Bwanji ngati mwamuna wanga wasintha?

Ziribe kanthu momwe ndinauzidwa kuti ndinali wokhudzidwa ndi ukhondo, sindimaganizira kwambiri nthabwala zimenezi, ndipo nthawi zina ndimanyoza. Makamaka tsopano, pamene mania yanga inandithandiza kutsegula maso kwa munthu wokondedwa amene anali pafupi ndi ine. Tsiku lina, pamene ndinali kuyang'ana pa zinthu zoyera ndikuyang'anitsitsa mosamala, ndikuyesa kupeza zovuta ndikuziyeretsa mpaka zowonongeka, ndinapeza mkanjo wonyezimira wa mwamuna wanga: "Ndipo n'chifukwa chiyani samavala kawirikawiri? Nthawi yotsiriza ndinayambanso chilimwe chilimwe, pamene ndinapita ku Yalta, "ndinaganiza, ndikupitiriza kufufuza zinthu zodzichepetsa. Chimene sichinali m'thumba lake! Mabokosi oyendetsa mapepala, zofanana zopsereza, mapepala ena ophwanyika komanso masenti khumi a nthawi za Soviet. Mwadzidzidzi chinachake chowala chinawala pachikhatho cha dzanja lake. Ndinawombera mphete yaing'ono ndi zirconium kuchokera mu mulu wa zitsamba - chinthu chokongola! "Ndizosangalatsanso," amaganiziridwa mwatsatanetsatane. "Chinachitika ndi chiyani pamutu wachiwiri?" Alikuti tsopano? Ndikuyikira mu khutu la mkazi, bodza langa mu bokosi la velvet? Kapena mwinamwake mwiniwake wa mpheteyo ali wamantha tsopano chifukwa cha imfa? "

Maganizo otsirizawa anandichititsa mantha: "Ambuye, ndikuwuzani kuti, m'thumba la mwamuna wake anatenga mphete ya mkazi wina"? Kufufuzidwa kwa Edik ndinakonza nthawi yomweyo. Pa funso langa ponena za chiyambi cha zokongoletsera, iye anaphwanya pang'ono pamphumi ndipo adaganiza kuti: "Sindikudziwa ... sindikukumbukira konse," iye adadandaula, koma ndinazindikira kuti mwamuna wanga adakhumudwa kwambiri.
"Edik, ndikukupemphani kwambiri: kumbukirani kumene muli ndi mphete ya mkazi m'thumba lanu."
"Dikirani!" Ndikukumbukira. Ndinazipeza pamtunda. Ndinayenda pamphepete mwa nyanja m'mawa, mwadzidzidzi ndinawona chinachake chikuyang'ana mumchenga. Ine ndinaganiza kuti izi zinali za mwayi, ndipo ine ndinayiwala konse za gizmo ...
"Chabwino, inde, ndithudi," sindinakhulupirire.
- Dianochka, ndilo pulayimale! Pa gombe, pambuyo pake, anthu ambiri amapeza chinachake!
Ndinayesetsa kuti ndisinthe maganizo anga. Madzulo anali pafupifupi mofanana ndi kawirikawiri. Tsiku lotsatira ndikufulumira kukatsiriza bizinesi yanga ndikuthamangira kumbali ya Eddie, koma iyi ... Ndinkafunafuna ndikupeza zinthu zonse zowonjezereka: Ndinkangoganizira zovala zogwiritsa ntchito sweti yatsopano, ndiye ndinawona zinyalala mu khitchini .... anafika pabedi la banja kale pamene mwamunayo amalowa mwamtendere m'maloto. Koma sindinathe kugona. Mutu wanga, ndinayambiranso nkhani yake yosokonezeka yokhudza mphete yomwe inapezeka pamphepete mwa nyanja ndipo ndinaganiza zogwirizana ndi iyeyo basi: amakhoza kuiwala za iye. Pambuyo pake iye anagonjetsa. Patadutsa pakati pausiku, ine mwadzidzidzi ndinadzuka kuchokera phokoso losaoneka. Anakweza dzanja lake ndikuona kuti mtsamiro wa mwamuna wake ulibe kanthu. Ndinayimilira pamlingo wanga ndipo ndinawona ndondomeko yosadziwika bwino: Edik anayima pawindo, amanjenjemera ndi mantha ndipo amafuula mosavuta.

Choyamba chinali chikhumbo chakudumphira mmwamba , kukakamira kwa mwamuna wanga wokondedwa, kuti ndimuthandize, koma ndadziwa kale chifukwa chake anali osasunthika kupondereza pawindo, osapeza mtendere. Chinachake choyipa chinali chobisika kuseri kwa kupeza kwanga, ndipo sindinayambe nkomwe kuganiza za zomwe, kwenikweni.
Tsiku lotsatira Edik anabwerera kunyumba ndi maluwa aakulu. Ndinadziŵa bwino lomwe zomwe zikutanthauza. Kuphimba nkhope yake ndi manja ake, kunong'oneza mofatsa kwambiri:
- Edka! Ndiuzeni kuti munabweretsa maluwa awa chifukwa chakuti mumandikonda, osati chifukwa choti ndipepese ...
"Ndimakukondani," adatero mopanda phindu. "Koma ndikuyenera kukuuzani chilichonse." Sindingathe kukhala ndi mwala uwu m'mtima mwanga. Ndipo ndikufuna kupepesa ...
"Zonse zinachitika!" Nchiyani chinachitika? - Ndinafuula mosasangalatsa.
"Chabwino, mukudziwa momwe zimachitikira ..." adakwanitsa, koma sanapeze mawu.
- Ine? Ine sindikudziwa! Sindinayambe ndakhalapo pamtundu wotere!
"Mkazi uyo ... Izo sizikutanthawuza chirichonse kwa ine." Iyo inali miniti ya misala, yomwe ine ndinadandaula mwamsanga. Ndinkafuna ndikuuzeni, koma sindinadziwe bwanji ...
- Kodi ndinu wokwanira kwa ine? Zakhalapo kangati? Khumi? Makumi awiri? Zokhumudwitsa zanu nthawizonse zimasiyani inu chinachake choti mukumbukire? Mwinamwake mumanyada chifukwa cha chikondi chanu?
"Chonde, ndikhulupirire!" Kamodzi kokha! Ndinamwa kwambiri tsiku limenelo, ndipo sindinaganize za zomwe ndinali kuchita. Mmawa wotsatira sindinathe kumuyang'ana mkaziyo. Kotero, ine sindinamupatse mphete ya khutu.
- Kotero ife tinabwera ku umboni wazinthu! Ndinakuwa. "Kodi mbuye wanu anachoka kuti?"
"Ndinamupeza pansi m'chipinda changa cha hotelo," anadandaula mwamuna wake. Chigamulocho chinabwera nthawi yomweyo: Ine mosayembekezereka ndinathyola ndikuyamba kuponyera zinthu zanga mu thumba lalikulu lautulutsi.
"Zokwanira zazimenezi!" Ndinalira. "Sindikukuwonani!"

Sindinaganize kuti usiku uliwonse ndimagona ndi abambo ambiri! Choonadi choopsya: Mwamuna wanga wandisintha! Nkhaniyi yasintha moyo wanga wonse. Kuchokera? Mukuiwala? Kodi mungatani ngati ululu sukupuma? Ndi chisankho chotani?
Motani? Diane! Mukuchita chiyani? Musachoke! Ndikukukondani! - Mwamuna adandichonderera, koma ine sindinali kufuna ndipo sindimamvetsera. Magazi anagwedezeka mukachisi, zinthu zopangidwa ndi manja. Tulukani muno! Musati muwone! Musamve bardard uyo! Ndinagwira thumba ndikuthamangira pakhomo kuti ndikafike kwa munthu yekhayo padziko lapansi amene anali wokonzeka kundilandira nthawi iliyonse.
- Mwana wanga! Nchiyani chinachitika, wokondedwa wanga? - Amayi anandidetsa nkhawa.
"Musandifunse kanthu lero!" Ndiye! Ine ndikukuuzani inu zonse za izo mtsogolo. Ndidzakhala ndi inu pang'ono, sichoncho? "
- Inde, Dianochka! Ndi zochuluka bwanji zomwe mukusowa ... Iyi ndi nyumba yanu nayenso, - amayi anga anandikumbatira ndikunditumizira. Ndipo nditangomva kutentha kumeneku, manja a amayi anga atayamba kupsinjika mutu wanga, sindinathe kulira ndikulira. Monga ngati mwana. Pomwepo, zaka zambiri zapitazo, amayi anga nthawi zonse adapeza yankho lolondola pa mavuto anga onse ndi zifukwa zanga, ndipo nthawi yomweyo misonzi yanga yowuma, ndipo moyo unakhalanso wokongola komanso wosangalala. "Tsopano, Amayi, simungathe kundithandiza pa chilichonse," ndinaganiza, ndikuwonongeka ndikumeza misonzi yowawa ya mkwiyo wanga. Tsikulo linadutsa molimba komanso mwamantha.

Mayi anga anandiuza nkhani zatsopano zokhudza achibale athu komanso anthu omwe tinkawadziwa nawo, kapena, mwachidule, popanda kunena chifukwa chimene ndinaonekera m'nyumba mwake. Mamula! Nthaŵi zonse anali ngati chonchi! Musatuluke mwa ine mwachangu zomwe ine sindimafuna kuti ndizikamba. Ndipo pokhapokha nditatsanulira pa iye mkuntho wonse wa zowawa ndi zowawa zanga, ndimamvetsera mwakachetechete ndipo nthawi zonse ndimapereka uphungu wabwino. Madzulo adadziwa kale chifukwa chenicheni cha misozi yanga, koma osati kuchokera kwa ine: Ndinkakhala chete, sindikufuna kumukhumudwitsa. Zoona, zinafika pamene Edm anaitana madzulo.
- Moni, Edward! - Ndinamva mawu amodzi ndi aulemu a amayi anga. - Kwa ine? Inde, ziri bwino. Chiyani? Inde, iye ali pano. Dikirani miniti ... Ndikufunsani tsopano ...

Anayang'ana mu khitchini , komwe ndinasakaniza pamwamba pa kapu, ndikukweza chala chake pa foni. Ine ndinagwedeza mutu wanga mwaukali: ayi, ayi, ine sindiyankhula naye chirichonse. Ndalankhula kale, mokwanira.
"Kodi mumaganizapo?" Amayi anandifunsa, ndipo ndinagwedeza ndemanga.
"Pepani, koma Diana sangachite." Tsitsikani, Edik, - ndipo munapachikidwa. Kumapeto kwa usiku, ndinagona, koma sindinkatha kugona: "Monga ngati panalibe zaka zisanu zokondweretsa pamodzi, ngati kuti sakondana nane, ngati palibe chikondi chenicheni popanda chinyengo ndi kusakhulupirika," ndinaganiza, ndikukumbukira mwamuna wanga. Ndi malingaliro awa "oseketsa" ndikupita kukagwira ntchito m'mawa. Maola asanu ndi atatu mu ofesiyo adasanduka kuzunza koopsa: Sindinayambe kudikira mpaka kutha kwa tsikulo. Kuima kwa basi, ndinawona silhouette yozoloŵera. Edik! Ndinangotembenuka mwadzidzidzi, koma adandizindikira, adagwidwa ndikudandaula kuti:
"Diana!" Dikirani! Tiyeni tiyankhule!
"Ife tiribe kanthu koti tikambirane," ine ndinayimba.
"Ndipatseni mwayi, Diana!" Ndikukupemphani, tiyeni tiyese kuyamba ...
- Osatero! Kodi mumamva? - Ndinalira mokweza kwambiri kuti otha-anayamba kutembenukira ife.

Ndinaima taxi ndikudumpha m'galimoto kuti: "Sindiyembekezera! Ndikhoza kugwira ntchito ya mkazi wosasamala.
Koma Edik sanafune kuvomereza kuti kugwirizana kwake kungathe kuwononga banja lathu. Anathyola foni, amatha maola ambiri kumapeto kwa ofesi yanga, ndipo pomaliza pake anam'ponya pamutu pake pamene anapempha msonkhano:
"Ndithu ndikukumana nawe, Edik!" M'khoti, komwe ife tidzakhala tikulumidwa.
- Mwana wanga! - Momwemo amayi adayankhulanso ndi Edik. "Mwinamwake muyenera kukomana naye." Sindikufuna kusokoneza moyo wanu, koma ndikuganiza Edik akuvutika kwambiri.
"Ayeneratu!" Ndinayankhula mouma. - Inde, mwana wanga, - amayi anga adagwedeza tsaya langa. "Koma, mwana wamkazi, sungathe kusankha chinachake pobwezera." Sichidzakuthandizani, koma mudzayenera kuzunzika moyo wanu wonse. Musati mubwereze kulakwitsa kwanga ... Iye ananena mau otsiriza mwakachetechete ndipo mwamsanga anasiya chipinda. "Mukukamba za chiyani?" Ndinaganiza, ndikukumbukira banja lathu pamene bambo anga adakali moyo. Ndinkaganiza kuti nthawi zonse amakhala osangalala, ndipo mavuto sanayambane muukwati wawo.
- Amayi, - Ndinakhala pafupi ndi iye pa sofa ndikukumbatira. "Ndiuzeni, ndi vuto lanji limene mwandiuza?"

Mayi amafufuza mozama pamphepete mwa apuloni ake. Potsiriza iye anapita ku chifuwa cha zitoka ndipo kwa nthawi yaitali ankayang'ana chinachake pamenepo, ndiyeno, mwakachetechete, anaika patsogolo panga chithunzi chakale chokasu.
"Uyu ndi ndani?" - Ndinapempha, ndikuyang'ana anthu okwatiranawo mwachikondi. Chabwino, msungwanayo, mosakayikira, amayi anga. Ndipo kodi mnyamata uyu ndani?
"Sindikufuna kuti musamvetsetse ine, Diana," adatero mayi ake mosakayikira. "Ndinkakonda bambo anu, kapena kuti, ndinadzikakamiza kuti ndim'konda." Bambo anu anali ndi chinachake choti aziwakonda: chifukwa cha chifundo, chifukwa cha kudzipereka. Iye anali mwamuna wabwino komanso bambo wachikondi.
Koma Ulemerero ^ munthu uyu, ine ndimakonda kwambiri. Ndi moyo wanga wonse, zaka zonsezi ndikukhalabe ndi mtima wanga yekha ...
"Bwanji iwe sunakhale mkazi wake, mayi?" - Ndinadabwa ndi chinsinsicho, chomwe ndidakali pano sindikudziwa.
- Slava ndi ine tinkachita nawo ntchito, koma tisanakwatirane ndinapeza kuti wandisintha ndi chibwenzi changa. Ndinachotsa chibwenzicho. Kwa ine zonse zinasankhidwa: Sindinayambe kuona mgwirizano wathu wapamtima.
- Ndi chiyani iye? - Ndinapempha mayi anga mwakachetechete.
"Iye anali kuchita monga Edward wanu tsopano." Iye anamwetulira mwachisoni. - Ananditsatira, anandipempha kuti ndibwerere ... Mumkati mwa ululu wa mtima wanga, koma kunja ndinali ozizira, wodekha ndi wodzikuza. Chabwino, ndiyeno ndinakumana kale ndi bambo anu.
"Amayi, Edik andisintha ine." Sindifuna kumuwona! Iye ndi wotsutsa, "Potsiriza ndinavomerezera kwa amayi anga ndikuyamba kulira.
"Ndikuganiza, chikondi changa," amayi adagwedezeka. "Choncho ndinaganiza zokuuzani zonsezi." Kuti muganizire zomwe mukufuna. Ngati mutangobwezera ndikuvutika ndi moyo wanu wonse, ndiye kuti mukuyenera kusudzulana. Koma ngati mukondabe Edik wanu, ndiye yesani chirichonse.
"Amayi," ndinakwiya kwambiri. - Ndingakhale bwanji ndi munthu yemwe adandisintha kale? Koma ndikudziwa bwanji kuti sadzabwerezanso izi mtsogolomu? "Inu, mofanana ndi wina aliyense, simudzakhala ndi chidaliro chotero," amayi anga anzeru adanena. - Sagula TV kapena firiji ndi ndondomeko. Ngati mumamukonda, ndiye yesetsani kumukhulupirira. Mukuyang'aniridwa ndi chisankho: kuika chiopsezo pa chikondi chanu kapena kuchikana ...

Sindinaganize za zochita za Edik kwambiri. Ndisanayambe kukambirana ndi mayi anga chirichonse chinkawonekera momveka bwino: mwamuna ndi wokonda, iye wandipatsa ine, kotero sindikufuna kumakhala naye. Koma amayi anga atamuuza nkhani yake, zikwi zikwi zikwi zinakhazikika mu moyo wanga, ndikumuzunza ndi mafunso omwe sindinapeze yankho. Ndinayang'anitsitsa chithunzi cha chikasu, ndikuyesa kusangalala ndi nkhope ya achinyamata kuti ndipeze yankho labwino, ndikudziwitsutsa kuti ndalondola, ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinaganizira za nkhope yosangalatsa yomwe mayi anga anali nayo mu chithunzi ichi. Ine sindinayambe ndamuwonapo iye monga choncho! Zinkawoneka kuti ngakhale m'masiku osasamala kwambiri m'makona a maso ake, chisoni chimangokhala nthawi zonse. Chigamulochi chinadza mwadzidzidzi, ndipo ndinayamba kusonkhana.
- Amayi! Ndikubwerera ku Eddie! - adalengeza, kubwezeretsanso zinthu m'thumba lake lakuthamanga, akugwedeza zonse ndikuiwala kuti ali ndi vutoli. Anandimwetulira mopepuka komanso moona mtima, mofanana ndi msungwana wachimwemwe ali ndi chithunzi cha chikasu. Anandikakamiza kwambiri ndipo anandiuza mwachidwi kuti: "Ndili ndi Mulungu, mwana wanga wokondedwa!"