Bambo anali kudwala, ndipo akukoka banja lathu lalikulu-ine ndi ine tinali ndi alongo anai-mmodzi. Nthawi zonse mtima wanga unkagwira ntchito pamene ndinawona nkhope ya mayi, yotopa ndi nkhope yanga. Iye anayesera kuti asonyeze momwe zinaliri zovuta kwa iye, iye ankamwetulira, koma ine ndinamva chinachake. Ndiyeno mutu wanga wakhala ndi lingaliro: Ndikufuna kupeza ntchito. Muyenera kupeza ntchito. Ndiyeno Amayi adzakhala osavuta. Azimva kuti ndingamusamalire ... Kuchokera pamene anabadwa, alongo anga, amayi anga ndi bambo anga ankakhala ku Dneprodzerzhinsk. Chigawo chathu chinali sonorous wotchedwa BAM. Ngakhale kuti analibe chochita ndi Baikal-Amur Main Line ... Tinakhala kumeneko mpaka 1992. Ndiyeno nthawi yovuta kwambiri inayamba, pamene zonse zinasintha. Tinasamukira, ndinapita ku sukulu ina. Amayi ndi bambo anali ndi zovuta. Onse awiri adagwira ntchito pa mankhwala, ndipo pangotsala pang'ono kuima, malipiro adachedwa, ndipo nthawi zina sizinalipiritsidwe kwa miyezi, ndipo makolowo anayesetsa kupeza zonse zomwe tinkafunikira. Mu 1993, bambo anga adagwidwa ndi galimoto ... Kenako adachita opaleshoni yambiri, chifukwa fupa la mwendo linapangidwa molakwika. Amayi nthawi zonse anali kuchipatala. Ndinkatenga chakudya, ndinadyetsa bambo anga, ndinamusamalira - amayi anga anamaliza maphunziro awo ku chipatala chachipatala ndipo mwachifuniro chawo chinali panthawiyo. Koma pambuyo pake, adakhoza kukhala dokotala wabwino ... Popeza amayi anga akhala nthawi zambiri m'chipatala, ine ndi alongo anga tinasiyidwa tokha. Koma palibe aliyense wa ife amene anadandaula kapena kudandaula. M'malo mwake, tinayesetsa kuthandiza amayi anga - adadzichitira okha pakhomo, anapita kukapeza chakudya, kutsukidwa ... Ndipo adadikirira kwambiri papa atabwerera. Ngati palibe, zonse zasintha kwambiri mmoyo wathu.
Zinakhala zopanda kanthu, zosasangalatsa ...
Ndipo tsopano bambo anga ali pakhomo! Koma adali wofooka kwambiri ndipo kwa nthawi yaitali adachiritsidwa (kenako adalandira kulemala kwa gulu lachitatu). Panalibe chifukwa choti aliyense abwerere ku chomeracho. Koma amayi anga anati: "Palibe, tidzakhala ndi moyo ...". Iye anachoka kuntchito kuyambira m'mawa mpaka usiku, koma ndalama zinalibe zokwanira. Zinali zofunikira kuti wina wina m'banja apulumutse. Pa alongo anayi, ndine wachiwiri mu msinkhu. Wakale kwambiri ndiye analibe mwayi wogwira ntchito - anali atalowa kale sukulu yophunzitsa masewera (ankachita masewera olimbitsa thupi), ndipo nthawi zonse ankapita kusukulu. Ndinakhala ... Koma ndinali ndi zaka khumi ndi chimodzi zokha. Kodi ndingagwire ntchito yanji? Nditangoganizira za izi, iwo adandigwedeza kuti: "Pano pali lingaliro lina! Ndikukula poyamba! "Koma m'chilimwe ndinkatha kulowa pakiyi. Kumeneko analembera ana kuti azilema mabedi, kuyeretsa masamba, ndi kuthamanga kwina kunkayenera kuwonongedwa. Ndalama zinkapindula kwambiri, koma kwa miyezi itatu ya chilimwe adakalipira ndalama pang'ono. Momwemo ndinasangalalira! Ndimakumbukira, ndinapita kunyumba kunyumba yanga yoyamba ya ntchito ndikuganiza momwe ndingaperekere kwa amayi anga, ndipo iye ndi bambo anga adzawona kuti ndakhala wamkulu kale, ndikusamalira banja langa ... Makolo anga anali okondwa kwambiri. Koma osati ndalama zambiri, ndikufunitsitsa kuti ndiwathandize ... Ndipo ndikuwona maso awo okongola, ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ndipitirize kufunafuna ndalama ndikuthandizira bajeti. Nthawi yotsatira ntchitoyi yakhala yovuta kwambiri kuposa kuchepetsa mabedi pabaki, wogulitsa pamsika.
Kodi mtsikanayu anapeza bwanji wogulitsa?
Choyamba, ndinayang'ana wamkulu kuposa zaka zanga. Komanso, zinali zovuta kwambiri. N'zachidziwikire kuti palibe amene angaike mwana wopusa kumbuyo kwake. Ndipo iwe ukhoza kudalira pa ine. Kuphatikizanso apo, sindinalipire ndalama zambiri ngati wamkulu. Mphoto yanga inali yopanda malire. Ndinali kugulitsa phwetekere phwetekere, pasitala. Anayamba ndendende pa eyiti m'mawa.
Nanga bwanji sukulu?
Nthawi zina ndinkafunika kudumpha. Koma ndinali ndi zofunikira kwambiri: Ndinaganiza kuti ndikofunika kwambiri kuthandiza banja kusiyana ndi kukhala m'kalasi. Kodi sizinali zoopsa kuti mugulitse? Boma lomwelo ndi ndalama linali. Ndipo ngati iwo anali atanyengedwa? Ndinkaona kuti ndi zabwino kwambiri. Kuopa ine kunapangitsa ofufuza okha. Kotero, ine ndinasankha malo pafupi ndi ofesi yaikulu, kotero kuti ngati kuyendera kukubwera, pomwepo ndi maso osalakwa akunena kuti ine ndimalowetsa wogulitsa wamachotsedwa kunja. Kenaka kunali kofunikira kuthamangira ku ofesiyo ndi chipolopolo ndikubweretsa mkazi wina wokoma mtima kuchokera kumeneko yemwe angavomereze kutsimikizira malemba anga. Pambuyo pa msika, ndinasintha ntchito zosiyanasiyana zosiyana ... Mwa njira inayake ndinapeza chotsuka chotsuka m'bwalo la "Dune". Mchemwali wanga anali atagwira kale ntchito patsogolo panga, choncho, wina anganene, anatengedwa pansi pa ntchito. Bwalolo linatseguka koloko masana koloko masana, kotero inu simunafunike kuthawa sukulu. Ndinafika kumeneko, ndinali ndi nthawi yopanga homuweki, ndipo ndinanyamuka kupita kumadzi. Bhala linali laling'ono, matebulo asanu ndi awiri okha kapena asanu ndi atatu okha, koma panali mbale zonyansa zokwanira. Otopa kwambiri. Koma apa pambuyo pa zonse chinsinsi cha thupi latsopano: Ine ndidzabwerera kuchokera ku ntchito, pang'ono ine ndidzatembenuza mzimu ndi_kuyenda ...
Kodi malipiro ake ndi otani?
Chakudya. Nthawi zina ndimagula pantyhose. Ngakhale zocheperako - zodzoladzola. Ndipo disco idasiya kopecks. Pa zovala, choonadi, mapindu sankakwanira. Pa tsiku limene ndinalandira ma hryvnia asanu, ngati ndiri ndi mwayi, ndiye asanu ndi awiri. Izi ndi za dollar imodzi ndi miyezo ya lero. Ndipo madola makumi atatu pa mwezi siwowonekera bwino. Funso lokhala ndi chovalacho linathetsedwa chifukwa cha makina "Singer *. Mayi anga nthawi zonse ankasintha zovala zathu zakale, ankatambasula thalauza lake, ankaikapo zida, ndipo amayala zovala zake. Ndipo popeza mayi wathu ali mbuye wabwino, kusintha kwake konse kunali kuyang'ana bwino.
Samalani kwa anyamatawa?
Ayi! Ndi chiyani pamenepo! Sindinakhalepo ndi ndondomeko iliyonse isanakwane sevente! Ndili ndi malo osungulumwa pamene ndinali kale kale. M'mwezi wina adakumana ndi banja limodzi. Anali ndi mwana yemwe tinakhala naye mabwenzi mwamsanga, ndipo makolo ake anandipatsa malo amodzi. Ndakhala ndikuyang'anira mwanayo kwa nthawi yaitali ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbikitsidwa kwambiri, ndikugwira ntchito m'mabanja angapo. Ndipo mwana wanga anaganiza kuti ayambe pa nthawiyo, izo zinagwirizana ndi maphunziro omaliza a sukuluyi. Ndinakhala nthawi yochuluka ndi ana a anthu ena kuti ndinkangogonjetsedwa ndi lingaliro: Ndikufuna wanga. Ndipo ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu, ndinakumana ndi bambo wa mwana wanga wamkazi woyamba wamwamuna, ndipo posakhalitsa anatenga pakati. Zinali zosangalatsa bwanji! Thupi langa linali labwino kwambiri. Aliyense anati: "Mnyamata! Mnyamata zana! "Ndipo ine ndinkafuna mtsikana! Anakulira ndi atsikana, amadziwa kulankhula nawo. Ndipo anali ndi nkhawa kwambiri: Ndidzachita chiyani ngati mwana wanga wabadwa? Ndikukumbukira kuyang'ana mpirawu "Ukraine-Armenia" ndipo, monga momwe nthawi zina zimachitikira ndi amayi apakati, adalosera molondola zotsatira za masewerawo. Mwadzidzidzi mimba inayamba izi, chabwino, mphepo yamkuntho! Panthawi imeneyo, ndinamvetsetsa bwino kuti padzakhala mnyamata, ndipo ndithudi adzakhala mpira wa mpira. Kukhumudwa kwambiri! Anali ndi pakati pa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi. Pa zomwe ndili ndi mwana wamkazi, ndinaphunzira masabata awiri asanabadwe ... Ndinapatukana ndi bambo a Sonya ali wamng'ono. Koma nthawi zonse ndimadziwa: ziribe kanthu momwe moyo unakhalira, ndikutha kukweza mwana wanga. Sitidzatayika. Makolo ndi alongo onse - wanga odalirika kumbuyo - adzandithandiza nthawi zonse.
Ndipo munalowa bwanji ku VIA Gr?
Mnzanga wanga anali wotchuka kwambiri wa gulu lino. Ndipo ndinamvetsedwa panthawi ya mimba "Yesani nambala zisanu", nthawi zina ngakhale maganizo openga amapezeka: "Izi zikanakhala ndi iwo kuti alankhule ... ..". Ndipo zitatha izo ndinatero. Ndimo momwe ndinatsirizidwira mu dziko lalikulu la nyenyezi.