedeza mosasamala ndipo anachoka, akukoka chikhomo pambuyo pake. Pansi pambuyo pake panali chonyowa. Dikirani miniti! Dzina lake ndani? Ayi, "adatero popanda kusintha. "Adzamutengera mwanayo kunyumba-iwo adzatchedwa kumeneko." Nditamugwira mnyamatayo, adatsegula pakamwa pake atatopa ndikufuula ntchentche. Koma, kutentha, kunachepetsetsa ... "Lena anandiuza maso ake akulira:" Zinangodabwitsa. Ndangobereka Masha, ndinali wodabwitsa kwambiri, ndipo mwadzidzidzi mwana uyu. Zikodzo zimenezi ziyenera kuwomberedwa! Ukadawona chozizwitsa ichi mwana uyu! Ndipo ndikulira mowawa, ngati kuti ndimamva zonse ... "
Olga ndi mnzawo Lenka anali atakhala m'khitchini yanga. Anathawa kwa maola angapo kuchokera kwa mwana wamkazi wakhanda. Ndinali chete, ndikuwombera mimba yanga yaikulu. Naum anamenya phazi lake kangapo mkati mwake ndipo adakhala chete. Nchifukwa chiyani mkaziyu adapanga kupereka moyo kwa mwana wake? Kodi anali wachisoni? Mukudera nkhawa za thanzi lanu, zomwe zingayambitse mimba? Kodi amaganiza chiyani atadziwa kuti ali ndi pakati? Ali kale ndi ana atatu, koma kodi izi zikuipira bwanji kuposa achikulire? Iye anakana mwana wake, namusiya kuti asambe yekha pa mafuta ovala. Mkaka wa m'mawere umatentha mofulumira, ngakhale mofulumira, mwachiwonekere, adzaponyera kunja mutu wake malingaliro onse okhudza iye. Iye ndi mlendo kwa iye. Mwana wosazindikira. Ndatsala pang'ono kubereka ndipo sindinamvetsetse: Mkazi angachite bwanji izi? Miyezi isanu ndi iwiri anavala mwana pansi pa mtima. Panthawiyi, palibe chomwe anali nacho, sanaganize: "Adzakhala bwanji Olga? Kodi zidzakhala ngati ine? Adzaseka bwanji kapena kukwiya? Kodi ndi nthawi yoyamba iti "Amayi"? "Ndinayamba kulankhula ndi mwana wanga pamene analipo mosavuta. Ndipo ine ndimadziwa motsimikiza kuti akanakhala mnyamata. Sindikudziwa kumene. Nthaŵi ina anaima ndi zida m'manja mwake ndipo mwadzidzidzi anamva. Ndimauza mwamuna wanga kuti: "Tidzakhala ndi mwana, tiyeni tisankhe dzina." Ife tazunguliridwa ndi madikishonale. Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri: ndi mayina angati abwino kwambiri padziko lapansi! Tinkafuna kuti dzina la mwanayo likhale lachilendo, lapadera. Pamene ndikusankha, ndinadzigwira ndekha ndikuganiza kuti ndine wokondwa. Mwamtheradi. Osamvetsetsa. Kusankhidwa kwa dzinali kunatenga masiku angapo odabwitsa. Pamapeto pake adaganiza kutcha Naum. Ndipo pomwepo ndinayamba kutchula mwana wanga dzina lake: "Chabwino, Naum, uli bwanji? Tiyeni tizimvetsera nyimbo, Naum. Posachedwapa tidzatiwonana ... "Nchifukwa chiyani mkazi ameneyu adadziletsa yekha? Kodi iye sanamuitane mwana wake, ngakhale malingaliro? Lena anaika chikho pansi patebulo ndikudandaula kuti: "Mukudziwa, zandichititsa kumva kuti ndine wosayankhula: Zangotsala pang'ono kuchokera kwa iye pali amayi okondwa omwe ali ndi ana okondwa, ndipo ali yekha, osati dzina. Ndipo ndikumuuza kuti: "Bwanji iwe ulibe Matveyka nafe?" Ndipo taganizirani, iye ananditenga chala changa mwamsanga, ndipo molimba mtima! Tsiku lotsatira ndinatenga Masha ndipo ndinamutengera kuti ndimudziwe naye Matvey. Ndimati: "Tawonani, ndi mnyamata wabwino bwanji," ndipo amangoyang'anitsitsa maso ake. Patsiku lomaliza kwake, Olga anadza kwa Matvey yekha. Iye anayang'ana pa iye, akugona, ndipo anaganiza kuti: Ine ndikudziwa momwe angachitire. Koma sindingathe kuchita izi. Ndili mayi wothandizira, ndiyenera kupirira mwana mmodzi. Inde, ndili ndi mwamuna ndi makolo. Koma mwanayo ndi wa moyo ... Ayi, sindingathe. Ndipo mwanayo, ngati kuti amamvetsa chirichonse, adagwera m'misozi yowopsya yotere yomwe ndinathawa, sindinathe kupirira. Nditachoka, ndinapita kwa dokotala wa mano. Chinthu chomaliza chimene anamva chinali kukopa kwake kwakukulu: "Chabwino, mwakachetechete, Matveika, mwakachetechete." Lena anamwetulira kumwetulira, misonzi inayamba kutuluka m'maso mwake popanda kuima. Zaka zingapo zapita kuchokera madzulo amenewo, koma sindinaiwale nkhani ya Lena ya Matveika. Panthawi imeneyi mwana wanga anabadwa. Ndimakondabe dzina lake, ngakhale kuti anthu samamuchitira momwe ndimayang'anira. Tikamapita ku mchenga wa mchenga ndikuganiza kuti, amayi, sitinayese kuti tidzifunse za mtundu wawo, ndikusamala:
- Kodi dzina la pakati la Naum ndi lotani?
- Alexandrovich.
- O, chabwino.
Nthawi ina sindinathe kupirira ndikufunsanso kuti:
"Ndipo ngati izo zikutanthauza kuti ife ndife Ayuda, kodi simukulola mwana wanu kusewera nafe?"
- Ayi, ndithudi, simukumvetsa, - mayi anayankha ndipo anatenga mwana wake kumbali.
Anthu osadziwika amapezeka, koma ndili pafupi ndi Naum ndipo ndimatha kumufotokozera zomwe ndiyenera kumvetsera, ndipo zomwe zingamveke mosavuta. Njira yoyamba, mawu oyambirira - Ndinayesa kuti ndisaphonye mphindi yamtengo wapatali kuyambira ali mwana. Ndipo nthawi zonse Naam anagona m'mikono mwanga, ndinakumbukira refusenik Matveika. Alikuti tsopano? Nchiyani cholakwika ndi iye? Dzina lake ndani tsopano? Ndipo ndi angati a iwo omwe ali m'dziko lathu - aang'ono ndi opanda pake? Pamene ndimadzidzimutsa kwambiri mudziko la mwana wanga wamwamuna, ndimamvetsetsa kwambiri: chinachake chiyenera kuchitidwa. Ana onse amafunikira chikondi, popanda iwo amalera olumala, ngakhale atakhala ndi thanzi langwiro. Ndinadzifunsa ndekha mafunso awa osatha, ndipo moyo unataya mayankho. Mnzanga Lena Alshanskaya anakhala pulezidenti wa thumba "Odzipereka kuthandiza ana amasiye." Nkhani za ana osiyidwa, omwe amafalitsidwa nthawi zonse pa webusaiti yake, adandigonjetsa kunja kwa chipolowe: ife, ochita masewero, tili ndi malingaliro omveka bwino. Ndasiya kupita ku zikondwerero ndi maphwando a anthu. Ndingathe bwanji kumwetulira apo, kuwala mu madiresi apamwamba, ngati pali chinthu choterocho! Maganizo a Olga ankafuna kutuluka, kuchita. Ndinaganiza zokonza zochitika zachikondi m'malo mwa ana amasiye. Ndipo wina akhoza kuchita yekha, kukopa mabwenzi ndi kufunafuna othandizira pa zochitika za nthawi imodzi, koma onse operekawo amatchula " Zotsatira zake, ndinakhazikitsa maziko anga "The Charms of the Future". Olga anabwera ndi masewera angapo a masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo adayambitsa chimodzi mwazokhazikika mu chikondwerero choyamba cha masewero achikondi cha "Russian Wards of the Future". Mwapanga ku Adygea. Pa pempho langa lothandizira, Purezidenti wa Republic ndi akuluakulu a boma onse anayankha. Amakonda ana kumeneko, Acascasi sasiya ana awo, makamaka amasiyidwa - ndi ana a Russia. Ine ndinawawona iwo onse mu nyumba za ana amasiye ana asanu mu republic. Ndikapita ku malo amasiye omwe amadziwika ku Moscow ndi mphatso - kuyamika ana pa Chaka Chatsopano. Ndipo usiku watha ku Naum, kutentha kunalumpha mpaka makumi anayi. Ndiyenera kuchita chiyani? Thandizani ulendowu? Chodabwitsa ndi chakuti ana, ngati sindidzabwera, sadzadabwa. Iwo adziwonetsa kuti akuluakulu amanyenga ndi kuwasiya. Usiku wonse ndinayenda mozungulira nyumba, ndikugwedeza Naum m'manja mwanga. M'mawa, kuonetsetsa kuti ali bwino, anapita. Ndipo pamene ndinali kugonjetsa chithunzithunzi cha Chaka Chatsopano, ndinaganiza mosagonjetsa kuti: "Ndi ndani amene amasunga Matveyka m'manja mwake pamene akudwala?" Chithunzi choopsya sichinachoke pamutu: mnyamata wamng'ono, wofanana ndi mwana wanga, wagona pansi pa chikwama cha dziko ndipo amatsitsa chifuwa. Ndinaganiza kuti: Nthaŵi yomweyo maholide atatha, ndikuyesera kuti ndipeze. Munthu woyamba amene ndinakumana naye m'chipinda choyamwitsa anali namwino wokhala ndi mphukira m'manja mwanga. Kodi ndiyenera kumufunsa? Ngakhale kuti zaka zambiri mazana anabadwa kuno, sakumbukira.
"Zaka zisanu zapitazo kunali mnyamata wokanidwa, adatchedwanso Matveiks," Ndinayamba kukayikira. "Mwinamwake, kumbukirani?"
"Ndimakumbukira-ndikukumbukira," namwino adakweza mutu wake, "mnyamata wabwino, ndipo tilibe Matveyev wina aliyense." Ndipo iwe ku chiyani?
"Kodi ukudziŵa kumene ali tsopano?"
"Ndipo adamtenga."
"Kwa a Baby's house?"
- Ayi, m'banja. Mkazi wina anabwera ndi mwamuna wake ndipo anamutenga. Inu mukudziwa, iye anatenga izo, anamukakamizira iye ... Kotero iye sanandilole ine kuti ndichoke mmanja mwake panonso. Ndinadandaula ndi chilimbikitso: "Zikomo Mulungu, wina anachita, ngakhale nthawi ino si ine."